[volleyball! ! ] Five days and four nights

, Stubbornly determined, moved an empty seat and sat on the floor, pried open the cans neatly by mistake, then opened his throat and poured beer neatly.I rubbed my temples, turned around to boil some hot water and prepared hangover medicine, and sent Okazaki, who was standing helplessly, to the store on the first floor of the hotel to buy hangover tea and juice.

When Abu drank so much that the stars in her eyes were crumbling, she cleared her throat and sat up with her crooked body. I thought she was going to tell us about the conflict between her and Okazaki today from beginning to end, but it turned out She poked her tongue out for a long time but pulled it to a messy place.

"Do you know the tone of Ah Hei's voice when he called me and asked me what ginger tea was made?"

"It's like the kid in the kindergarten who waited for a long time before timidly telling the teacher that I need to pee!"

"Do you know why he wants to learn how to make ginger tea?"

"Of course it's because I told him that every time Ah Xi suffers from dysmenorrhea, she shrinks up like a mushroom that hasn't opened its umbrella and then rolls all over the floor..."

"Oh, I have to say this, Ah Hei also practiced guitar and piano secretly, secretly! I asked him why he asked me in a straightforward manner, "Do you think I look handsome with a guitar bag on my back! Pfft... ..."

"But boy, your musical cells have been eaten away by the pillow that clamps your head, right?"

"Also... Ah Hei, do you know that Ah Xi once saw you approaching, so he hurriedly parked his bicycle and ran up the teaching building with the lock in his hand?"

"I laughed the whole morning that day!"

"Ah Hei, do you know that Ah Xi is actually a true brother-in-law?"

"Oh, no wonder she likes you..."

"Axi, do you know that Ah Hei's appearance of shaking S is actually a complete shaking M?"

"Ah, yes, otherwise, why would he not be interested in the girl who posted the wrong post but prefer the one he can hide the safest..."

Heiwei and I leaned against the wall and listened to those revelations that we had never heard before. We looked at each other for a while, and then quickly turned our eyes away...Laughing is not annoyed or not, I just let Abu sit on the ground and talk nonsense Talking about the trivial things that really happened.

Okazaki, who just opened the door and walked in with a bottle of juice, noticed the awkward atmosphere brewing in the room, smiled at us apologetically, then squatted down and rubbed Abu's head, his tone was soft and compromising. The corners of his eyes and brows were raised, "Okay, my fault... Are you tired after so long? If you are tired, go back to sleep... You have to get up early tomorrow."

Abu was already staggering and unable to pry open the next bottle of beer, but she accurately waved away the hands that Okazaki stretched out to help her stand up.

She sat cross-legged on the spot, trying to prop up her heavy head to look at me and then at Ah Hei, and smiled suddenly, but her dazed eyes suddenly lit up.

"Axi, do you know that every time Ah Hei comes to chat with me at the door of our classroom, he doesn't express his meaning at all. He just plays a trick just to stand there and take a few peeks at you... you know The real reason why he went to learn the guitar was that you casually said that you really like the guitar music of Oshio Kotaro... You know that when you missed an important game of the volleyball club in the second half of the second semester of high school, after he won You still can’t erase the disappointed expression on your face... Do you know that the button you received after graduating from the third year of high school, which your brother falsely claimed was given to you by his senior, is actually Ah Hei’s... ...Did you know that Ah Hei ran to find you on Valentine's Day, but when he saw the back of you walking with a certain boy, he turned around and went to the school's lake to blow the cold wind all night...you don't know Bar."

"Ahei, do you know that the boy who walked with Ah Xie actually wanted to ask Ah Xie for advice on how to catch up with my Okazaki Kawaichi... Do you know that she was absent from the game because she was sick... ...did you know when she was sick so skinny that she lost her boobs and had to suffer from the pain of getting needles poked in the back of her hand because the nurse couldn't find a blood vessel...you know every game There are endless girls bringing you water, but Ah Xi is the only one who will unscrew the cap of the sports drink that is going to be handed to you in advance... Do you know that she has always liked you peacefully? 360 five days... Heh, you must not know."

Abu stood up unsteadily, stretched indifferently in the strangely quiet atmosphere of the room, breathed heavily, and finally couldn't help leaning on Okazaki's shoulder and rubbing his eyelids swept by sleepiness .

