[Full-time] Tranquil and warm sun

Han Wenqing, who has always had a regular schedule, rarely stayed up late.

It wasn't because I picked up my girlfriend that it was almost 1 am when I got back to the club.Instead, after taking a shower and changing clothes, he didn't intend to lie down and rest at all. He turned on his phone, clicked on Weibo, and directly searched for "Mei Xin Qin Nuan", which is Xu Xin Nuan's account.

Ever since Xu Boyuan approached him yesterday, Han Wenqing felt that he really knew too little about his girlfriend, and his attitude towards relationships was also somewhat stubborn and prejudiced.

He has always felt that he treats love affairs the same way he treats glory, and getting along with Xu Xinnuan is also very smooth, so it is probably good to let nature take its course.

But he was wrong.

First, he shouldn't treat Xu Xinnuan the same way he treats Glory. She is a human being, not a game. She has joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys.

Second, he thinks that he has treated Xu Xinnuan in the proactive and straightforward way he treated Glory, but it is not the case. Except for the initial proposal of dating, everything in the process of getting along is Xu Xinnuan's initiative. maintain.

She took the initiative to hold hands, embrace, find topics to chat, talk about love, and adapt to his life.

It is no wonder that Xu Boyuan used the words "upside down" and "inseparable from him" in his speech yesterday.

The current deformed love relationship looks harmonious, but after a long time, the pay and reward are so unequal, once the balance tilts, problems may arise at any time.

Han Wenqing is already a man who is about to turn 29. Even if he doesn't have much experience in love, he can understand this kind of thing if he thinks about it carefully - he has to "take the initiative".

However, due to occupational constraints, it was impossible for Han Wenqing to devote time and thought to these things from Glory.

His love and focus on glory cannot be shaken by anyone or anything, and neither can Xu Xinnuan.

So he can only balance the existing relationship through changes in speech and behavior-do something that makes her happy, say something that makes her happy.

This step is simple and easy, but it is really difficult to say difficult.

Just like a person who always likes to wear casual clothes suddenly feels uncomfortable when he is asked to wear formal clothes or dresses one day, Han Wenqing also feels uncomfortable.

He was also dragged by his sister before, and accompanied him to watch the dog-blooded idol drama, the people on TV would get bored with each other, kiss and hug each other when there was nothing to do, and even make vows twice in three days, and the love words they talked back and forth It's not like human words.

Han Wenqing refused and resisted from the bottom of his heart, determined that he would never have such a day.

Until today, after I really said and did it, I realized that there is nothing awkward or disgusting, and everything is just how I express my thoughts.

I haven't seen each other for a month. If I miss my girlfriend, I say I miss it. If I want to hold hands, I hold her. If I want to give her a solid hug, I hug her.

It was too natural, too normal, and too simple, so simple that Han Wenqing didn't understand Xu Xinnuan's proactive expression before, what could he hold.

It deserves to be said before that "the alliance is the most unsuitable partner No. 1".

Han Wenqing, who is known as the "Steel Straight Man", finally became enlightened because of Xu Boyuan's prank and Xu Xinnuan's love letter.

Swiping her Weibo, Han Wenqing can see that Xu Xinnuan is also a Weibo fan. She regards Weibo as a diary, and will post at least one original mood every day, and then repost popular movies, books, and account information , and some network jokes.

After all, it was midnight, and Han Wenqing didn't intend to read every item carefully, so he clicked Filter, only looked at the original Weibo, and looked through the status of the last two months.

Some are about music, some about leisure and entertainment, some about family affairs, and some about him.

On Weibo, Xu Xinnuan called him "Mr. H" instead of "good-hearted man".

April 12

@梅心沉暖: Last night, I was robbed with a knife. Now that I think about it, I feel like I will survive the robbery, and I dare not tell my parents... Fortunately, I met a kind person who passed by.At that time, my head was in a daze, and I didn't know what to think. I stuffed a cup of strawberry milkshake for the kind-hearted person and ran away without even asking the name... Is it very happy?

