Studying in Thailand

Jian Jian and Singto sat leaning against the head of the bed, one on the left and the other on the right, holding various snacks in their hands.

Singto's mind was always troubled by those simple and inexplicable words just now, "I ask you, what do you mean by those words you said outside?"

Simply being asked by singto, I really didn't know what he was referring to, "I said a lot of words, which sentence are you referring to?"

Singto: "It's Bloomberg who thanked me, and you are sorry for me."

Thinking back briefly, "Oh, this, that's what I meant."

Singto: "So what do you mean? Why are you sorry for me, why should Bloomberg thank me?"

Simply scratching his head, "Hey, actually, I know everything, you don't have to hide it. Modern society is so open, everything is normal."

Singto didn't understand even more, "What did I hide, and what do you know?"

I looked at singto briefly, and I don't know if the other party really didn't know or pretended to be confused, "I've seen it all."

Singto: "What did you see?"

"Some time ago, when I was in school, I saw you on the street. I understand that comrades can also have true love," Jian Jian didn't know if he should say it too clearly.

"At school, on the street, see me, comrade." Singto searched for key words in his mind, and suddenly had a bad premonition.

Jian Jian looked at Singto's embarrassed expression, "I saw you and another man. It's really nothing, this society is so open."

This simple statement completely confirmed singto's conjecture just now, "How much have you seen?"

"Not much, not much, I saw the two of you hugging each other, kissing each other, and then I left." Jian Jian was glad that he had taken a step earlier.

Singto: "You didn't see what you should see, and you didn't let go of what you shouldn't see."

Blinking briefly, "What do you mean?"

singto: "That person and I are not what you think."

Simple, of course I don't believe it, after all people say that seeing is believing, "Actually, you don't have to perfuse me, this is really nothing, I won't say it."

Singto turned around, put his hands on both sides of Jian Jian's arms, and looked at Jian Jian very seriously, "Again, I have nothing to do with him, I don't know that person at all."

Jian Jian felt the danger, facing the fierce gaze from Singto, Jian Jian's eyes chose to dodge, "Uh, brother, I was wrong, what you say is what you say."

Singto: "I was forced to kiss by that alcoholic. It wasn't the kiss you said at all. If you didn't leave at that time, you would have seen me push him to the ground."

Simple: "Forcibly kissed by a drunkard? It's so bloody."

Although Singto didn't want to admit it, it was the truth, and the truth was so bloody, "So listen up, although I don't discriminate against gays, I'm not gay either, understand?"

She nodded briefly, and suddenly said without thinking, "That's not your first kiss, is it?"

singto: "Of course not."

"But why did you have such a strange expression just now?" Simplicity still cannot avoid gossip.

"Because it's almost the same. This is not the first time. When I was a freshman, I met an alcoholic on the road and was forced to kiss and took away my first kiss." Singto recalled the past very sad. Man, I don't know who to turn to for this grievance. The first time I was seen by a few friends, but the second time I was caught by Jian Jian. It is really an inevitable fate.

Jian Jian pursed his mouth and suppressed a smile, and was seen by Singto, "Laugh if you want to, last time Mark and the others also laughed for a long time."

"Hahaha..." Jian Jian finally couldn't help laughing out loud.

Singto let go and said simply: "You are not allowed to tell what you saw. At first, I wondered what Bloomberg's text message some time ago was thankful and cheering, but now I understand that you must have told him. "

Jian Jian looked aggrieved, "I can't blame me, the impact on me was too great at that time, I can only tell him. I didn't know that idiot would send you a text message."

Singto: "Anyway, don't tell other people, especially the instructors. If I let them know that I entered the palace for the second time, I think I will be laughed at by them until I graduate."

Simply swipe your hand around your mouth, as if the zipper is closed.

Singto: "Okay, don't talk about me, talk about you."

Simple tilted his head and asked, "Me? What can I say."

Singto: "If you don't go home this whole holiday, won't your family say anything?"

Jian Jian: "They won't mind, they won't feel comfortable when I go back." When Jian Jian said this, the sadness in Jian Jian's eyes was once again captured by Singto.

Singto: "I just heard from Bloomberg that your parents are partial, but it's not like what you think. How can there be parents who don't love their children?"

With a simple wry smile, he said: "I used to be very strange, and I didn't even understand. Why did this happen? Is it because I am a girl? But now I have seen it a lot, and some things can't be won. Singto, you have brothers and sisters." ?"

Singto shook his head, "I am the only child. I am the only child in the family."

Simple: "Maybe it's the cultural differences between China and Thailand. Chinese people are more patriarchal. Although some places are much better, it doesn't include my family. I was sent to my grandmother's house by them when I was a few years old. , because my younger brother was born, they couldn't take care of the two children. Later, because my grandmother was in poor health, I was brought back.

