[Zhoudu] Qingzhoudu is frivolous

A casual call from Luo Wenzhou's mother came in like a cannonball that blasted Luo Wenzhou and Fei Du out of bed at the same time. The moment he got up in a hurry, Fei Du caught a glimpse of the body reaction under Luo Wenzhou's trousers that he could see clearly even without glasses. The slightly faster heartbeat that I was just doing dressage at first turned into a galloping horse.

Luo Wenzhou almost fled in despair.

Fei Du was left alone in the room, sitting on the bed in a daze, even thinking that all this was just a dream.It wasn't until he pressed his cold palm to his hot cheek that he managed to pull himself out of his dizziness.

Even though nothing happened just now, Fei Du adjusted the hem of his shirt with some guilt, buttoned it to the top, and then walked out of the room frivolously.

What was even more embarrassing was that when Fei Du finished putting on the shoes he had taken off in front of the bedroom door and wanted to go into the bathroom to wash his hands, he happened to collide with Luo Wenzhou, who came out of the bathroom with his chest heaving as if he had just finished a sprint. full of.They politely apologized, and carefully wiped each other's clothes, neither of them dared to look into the other's eyes.

Luo Wenzhou's father, Luo Cheng, went to dinner with his old comrades in arms tonight, and his mother, Mu Xiaoqing, entertained Fei Du very warmly.She kept praising Feidu for being gentle and courteous, as gentle as jade, and repeatedly told her big man to take good care of his new classmates.Luo Wenzhou scratched his head and scratched his ears while agreeing to pick up some food for Fei Du. When Fei Du bowed his head to eat the food, he looked at Luo Wenzhou from the corner of his eye, and found that Luo Wenzhou was also looking at himself from the corner of his eye.

Three people and one cat had a sumptuous and delicious dinner in a superficially relaxed and cheerful atmosphere.After the meal, Mu Xiaoqing stuffed Fei Du with a few boxes of exquisitely packaged candy snacks, all of which were Fei Du's favorite flavors.

"Come over to eat often in the future, just ask the big guy to tell me what you want to eat." The door opened only to find that it was drizzling outside. Fei Du declined Mu Xiaoqing's proposal to drive him home, and Luo Wenzhou went in to find Chased out the long maroon plaid umbrella and said to send him to take a taxi.

Cool night and late autumn, quiet and few people, the long maroon umbrella opens up a small world, keeping the cold wind and rain out of the world.Fei Du and Luo Wenzhou were silent all the way, obviously each was full of thoughts, walking side by side became blank again.

When he was more than ten meters away from the intersection where he could take a taxi, Luo Wenzhou seemed to muster up his courage suddenly, and put an arm around Fei Du's shoulder, pulling him into his arms.

——This is a posture that can be advanced, attacked, retreated, or defended.Of course, you can think in the direction of ambiguity, but when boys become close, they call each other brothers, and sometimes they can hook shoulders.Luo Wenzhou left room for Fei Du and himself.

Perhaps it was precisely because of this leeway that Fei Du didn't back away immediately. Even though he really experienced a "disturbed mind" during this short distance of more than ten meters, he didn't back away after all.He lowered his head slightly, watching the moist and silent rain fall in front of the steps they took at the same time, but his body involuntarily leaned against the warm body temperature.

"See you tomorrow, no, see you on Monday." Luo Wenzhou stretched out his hand to cover Fei Du's head, so that Fei Du wouldn't hit his head when he got into the taxi, told Fei Du to fasten his seat belt, and then closed the car door with some reluctance. .Sitting in the car, Fei Du stretched out his hand and squeezed the arm on the side that was just close to Luo Wenzhou, feeling a burst of warmth.

When we got to the door of the apartment, Luo Wenzhou called.Fei Du opened the door and entered the room, hesitantly answered Luo Wenzhou's call—he was a little afraid of what Luo Wenzhou would say on the phone.

"Hello, monitor." Fei Du tried his best to sound calm and calm.

