Expectation

Zhao Xiaojiu had long forgotten where she was born.

In that period of childhood memory that is not very clear, except for the green of a large farmland, there is only a fluttering sight left.When she thinks about it now, she can only guess that the former is her hometown, and the latter is either abduction or smuggling.

Before she even had time to remember the woman's face, she lightly said "I'm sorry" in Chinese, and disappeared into the vast crowd.

Then she became a little beggar, about five or six years old. In a foreign country, she couldn't even speak Japanese for "give me some money", so she could only steal and rob.And maybe a long time later?Or maybe it didn't take long before she was taken to an unknown place by a few men and women in black clothes. There were many children there, boys and girls who were as dirty as her and couldn't speak clearly.

They are driven like animals, running and doing some actions that don't know the meaning, and they are classified into grades and grades.Zhao Xiaojiu fished in troubled waters and was in the second group.In her inflexible mind, she knew that among the children who stole things, except for the kind of kid king, the fiercest ones would be beaten by those adults, and the weakest ones would not be able to eat at all.

Originally, "death" in her heart was probably just burning hunger and bruised legs and feet.But here, death takes on other meanings—the bullet hits the vitals, the red liquid starts to splatter—

A living thing never moves again.

The first time she actually went into battle, she passed out on the ground unexpectedly.Zhao Xiaojiu fainted from blood.In fact, she still has some shallow consciousness, but she doesn't want to open her eyes to face it anymore.

The instructor actually likes Zhao Xiaojiu the most among these hairy kids.Because she is the best, the hardest working, and the most beautiful big black eyes.

She was not willing to classify her directly as a waste product, so she asked her superiors if they could let her go to the scientific research department. The scientific researcher looked at her and smiled: "A little beggar who doesn't know any words, what's in the way?"

But when she was about to take the IQ test, Zhao Xiaojiu under the monitor surprised everyone.

——Zhao Xiaojiu knew that this was her last chance, the instructor could save her once, but definitely not the second time.

Zhao Xiaojiu walked out of the small test room and went directly to the place full of white coats.I didn't even have time to say "thank you" that I've always kept in my heart.

Ten years have passed, and only a few of those orphans are still alive.And Zhao Xiaojiu finally made it through, and has a code name in this dark place.The organization is more tolerant of old people than newcomers, and has special trust in people with code names.

Zhao Xiaojiu began to absorb other knowledge like a sponge, read many books, and gradually learned Chinese.She thought melancholy, according to a hundred surnames, Zhao Qiansun Li, her surname can be regarded as the most common surname.As for such a plain name like Jiu, it is probably just a ranking.She probably couldn't find her way home.

However, Zhao Xiaojiu, who has always been smart and rational, finally kicked the iron plate.She began to like a boy in the laboratory next door, and she liked it until the crystalline drug was evaporated, and she accidentally burned it dry.She frantically dealt with it, finally sighed, and slowly squatted on the ground, with her hot face buried in her knees, unable to think clearly.

They are together.

After being sweet for a while, Zhao Xiaojiu soon discovered that this person was a traitor.She looked at the pieces of paper in panic, but finally put them back in their original place dejectedly.

She sat there quietly, waiting for him to come back.

"You did it on purpose?" Zhao Xiaojiu whispered.He must have done it on purpose - he just wanted to test and see if she loved her so much.He won again.

Always he wins.

Zhao Xiaojiu was so sad that she was about to cry. The organization was actually her home.Even if the house was stinky and dirty, she had nowhere else to stay.

Her hand was gently held, "Come with me, Ah Jiu."

Zhao Xiaojiu didn't say yes or no, she said let her think again.When she finally made up her mind, when she tried to contact——

The boy had disappeared, no one knew where he had gone, and the trance ended up being taboo.

Zhao Xiaojiu gently stroked her abdomen, smiled softly, and said, "Okay."

But the boy will probably never hear.

Inexplicably, she had an extra child, which made her very famous in the organization.She said indifferently, "Oh, a one-night stand. A one-night stand. Then I worked for a few days and forgot to take my medicine." The organization didn't allow it, but she finally insisted once, "This is my child. All I have learned is I will teach her. If you dare to kill her, I will destroy all the materials."

She looked at the child as if she saw herself.She cried for the first time, full of satisfaction, only wanting to give her the best in this world.Originally, I wanted to name her "Guang", but it seemed too weird to have such a name in the organization.In the end, after picking and choosing, I picked a "Liangzi".A cheap name is easy to support, she supported her head and watched Ryoko cry and finally fell asleep, feeling satisfied.

And... cool, homophonic bright.

If she can survive in this organization, then she hopes that one day Ryoko will be able to see the bright world.

It's just that dreams are good, raising a child is much more difficult than she imagined.Before she could finish her experiment, she started crying again.Loud.

When she was most irritable, Zhao Xiaojiu wanted to kill her, and when she recovered, she slapped herself.

But...she was really tired.

It can finally be over.

I have taught everything that can be taught, and I have left everything that I want to leave for her.Another chemist came to the organization, who was obedient and capable, and the crows finally didn't plan to keep her alive.She looked at Belmod with a smile, "Is Ryoko already asleep?"

"I slept soundly."

"Then don't bother you, I will do it myself."

The severe pain in the neck, before the final darkness hit, Zhao Xiaojiu thought in a daze, but unfortunately, he didn't have time to say something to Liangzi——

"Mom loves you."

The author has something to say: Happy April Fool's Day, I finally filled my mother's hole.Anyway, it's an old tragedy.

Why is Che a genius? Because her mother is a real genius.

Thank you for the question raised by the little angel of Suiyuan, and re-wrote the last small fragment.

This time also happened to be not long after the Miyano couple came.