[Full-time] Tranquil and warm sun

On the subway, Xu Xinnuan looked at the advertising light boards flashing by in the dark tunnel outside the window because of the visual pause, and felt like the words in her ears, beating her heart over and over again.

——Xu Xinnuan, do you want to be with me?

——Xu Xinnuan, do you want to be with me?

——Xu Xinnuan, do you want to be with me?

……

It's like the Canon in D major that she played half an hour ago in the psychological consultation room of the unit. The melody is repeated again and again, and each time it is clearer and stronger.

For this song, she covered the quilt at night, put on headphones, and secretly watched the All-Star Game.

Selected tunes, from the day before yesterday, every day after get off work, I went to the psychological consultation room to practice alone, trying to bring out a different feeling for every repeated melody, and I didn’t go home until 9 o’clock, without telling my parents Said to work overtime at the end of the year.

I recorded several versions and picked one after another. I was very nervous before sending it to Han Wenqing, and then I was nervous after sending it. I didn't laugh until I saw his reply saying "sounds good".

They had only met each other three times, and Xu Xinnuan never expected that this powerful and outstanding person would suddenly say such things to her.

Is she too proactive?

Or is it too obvious?

It's so obvious that her liking for Han Wenqing can't be hidden even if she deceives herself and says she's just a good friend?

Secret love is already very, very good for her.

If I knew earlier, I shouldn't be so capricious.

Xu Xinnuan bit her lip, listening to the silence on the phone, it took the subway one stop.

She made up her mind, and tapped the microphone twice with the index finger of her other hand.

Boom, boom.

Twice, it is negative.

Don't be with him.

Then Xu Xinnuan didn't want to wait, and was afraid of Han Wenqing's response, so she hung up the phone directly, and just replied on WeChat.

Xu Xinnuan: I don't want to guess my mind, sorry.

Although the waiting time was more than three minutes, which was indeed a bit long, the result was still crisp and neat.

It took less than half a minute for two taps to reject, hang up the phone, and receive a clear message.

It's something Xu Xinnuan can do.

After reading the information on the phone, Han Wenqing locked the screen and put it in his pocket, then continued to jog against the occasional wind at night, completing the last planned lap.

The rejection of the confession did not cause negative emotions such as sadness and loss to Han Wenqing, and it was even smaller than the inner fluctuations of losing the game.

If you lose, find the reason and win back next time.

Han Wenqing's realistic logic made him think while running at the moment, is Xu Xinnuan's reply explaining why he refused.

——I don't want to guess my mind.

This was the second time he heard this sentence, the first time was when she came to pay back the money last time and he took her to the morning tea shop next to Tyranny for dinner.

Han Wenqing thinks that his words and attitudes are never the kind that need to be guessed by others, and he just mentioned bluntly about dating without any ambiguous meaning, so Han Wenqing doesn't understand why Xu Xinnuan said this.

It is useless to think too much, Han Wenqing is sure that he will not give up until Xu Xinnuan has a clear attitude of rejection.

If you don't understand, try to figure it out.

If it doesn't work once, then continue next time.

I just went directly to Xu Xinnuan. I don't know what kind of state she is in and whether she is willing to talk to me.

Han Wenqing decided to ask Meng Yuran first, she should be the person who knows Xu Xinnuan best.

After a lap of jogging and returning to the club, Han Wenqing took out his cell phone while adjusting his breathing, and found Meng Yuran's WeChat, wanting to ask her if she had time.

It's a pity that the message hasn't been sent out yet. When passing by Zhang Jiale's dormitory, he was interrupted by the sudden opening of the door, four hands pulling him into the room, and the sudden closing of the door.

Han Wenqing looked indifferently at Zhang Jiale's dormitory. Zhang Jiale and Lin Jingyan smiled mysteriously after dragging him in. Song Qiying, Qin Muyun, and Bai Yanfei sat on a small bench for half a circle. Immediately straighten up.

As if the afternoon storm was a dream.

A group of people get together at night to be thieves and want to rebel?

"What are you doing?" Han Wenqing asked with a frown.