April 12

@梅心沉暖: I met a kind person at night!I thought it would never happen again, which was really a surprise.The good-hearted man is a very powerful person. I asked him a lot of questions because of his younger brother, but he didn't bother him. That's great.During the meal, he felt that he had said something wrong, and even apologized to me. In fact, it was clearly a kind reminder and concern.Although he looks serious, he is really a gentle and kind person.It was the meal that I was supposed to invite, but he rushed to pay for it [I can't laugh or cry.JPG].

April 12

@梅心沉暖: I failed again to pay back the money. [Yun sad.JPG]

April 12

@梅心恩暖: How can a kind person accept the money...[泪.JPG]

April 12

@梅心沉暖: My best friend said that I won’t let me pay it back, it’s only a few hundred yuan, but I still decided to pay it back to the kind-hearted people.I know that he paid the bill in order to make up for something he said wrong.My parents always say that I have a heavy heart. Although I have worked hard to be happy, my innate personality is probably like this.I'm going to block the door tomorrow, I hope it can be successful. [Sun.JPG]

April 12

@梅心恩暖: Today is the happiest day in this period of time.He didn't get angry when I caused him such trouble, and even let me call him later.Because of my special situation, I was really poked at that moment, like a cherry on top of a baked dessert.He is the first person who can talk to me like that besides family and girlfriends.I have selfish intentions and want to be friends with him.Let’s call him “Mr. H” from now on~[Too happy.JPG]

April 1

@梅心沉暖: I did a very embarrassing thing [Yunbei.JPG] Mr. H helped me a lot, but when I thanked him, I sent a cute and hug emoticon package, and I quickly withdrew it. I don't know if he saw it or not.I found that I seemed to be greedy. The moment I made a mistake, I was afraid that he would get angry by misunderstanding and would never treat me like this again.You can't push yourself too hard, it would be great if you can be ordinary friends with him.

April 1

@梅心沉暖: I wanted to play a song for Mr. H as a thank you gift, but I was very confused about choosing a song, and finally hid under the quilt to read his information secretly.He is really outstanding. He stepped through the thorns and forged ahead, as if seeing him gave him the courage to move forward. "Canon in D major" is the most suitable, and it goes on and on, endlessly.When I played the first note during practice, I suddenly had an idea, as if... I fell in love with him.But no...it will be sad.

April 1

@梅心沉暖: After practicing all night, I feel a little restless.Every time I pull it, I feel as if I care more about Mr. H.No way, he is your friend, you two are too far behind, it's impossible - say to yourself, give up.OK, give it up.

April 1

@梅心恩暖: Mr. H, whom I like, has proposed dating.But he is so good, how could he like me?Maybe wake up from the dream and wake up.Countless fantasies have come true, but I am a moth and dare not jump into the fire.I'm crying, I'm so useless.Really scared... sorry Mr. H.

April 1

@梅心恩暖: We are together.

@梅心恩暖: We are together.

@梅心恩暖: We are really together.I didn't wake up from yesterday's dream, and I will never forget a single word Mr. H said to me.Flame stretched out his hand, and the moth flew into his arms.I would like to have no hesitation.I like him, like him the most. [Heart.JPG]

April 1

@梅心沉暖: The first date is super happy! Mr. H accompanied me to a small shop, I played games with Mr. H, and put small potted plants and aromatherapy at his home~ He is so special, he asked me to go to his house on the first date [Shy.JPG] But he is frank Yes, it is as magnanimous as the floor-to-ceiling windows and the exterior scenery.When I was lying on the fence and looking at the buildings in the distance, I wondered if there would be a chance to put a deck chair here in the future. Mr. H hugged me and watched the sunset through the window.But for now it's still a luxury.

