[Entertainment] If elegant

Tian Jiuguo and Jin Shizhen returned to the company, because he went out to live alone, and Dahei had to confirm his status. No matter how worried Datian Jiuguo was, he was also one of the pillars of the company, so he didn't really let him go.

So he will go to the company to report every few days.

The only difference today is that when I met Kim Taehyung, who was supposed to be still traveling, I somehow felt a wave of panic, and Jin Shizhen didn't know when to leave.

Immediately afterwards, his breathing was not smooth, but it was much better than the previous attack. At most, it was the state of the nose when he had a severe cold. He opened his mouth and took a few breaths before calming down, because he was relieved.

He didn't want to show such a distressed look in front of the members, and he didn't want to show the terrified expressions on the members' faces when they saw his state.

so far so good.

It's just that it wasn't as good as he thought, just like he had a bad premonition when he saw Kim Taehyung appearing.

Tian Jiuguo put on a smiling face and said hello, "Brother."

When Kim Taehyung wasn't smiling, he looked solemn and serious with thick eyebrows and big eyes. He and Tian Jiuguo had always been close, so they didn't speak and walked closer.

Tian Jiuguo took a step back reflexively, which was a manifestation of resistance and insecurity.In the past, he would grab Kim Taehyung's shoulder first, but now he was taken aback by his actions.

Kim Taehyung seemed unaffected, stretched out both hands non-stop, and pressed his index finger on the corner of his mouth, pulling down the raised arc, "If you don't want to laugh, don't force it."

It's that kind of thick and deep voice, and it's easy to be convincing when you speak seriously.

Tian Jiuguo even lowered his eyebrows and looked straight at Jin Taiheng.Although he is the youngest, sometimes his aura will crush his brother, and he firmly occupies the first place among the youngest on the list.

What he thought was: This brother really knows.

Just as he guessed, Kim Taehyung accidentally overheard Tian Jiuguo's conversation with his manager.I didn't realize it at first, but after paying attention from time to time, I saw his strange behavior in the dormitory.

I no longer actively participate in every topic as before. I stay up late every day with dark circles under my eyes so heavy that I can’t cover them with makeup. During the return period, I sometimes lie in the corner to catch up on sleep and think it’s because I’m not in a good state.It was supposed to be an upswing period, not to say that the schedule was full, but the company shouldn't directly give them vacations.

Although the reason is: music is the most basic and most important.

A lot of homework is assigned to them.

Tian Jiuguo said that he wanted to move out alone during the vacation, and no one thought there was anything wrong when he experienced life.Because if you act together all day long, even if you are in a good relationship, there will be friction. Everyone wants to have a private space, to be alone and clean.

Jin Shuozhen also said that when he was really impatient with these bastards, he would buy a house next to the dormitory, and occasionally live in it to hide and relax.

The first time he keenly noticed something was wrong was when everyone was sitting and talking together, Tian Jiuguo suddenly picked up his coat and went out without saying hello.If it weren't for knowing the iron wall towards girls, I would have thought it was going on a date, the brothers teased.

Kim Taehyung was a little worried, and kept trying to contact, but the calls were hung up, so he could only send messages one by one.When nothing came to light, he couldn't help but want to look for it, but at least rationally, he didn't make a big fuss.I contacted Jin Shizhen to find him. Fortunately, Tian Jiuguo finally replied to him and brought him back.

Kim Taehyung didn't know what it was, but he felt that something was wrong with Tian Jiuguo. It was too obvious that he didn't want too many people to know, so he also helped to conceal it in his speech.He also made insinuations about whether he should accompany him, but was rejected without any surprise.

But he is not the only one who is keen. Although Jin Suozhen is getting older, his behavior is becoming more and more lively, but as a big brother, he is very concerned about everyone.Tian Jiuguo's mental state is getting worse and worse. He reminded him not to stay up late but he never changed. At first he thought it was a late puberty, but later he felt something was wrong.

After Tian Jiuguo moved out, he always felt uneasy, so the first person who approached Kim Taehyung was Kim Seokjin.

The reason for looking for Kim Taehyung is because the two are always tired of being together, and I feel that he can always know something.

Immediately after, Park Zhi F, who is the super younger brother, also came, and Kim Taehyung couldn't resist, so he had to tell everything he knew.There isn't much information, but there are always some clues that can be pieced together.

The other few are workaholics who almost live in the company, so they got the news very late.

Several people went to Jin Shizhen to extract a confession, but of course they got nothing, so they had no choice but to go home first, and did not dare to ask Tian Jiuguo anything, so they had to maintain the status quo.Kim Taehyung harassed him as usual, and he replied from time to time.

Nothing is wrong, everything seems to be an illusion.

It took a long time before Jin Shizhen was willing to tell the truth——

Panic disorder, stable condition, living with girls? ! !

They had guessed about the previous symptoms, and it wasn't too surprising, but living with a girl was a shock!

After debuting for so long, Tian Jiuguo is very good-looking and popular, the type that his sisters like very much.As long as they knew that the girls who had expressed affection for him could not be counted on one hand. It was precisely when they were young and ignorant that they had never seen him show affection for any one, but instead they would detour when they saw girls.