"Hush! Keep your voice down!" Zhang Jiale made a low-pitched movement with his index finger on his lips, and then pointed to the next door, "Don't let Xiao Zhang hear the noise."

"What can't he know?"

"Tomorrow is his birthday." Lin Jingyan handed a piece of paper full of messy characters to Han Wenqing, and said, "We were thinking about how to surprise him, but we came up with a lot of ideas, Old Han, take a look. "

Hearing what Lin Jingyan said, Han Wenqing suddenly remembered that tomorrow is Zhang Xinjie's birthday on January 1.So they acquiesced in their behavior, took the paper and started to look.

Plan [-]: No one is allowed to take the initiative to talk to the deputy team throughout the day, even if they do, they will be treated indifferently, and then after dinner at night, the people near the wall will be responsible for pulling the lights, and everyone will take out fluorescent sticks. Sing happy birthday together. ——Bai Yanfei

Plan [-]: Buy an exquisite notebook, everyone writes a blessing on it, and also puts their own photo stickers. You can also draw freely, and give it to the deputy team as a gift. —— Lin Jingyan

Plan [-]: Pull the deputy team to play the dungeon, and give him all the things that explode! ——Qin Muyun

Plan 11: After the deputy team goes to sleep at [-] o'clock in the evening, sneak into the deputy team's dormitory collectively, put mini fireworks in his ears, and let the deputy team have an unforgettable birthday. ——Zhang Jiale

After reading it, Han Wenqing snorted coldly.

After feeling the blatant ridicule from the incomprehensible, steel straight man, stubborn, and stiff-headed captain, Zhang Jiale slapped the stool, pointed at Han Wenqing and said, "Then think about it!"

Han Wenqing blurted out: "Say 'Happy Birthday' to him directly."

Song Qiying, who didn't participate in the early planning and planning, added at this time: "It's okay to add another cake."

Han Wenqing glanced at Song Qiying, nodded in affirmation: "Yes."

The remaining four looked at each other.

Zhang Jiale: What about unforgettable memories?

Lin Jingyan: What about being moved?

Qin Muyun: What about domineering?

Bai Yanfei: What about the promised surprise?

Han Wenqing ignored the sad eyes of the four team members, and said to Song Qiying, "Qiying ordered a cake and it will be delivered at dinner tomorrow, so we can celebrate my birthday together during dinner."

Zhang Jiale pursed his lips: "It's still true love at the All-Stars, it's only a few days before we'll be separated."

Han Wenqing's eyebrows tightened, staring at Zhang Jiale tremblingly, Han Wenqing opened the door and walked out under the attention of a group of people.

After stepping forward, he stopped for a moment, turned his head and said indifferently to Zhang Jiale, "'Lao Yan Separation' is used to describe a husband and wife."

A sense of "uneducated, it's terrible" and "mind your own business and read more".

Zhang Jiale twitched the corner of his mouth and poked Lin Jingyan: "What does he mean?"

Lin Jingyan adjusted his glasses: "Lao Han entered the professional circle at the age of 19."

"so?"

Lin Jingyan continued what he hadn't finished: "I have passed the college entrance examination and studied in university for a year."

The implication is that it is different from those of us who barely have a high school degree, and even many high school dropouts.

Bai Yanfei took a sip of water and choked in his throat: "Is our captain so fierce?"

Song Qiying was full of admiration: "The captain is indeed No.1 in the league."

After returning to the dormitory, Han Wenqing remembered what Zhang Jiale and the others had just interrupted, and then continued to send messages to Meng Yuran with the WeChat draft he had just saved.

Han Wenqing: Are you free? I have something to do with you

Meng Yuran: Who are you?

Han Wenqing: What I told you is business

Meng Yuran: Are you talking to me about something serious?Is there anything else we can talk about?OMG I'm so scared!

Meng Yuran: I want to find Nuan Nuan to rescue me!

Han Wenqing: It is Xu Xinnuan who is looking for you to chat

Meng Yuran: ...