April 1

@梅心感暖: Mr. H actually asked me to get up early for a run!Oh, don't, don't, don't! [Crazy.JPG]

@梅心沉暖: Being scolded makes me unhappy all day. Mr. H didn't even coax me. [Grievance.JPG]

April 1

@梅心感暖: I was scolded again [crying.JPG] Mr. H asked me to show the momentum I used to block him at the door... [Yunbei.JPG] Oh my god, stop mentioning the black history!

April 1

@梅心沉暖: We have achieved a phased victory!And the happiest thing is that the ice cream won the lottery!You can eat it tomorrow too!It's a pity that Mr. H is not here, otherwise I would exchange it today and eat with him~

April 1

@梅心沉暖: I succeeded, grandma talked to me! Mr. H also promised to accompany me to watch plum blossoms the day after tomorrow!I am so happy~[Love you.JPG]

April 1

@梅心恩暖: Maybe I will always remember today.The menstrual period is very painful, it is very sad to be scolded by Mr. H and misunderstood, and it is particularly wronged by my parents who are not optimistic about the relationship.But just when I felt that the sky was gray, there was a strong wind and boulders whistling past, and I was about to fall off the cliff, Mr. H stretched out his hand to give me a hand—he apologized for misunderstanding my meaning, and asked me to think about myself first.I cried again, and called him hypocritically to cry at him, and lied to him that I was crying in pain.In fact, it is not, it is moved by the relief that belongs to him alone.Others see him as thunder, but he is my rain.It is rain and dew that water the withered flowers, not lightning and thunder.I love him. [breeze.JPG][heart.JPG]

April 1

@梅心沉暖: I have a fever, the temperature is not low, and my throat looks like it was cut by a knife.But after the storm there is a rainbow.My parents seemed to agree with the relationship, and Mr. H thoughtfully bought me five large glasses of juice.The juice from that store is very expensive, and I am reluctant to buy it. Of course, it is a drop in the bucket for Mr. H.At this time, I found that the salary is very low... Do you want to have a part-time job in the future, and I can give Mr. H some better things in the future.

April 1

@梅心沉暖: I took a temporary job at a concert, and my unattainable dream is about to come true.Although I have to practice until the middle of March, and I can't even meet Mr. H, I don't regret it at all, and I believe he will understand me.I have been really lucky in my life. I have parents who love me, a lovely younger brother, a caring girlfriend, and a sincere boyfriend. I have studied my favorite major and done my favorite job, and now I have the opportunity to be happy again. The dream of the stage.I would like to work hard on the road of music therapy all my life, and I am also grateful to the flower vines dropped by the sky, which let me see the beauty of the clouds.

April 2

@梅心沉暖: It’s past 12 o’clock, and it’s the first day of the new year.But because I haven’t slept yet, I just think it’s still New Year’s Eve~ My brother came back, and the family finally had a happy new year together, and Mr. H gave me New Year’s Eve money.This year is too old, but I am a koi, so I will always be lucky!Wish me a happy new year~! [Koi carp.JPG]

@梅心沉暖: When I woke up, Mr. H asked me to get up early to exercise again!And let me apply for a fitness card!What's wrong with sleeping late on New Year's Day... I don't want it! [Crash.JPG]

April 2

@梅心恩暖: Is my brother an idiot?Yes!Finally, my parents agreed to the relationship, and I will be able to meet Mr. H tomorrow on Valentine’s Day, but my stupid brother actually told my parents that Valentine’s Day is a day of losing my virginity, and my parents won’t let us meet... I lied to Mr. H that my relatives are coming during the Spring Festival , Alas... I lied to him for the second time, but he never lied to me once.I'm a little worried, if I lie to him so many times, the luck of love will be offset. [Sad.JPG]

April 2

@梅心感暖: I don’t know how to describe this Valentine’s Day, it’s half sad and half bright.The sad thing is that I had a conflict with my younger brother, so I hid in the house and cried again.Why are you crying so much lately... The bright thing is that the lip gloss bought by Mr. H was delivered, I put on makeup, and took a selfie with a white bear in my arms. Mr. H said that I look good when I smile!Although I asked for a long time, he barely squeezed out this sentence.I really hope this white bear is Mr. H, I want to hug him. [blush.JPG]

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Starting from the record on the day they met, Han Wenqing focused on his related Weibo.Compared with the straightforward love for him in the love letter, Han Wenqing saw more Xu Xinnuan's thoughts and thoughts from Weibo, and there were many things he didn't know.