The good things from childhood to adulthood belong to my younger brother. Every time I meet an adult, they always ask me to give in to my younger brother. What can I do, I can only give in.At first, I just thought that because I was older, the adults were biased.But gradually I found that this is not the case. My parents never remember my birthday, but my younger brother has a big cake and gifts every year on his birthday. moon.I once asked my parents, and the answer I got was that the family conditions did not allow it, and there was no way to prepare gifts for the two children.

Gradually, I realized that I didn’t seem to belong to this family, but if I did something wrong, I would be scolded, and my younger brother was always praised, so I became cautious, I studied hard, and wanted to let them see my goodness , but to no avail.

Later, when I went to university, I wanted to study abroad. My mother told me that my family had no money for me to go abroad, so I could only study hard and wanted to go abroad as an exchange student.But when I became an exchange student, my family decided to send my younger brother to study in high school in the UK. The UK is one of the most expensive countries in the world to study abroad.The family also held a farewell party for him. I think that when I was admitted to the college entrance examination, I just ate a home-cooked meal at home.Do you feel a little magical?How can the same child be so different?I don't understand myself. Bloomberg has been by my side since I was a child, and he often defends me against injustices, but what's the use?

Hey, I'm the only one chattering here, and you don't talk anymore.Do you find it annoying that I have said so much? "Jian first revealed his experience to a common friend.

Singto just shook his head. He just listened to Bloomberg's simple narration before, but he didn't expect such a growth experience. Singto looked simple, and he should have been sad and tearful. Calm, as if everything she said had nothing to do with herself, such simplicity did not annoy Singto but made him feel distressed, "Will you be sad?"

"Sad? I used to be, but now I won't, because I'm relieved and understand a truth."

"What's the point?"

Simple: "Some things can't be fought for. What's yours is yours. Others can't take it away if they want to. What's not yours isn't yours. You can't keep it if you want to. That's what the Chinese often say Words: Fate sometimes must be there, there is no time in fate, don’t force it.”

Singto never thought that Jian Jian could see life so thoroughly, and he could better understand the reason of Simple and Calm. "I've also heard a saying that fate is in your own hands."

Simply because of what Singto said, my heart was slightly touched, "Thank you, Singto has listened to me so much, and after talking with you to be honest, I feel a lot more comfortable."

"My pleasure." Singto replied with a smile.

Singto: "In fact, having family by my side is the greatest happiness, at least in my opinion, it is very happy."

How simple and smart, he naturally heard the deep meaning of this sentence, "Your family?"

singto: "My mother passed away a year ago."

Jian Jian suddenly realized the maturity of Singto, and the confusion he had been curious about for a long time was solved in an instant. Nothing can change a person more than losing his family, "I'm sorry."

Singto: "What's the matter? It has nothing to do with you. Maybe it's fate. She got cancer when I was very young, but she has been fighting the disease hard, but she couldn't win in the end. Simple, some people are still alive , to learn to cherish. I don't want you to wait for the other party to leave and regret it like I did. When my mother was sick at the end, I couldn't understand her violent temper, we often quarreled, and I blindly avoided the time spent with her, But after she left, I realized how wrong I was, and how much I regretted that I couldn't be with her in the last stage of her life. However, there is no regret medicine in this world, and the lost time can't come back, and she can't come back to me Let me have a chance to make up for my mistakes, so I don't want you to make the same mistakes as me, and I don't want you to leave regrets, do you know what I mean?"

Simply closing his eyes gently, he lowered his head. Jian Jian could hear every sentence of Singto clearly, and he could even hear the choking in his words. He must have endured the pain to say these words to himself, Jian Jian slowly approached Singto, and hugged Singto in his arms Here, this move also surprised singto a little.

"Don't think too much, I just want to borrow some strength from you, thank you singto, I will remember your advice. At the same time, I believe that Auntie will not blame you, because her son is so good, she will definitely be silent Guarding you, even if she can't be by your side in person, she will find an angel to love you for her." Simply stroking Singto's back.

"Angel." Singto's soft heart was touched by a few simple words, and he gradually removed the strong disguise all the time. He rested his head on the simple shoulder, and the moment he closed his eyes, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes .

This long night gradually faded away during the chat between the two. At some point, the sun poked out its head and a light appeared in the sky. At this time, the two of them fell asleep together at some point.Under the soft sunlight, a man and a woman sleep together, with a faint smile on the corner of the mouth, the whole scene is as delicate as an oil painting, no one is willing to destroy such a beautiful picture.