[volleyball! ! ] Sleeping Beauty Syndrome

Grow in dreams.Gradually, even the voices of father and mother could not be clearly distinguished. Cicadas, wind, footsteps, and birdsong were all mixed together and could not be distinguished from each other.The world became a chaotic universe, the stars derailed, the Milky Way collapsed, and dust and stardust twisted into a stream and poured into Tuo Shi's body, making her overwhelmed.

After the spring break was over, and a week after Tou Shi entered Qingye Chengxi, Sleeping Beauty Syndrome recurred, and he slept for half a month.When she returned to class, she found that she had become a complete outsider, excluded from the small circles that had formed their own systems like isolated bacteria.Not only the classmates, but even the class teacher stared at her for a long time and couldn't name her—during the days of deep sleep, she was forgotten.

Tuo Shi found the answer—she was abandoned by time, and while this endless torrent left her and ran forward, it took everything around her away.She fell out of other people's memories and became an isolated fragment, wandering freely, and relying on nothing - there was no way to do it, because her time flow was different from theirs.All she had was this long stillness and that empty, desolate dream.

Tou Shi re-introduced herself, and then just found a random place in the corner to sit down. It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t attend lectures, has no friends, or doesn’t join clubs. Anyway, she will have to ask for leave soon to do whatever is remembered. There is no point, and time will erase all the marks she left in the next long sleep.With an inexplicable composure, she opened the diary, as if this stable belief was enough to last through life, not afraid of aging and death.

Resist thinking.Abandoning time is like time abandoning her.

"Ah, it's better not to wake up."

One night, the spring breeze blows thousands of trees, and the wilderness is full of peach blossoms. The bright and bright flowers become the only thing that Tuoshi can see clearly, and the only constant thing in this world of uncertain time.The peach branches escape, and the peach blossoms flow in the clouds.Those flowers are either pink or white, plump or thin, self-contained and graceful. They look like father, mother, Liuye, classmates, teachers, the world, and the sky.

"My dream is sleeping in a garden that is not like the world, but the peach blossoms of the world are blooming in that garden."

The author has something to say: Tips

1 The world of the psychic is psychological and sensory.

2 Dialectics of dreams and reality.

3 Dreams are devouring.

4 Meaning cannot happen to those who have no time.The essential attribute of human beings is the depth of history.

5 parts of vocabulary come from Wang Anyi's "Tianxiang"

5. The one who left

"Tou Shi, you won't play volleyball anymore... will you?"

"Well, the application for resignation from the Ministry has already been submitted to the supervisor."

"I didn't mean that..."

"Ah, I know. There's nothing I can do about it, right? I'm sick like this. I'm sorry, Ruya, but I got such a result even though I went to Tokyo."

"Toshi, you..."

"Ah, I'm sorry, I have to go to Mr. Uemura to sell the leave as soon as possible, let's talk about it later, okay?"

"Hey... well, you go, see you later."

The figure of Tuo Shi disappeared at the end of the corridor in a blink of an eye, and was quickly swallowed by the bright sunlight of the day.Guan Hua withdrew her frozen hand, at that moment she suddenly realized that those who cannot be grasped will never come back, just like words that cannot be spoken will never be answered.

Zhongyuan Toushi has become different from before, and Guanhua can truly feel it.This girl who was smiling as always, her world is undergoing earth-shaking changes alone in the vast and lonely sound, and it is a field that is absolutely impossible for others to interfere.

It's sleep... It's a dream, it's Taoyuan Township isolated from the world.

Tuo Shi is going to another world.She is still like a transparent girl who has no castle and abandoned all scheming, with a clean mind, running across a bridge made of flowing clouds and crescent moon.Guan Hua stood at the other end of the bridge, watching her run all the way to another world without even turning her head. The transparent back is so innocent that it makes people feel rascal and cruel.Guan Hua felt unbearable, but after thinking about it carefully, there was nothing unbearable.A person who has left this world is bound to be unable to be entangled by the meanings imposed on him by people in this world. Even if he does not look back through the world, what is wrong with it?

That afternoon, Guanhua went to Sendai to pick up Oikawa and Iwaizumi.

"Oh! Sister Liu!" Both of them raised their arms together.

"Hey! Brats!" Guan Hua swiped two fingers together around her temples, and what she was about to say immediately made her a little discouraged, "Tushi is a little uncomfortable and I'm going back to rest early, she asked me to come Pick you up."

"So... Sister Tou Shi is fine..."

When Guan Hua saw Ji Chuan's drooping face, he was filled with irritability, and couldn't help but slashed at it with a knife: "Don't make such an expression! Toshi is not weak enough to need you, a brat, to worry about it!"