Meng Yuran:! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Just as Han Wenqing was about to type, the screen of his phone lit up.

"Hey."

"Brother Han! Did you attack Nuan Nuan?!"

The loud voice on the phone suddenly reminded him of Huang Shaotian's trash talk.

Han Wenqing tried his best to lower his voice: "Please keep your voice down."

"You didn't refute? No, I said you two are too fast! It's only been a month! No, it's not the first time you saved her. It's only been half a month since you two really knew each other! Tell me! How many times have you seen it secretly!"

"There's only one time you don't know."

"It's still love at first sight! Brother Han didn't expect you to be such a person! Tell me, how far are you two now?"

"It's not love at first sight." Han Wenqing first refuted the first half of Meng Yuran's sentence, and then answered the last question after a pause, "Just now I proposed a relationship, but she refused."

"..."

The other end of the phone went from excitement to silence in an instant.

After waiting for several seconds, Han Wenqing couldn't get used to Meng Yuran's silence, and asked aloud when there was no movement.

"Meng Yuran?"

After being reminded, Meng Yuran came back to his senses, his voice was calm, and his speaking speed was also slow.

"How did she refuse?"

"Say 'don't want to guess your mind'."

"Do you understand what it means?"

"I don't understand, so I ask you."

Meng Yuran paused: "Tell me about your recent meeting and communication first."

Han Wenqing actually didn't want to talk about this kind of personal relationship, but in order to let Meng Yuran understand the situation, he didn't hide it in the end, and told her some key content.For example, Xu Xinnuan insisted on repaying the money and came to him early in the morning, her unintentional words and her response during the two meals, and her constant revision of the file to persuade her parents. During the period, she asked him for help, and today she played a song As a thank you.

Han Wenqing's voice was as low as ever, as if he was telling a story about a stranger rather than the girl he was chasing.If it hadn't been for knowing Han Wenqing's character after a long time, Meng Yuran would probably have turned on the mode of ridicule and scolded him, so as not to harm her little angel.

It's just that her family is warm, her personality looks cheerful, and she gets along well with everyone, but most of them are nodding acquaintances, and there are very few people who can really make her casual/associate.

Han Wenqing, who had only seen so many times, took up a seat.

Meng Yuran thought for a while, then said slowly, "She should like you quite a bit."

Han Wenqing's eyes moved slightly: "Then why did she refuse?"

"Because she doesn't want to find a boyfriend."

"She wants to be celibate?"

"That's not true, but because of her own special situation, she is still a little scared."

Han Wenqing didn't speak.

"Don't look at her being cheerful at ordinary times. That's because she's the only one. Having a boyfriend is a matter between two people. She still cares about the other's opinion. To put it bluntly, she is afraid of being dragged down."

"I didn't pay attention to her."

"And what do your family and friends think... Ordinary families would not accept a daughter-in-law like Nuannuan, who can't speak and is adopted, and besides, there is a biological brother in the family."

"Is she adopted?" Han Wenqing was a little surprised.

"You do not know?"

"do not know."

"You confessed without even understanding her situation?" Meng Yuran's voice rose, "What do you think about Nuan Nuan? If you're just thinking about it on a whim, you should stop thinking about it early and stay away from her."

"It's not a whim." Han Wenqing paused, "She's very suitable."

"Suitable?"

"Correct."

Meng Yuran felt that he had something as long as tens of thousands of words to say back, but he was so dazed that he didn't say it.

The words spun around his lips, and finally Meng Yuran took a deep breath, rarely calling out Han Wenqing's full name.

"Han Wenqing, are you serious?"

Han Wenqing's voice was cold but firm: "Yes."

Meng Yuran took a deep breath and remained silent.

"You can tell me." Han Wenqing said.

Meng Yuran actually believed it. Han Wenqing's personality was flawless, and all she wanted was a word of affirmation from him.

"That's good, but some things are related to her personal affairs. No matter whether you two make it or not in the end, I will leave it to my stomach. Can you guarantee it?"

"nature."

"Then listen, Nuan Nuan refuses because she has concerns in her heart, one is whether you are ready to accept her flaws, and the other is the attitude of other people in your life circle, mainly your parents."