"Are you home?" The voice on the other end of the phone was very soft, he had never heard Luo Wenzhou speak in such a soft voice.

"Well, I just arrived." Fei Du was somewhat conflicted. On the one hand, he wanted to continue listening to the voice, but on the other hand, he was eager to end the call before there was room for maneuver.

"Do you have time tomorrow?" Luo Wenzhou asked cautiously, but Fei Du stopped talking.

"If you have time, why don't you go to the library to do your homework together? You haven't written Ye Hyenian's math paper yet, have you? This time the paper is very difficult. If I don't guide you, you will definitely have the last two big questions on Monday. Take my copy, believe it or not?" Maybe seeing that he didn't speak, Luo Wenzhou immediately made amends in a long-winded manner.

Fei Du understood, and heaved a sigh of relief: "Okay, let's go to the library together tomorrow."

From that day on, Fei Du and Luo Wenzhou have maintained such an ambiguous relationship.Luo Wenzhou was a very considerate person, every time he took a tentative step forward, Fei Du would subconsciously back away.As soon as Fei Du withdrew, Luo Wenzhou would immediately stop, find love on the spot, and maintain their relationship in front of a layer of window paper.

If possible, Fei Du hopes that their relationship can continue like this forever.They will never be able to explain exactly what they are doing. Without this clear responsibility, he and Luo Wenzhou can withdraw at any time.Whenever Luo Wenzhou meets someone truly worthy of him, he can go after him with confidence.Whenever Fei Du felt that he was no longer able to contend with the demons of the abyss, he could let go of Luo Wenzhou and fall down by himself.

And in the short and frivolous years before falling into the abyss, at least Fei Du was happy.

Every day, he could see this vigorous and green Luo Wenzhou smiling and saying good morning to himself; Luo Wenzhou would hand him a steaming, nutritious breakfast, and finish it with him; they were almost side by side After class and after class, when Fei Du was distracted during class, he would use his peripheral vision to peek at Luo Wenzhou's handsome profile; during evening self-study, he could ask Luo Wenzhou any questions he couldn't write, and there were almost no questions that the class leader, a top student, didn't know how to do; Luo Wenzhou He even tailored a sprint review plan for the college entrance examination for him, and urged him to work hard; after evening self-study, Luo Wenzhou would always send Fei Du home first, and every time he stopped at the apartment building and said good night to each other—Luo Wenzhou never crossed the line .

Three days before the college entrance examination, the third grade of senior high school began to have a holiday.Luo Wenzhou sent Fei Du downstairs to the apartment for the last time, and when Fei Du was about to say good night, he reached out and grabbed him.

Fei Du: "..."

"Fei Du, can you give me a chance after the college entrance examination? I have something to tell you." It was the familiar burning eyes.

Fei Du knew what Luo Wenzhou wanted to say. In fact, the two of them knew very well that if these words were spoken, it might be the end of this happy time.But Fei Du still nodded: "Yeah. I'll contact you after the exam, and you'll work hard for the college entrance exam."

Luo Wenzhou: "Okay, you go for it too."

Fei Du squeezed out a faint smile, and said goodnight to Luo Wenzhou.

The first day of the college entrance examination arrived as scheduled.Fei Du and Luo Wenzhou's exam room were far apart, and they didn't contact each other the day before the exam.Fei Du entered the examination room with light clothes, but his mood was not as relaxed as it appeared on the surface.Originally, he didn't care about the college entrance examination at all, because he really didn't worry about a diploma or a job.But at this moment, he had a feeling that he was going to the examination room for Luo Wenzhou. In order to live up to Luo Wenzhou's efforts to improve his grades during this time, Fei Du felt that he had to get good grades in the exam.

After the subject exam in the afternoon, Fei Du felt good about himself, and when he walked out of the exam room, there was still a faint smile on his face.But this smile disappeared without a trace when he saw the people waiting outside the examination room.

