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Long Fang was very logical and couldn't get up.

In the middle of the night, he was woken up by peeing, but now he is hungover, with headaches and nausea accompanying him relentlessly, which is actually more uncomfortable than last night.

The phone rang all morning, but Long Fang couldn't hear it, and Ji Qing didn't want to answer it at first, but the other party was too recalcitrant, so he had to help him deal with it, and ended up being bombed like mountains and seas.

who are you?

what did you do to my brother

You let him answer the phone!

The other party came aggressively, and the relatives did not recognize him. Ji Qing thought that this situation was not something he could solve, so he hung up the phone neatly, and then turned off the phone.

The world is clean.

But thanks to the phone call, Ji Qing finally remembered that he was fifteen today.He went downstairs to buy some ingredients, and worked in the kitchen all morning—the Lantern Festival is no better than glutinous rice balls, they can't be refrigerated, so they can only be made fresh.

However, the Lantern Festival he got out of was not worthy of his efforts at all. Everyone had their own ideas and looked strange.

"What is it?" Ji Qing took a sip, thinking that he might not be able to go far in cooking all his life.

He went downstairs again to buy a bag of quick-frozen glutinous rice balls and resigned himself to his fate.

Long Fang leaned against the bed and was scolded.

Today is fifteen, even if Long Fang doesn't come home at night, he will go home during the holidays, and their family is very particular about this stuff.So the whole family waited all morning, not only did not wait for Long Fang, but the wild man answered the phone, so it exploded.

Although he was forced to come out of the closet, his family saw that he hadn't had a boyfriend for so many years, and he was just dating - after being taught a lesson, there were "fewer" dating, and he was looking forward to the day when he would "reform".

In the end, I don’t know what Ji Qing told his sister. Long Fang was scolded bloody as soon as he turned on the phone. He endured the nausea and talked about it before he explained it. It’s not a boyfriend, but a friend. There is no dating, just drinking Borrow one more night.

I don't know if his sister believes it or not.

But when he was explaining, Ji Qing walked in with glutinous rice balls, his expression was as usual, and he didn't know if he had heard Long Fang's definition of him.

He must have heard it.Long thought about it.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with what he said, but when he explained, he unconsciously opened up the relationship between the two people, which seemed a little unreasonable.

It may be to reassure his sister, or it may be to reassure himself.

Ji Qing didn't say anything, he didn't even change his expression, he just asked him to remember to eat after talking on the phone.

Then go out.

He was afraid that if he was inside, Long Fang would not be able to speak casually.

Long Fang watched him go out, subconsciously rubbed his fingertips on the quilt, not knowing what he meant.

Why are you being so nice to yourself all of a sudden?

What Ji Qing did from last night to now made Long Fang a little unpredictable, and he always felt that he had evil intentions.

"Hey - did you listen to me, you don't know what day it is today? Mom and Dad -"

Long Fang interrupted her: "Got it, I'll be back when I'm free."

"Which day are you free? Long Fang, how old are you, and you are still as narrow-minded as a child, do you think it is appropriate?"

"It's suitable." Long Fang rolled up the quilt carelessly, "I'm just narrow-minded, genetic, and there's no way around it. If they don't want to wait, they'll just leave. It's not the first time."

Long Fang was born in 96. At that time, his grandfather's coal mine hadn't recovered, and his family was not as rich as it is now. Except for him and his sister, the whole family was trying to make money.

But making money is not so easy, if one is not good, it is easy to neglect the family - unfortunately, Long Fang and his sister Long Yue are the unlucky ones who are neglected.

Because Long Yue is older and understands things, he can see things openly, but Long Fang can't do it anymore. He can't see his parents all year round, so he feels angry in his heart.

Later, when the family situation got better, he thought that his parents would not have to wake up early and work late at night, but the grandfather who said he was going to move to real estate suddenly passed away, and this task naturally fell on his parents.

Everything was difficult at the beginning, and his parents were afraid of disappointing his grandfather's expectations, so they disappeared more and more, and Long Yue became Long Fang's second "mother".But Long Yue was ten years older than Long Fang. When Long Fang was in elementary school, she was already in high school. She was busy with schoolwork, so she had to send Long Fang to live in school.

Long Fang lived on campus from the first grade of elementary school until he graduated from university, and he had no sense of belonging to his family at all.

He and Long Yue can still see each other once a week, but with his parents, it's all due to fate. Later, his parents suddenly woke up and asked him what presents he wanted every New Year's day, and promised to come back to accompany him. he.

Long Fang really believed it, he had been waiting since the morning, but in the end he only waited for a cold phone call.

How busy that must have been.

Later, Long Fang celebrated his birthday, and the two busy people finally found time to stay at home for a day, but it turned out that it was a working day, and Long Fang had to go to class.

After finally finishing school, Long Fang flew home, but only had time to see a note. There was a problem with the company, and the two flew away again.

After that, it will be difficult for Long Fang to trust anyone anymore.

He absolutely hates being lied to.

Even if the family business is prosperous now, his parents don't have to work as hard as before, and he doesn't have much interest in going home. Except for going back to have a meal during the holidays, he spends time outside.

Therefore, "every year and festival" has a different meaning in their family.

It is a rare family reunion.

