[My English] Booming and freezing make people anxious

"Morning..."

"Morning... eh? What's the matter with you, Kiyose?! You look so pale!"

Aoi was obviously taken aback by your low-pressure state and thick dark circles.

"nothing......"

You are completely out of energy to explain to Aoi right now. After hanging up your schoolbag, you lay down on the desk with your hands crossed and your head resting on your head, wanting to sleep for a while before class.

"What's wrong with this...Ah! Classmate Hong, good morning!"

"Well, morning."

! ! ! ! !

The sudden familiar voice made your heart tremble suddenly, and your drowsiness was instantly diluted a lot.

The cold boyish voice that you are used to listening to usually seems to have some kind of magic power today, which makes you want to listen to it for a while longer. You think of the girls' discussion about the booming voice at the opening ceremony.

Well, it sounds really good.

Drowsiness hits like a tide again...

......

In a trance, it seems that someone patted your shoulder lightly. You rubbed your eyes and raised your head. It was someone behind you who shouted at you.

It seemed that he wanted to say something, but when he saw you, he suddenly smiled softly.

In my impression, Hong is always unsmiling and serious.In front of him, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and his uniquely heroic face is looking at you with a faint smile, which is as warm as the sun.

You can't help but startled.

Hong bowed his head and pulled out a tissue from the desk, held it in his right hand and gently wiped it near the corner of your mouth.

At this moment, you suddenly understood something, and let him wipe the drool from the corner of your mouth in a daze.

But for some reason, you didn't feel ashamed at all when you found out that you were drooling. Instead, you were so excited and extremely happy.

After wiping the corners of your mouth for you, your smile subsided a bit, but you still looked at you tenderly, as if this embarrassing incident never happened.

Your four eyes met, and you looked at him and suddenly giggled, leaving only one thought in your mind.

He is so pretty...

......

"Student Iris..."

"iris?"

"Iris Kiyose-san!" The violent female voice exploded in my ear.

"Um...?"

"It's class time now! You won't be able to study if you bombard your classmates like this!"

"Yes, I'm sorry!" He raised his head and apologized to the teacher in a daze.

Um?How do you feel that something is wrong?

Look away from the teacher.

! ! ! ! !

I turned around and fell asleep on the desk of Hong! ! !

When I touched the corner of my mouth, I actually drool! ! !

Did the saliva drip on his desk? ? ?

There were bursts of laughter in the classroom.

Looking at Hong again, his expression was as calm as ever, as if nothing happened, he just took the textbook back a little.

Ahhh why didn't he wake himself up ahhhhh! ! !

Now I am fully awake, and I feel completely cold...

I didn't dare to look back all morning...

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

At lunch time, you drag Aoi to complain and ask for sympathy, not only being called out by the teacher and laughed at by classmates, but also falling asleep in front of the person you like, drooling, the luck is too bad!

"Little Kiyase, you misunderstood your classmate! He patted you on the shoulder and called you before class, but you turned your head and looked at him with a smirk and then fell asleep on his desk..."

"...you're not kidding..."

"No! I was stunned. You actually showed that idiot-like smirk at classmate Hong. If you weren't sleepy, I would have thought you fell in love with him! Then I just wanted to call you, teacher It's already here..."

So giggling is not a dream...

save!Life!what!

Why do I like him!It's too difficult to win his favor after being embarrassed to such a state! ! !

Ten thousand grass and mud horses are galloping through your heart, but unfortunately it can't change the fact.

You leaned forward, propped your elbows on your thighs, folded your hands under your chin, in a contemplative state, your face darkened, thinking about how to face the boom again, but you had no clue.

I didn't even think about sending an email to apologize... At this moment, you feel that falling in love with Hong Jiaodong really makes you unhappy in your originally easy and simple life.

"Xiao Kui, if you offend someone by speaking without knowing it, but you don't know if the other party is angry, will you apologize?"

"Why did you ask this all of a sudden? My words...well, I can't blame you if I don't know. I'm more inclined to plan for the worst. Let's just make the other party angry and leave a negative impression. In this case, it must be better to apologize."

After listening to Aoi's thoughts, you feel that there is some truth to it. After all, you also care about what he thinks of you, so you decide to apologize in person after school.

"Xiao Qingse, did you offend someone because you said something wrong? You can tell me."

"Well... this..."

