[Volleyball!!] Moonlight

I can't keep it" Help me to set up a person --------

I wanted to wait for Niki-san's little pupil, so my friend asked me for one on the forum, and I thought it fit the plot of the little pupil making faces in this chapter.Thank you for the old yogurt mushroom cool, and thank you for the sweet egg milk~

Hitomi Hino (ひのひとみ)

Height: 155cm

Weight: XNUM X kg

Birthday: May 11

Favorite food: Wasabi noodles

The most troublesome thing recently: whether the graduation thesis can get "excellent".

10. Hitomi FIN.

The day after the Hino couple signed the divorce agreement, Hitomi stayed alone on a park bench near his home until evening, and was "picked up" by Mingguang back to his rented apartment.

Sendai's winter is much colder than Tokyo's.Ming Guang unbuttoned his coat, and wrapped her, whose lips were black and purple from the cold, into his arms like the kitten he had wrapped it back then.

After returning to the apartment, he carried her to the sofa, shook off the blanket and draped it over her body, and went back to the kitchen to make black tea.

The pain from the slap in the morning still stays on the right cheek, and it hasn't subsided for a long time.Hitomi curled up her legs, stared blankly at the coffee table in front of the sofa, took the lemon black tea from Mingguang, and immediately took a sip as if she didn't hear his advice of "be careful of burning", her eyebrows and eyes were tangled together instantly, and the tears It just rolled down unobstructed.

Ming Guang leaned over and caressed her slightly swollen cheeks, his eyes showed pain and love.However, if she didn't tell, he didn't ask.

After a while, she sniffed and grinned: "They divorced, but I was relieved. Mingguang, am I a very bad daughter?"

She chooses to live with her father who works at the Senbei University Research Institute.After making the decision, the mother who had been numb from the shock did not comment until this morning, when Hitomi picked up the suitcase and bid her a solemn farewell.

The mother suddenly rushed over like crazy, raised her right hand, and slammed it heavily on her face.

The daughter who had never disobeyed her mother except for being in love fell to the ground in an instant. When she turned her head, there was no resentment or resentment in her eyes, only deep sadness and pity.

Hitomi stood up and left the house without looking back.

When Hino Hitomi was very young, his parents began to quarrel endlessly.At that time, she was childish and ignorant, and she couldn't understand why her mother was smiling sweetly at the media with her father on her arm in the camera one second, and why she was arguing with him in the bedroom the next moment.

Without a third party, without trivial disputes over firewood, rice, oil and salt, my mother forced my father to back down step by step amidst day after day of suspicion and ghosts, and finally couldn't bear it.

Whenever a war breaks out at home, little Hitomi will run away from home as a means of protest, although her so-called run away is nothing more than taking a tram from Sendai to her grandmother's house at Matsushima Kaigan Station.She also curiously asked her grandmother, who devoted herself to calligraphy, what happened between her parents.The grandmother who brought up her eldest daughter alone remained silent.

As she grew older, Hitomi gradually understood that her mother's personality change began when she resigned from the doctor's position.The mother who suddenly fell into the endless emptiness of a housewife frequently went in and out of the colorful and chaotic social circle, which greatly broadened her horizons but tightly bound her heart.

When Hitomi grows up a bit, she can see the environment of her mother at that time: the endless desires build a narrow wall, enclosing the clothes, temples, shadows, and luxury inside the wall, stalking and showing off, flying in the dark, Dangling bright guns in comparisons and battles.The family gossip of the wives has become a sharp knife waved behind the scenes, piercing the mother's fragile heart filled with vanity from time to time.Today, Mrs. Xiaokazama’s lover bought her the same diamond necklace as her lover. She was kept in the dark and gave it as a treasure. Tomorrow, it was mocking Mrs. Inoue who saw her husband and the girl going in and out of the hotel but swallowed her anger because she had to rely on it. He pays living expenses... Brilliance and embarrassment are the exterior and exterior of each other. When Tong's mother realized this, she was already in deep trouble.

At that time, Hitomi's father had just emerged from a family dispute, gave up his original dream of being a researcher, and devoted himself to the construction of the family business.Hitomi knew that as the image of his father became more and more glamorous, the thoughts and suspicions in his mother's heart would become more intense, and the disputes between them would become more frequent.

The only consolation for Hitomi, who is tightly bound by her mother, is to talk with her brother.Brother/brother/day/Nano Jun is eight years older than her. After studying abroad, she returns to Japan and plans to marry her childhood sweetheart girlfriend.Tong listened to her future brother's marriage talk about the relationship between the two of them. It was as beautiful and pure as a fairy tale. It was a pure spring flowing through her heart, washing her eyes that were dazzled by being forced to contact her mother's complicated social circle.