"Wow, it hurts!! Say, what you said is true! Hahahahaha!" Oi Chuan wrinkled his face and laughed dryly, "Then let's go to Beichuan, Sister Liu!"

"It's fine to go to the volleyball club, but from today onwards, we'll go to the men's volleyball club's stadium. I've greeted them there and allowed us to go there as trainees."

"Eh?"

Guan Hua unconsciously twitched the corner of her mouth—she also vaguely understood the intentions behind those perfunctory smiles of Tou Shi, and it turned out that they were all natural things

"I am no longer the captain of the Beichuan women's volleyball team.

"——I just submitted the application for resignation from the Ministry this afternoon, and I decided to retire early."

……

"I won't be playing again.

"—I don't want to play a game without Toshi throwing the ball for me."

The scene of Tuo Shi turning around and leaving reappeared in Guan Hua's mind again, and Guan Hua's heart felt an unreasonable shock: a living person resolutely ran to another world, and he always wanted to stay here. Some people's inherent life is destroyed.Her, Oikawa's, Iwaizumi's, everyone's lives more or less related to Toushi, the corner supported by Toushi, probably cannot escape the fate of collapse and collapse.

Guanhua couldn't help looking at Oikawa, the sense of shock pervaded her limbs almost instantly, she had a strong premonition, and just thinking about it made her shudder with fear—either Tou Shi ruined this child, or this Children ruin the world.Destiny is the same as the road traveled by people, it is nothing more than a fork in the road-and it is much more reasonable to part ways than to go the same way.

Guan Hua sincerely couldn't bear it.There is nothing wrong with Toshi, and neither is Oikawa. It is clear that no one has done anything wrong, and it is the unblameable, reasonable and reasonable that make people feel at a loss what to do.Their connected lives are falling apart, and it still looks so touching.

In the following year or two, Guan Hua and Tuo Shi graduated one after another and entered Qingye Chengxi.Oikawa and Iwaizumi still hang out in Beichuan No. [-] volleyball club training after elementary school. The men's volleyball team's Superintendent Chong Shan has recognized their qualifications and carefully cultivated them.Tuo Shi often stayed after school to make up for the progress of the studies that were missed during the leave. Therefore, the person who picked them up turned into Guan Hua, a free man with no association.

On that day, Tate Hua walked over to talk to Oikawa who was squatting on the spot doing physical training.

"Hey, although it's still a bit early to ask, you brat...where do you want to go to in the future for junior high school?"

"Beichuan." Immediately answered.

"What about high school?"

"Qingcheng." Immediately answered.

--really.

"Little ghost, if..." Guan Hua hesitated, she couldn't ask Tuo Shi, but now she wants to ask Ji Chuan, it would be unfair.

Oikawa stopped, squatted on the ground with folded arms and raised his head to look at Guanhua, blinking his eyes: "It's really rare, Sister Liu is actually hesitating."

Guan Huadun was embarrassed: "...I mean, if Tou Shi can no longer be with us like before, what should we do?"

Oikawa slowly straightened his body, stared straight into Guan Hua's eyes and asked in half-bewilderment: "You mean, Sister Toshi...you mean to go to another world?"

Oikawa's eyes were so innocent that they were blank, and because of their innocence and blankness, they appeared extremely sharp and penetrating.Guan Hua was almost robbed of his breath by his eyes, only felt that every heartbeat was throbbing with the dull pain of lack of oxygen.

So scary, this kid... so scary? !what happened? !Don't let people take their eyes off at all! !Shaking S? This brat? !

"No, it's not..."

Go to another world?

Guanhua couldn't judge whether Oichuan had misunderstood her meaning, or if he had indeed uttered a forbidden mantra, and she was even so shaken that she couldn't deny it—this kid is really terribly sensitive, and he deserves to be picked by the world people.Guan Hua felt a tremor full of crazy joy grow from the soles of his feet and climb all the way to the back of his head.

——Tou Shi is right, Oi Chuanche is a pearl that has never been polished for a thousand years.If he can bloom on the court, he will be like the small white flowers of sagebrush, thin and tenacious, sweeping across the mountains and plains overnight with the vigor of encroachment.

- He will be king on the court.

Guan Hua's heart was stabbed severely, and she saw Oi Chuan showing a smile very similar to Tou Shi's, like a peach blossom quietly blooming in the mountains and deep forests, blooming into a grand scene that surpasses the world.She is very clear that Ji Chuanche has always followed behind Toshi, and if he really wants to blossom, he must get rid of the shackles of Toshi. His talent and talent are far from what Toshi's path can bear. .

——He must leave the world.

——That's why, that's why this little devil...

Guan Hua tried his best to hold back his tears.

"It's okay.