"Is it hard to say it... It's okay if you can't say it~ It's okay~ But if there is any problem that can't be solved, please tell me, I will definitely help you!"

"Hmm! I love you, mua! Eh? Speaking of which, Xiaokui, is your make-up time coming soon..."

"OMG shit!!! I, I, I'll go first!!!" Aoi quickly packed the lunch box and rushed back to the classroom to get the exercise book.

You watched her running away, and couldn't help sighing. Although Aoi is a considerate girl, there are some things that you think you should bury in your heart.

Well, no matter how much you worry about, it's time to pick up your homework.

You stretched your waist and stretched your body, got up and packed your bento box, humming a song and walking briskly to the classroom.

After opening the door of the classroom, you are shocked instantly. The English homework books are neatly piled up on the podium.

Your first reaction is to look at Hong's seat. It's still the same as usual. When others have just finished their lunch, they are already wearing earplugs and taking a nap.

???

You remember the last time you casually said that after he really helped with the homework, you told him that it was a joke, how dare you really ask him to help with it.

To this day, I still remember the face filled with "Is it a joke?" after listening to it, and said that I understand, and I won't help to take it next time.

But today...

After distributing the homework, I returned to my seat, and wanted to ask Hong if he helped get it.You reach out to poke his arm when you realize you haven't apologized to him for Friday night and this morning.

And, for some reason, I suddenly feel so nervous. Is it so difficult to poke him normally...

Your gaze rests on the white arm of the boy. The short-sleeved school uniform in summer reveals the smooth muscle lines of the young man. How do you feel...there is an urge to pinch it...

No no no!Iris Kiyose, wake up!Shaking your head to pull yourself back from the brink of guilt, you decided to wait until after school to settle everything together.

This afternoon seems to have become extraordinarily long, and it seems that it has become extremely difficult to speak to Hong.

There is always a sense of oppression in your heart, which makes you unable to communicate with Hong normally. Even after the math class, you didn't turn your head and frantically throw questions as usual.

When the school bell rang, Hong tidied up his workbooks and put them in his schoolbag.

what to do!He is leaving! ! !

The anxiety in your heart seems to drive you crazy, but you are still too nervous to speak.

Hong pushed the chair under the desk, turned around, and took a step.

"Boom classmate!"

Hong stopped in his tracks, looked back at you, and waited for your next words.

"One, let's go together, I, I, I have something to ask you!"

The stammering look really doesn't look like yourself, you silently slap yourself in the heart, nervously waiting for Hong's answer.

"Okay." Hong agreed briefly.

For some reason, your mood suddenly jumped up, and you even had the urge to cheer.

"Then, Iris, pack your schoolbag first, I'll wait for you outside the classroom."

"Ok!"

The exceptionally loud voice seemed to make Hong stunned for a moment, and you were also startled by your own volume. You quickly turned your head to pack your schoolbag, and covered your familiar face with your loose hair.

You don't want to keep Hong waiting too long, so you stuff your homework and books into the bag in a hurry, push the chair in and rush out of the classroom.

"Wait!"

"No... just waited for 1 minute..."

"Ahahahahaha, right? Then let's go!"

You moved your eyes away with an awkward smile, and walked out of the school with Hong.

It's over, how should I start?

You suddenly remembered the question and started to struggle with it.

Straightforward or step-by-step?What if it's so natural that you can't hear it?Will going straight to the point give him bad memories?

What to do, what to do!

"Student Iris, why are you looking for me?"

After walking for a while in silence, Hong suddenly spoke.

"Eh... that me, I am...the one, it wasn't—"

"Speak slowly, don't rush."

Boom looked at you at a loss, interrupted your messy beginning, and interrupted you with words to relax you.

"Hoo-Friday! Sorry!"

Accompanied by a powerful apology, you bowed ninety degrees to Hong.

"I express my opinion on classmate Hong's family without authorization, which made you unhappy. I'm really sorry."

"Student Iris——"

"And I fell asleep on your desk this morning... It bothered you... I'm sorry!"

You didn't give Hong a chance to speak, and apologized for the two things that weighed on your heart, and suddenly felt a stone in your heart fall to the ground.

The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time dissipated along with the blurted apology.

"No...well, what happened to Friday...what was it?"

A confused voice came from above your head, and you froze in place while bowing.

"Also, there's no need to apologize for what happened in the morning, anyway, classes haven't started yet."

