A thought of Anru [Siege]

Slightly opened, the hands hidden in the sleeves trembled unconsciously, "What did you say?"

"I like you!"

He bit each word very clearly, which cast a layer of magic on these four words.

Once some unspeakable words are spoken, it seems so natural to leave them again.

An Ru couldn't believe it at first, but then she felt a surge of anger in her heart. She blinked and said with a mocking smile, "Zhao Xinmei, what do you think of me, Xu Anru? A pet that comes and goes as you like—you are happy." When I’m not happy, I’ll call it over to play; if I’m not happy, I’ll kick it away. I’m sorry, but I’m not that mean.”

As she spoke, the corners of her eyes became more and more sore, tears covered her eyes, An Ru forced back the tears so that she would not be too embarrassed in front of him.The lingering grievances that had been there for a long time finally poured out.

Xinmei was in a state of confusion, every sentence of An Ru's words stabbed at the tip of his heart, causing him a sudden pain.All of a sudden, he has held An Ru into his arms, without any warning, he only gently moved her.

An Ru's breathing was stagnant, and a lot of panic rushed to her brows, which made her act completely out of order.

"Zhao Xinmei, you bastard, let me go."

Xin Mei clenched her hands tightly and firmly locked An Ru who was struggling in his arms.

He lowered his head to An Ru's ear and said in a deep voice: "An Ru, I'm sorry. I know I'm damned for being capricious, but please give me one more chance? This time I won't let go no matter what. "

Xinmei's last words seemed to be speaking to her, but also seemed to be declaring to herself.

Hearing this, An Ru stopped all actions. At this time, she was so calm that she said, "Mr. Zhao, you have nothing to do to me, why are you apologizing to me! You have the right to control your emotions, and I also have the right to choose to love you." And the right not to love. Let it go, I'm tired!"

There is a mist in front of her eyes, shadows of trees whirling outside the window, rustling, whirring...

She also composed an unknown symphony, and her thoughts gradually became quiet along with the rhythm of the music.

Xinmei's hands were hanging down weakly, An Ru just pushed him away, the movement of opening the door was crisp and quick, without any muddle in the water, facing the cold wind, a few strands of hair on her forehead were blown away, and then stepped into the door without hesitation. In the wind and frost.

The cold wind was raging, her figure gradually drifted away in the snow, and the fragrance of the girl's hair still remained on his fingertips.

Xinmei closed his eyes, and punched the hard wall with both hands clenched into fists, how could a flesh and blood body fight through the reinforced concrete, the skin on his hand was scratched and a bloody gash was torn, but he didn't feel the pain.When he opened his eyes, the panic in his eyes disappeared.He also left, continuing to walk along the path An Ru left, falling unhurriedly not far behind her, neither approaching nor far away.

After watching his sweetheart enter the house, Xinmei turned around and instead of going back to his room, he took a long detour to Hung-chien's place.

There was a knock on the door for a long time before Hung-chien opened the door wrapped in a quilt. Seeing that it was Xinmei, he said angrily, "It's so cold, what are you doing here?"

Hsin-mei entered the room, there was no brazier in Hung-chien's room, it was strangely cold, no wonder he had to stay on the bed all the time, there was a book spread out on the corner of the bed, the name couldn't be any serious book.

Hsin-mei picked up his book without any hassle, flipping through it without any doubt that it was indeed a novel.

Just as he was about to continue flipping through the pages, Hung Chien snatched the book away. He put the book in his arms, hugged the quilt tightly all over his body and asked, "Did you send Su Wenwan away?"

Xinmei hummed.

Seeing that he took the place on the bed, Hung-chien consciously sat down on the bench, picked up the wick, and said, "It's good that Su Wenwan is gone. She's gone. Finally, I don't have to be angry with her."

"Hung-chien, am I really an asshole?"

Hung-chien's hand that was picking up the wick was almost burned. He turned around and said, "Xin-mei, don't you know yourself? You are not only a bastard, but also full of evil. Tell me, you recruited Su Wenwan here, It's good for you, if you don't greet people by yourself, push them to me, I will eat, drink and laugh with you, let it be fine if you don't get gratitude, and you will suffer a lot of cynicism for nothing. If you say you are not an asshole, whoever is an asshole."

"That's not what I'm talking about," Hsin-mei lay on the bed and moaned.

"Could it be that you did something else to feel sorry for me?" Hung-chien's neck felt cold, and he said badly in his heart.

Xinmei didn't even have the strength to give him a good look. He stared blankly at the yellowed roof, and gradually a small black spot appeared in his eyes, and the black spot gradually spread outwards, getting bigger circle by circle.He said in a daze, "I confessed my love to An Ru."

Hung-chien was taken aback for a moment, he said that the relationship between the two of them would go on like this for a long time, and he didn't expect Hsin-mei to act so quickly.

