Expectation

When I woke up, I felt that my arms were so pressed that I lost all feeling, and I fell asleep until noon.The sleepiness in the school is always stronger than that in my own home, and it is really impossible to move the table and chairs back home one day.

I had nothing to do and planned to go to the cafeteria, and when I passed by the teachers' lounge, I subconsciously glanced at it.

Oh here.

I went downstairs. After thinking about it for a long time, I walked back.It's not okay to be passive all the time.Now that all my old friends are gone, I still haven't figured out what this bastard is doing, what a shame.

...... Could it be that he is just waiting for me to throw myself into a trap?

No wonder he pretended to be indifferent that day.Shrewd.

I tiptoed close to the man with his back to the door, staring at the jumping characters on the computer screen, trying to distinguish the content.

.....drug.....murderer.....

As a result, he suddenly snapped the button, which shocked me a lot.Seeing him turn his head back with a dead face with no expression on his face, the villain who was about to blurt out complained first and then I swallowed it back abruptly.

It seemed to hear an inaudible sigh.

I stared blankly at each other, thinking how could such a man still sigh.Probably 100% I got it wrong.

"...Let's go," he ordered, walking out of the office first.

So I could only subconsciously obey.It took several hundred meters in silence to react.

Am I a dog...

Secretly spurned himself.But I know that if I don't speak up, there are some things that I can't count on Zhu Xingda to give me in eight hundred lifetimes.He is such a man who is so taciturn that he is almost dumb.

...But this kind of man really looks reliable and handsome.No wonder he obviously didn't do anything special, the little girls in the class felt that the assistant teacher was serious and responsible.Youth is blind.

I hesitated and didn't know where to start the topic, but I didn't expect him to reluctantly say, "What do you want from me?"

But this question is a bit out of level.I've been wandering blindly for the past few days, what else can I ask you for, I really have nothing to say.

"How on earth did you find out that I'm here? What are you doing here?" I also gave up my tricks like going around in circles, and went straight to the point.I always feel that I really don't know anything about my little tricks in front of this person. I can't help but think of the first time I met him after I was free.Did he really not recognize me at that time?

I am not at all convinced.Maybe he had already noticed it at that time, but he was just not interested in revealing it.

... Then why are you taking the initiative now?

"It's too obvious. Come to do the task." He walked in front of me, and I couldn't see his expression.Walking into the open lawn, he slowed down slightly.

I don't know if it's because of the mission, or if he really engraved caution in his bones.I knew he must be guarding against the regular cameras in the corridors in the office or the bugs that no one could guard against, so I went outside on purpose.

In other words, he felt that the obvious clues were insignificant dust in the eyes of most people——

I so comfort myself. The "too obvious" thing really hurts me so much.

"Then... is it convenient to say what task it is?"

He stopped in his tracks, and glanced at me unexpectedly but meaningfully, "You want to know?"

I know his subtext.I am an ordinary college student now, and I should have nothing to do with him, and I should have completely cut off everything in that world and have nothing to do with it.

All my rationality is clamoring for me to erase all the past, and to lead an ordinary and ordinary life as dignifiedly as possible.

however……

I couldn't help covering my slightly hot chest. The heart inside was tightly bound by the surging emotions and memories, shrinking and contracting painfully.

I repeated one sentence after another in my heart, I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to.

But when he looked up into his deep eyes, those psychological constructions collapsed in an instant, turned into powder, and melted into a diametrically opposed sigh in his nasal cavity

"……Um."

Even if I have thousands of reasons to welcome an ordinary life, as long as he simply stands there, I can't stop myself from wanting to get close to his world.

Even dangerous, dark, mysterious and unpredictable.

Who made his existence itself carry the misty breath of memory, and entrusted my wishful hope for the future.

If it wasn't his mission, if it wasn't him who I met again, it would be great.I will still go through this life step by step.Ordinary people in the world are like this, so it should be the most perfect choice for me.

I concealed a wry smile and said, "Although I was determined to leave at that time, there are still some debts that have not been paid off. I don't want to live with these things for the rest of my life."