???

You look up.

So what did I do for such a long time like a fool and lost two precious sleep time? ? !

At this moment, you feel that you are extremely stupid. You obviously didn't take this matter at all, including what happened this morning, but you took it so seriously...

Why do you feel... so angry?But it's obviously not the fault of Boom...

"Oh, I remember, Friday."

"I'm not angry with you, it's just that I feel a little uncomfortable talking about the bastard father. Maybe your attitude at that time misunderstood you, sorry."

His tone became as cold as on Friday. It seemed that Andeva really had nothing to say about Hong.

"In the eyes of that bastard, I'm just a product of personality marriage, a tool he created to surpass the No.1 hero."

Bang's tone became more and more icy, and you noticed that his hands were clenched into fists, and the back of his right hand was covered with a layer of hoarfrost.

"Sorry, I said such inexplicable things to myself."

He let go of his fist, and his tense expression and clenched teeth also relaxed together.

You suddenly feel that Hong in front of you has become very strange, but you don't know how to comfort him.

"Student Iris, if it's okay, I'll leave first?"

"That...today's English homework, did you take it?"

"Well, because you seem to be very tired in the morning, and you have a strange expression, I think it would be better for you to rest more at noon."

"Okay... ok... then, it's all right! Bye! See you tomorrow!"

With a strong face and a happy smile, you bid farewell to Hong at the intersection, and you walked listlessly on the way home.

Strange expression... I was complained...

No no no, that's not the point...

Boom's words make you suddenly feel like you are from two worlds.

All along, you thought you were in touch with the real side of him, that you were different from those girls who just blindly liked his appearance, but in fact you didn't know him well enough.

Gentleness, care, thoughtfulness, and sensitivity are just the manifestations of his superficial character. The real Bo, carrying his father's distorted love and strong expectations, grew up under heavy pressure, and the hardships he has suffered so far are all due to you unimaginable.

You can't do anything when you look at him in a ruthless manner.

You obviously managed to figure out your feelings for him, and thought you could shorten the distance between you bit by bit in the future, but after today's conversation, you erected an insurmountable barrier.

I'm not reconciled...

Obviously thought I was special...

Your vision suddenly blurred, you forcefully held back the tears that were about to fall, raised your head and blinked quickly, pretending nothing happened, and accelerated the pace of going home.

When you got home, you threw off your schoolbag, threw yourself on the bed and buried your head in the pillow.

Hong Jiaodong, can you be more stupid... After you call me, how will I face you...

Should we stick to the original idea and continue to like you and chase you?Or should we see the estrangement between us clearly, recognize our own cleverness and give up on you?

You have buried your head deeper, and you have just recognized your feelings, are you about to give up?

Ask Aoi!You jump out of bed, grab your phone from your bag, and start editing emails.

"Xiaokui qwq, I want to ask you something, my friend from elementary school recently fell in love with someone.

At first, she thought she knew him well, but suddenly she found that there was a big gap between them, like people from two worlds, and they didn't understand everything about him at all.

She is particularly entangled in whether she should continue to like that person, and I can't make up my mind, what do you think? "

After sending the email, you feel a little uneasy, but Aoi quickly replied.

"Oh, what's the trouble with this! The barrier is used to break through. If you don't understand everything, you should continue to dig hard in the future! Unless she doesn't want to know him any more, if she just gives up, she will definitely regret it! "

"Xiaokui, why do I think you are so passionate... Anyway, thank you~ I will tell her~"

Unless you don't want to get to know him further...

You lie on your back on the bed, and the picture about Hong plays like a revolving lantern in your mind.

The way he lowered his head in thought, the profile of his face when he looked out the window, the right hand that passed over the ice-cooled teacup, the scar on his left face that he usually pays attention to but deliberately ignores...

Also want to... know more about him...

I still want to...continue to like him...

What happened to your past?

It's over!No ingredients for dinner! ! !

You suddenly opened your eyes, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.Feeling like crying, you opened the kitchen cabinet door and found a box of instant noodles.

Forget it, let's just do it...

Turn on the fire and prepare to boil the water. Looking at the flames, you suddenly think that you have never seen the personality of Hong Yonghuo... You really care about it...

Well~ let's get to know about him gradually~

snort!Come to your senses, Hong Jiaodong!I will chase after you in your future life!

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