[My English] It's not a problem if you can communicate with your fists

Although I told Xin Cao, "If you make it to the finals, tell me what kind of girl you like", but in fact, I lost in the semi-finals in the third round with [-] wins and [-] loss.

I didn't go to the awards ceremony, I sat alone on the roof of the teaching building and sulked.

What, this is as embarrassing as bragging about "I will definitely make it to the final" but losing halfway. I don't know how Xin Cao thinks about this, at least I feel that I will lose face in the short term him.

"Ah, found it!"

The door to the roof was opened, and a boy with a purple seaweed head appeared in the center of sight like a ghost.

I subconsciously turned my head to avoid his sight.

"It's No.3 anyway. Aren't you going to the awards ceremony?" Xinsao threw the thing in his hand to me, and I subconsciously raised my hand to catch it. It was a can of oden, the kind sold by vending machines , "It's so strange that the two No.3s in the first grade didn't participate in the award ceremony."

two?

I froze for a moment.

The young man took advantage of the opportunity to sit next to me, and looked up at the still clear sky, "Okay, isn't it just a loss, think about it, I was still in the first round."

I hooked the tab of the can with my index finger, "But you are very weak."

"...Will you die if you don't speak?"

"Yes," I opened Kanto Cooking with a "snap", looked at the contents inside, and shook the can, "Are you going to comfort me and not allow me to talk?"

Xin Cao stood up expressionlessly, "Who do you think is here to comfort you?"

I raised my eyelids and stared at the other person's face, "Then why are you here, to deliver oden?"

The boy remained suspicious for a few seconds, then sat down again.

I looked at the contents of the can and felt that I had no appetite. It was already past the point of eating, and I had exhausted a lot of energy during the game, and my stomach was so hungry that I didn’t feel it.I would rather eat warm store-bought oden than canned oden.

Of course, it’s good to think about this kind of thing, if you say it, Xinshao may really kill me.

"Hey, Xinsao," I held the can with my thumb and forefinger, staring at the tip of my shoe in a daze, "why do you want to be a hero?" It's obviously not a personality suitable for being a hero, but this person is very interested in the idea of ​​"becoming a hero". This thing has a pretty deep obsession.

I can not understand.

In the past ten years of my life, I have never experienced the mood of "must do something".Don't do what you can't do, even if you don't do those things, I can still live well.

Therefore, when facing Xinsao, I even feel a little bit inexplicable.

This person is using all available resources around him to achieve his goal of "becoming a hero", and I have everything he dreams of, but I stubbornly refuse to walk on the path he wants to walk on.

We are like polar opposites, opposing each other, and neither of us can convince the other to understand our own ideas.

A little ironic.

"Where are there so many why?" Xin Cao held the back of his neck impatiently, his voice was drawn out, giving people a feeling of "I don't want to discuss this topic with you at all", "I just want to Can't you be a hero?"

What is different from his tone is his expression.The boy's expression is very serious, just like his mood of wanting to be a hero.

I suddenly felt a little aggressive.

There is nothing wrong with his desire to be a hero, but there is nothing fundamentally wrong with those who deny his idea because "the personality is not suitable for being a hero".

Not everyone can be a hero, and not everyone is suitable to be a hero.

The profession of a hero has never been as bright as the dreamers imagined. The road to the ideal is full of the blood and unwillingness of the losers, and most of the children who want to be heroes can only see the victorious gesture of the winner.

How many other people died at the hands of gangsters before they became heroes, they don't know and won't know.

I sighed, "It's not easy to be a hero."

"I know."

"You may be killed by the enemy before you become a hero."

"I know."

"The life of an unpopular hero is also very hard."

"I know."

"..."

How did I forget that this guy is completely single minded about certain things?

"Then why don't you want to be a hero?" The teenager sitting next to me suddenly threw the topic to me, "You have a strong personality, and your father is also a very powerful hero...I can't think of a reason why you shouldn't be a hero."

Yeah, just like I can't understand him, Shinsao can't understand me.

"I don't want to. I don't want to. Do you want any reason?" I imitated his tone and replied, "Besides, you want to be a hero but you can't do it. I can be a hero but I choose not to be a hero... Doesn't it seem that I am a hero?" Is it stronger than you?"

The first half of the sentence is true, the second half is not.

I just don't know how to explain to him why I don't want to be a hero.That reason is too heavy, so heavy that I don't want to explain it to Xinsao.

The boy stared blankly at my face.

Immediately afterwards, he reached out and tried to snatch the soda can from my hand.

"I don't want to comfort you now," he said, "I don't even want to treat you to oden!"

I raised the hand holding the oden, narrowly avoiding the opponent's claws, "How can you be like this, you want to take back everything after it's in my hands, isn't it tasteless?"

"Yeah, I'm such a tasteless man," the other party said cheekily, "Can you cook the Kanto for me now? Before you start eating!"

"Wow, I'm so worried about you, classmate, you can easily lose me like this!" I twisted my body to avoid the opponent's attack again.

The young man persevered in half-lifting his upper body, so as to extend the reach of his hands, "Don't talk about the similarities between us, what if I can't find a girlfriend?"

"Are you kidding me? It's a ghost of your personality to find a girlfriend!"

I held the Oden and stood up to resist.

The door to the roof was opened again.The girl I met not long ago appeared there, holding a small bento box in her hand.From my vantage point I could see her face flushed with nervousness.

Honestly, it's really cute.

"That, Mr. Xin Cao--"

The trembling voice stopped abruptly.

I think the position Shinsao and I are in is pretty bad in every sense of the word.

I was holding the can, with my back against the protective barbed wire. The boy's right hand was holding the protective tool less than a decimeter away from my head, and his left hand was hanging in the air, ready to fall down and snatch the oden in my arms at any time.His head was very close to mine, less than a decimeter when stretched to death.

All in all, it's a very misleading gesture.

Therefore, the girl who was trying to pursue "Cadmus of the General Department" decisively misunderstood the posture of Shinsao and me, and the delicately packaged lunch box fell to the ground, making a dull sound.

"Sorry to bother you!" She bowed to this side, and then left the rooftop without looking back.

Xin Cao and I looked at each other.

There was a subtle stagnation in the atmosphere.

"She..." About a minute later, I trembled and said, "It seems to be looking for you."

Only then did Xinsao realize what happened just now, and he backed away a few steps like an electric shock, as if I was carrying some deadly virus on my body.Immediately afterwards, the young man complained about my crime in a heartbroken voice: "Nyuu Yuuki, if I can't find a girlfriend, it must be because of you!"

I opened my mouth expressionlessly, poured the contents of the soda can into it, chewed it twice, and replied inarticulately.

"Ah, yes, it's good." I said, "If you are brothers, let's be single together."

What is there to say?

Friends walk together for life, whoever leaves the group first is the dog.

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Ok, the volume label seems to be dead again (blank face.jpg)