[My English] It's not a problem if you can communicate with your fists

The weather was fine on the day of the provisional license test.

Counting the time, they should have entered the examination room by now, but they don't know if the exam has started.

I dragged my suitcase and looked at the flight schedule displayed on the electronic screen in the airport hall, took out my mobile phone from my pocket, typed "goodbye" on the top window of LINE, then turned off the phone, and threw the calling card out of the communication tool into the trash can next to it.

"It's really well done," the boy with the purple seaweed head stood behind me and clicked his tongue, "Those who didn't know thought you dumped me."

"It's almost like dumping him." I put the phone back in my pocket, and changed the suitcase from my left hand to my right hand. "After all, I decided to go abroad suddenly."

"I think it's better for you to stay in Japan," Xinsao suggested blankly, "The United States is not peaceful."

I sneered, "It's as peaceful as Japan."

In the end, I still couldn't forgive the couple in the Yuki family.

I didn't want to accept the smooth and smooth life they arranged for me, and I couldn't truly become independent from them before I became an adult, so I could only choose to compromise and found a compromise.

Leave Japan and live in another country.

The living expenses during the study period are still provided by the Yuki family, but my surname has been changed back to Akanishi. Not only that, but when I reach the age of legal adulthood, I will take the initiative to move my household registration out of the Yuki family, and truly serve as "Akanishi Nyu Xu" to live.

As for the couple?

I don't want to forgive them, but I can't hate them either.

In fact, I also thought about telling Hong about my decision, but he is preparing for the provisional license exam, and talking about such things will only distract him.Besides, I really don't know how to tell him my decision.

As I said long ago, Hong and I are not suitable.

At least for now, we are not suitable.

We are all too young, and we can only see the world within our own line of sight, so we need to learn to look farther and wider, even if we will be separated in the process, as long as we have hope, we must still Can meet again.

So far, we can only pray that we will all become suitable for each other.No, it should not be a prayer, but an effort to become suitable for the other party.

When I grow up enough to let go of those anxieties and hatred, I will appear in front of him again.If Hong was still willing to forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye at that time, I would tell him "I like you the most" again.

Because I really like him, the kind I like very much.

"Are you not afraid that he will run off with other women when you come back from graduation?" Xin Cao sighed.

"That means there is no fate." I shrugged, and took out a pair of sunglasses from the small compartment on the outside of the suitcase to put on my face, "Besides, I dumped him now, does he want to find a new girl?" What does a friend have to do with me?"

"Then you threw away your mobile phone pendant?"

"Why should I throw it away, the mobile phone pendant is not money?"

Xinsao stared at my eyes covered by sunglasses, with a look of "this woman is probably hopeless".

I also know I've gone too far, but I don't know what else to do.If Hong kept me, I would definitely not stand in the airport as decisively as I am now, but I couldn't convince myself to go back to that home calmly.

What has happened cannot be changed, no matter how hard I struggle, those memories will stubbornly appear in my dreams, reminding me over and over again of what kind of childhood I spent.

And those childhoods were originally something I didn't need to experience.

If I continue to stay here, in a place where I can see Yuki's house, I am afraid that I will really be distorted, and eventually become the kind of person that Dabi said attacked the couple because of hatred.

In that case, what is the difference between me and those criminals who break the rules?

Even if there is great hatred, this kind of feeling is nothing but selfishness.

All Might has just retired and the society has not yet settled down. I have no reason to destroy an outstanding professional hero for my own personal feelings, not to mention that in the truth of the past, he was not at fault.

I don't want to make myself a criminal, because that would be the opposite of Hong.

Boom works so hard to become a professional hero, even if I can't give him substantial support, at least I shouldn't make him suffer unacceptable things in this way.

All I can do is get out of here.

"Goodbye, good brother," I reached out and patted Xin Cao's shoulder, the height difference made my movements look a little funny, "I'll buy you a drink when I come back!"

The young man stared at my face, and immediately complained expressionlessly: "...you are only 15 years old and already want to drink!"

"Please pay attention to the current atmosphere," I rolled my eyes, "Am I going to say I'll buy you some juice when I get back? It's terrible!"

"It seems to be a bit inferior," Xincao thought for a while, "Why don't you treat me to dinner?"

"What to eat, yakisoba bread or mentaiko onigiri?"

"They're all going to study abroad, so why don't you be so petty when you invite people to eat?" The young man was heartbroken. "At least half-price bento or something like that? The kind with meat."

...Is the half-price bento wrong with the two things I told you? !

"Forget it, I won't say anything else for the sake of you going to fuck off soon," he also reached out and patted my shoulder, "In short, smooth sailing, the United States is not very peaceful, you Don't accidentally kill yourself."

I withdrew my hand, dragged the suitcase and walked towards the case.

"I will."

After passing the ticket gate, Xinsao suddenly rushed over and stood next to the security guard and shouted to me: "This sentence is for Hong to say to you: When you come back, I will definitely become an outstanding hero!"

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the boy's face.

"Don't look at me like that," the other party seemed a little uncomfortable being stared at by me, "I contacted him without permission when you told me to leave last night, and he said that since you don't want him to know, he should just pretend he doesn't know gone."

"...Why didn't I find out that you still have the potential to be smart?"

We looked at each other from a distance through the security fence.

In the end, I couldn't hold back, and I laughed at the same time as Xinsao.

Even if you call him good at things, I still feel a little grateful to him in my heart.No matter how easy I said it, my heart would still be afraid of complaining about me. After all, it was me who chose to leave quietly, and I had no position to seek his forgiveness.

"Then I'm leaving." I dragged the suitcase again and turned my back to the purple-haired boy. "You should do your best too. I hope that when I come back, I will make this person a great professional hero."

"Of course!"

The other party replied loudly.

I squinted my eyes and walked forward.

Even if we are separated temporarily, we are all under the same blue sky after all.As long as you have hope, one day, the trajectories of life will overlap again, and eventually intersect, regardless of each other.

So before that, what I can do is to grow up and make myself the best.

"Goodbye, Scorch."

I heard my voice diffuse in the air little by little, and finally disappeared without a trace.

"I, I like you the most!"

The author has something to say:

The hostess can't forgive her adoptive parents, but she can't hate them, and as a minor, she can't live alone without Yuki's family

All she can choose is to leave

Leave, then change yourself, wait until you can really forget the hatred, and then return to the place where you once lived with a new attitude

This is the most happy ending I can give to the heroine (actually the first version ending is BE, but I am afraid that you will hit me and I can only change it secretly)