He replied: "Then, did An Ru agree?"

"She is angry and wants me to let go. But I can't let go anymore." Xinmei looked at her hands and said in a daze.

The light of the flame in the oil lamp flickered on and off, Hung Chien saw Xin Mei's appearance of worrying about gains and losses, and he sympathized with him out of the feelings of a friend, but from the perspective of a bystander, he felt that it was him who caused the trouble to this day. I deserve it.

"Xinmei, forgive me for not being able to express sympathy for you. I told you in the past that if you like someone, go after him; Hot and cold, near and far, I don’t know what you are thinking. I can’t even see your behavior, so don’t blame people for being ruthless to you. Let me say, thanks to Anru’s good temper, otherwise I will beat you A meal is what it should be.”

Hung-chien sighed again and continued, "Don't blame me for speaking harshly just now. I can tell that An Ru doesn't have feelings for you, it's just that you hurt her heart and dare not give her any more affection. But as long as she treats you still You Qing, you still have a chance, and this opportunity is entirely up to you to grasp. I still hope that one day in the future, I can have a glass of wedding wine with you two."

"Yes." Xinmei sat up from the bed, "I'm leaving first, you can rest!"

Stubborn

The sun finally pierced through the clouds, and the dark sky for days finally cleared up. The ice and snow gradually began to melt in the warm sun, pressing on the branches, and the snow on the leaves gradually decreased.

It's just that the temperature hasn't warmed up yet, so Xinmei gently pushed open the office door.

"Mr. Zhao, who are you looking for—Mr. Fang? He's gone to class and isn't here."

At the door, Liang Zai cast a puzzled look at Xin Mei. Although they both worked as teachers at the school, they didn't see each other when they looked up, but they didn't work in the same office, so they didn't communicate much at ordinary times. At best, they just nodded.

Only Fang Hongjian and Zhao Xinmei had a good relationship in this office, so he thought Zhao Xinmei had come to find Fang Hongjian.

Hsin-mei closed the door, glanced at Liang, and went on. Hung-chien said that he was almost 40 years old and still unmarried, and that he was the one who treated An Ru most attentively.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but have superficial hostility in his eyes, but as long as you are not very sensitive to emotions, it is difficult to find it.

Xinmei nodded to Liang Zaixian, "Mr. Liang, I'm not looking for Mr. Fang, I'm going to see An Ru."

"Miss Xu is not... here", Liang Zaixian replied casually. The more he thought about it, the more wrong it became. He glanced at him suspiciously. He came to the door suddenly, and the tone was so intimate.

He said: "Miss Xu won't be back for a while. If Mr. Zhao has something urgent, you can ask me to convey it for you."

"Mr. Liang, you are busy, I just wait here."

After saying that, Xinmei walked a few steps inside and sat in an extra empty seat.

He looked around the whole office, only Anru's desk was clean, without anything on it.

Thinking of something, he raised the corners of his lips and smiled lightly.

Liang looked at him for a few more times, and the strangeness in his heart became more and more obvious. Zhao Xinmei's appearance was rare, and for some reason he felt a sense of crisis in his heart.

There are few female teachers in the school, and their qualifications are too ordinary.After being single for so many years, he finally met a woman with high education, good temper, and most importantly, she was pretty, so Zhao Xinmei couldn't snatch her away.

He tentatively said: "Mr. Zhao, I think you are very suitable for that Miss Su. He is your girlfriend! It's hard for her to rush over to see you in such cold weather. Your relationship is really enviable."

Xinmei raised his head and glanced at Liang Zaixian, his eyes were cold, and his voice lost the heat from before, "Mr. Liang, Miss Su and I are just ordinary friends, I hope you don't talk nonsense."

Liang choked again, he didn't expect Xinmei to speak so mercilessly, he was a little embarrassed, he quickly waved his hands and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Mr. Zhao, I said the wrong thing, damn it. But I regret that you and Ms. Su is not a couple, you two look really good when you stand together."

If he had heard this before, he would be happy, but now, there is no wave in his heart.

"Mr. Liang, it is only regrettable if two people love each other and are not together. I am sure that the relationship between me and Ms. Su is not worthy of your regret. Moreover, I don't want to receive regret from anyone in the future, so I will do my best I pursue Anru in everything, so that regrets will not happen again."

Liang Zaixian was stunned. Zhao Xinmei was so straightforward that he didn't know how to answer his words.

So he had no choice but to look at him bitterly, and then ignored him, the joy in Xinmei's eyes became more and more obvious.

An Ru opened the door of the office, and a cold wind came in, and her hair was blown a lot by the wind.

His expression froze the moment he raised his head.Another gust of cold wind hit her, and the smile on her face gradually faded.

When the people in the office saw her coming back, they subconsciously stopped their work and secretly looked at her intentionally or unintentionally.

An Ruyi