Expectation

That guy Akai is even harder to understand than before.

People always have a strange complex about "the first one".I am no exception, he is the first stranger who radiates kindness to me, how can I...

All, care.

After struggling for a while, I saw that he had really left, so I ran to the next door to see Judy, because it was really boring to be alone.

I poked my head around, and Judy seemed to be reading too.She looked up and saw me, and smiled softly, "Miss Suwon has woken up?"

I hesitated for a moment, then limped in, "Well...you can call me Che directly." I said with some embarrassment. "Okay," she put down the book and said, "Che, you may not remember, we actually talked before."

?

"It was a long time ago," she recalled, "probably after Xiu's organization was exposed..."

I suddenly remembered, after all, she was probably the only one who affectionately called the Shaking Demon King "Xiu".

I said nah, "...ah, I remembered, Mr. Judy, you have a good memory." She smiled and said, "Not really. I doubted you before, I'm really sorry. Xiuhe didn't either Tell me, I only remembered to hear your voice not long ago."

...In contrast, I've heard your name before, I'm good.I thought a little listlessly, of course Akai would be more willing to do missions with such a powerful person.

"Then...well, Akai can just talk to you about specific things, what happened that day?"

She explained it succinctly.Belmod took Kudo to escape that day, but Belmod's attitude towards him was also weird. When he was tricked by him again and again, he didn't kill him with a single shot.

I feel like she's even protecting the darn detective.

"Also...due to the nature of your previous work, we don't know your identity. But now after discussion, you don't have to work for the FBI anymore, thank you very much..."

......No?

It's a hell of a day for Akai to not squeeze the labor force.But it may be that I am used to being squeezed, and I am actually a little lost.

I was absent-mindedly listening to the official clichés, and I didn't pay attention to the so-called rewards and the like.I didn't do it for this at the beginning, and naturally I don't have much interest now.As for the confidentiality clause, I have no one to disclose the secret to.In short, thinking about it this way, I am really suitable to be this kind of labor force.

"The next thing is," she said with some hesitation, "well... the choice is up to you, as does that little lady, you can all apply for the FBI's witness protection program, and stay away from right and wrong from now on, and live a truly stable life .”

"...witness protection program?" I asked confused.I haven't heard of this term, it's probably a plan of their FBI.

"Haven't you heard of it?" Judy said in surprise, she frowned, not knowing what she was thinking.

"It is through changing identities, changing faces, and reliving in a new place. The price is that you can no longer see your old relatives and friends." She said.

Her voice was a little far away, and I was still immersed in shock and couldn't recover.

I said dryly, "...what if I say no?"

"The FBI doesn't have such great capabilities in Japan to guarantee your safety." She didn't seem surprised, "The little lady also refused, but at least she is no longer what she used to be. In comparison, you A little more dangerous."

I should have said yes.

"I reject."

I should promise, I have lived a peaceful life, Zhibao and Minmei are safe now, I...

What should I do?

"I......"

I don't know what to do, and I haven't seriously thought about what to do in the future.I accidentally survived to this day, but I never had enough courage to go to tomorrow.

Or, as I originally planned, buy a bookstore?Or as an academic like I do now?Or like the so-called women in the world, get married and have children?

"......I......"

Judy said empathetically, "It's okay, you can think about it again."

But I've been thinking about it all my life.I didn't take the initiative to do anything. It was my mother who buried me in the feigned death. If it wasn't for her, I would probably have died in the organization.After the feigned death, if it wasn't for Akai, I might have been discovered by the organization, or one day I died alone at home for several months without being discovered.

Five or six years ago, when I was still in the organization, the best dream I ever had was to live with Akemi Shiho forever.

However, I am still dreaming now, and what I think in my dream is never to be separated.But never thought about reality.

I recall Akai's cold look again.Is he... is he disappointed in me?

The author has something to say: The conversation with Judy guides the way to chapter 22, I know no one remembers~

In short, Judy guessed Che's identity before the full moon, but since Akai didn't mention it, she doesn't need to treat him specially. This is a tacit understanding.

This paragraph was actually not intended to be written!But as I write, I don't know why it is like this.Author: Hurry up, sweet, okay!

Che: Sweet sweet?Did you mean cake?I don't like cake.

In short, she is now a confused salted fish girl, and she still feels a little pitiful being left behind.

But when Brother Zhangxiu dies (hey), I will know what I want, hehehehe.

Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles

I even have the urge to finish the day update! (you wake up