Yulu colleagues: Shangyuan Ling

It was rainy and dark.

The candle flickered.

Touching is cold, kissing is hot.

It's over, Runyu held her icy fingers, and suddenly thought—it seems that she is in love, but everyone seems to be cold-hearted.

What kind of emotion is this?

With trembling fingers, he let go of her hand.

Kuang Lu seemed to be asleep, her face was pale, only her lips were red.

Runyu looked at her peaceful face with helpless and sad brows.

He stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to touch her face, but he flinched in the end and twisted the quilt for her.

He looked at his hands, frowned and held his forehead, as if in extreme pain.

What is like cutting like learning, like cutting like grinding?What is a bandit?

I am also a villain with selfish desires.

despicable.

Selfish.

All this—what the hell is it?

If he could remember that the woman beside him was the heavenly concubine he married with the ceremony of nine crowns, perhaps it was only natural to perform the ceremony of Duke Zhou.

He should have thought this way, should not have had such a sense of guilt.

But he just thinks that he is so despicable, questioning everything, even his own sincerity.

Such a man, is he considered a gentleman?Or a villain?

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It's already dawn.

Kuang Lu seemed to be awakened by the sunlight, she was startled, and slowly looked behind her, she was the only one on the bed, and she had already put on her clothes.

Nothing seemed to happen, but when she saw the red mark on her wrist, her eyes darkened.

This was caused when Run Yuban grabbed her struggling wrist last night.

Although it didn't hurt anymore, it still twitched my eyebrows when I saw it.

Kuang Lu stayed for a while, but still got up.

The body is a little heavy, and the head is a little dizzy.

She rubbed her eyebrows, walked to the courtyard, and saw Tianjun in white standing at the window lattice of the main hall.

He stands with a crown, a long coat, and his back.

The light refracted in through the window sills cast a layer of twilight on him.

Near and far, like fog and clouds.

Can't see clearly.

Kuang Lu paused, but finally walked over and saluted him.

Runyu still didn't look back, he seemed to be thinking about something.

She didn't rush, just stood behind him and said nothing.

After a long time, he could only hear him calling out in a hoarse voice: "Kuang Lu."

"...exist."

"Do you hate me?"

Kuang Lu was taken aback, looked at his back, and replied lightly: "I don't hate you, Your Majesty, I won't believe it...I don't believe it myself."

"What is hateful?

Do you want to return all the pain?Or want to crush your ten fingers?

If this is the case, Your Majesty, Kuang Lu hates you. "

After saying this, Kuang Lu suddenly smiled indifferently: "But this morning, Kuang Lu didn't hate her anymore. Kuang Lu is the concubine of the Nine Heavens. His Majesty's favor is a great honor. Kuang Lu—— can't Hate. Besides, not only the love, but also hate, Kuang Lu—feels tired."

After a long time, Runyu said slowly, "I didn't ask this."

Kuang Lu raised her eyebrows: "What is that?"

"You once told me that there is no need for me to look back. In those days, when you stayed where you were, did you ever hate it? If in the next tens of thousands of years, you will never say goodbye to me or separate from me, will you always stay here By my side, don't you expect me to turn back? Then in the next tens of millions of years, will you hate it?"

Kuang Lu frowned slightly: "Your Majesty—"

"But what if—"

Runyu put down his arms and turned around slowly, the light half illuminated and half darkened his face.

"I turned back?"