Jin Shuozhen once sighed, don't look at Tian Jiuguo like this, maybe he falls in love faster than anyone else, such as a flash marriage?No, how long have you lived together?

Later, I was a little angry again, and chose to shoulder such a big incident by myself, keeping silent and not telling anyone.Where did you put these brothers?Did they finally know who is more comfortable than whom?Wouldn't it be better for a stranger to rest assured?

Later, Jin Shizhen thought it was inappropriate to rashly agree to let the two rent together. The little girl let Tian Jiuguo live in kindness, regardless of his lure behavior to the landlord, and she was a member of the circle, so she would not worry about her breaking the news. of.But after all, the lonely man and widow are both classmates and at the same table.What kind of spark really sparked, isn't he the culprit?

At first, I couldn't resist Kim Taehyung's hard work, but I also lamented the harmony inside BTS.Secondly, there is no meaning of making up for it.

The original intention of Tian Jiuguo to move out was to prevent the members from worrying about recuperating from illness.Being in a familiar environment has a relaxing effect on his spirit, but in terms of familiarity, isn't the dormitory where BTS has lived for more than a year more familiar than the one before debut?Aren't the members who live together more familiar than junior high school classmates who haven't seen each other for several years?

Based on this, Jin Shizhen chose to compromise.

After hearing the news, Jin Shuozhen, whose home is closest to Seoul, hurried back.Kim Taehyung happened to be at the rest stage of the journey, so he returned first.Min Yunqi simply didn't go home during the holidays, and the others were either still abroad and couldn't make it back, or they were on their way back.

It's just them for now.

Tian Jiuguo was dragged into the practice room by Kim Taehyung, looking at the big brother and second brother who appeared inside, his prediction came true.

Min Yunqi crossed her chest, showing no expression but full of momentum. Among them, she has always been the image of a calm father.Just like all the brats, they can be tigers in front of anyone, but only calm down in front of their father, Tian Jiuguo is the same.

Min Yunqi obviously didn't do anything, just stayed quietly, Tian Jiuguo felt at a loss when he looked at him.A sense of guilt, as if he had done something wrong, spread to a high level.

Jin Shuozhen nagged him about his ignorant words, but he listened obediently.

Min Yunqi walked over slowly, sat down, and then patted the ground, signaling him to sit down.

In such a situation, Jin Shuozhen had no choice but to stop talking. Seeing that Tian Jiuguo listened to it for a long time, it went into his left ear and out of his right ear, so he knew that he didn't listen, and he had real power to govern.

The two faced each other, Min Yunqi was never the kind of person who talked a lot in private, she always spoke sharply, and it was relatively rare to talk like she was in a variety show.

"I can understand your mood." This was the first sentence he said.

Tian Jiuguo glanced at this brother unexpectedly.

"Because I have had that feeling. I feel that no matter where I am, I don't feel safe. Even people close to me are afraid that he will suddenly violently stab a knife. I feel uneasy that no one can be trusted, anxious and afraid, and I don't know. What are you worried about?" He calmly told a story that seemed not to be his own, but the kind of empathy made Tian Jiuguo realize that it was true.

"Maybe he'll die someday."

Tian Jiuguo shrank his pupils and raised his head abruptly.

Kim Taehyung grabbed Jin Suozhen subconsciously, and it was the first time Jin Suozhen heard about it, and said "Yeah!" to Min Yunqi.

Min Yunqi looked up and saw Jin Shuozhen who was speaking, and seemed to explain, "It used to be."

"Thinking like this pops up in my mind from time to time," he smiled at Tian Jiuguo, "Of course I don't have it now, it's what happened before the trainees, and you all know that I used to wander around."

"Depression, isn't it more serious than your panic disorder? Many of them are interlinked. I have experienced it. I can say that I have experienced all the negative feelings you have now, and even more. But, boy, you are different from me at that time It's—"

Tian Jiuguo followed his fingers, watching him nod Kim Suojin and Kim Taehyung, then nod himself, and finally pointed to the poster of the seven of them on the wall of the practice room.Say, "You own them, these people are on your side, why didn't you think of asking for help? It should have been done the first time it wasn't right."

"I..." He just didn't want to worry you, he didn't say such words, his throat seemed to be choked.

"Or are you confident that you can keep it from us, live alone, or when it becomes more serious and becomes depression, or when you can no longer continue activities?"

Min Yunqi's voice obviously has no ups and downs, Jin Shuo really wanted to interrupt him when he thought he was talking too much, but seeing his slightly red eyes, he couldn't say anything.

Min Yunqi always hides it, but in fact, very few people know about his history of depression.

Or in Tian Jiuguo's current stubborn and struggling body, he can see himself who did not surrender to fate.Nu Qi did not argue that there was a better way, but he chose to conceal it, and he felt guilty for not discovering it early.

For Kim Taehyung, today was a very shocking day. He never knew that his younger brother who eats well, grows well and plays games well will be diagnosed with panic disorder.She never knew that Brother Yun Qi, who had always acted extremely powerful and seemed to be omnipotent, had actually suffered from depression.

Is it because he doesn't know the members too well?