The person standing in a black car was wearing a suit and leather shoes, but it wasn't the driver, let alone Fei Chengyu, but Su Cheng.A person who has followed Fei Chengyu for more than ten years and has quite a status in Fei's Group.He shouldn't be here.

Fei Du's face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost in an instant. Before he reached the front of the car, Su Cheng hurried over to greet him: "Young master, something happened to your father."

The black car drove directly from the examination room to the hospital. Fei Du stood in the corridor of the hospital with a schoolbag on his back, staring at the red light on the door of the operating room without saying a word.

This afternoon, shortly after the start of the exam for the second subject, Fei Chengyu's car collided head-on with a truck at a bend in a road with high traffic accidents. Fei Chengyu's driver and the truck driver died on the spot, leaving Fei Chengyu dying Cheng Yu was quickly sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.The operation lasted a full six hours, but the results were not satisfactory.

The doctor said that Fei Chengyu had suffered severe brain damage, and currently he could only rely on equipment to maintain his life, and the chance of waking up was very slim.

Someone around Fei Du tried to persuade him, "It's okay, your father must be a lucky man"; someone started talking behind his back, talking about the transfer of power in the company; Saying this"; the person who was interrupted had dissatisfaction written on his face, and muttered in a low voice, "The chairman is lying here, the company can't stop running for a second"...

The world suddenly became quiet.Fei Du automatically blocked out all the noise.

During this upheaval, he always watched with cold eyes, as if the person lying in the ICU at the moment was not his biological father, whose blood was thicker than water, but a stranger.

In the end, he shook his hand at the adult closest to him: "If there's nothing else, I'll go back first, and I have an exam tomorrow."

So the driver took Fei Du back to the apartment.

After entering the room, Fei Du almost knelt on the floor, even he was a little surprised by his body's reaction.There was no light in the apartment, the huge house was pitch black, and the silence was eerily eerie.A voice in his head told himself repeatedly: "Fei Chengyu will never wake up again." He had fantasized about ways to get rid of Fei Chengyu countless times, but he never expected that Fei Chengyu would not be able to wait until he put his fantasies into action. one day.

He raised his hand to touch his face and found that it was a little wet.He wept.I can't tell whether it's tears of joy or tears of sadness.He was overwhelmed by mixed feelings for a while, and at this moment he felt the phone in his trouser pocket vibrate.

The message from Luo Wenzhou: "Retire early tonight, and continue to work hard tomorrow."

Fei Du let out a breath slowly, and barely controlled his trembling fingers to type out "Got it, you too, come on tomorrow".

It must be that the cold light of the phone screen was too dazzling, which made him have to close his eyes and turn off the phone completely after sending this message.

That night, Fei Du didn't listen to the monitor's heart-warming reminder, but casually made a bowl of instant noodles to appease his rumbling stomach, and then turned on the computer to send emails to Fei's senior management one by one.

He needs to rally support.

Fei Chengyu's situation is almost a foregone conclusion, and Fei Du must stand up in time to take over the power of the company.This matter cannot be delayed for a moment, and if he hesitates or is careless, he may miss the opportunity.After all, he is only a senior high school graduate. Apart from his little blood relationship with Fei Chengyu, he has no roots in Fei's.

He seemed to be thrown into the battlefield as soon as he came out of the college entrance examination room.There is no blood on this battlefield, but there are wolves around.He hastily put on the heavy armor, held the invincible sword, and started a man's stubborn resistance.

Fei Du was busy until early in the morning when he collapsed on the sofa to take a nap. When the alarm clock rang, he picked up his schoolbag and rushed to the next day's college entrance examination.

When he arrived at the examination room, Fei Du saw Luo Wenzhou among the crowd.Luo Wenzhou didn't see himself, he just walked towards his examination room with his schoolbag on his back.It was sunny yesterday, but today it is cloudy and rainy.Fei Du just quietly watched Luo Wenzhou's back go further and further away until he disappeared.

His sunshine is gone.His high school career is over.