Because his parents felt wronged, they were so guilty that they didn't even dare to say serious words to him. When Long Yue scolded him, he could still hear them trying to persuade him to fight.

It was the same on the day he was caught coming out of the closet. Long Yue pressed him on the table and smoked him. His parents went from shock to rage, and then from rage to calm, but in the end they just said "Forget it" and helped fight. .

He sometimes finds it funny, what kind of home is this.

Long Fang already had a terrible headache, listening to this series of cursing was like listening to flies buzzing, it took a long time to distinguish one or two of them.

Using his knowledge of Chinese in junior high school, he summed up the general idea, in short, he is not sensible.

Long Fang was not close to his parents, but he had 12 points of patience with Long Yue. He endured the discomfort in his heart and listened to her scolding from beginning to end. In the end, when the other party Ming Jin withdrew his troops, he said "Thank you, Your Majesty, for not killing him." kindness".

Long Yue: "..."

After hanging up the phone, Long Fang let go for two seconds.

Then he went to get the glutinous rice balls that Ji Qing put on the bedside. Unfortunately, he didn't know if he had been lying down for too long, or he was simply hungry and hypoglycemic. As soon as he stood up, his eyes darkened. on the ground.

Ji Qing probably didn't go far, opened the door and came in when he heard the noise, and saw him kneeling on the ground, holding the wardrobe with one hand, his face turned pale.

Ji Qing picked him up, put him back on the bed, and tried his forehead temperature: "What's uncomfortable?"

"It's okay," Long Fang closed his eyes for a while, "I'm hungry."

Lying on the bed, he thought, could he have drunk a fake bar?Otherwise, why is it so powerful?

What is the name of the store, he is going to complain.

While feeding him glutinous rice balls, Ji Qing said, "Most of the production crew didn't get up today, Director Wang gave you a day off. You can go back to sleep after eating."

Oh yes.

Long Fang suddenly remembered that at ten o'clock today, the crew was going to fly to Hengdian, and it was already two o'clock in the afternoon.

According to the virtues of last night, I am afraid that the entire crew has changed their contracts.

No wonder Director Wang didn't come to remind him.

"That's it." Long Fang murmured to himself, stretching out his hand to catch the bowl in Ji Qing's hand, feeding it like this seemed strange.

But Ji Qing shrank back a bit and didn't give it to him.

Long Fang tried twice and didn't get over it, so he let him go.When he finished eating, he seemed to inadvertently ask, "Where did you go a few days ago?"

Ji Qing paused when he got up.

Long Fang looked at him, not knowing what he was expecting.

"My eldest sister got married and went back to her hometown." Ji Qing didn't even write a draft when he said nonsense, "Why, didn't Director Wang tell you?"

Long Fang was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed.

Ji Qing was such a person, how could he expect to hear a single word of truth from him.

Isn't this asking for trouble.

"No," he said.

Ji Qing turned around and went out, Long Fang lowered his head again, twitching the corners of his mouth helplessly, thinking, even if you said it was because you didn't want to see me anymore.

He tightened and loosened his grip on the hair, and his messy hair became more and more frizzy, and he didn't know who he was competing with.

You have already left, what are you doing when you come back.

Is it fun.

Do you have to watch me love you to death before you are willing to leave?

How much hatred?

Long Fang didn't go back to sleep, didn't even stay longer, and took a taxi back home with the sobriety that came out of his skull.

He was caught by his sister as soon as he entered the house, and the two busy people didn't say no to waiting, and sat on the sofa to wait for him, just like Long Fang used to move a bench to sit at the door.

It's a pity that Long Fang was not as lucky as them back then, and who else can wait for him to come back.

Long Fang simply said hello and went upstairs without saying anything.

Lying on the bed, for some reason, he suddenly remembered the scent of lavender that lingered around him the night before.

And the hands that hold themselves.

Ji Qing sent Long Fang away, and didn't go back to the small broken house, but went back to Xishan directly.The house is very tidy, the unfinished takeaways from the previous night have been cleaned up, the curtains have been pulled open, and the clothes are hanging out on the balcony - the cleaning lady has already come.

There was also a post-it note on the TV, to the effect of accusing him of forgetting about going out and leaving the power off—not once or twice, Ji Qing felt a little ashamed at the beginning, but now let her go, let’s talk about it when it blows up .

He didn't sleep well all night. Firstly, Long Fang was next to him, so he inevitably had some immoral thoughts; secondly, because of Long Fang, probably because of the alcohol, Long Fang slept very restlessly, humming.Ji Qing hugged him and coaxed him, and it took him a long time to calm down.

He heard every word of Long Fang's conversation with his sister outside.But so what, Long Fang said nothing wrong.Their relationship is just that shallow.

Shallow to a little farther away, you can't get in touch.

But Ji Qing was still a little bit wronged, he had already let him down like this, why when he spoke, he couldn't bear to give himself a little tone?

Wang Kequn said he had no heart, and Xu Yang also called him ruthless, but he is a human being, how can a human be heartless and ruthless?

But it is not yet useful.

He will also be uncertain about a relationship, and he will hesitate.And the beginning of hesitation, from love.

Is it really impossible for me and Long Fang?

That's why he doesn't want to have anything to do with him?

……

After taking a shower, Ji Qing looked at himself in the mirror and thought, but I still want to try.