Such as her cautiousness and fear, such as her fantasy of embracing the life of watching the sunset, such as the fact that she cried behind his back and the reason why she cried without telling him, such as the idea of ​​having a part-time job to earn money to buy him gifts, such as worrying that cheating will hurt her. Bring bad luck, for example, she said that she hoped that he would turn into a white bear because she wanted to hug him...

Another example... the other name for Valentine's Day that her incomprehensible brother said...

When seeing this word, it is normal for a man who is about to turn 29 to think of his girlfriend. On the premise of not messing around, love will always be experienced as a physiological response and demand.

It's just that Han Wenqing doesn't like the word "deprivation", and always thinks it implies coercion and inequality.

He doesn't have any old ideas, he must do it after marriage, but even before marriage, the premise is "marriage".Han Wenqing is still persistent in this regard. With the current relationship between him and Xu Xinnuan, there is still a long way to go before the marriage is finalized. Even if he thinks about it, he can't be confused at this time.

No, he didn't particularly think about it now either.

……

Forget it, it's late at night, don't think about such things, he doesn't want to take a cold shower just after taking a shower.

He randomly pulled down his finger in an attempt to call his attention to other content on Weibo, but unexpectedly, a new post appeared.

April 2

@梅心感暖: After 26 days, I finally saw Mr. H, as if I was dreaming.He seemed to have changed, he took the initiative to hug me, hold hands, and said he missed me, as if he was not the one I knew.After being flattered by the sudden change, joyful and sweet, now I'm worried.Once there is sweetness, I will want to be sweeter, and I will not want to go back to the sweet and sour time. I am afraid that I will unconsciously want more.If this is a flash in the pan, and I wake up and return to my original life, will I feel resentful?That would be too greedy.The original sweet and sour is already a delicacy in the world, so it is good to keep it.

Han Wenqing stared at this Weibo for a long time.

He didn't expect that Xu Xinnuan had such a mentality and thinking. Compared with constant pursuit and breakthrough, he was more inclined to protect the daily life he already had to the best. It was completely different from the fearless, straightforward and proactive Same.

Han Wenqing has been galloping in the world ahead, thinking that Xu Xinnuan is too, but this girl just shrank in the circle behind, managed the castle and garden, and made noises in it at will, but if her hand touched the outer wall and touched the outside The world will immediately shrink back and worry about gains and losses.

Sure enough, as she said before, she was very thoughtful.

But the mind is too heavy, it is too hurtful for the girl.

It probably has something to do with her flaws, but it's hard work and rare for her to be able to be happy most of the time like she is now.

The days are still long, slowly pull her out.

Han Wenqing doesn't have a private Weibo account, the large one is a certified V, and he can't follow, comment, or like, so he used the "quietly follow" function for the first time, but this sneaky behavior still brought Han Wenqing a great deal of pain. Awkward feeling.

When it is made public, it will be fair and aboveboard.

The author has something to say: Nuan Nuan’s Weibo has a different style than a love letter, I hope I can write it

The "Broken Body Festival" made Brother Han feel a little lost, after all, he is a 29-year-old man

It just so happens that today is also Valentine's Day...

Brother Han: Valentine's Day, but because of some stupid person, I can't see my girlfriend

Blue River: What do you want to do to my sister!

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Thanks to the little angel "Yimu", the irrigation nutrient solution +1~

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Happy Valentine's Day!Whether it's one person or two people, I wish everyone happy!