"Ah...you two, it's really worrying...Compared to this, we are a model of love!" A Bu hiccupped and held hands with a smile Okazaki waved to us, "Let's go! Good night...good night!"

I squatted down to clean up the wine bottles all over the floor, the slightly drunken aroma escaped from the aluminum cans, and because the floor-to-ceiling windows were not opened, it lingered in the room and gradually fermented in the dark—different from last time, this time I was very sober.

"Oh, it turns out that there is such a thing."

I looked at Heiwei who was shaking the plastic bag rattling, and made a joke. He lowered his head and smiled, picked up the empty wine cans on the ground and threw them in one by one.

In fact, I don't feel any embarrassment, but an indescribable relief. This feeling is like removing the stone pressing down on the spring at the bottom of the lake, and then seeing a string of small bubbles rushing up from the bottom of the water and bumping bravely. The air exploded on the surface of the water—the deep secrets were revealed one by one by the drunken crazy girls, knowing that they had seen the past, pierced the white paper that covered each other, and knew it well On the contrary, it makes people feel a little satisfied.

——It turns out that I am so loved by others.

After packing up my things, I opened the floor-to-ceiling windows to let fresh air come in to dilute the alcohol smell in the room, and stood on the balcony to cool off.

There were footsteps coming out from behind, and her back was pressed into warm arms.

"Anything to say?"

"Well......"

"Then just give it a hug."

"Wouldn't it be cold to stand here and blow a breeze? Seoul has cooled down a bit."

"It's not cold... because there is a natural heater behind me."

I looked back at Heiwei, he opened his mouth as if hesitant to speak, but finally swallowed the words back.

"There must be a lot to ask."

"It's a lie to say that you don't want to ask." Heiwei loosened his hand around my waist and played with my fingers, "I don't want to force you to say...especially about..."

"My monthly physical examination report tells me that my body is very healthy now." I squeezed his palm solemnly, "...I'm fine, don't worry."

Heiwei lowered his gaze, then gently closed his eyes, the strength in his hands tightened, and I felt like I was about to be rubbed into my chest.

"......sorry."

"Why do you apologize so well? Why do you have to apologize? You... cheated?"

"No! I just thought—"

"Oh, then you don't need to apologize." I laughed loosely, interrupted his explanation, turned around and put my arms around his back—ah, what is the cutest height difference, I really want Heiwei Give me that fraction of his height... I kept my mouth shut for a while, my wild thoughts were brought back on track by the reassuring smell of black tail in my breath, and I spoke again, "...honestly Say, I don’t want to hear, I’m sorry, this sentence is so heavy, my ears are so soft that I can’t bear it..." I pursed my lower lip, "You know that a sentence that sounds better than 'I love you' is what?"

"...what is it?"

"Yes, 'with me'."

I know, I know - how difficult it is for two right people to meet each other.He ran down the stairs non-stop, and I chased up the stairs with great difficulty. Finally, we met on a platform, confirmed that we nodded and held hands, instead of trying our best to explore the exhausting relationship between each other. In the past, it is better to stand on the basis of the emotions accumulated in the past to more firmly plan every day in the future with your participation.

Yes, for the past four years I liked Black Tail, and Black Tail liked me - I know my thoughts are not so kind and soft and amiable - but I can't use the time machine to rewind the two of us going around in circles The past, so that we can confess to each other earlier and accept each other earlier.

Just like: If Heiwei didn't know my birthday, I wouldn't ask why he didn't remember it angrily, but I would just smile and say that it's my fault that Lala wasn't born on the day you know.But—but, at least one of the reasons why I came to this world is to meet you.I have always believed that everything I have experienced has its value, and every step I take now allows me to see the trajectory of my heartbeat more clearly.

So I only understand one thing.

——Regardless of time and space, as long as you are there, even if I am riddled with wounds, I will be immune to all poisons.

8. May 7

The weather on the day of the return trip was particularly good. When I opened the curtains in the morning, the sun shone in, and the bones that had been blown by the air conditioner all night were almost frozen to loose warmth. The mild Celsius neutralized the previous The coolness after the rain makes people feel refreshed and comfortable.

"Glaring...