"She was an abandoned baby. She lived in our orphanage until she was four years old, and was later adopted by her current parents. It's just that after two or three months of adoption, her adoptive mother found out that she was pregnant and gave birth to her younger brother. But her younger brother The birth of Nuannuan did not make Nuannuan's situation more awkward. Her parents really doted on her as their own daughter. There was no such thing as abuse, cold violence, patriarchy, and nothing like her getting married. People have to help the younger brother and other disgusting things."

"En." Han Wenqing responded.

"Second, and most importantly, Nuan Nuan had a boyfriend before, but they broke up. This matter has a great impact on her. The idea of ​​not wanting to fall in love started because of this matter."

Han Wenqing frowned: "That person treats her badly?"

"It's not bad, it's not firm." Meng Yuran's tone was not agitated, and he still maintained a calm and rare rationality, "Two years ago, when Nuan Nuan was still a senior in school, her ex-boyfriend was a classmate of hers, with a gentle personality. She is also very nice, and Nuan Nuan really likes him very much."

"But after only dating for a month, the ex-boyfriend's parents found out, especially after learning about Nuan Nuan's situation, they firmly disagreed, and the man didn't insist, so he proposed to break up. After that, he broke up and never contacted again. In private I don't know how, but on the surface, she didn't cry, she was still happy all day long."

"When we talked again after a few months, she said that the boy's choice was normal and understandable, and she didn't have any resentment, but she didn't want to find a boyfriend anymore. I have been paying attention to the people around me, even if I can't She has matched people who speak up, but have good morals and progress, intentionally or unintentionally, but no one succeeds."

"It's because you made her react differently, so I think she likes you, but because of what happened before, she didn't want to go any further."

"That's all I know about her, what do you think now?" Meng Yuran finally asked.

"I don't have any ideas." Han Wenqing paused, speaking calmly, "I know the matter, thank you."

"Then?"

"Go and solve it."

Meng Yuran was stunned for a while: "It's gone?"

Han Wenqing said, "It's gone."

After being silent for a long time, Meng Yuran said in a daze, "How should I put it, I suddenly feel that you are very reliable."

"good."

Han Wenqing followed Meng Yuran's words directly. It would be narcissism and showing off if it were someone else, but Han Wenqing said it and Meng Yuran felt "Oh, that's the case", without any sense of disobedience.

After a few words of politeness, the call ended, and Han Wenqing sat upright on the chair, doing simple sorting in his mind.

He understood the meaning of Xu Xinnuan's phrase "I don't want to guess my mind". On the one hand, he didn't want to guess his family's attitude, and on the other hand, he didn't want to guess whether he was firm enough in his heart.

It is very simple to understand the problem.

There is nothing to say about his own attitude, he knows it himself.

All that's left is to go home and explain it directly to my parents, trying to get them to accept it.

The author has something to say: solve the problem if you have a problem, fall in love = do math problems

——Steel Straight Man Han Wenqing

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In addition, the previous chapter raised the issue of very sudden contacts

The little angels are right!Thank you for your comments~

It was very sudden, ooc + my own YY ​​have

1. It should not be regarded as a confession, it can only be regarded as an offer of communication

Personal understanding of Han Wenqing’s view of love: I feel that the objective conditions are suitable—strive for getting along with each other——I feel better when I get along with each other when I get along—I feel up when I get along——I found out that I don’t agree with each other’s feelings, living habits, or other problems in the process of getting married/get along, and break up peacefully

2. Strive for the way of getting along with each other

A: Clearly inform, not ambiguous

B: Use actions to exert a subtle influence on it, and it will gradually become a matter of course

I chose A, the girl is very straightforward, and Han Wenqing has nothing to say, if the other party doesn’t like it, then pass; agree, then ok; hesitate, then solve the problem of hesitation

(The summary is: this is an ooc flying story orz)

In the next chapter, the two will confirm their relationship!

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Thanks to the little angel "Tiomi", irrigation nutrient solution +2~