This soap-bubble of comfort was shattered two years later because of the collapse of his brother's marriage.

Jun Hino, who was studying as a graduate student abroad, fell in love with a school girl who pursued him hard, and divorced his wife.

Meanwhile, the nominal marriage of Hitomi's parents continues.They tried their best to act as a model couple in front of the public, and only the Hitomi family could clearly see the scarred inside.

The father is very painful, but he wants to maintain the image of the Hino family.Until finally one day, he made the decision to return to the institute.

Hitomi is really happy for her father, but she doesn't know that for herself, a nightmare day is coming.Her father went abroad for further studies, and her mother tightly tied her pupils into a canary, and attached her unfulfilled wishes to her already heavily burdened wings until she no longer wanted to fly.

……

Now, the masked couple finally no longer have to force their love.And the crystallization when they really fell in love twisted her hands and asked her beloved man in front of her: "Mingguang, am I a very bad daughter?"

She knew that her mother loved her, but in the wrong way.

After deciding to associate with him, she spread her feathers all over her body, and she no longer wanted to give in to her fiercely opposed mother.She moved into the small apartment where Mingguang lived, broke away from the glitz she had experienced before, took the tram with him to and from work, took a walk in the park, and went to a small restaurant on the roadside to have barbecue-this seemingly ordinary daily life for her before It's nothing more than extravagant hope, now, she lives an ordinary and peaceful life every day, and her heart is comfortable and safe, but that terrible thought will still suddenly pop into her mind, making her hands and feet feel cold.

"Mingguang, I'm very afraid. I'm afraid that I will be like my mother in the future. I will try my best to protect my treasure, but I will still lose it in the end."

"And brother, he was so loving with his wife. Tell me, is our family cursed?"

Mingguang Tsukishima bent down and patted her shoulder gently: "No. No."

He held her arm, and looked into her eyes with calm and watery eyes.

"Xiaotong, shall we get married?"

……

Hitomi and Mingguang got engaged after two years of formal dating.At this time, Hitomi's father had returned to work in China, while his mother went to a foreign country to join the eldest son.Gradually, she was able to get out of the shadow of family misfortune, laughing and crying sincerely, but she couldn't get rid of the curse of the thought that day-whether she would become like her mother.

Ming Guang is an impeccable lover, but the first person in his heart is not her.This cognition makes Tong sometimes tremble inexplicably, and stubbornly regards it as an invisible bomb between them that will affect the future.Although Mingguang never kept it from her—invited Xingyuan to be a temporary manager, and when he returned to Tokyo to meet friends and met Xingyuan, Xingyuan needed encouragement when he was frustrated in job hunting... He reported to her one by one and was open-minded, and he could also smooth out the turmoil in her heart in due course Displeased.It's just that the more perfect he did, the more anxious she was - would he be bored with her, would he feel that life was hard, would he be like her father who endured it again and again and finally couldn't bear it...

That night, Hitomi and Mingguang had their first quarrel after marriage in a hotel in Ishinomaki City—it was still because of the invisible bomb in her heart, even though the girl who planted the bomb had already reaped her own happiness, and It is also possible to become a sister-in-law with her.

The mountain of repressed emotions in her heart was vented with her roar, and Hitomi finally calmed down, and began to be afraid.

However, Mingguang did not slam the door to avoid her nervous mother's unreasonable troubles like her father once did.He retrieved for her the four-leaf clover necklace she had lost in a rage, and patiently explained the accusations to her.The more tenderly he cared for her fragility and suspicion, the more guilty and fearful she felt, and the more afraid she was to face the self who was gradually resembling her mother.They have the same eyebrows and the same body shape, will they also have the same...in the future.

After that, Hitomi learned to restrain all her emotions.Those little thorns of unwarranted suspicion would not only prick her own blood, but also cut her loved ones—this was the thing that frightened her the most.She tentatively asked Mingguang to take her to see a psychologist or even a psychiatrist, but Mingguang sternly refused.He stared at her light amber pupils, which were indescribably gray and dejected. He said, little pupil, how can you think you are sick.Am I really making you so insecure?

——It's not your fault, Mingguang.

Hitomi tries to find an opportunity to explain to him and asks for medical attention again, but an accident disrupts her plans.

She was pregnant, and a new life was conceived in the mother's body, as if bringing new air and vitality.Ming Guang was very excited when he heard the news for the first time, and he greeted her with care and attention like many young people who first learned that they were going to be fathers.

That was also the happiest time for Hitomi in the past 26 years. In order to let the fetus in her womb grow up healthily, she tried her best to fight against all kinds of negative emotions during pregnancy.Her attention and devotion to her children, Ming Guang