Two trees make a forest

The morning sun shines into the room, illuminating the whole room, I opened my heavy eyelids, and vaguely watched the bright beams of light coming in through the glass.My left hand is holding Mu Xizi's smooth back, her breath is beating against my chest, I know that what happened last night really happened.I clearly remember every moment of last night.In the bright morning, I greeted it with full anticipation.I seem to hear birds chirping outside the window, the tinkling of spring water, and the laughter of the sun covering its mouth.

"What are you laughing at?" Mu Xizi just woke up, his voice was sticky.

I watched Mu Xizi rubbing his eyes, and then continued to lie on my body, as if he still had no plans to get up.My fingertips brushed slowly over Mu Xizi's smooth back, as if stroking a piece of fine silk, smooth and comfortable.When I lowered my head, I could see Mu Xizi with sleepy eyes, and I was in a very happy mood: "I'm laughing at you, a director who stays in bed."

Mu Xizi hugged me coquettishly: "Because in my dream I don't need to go to work, I don't need to be responsible, so I can do whatever I want."

Dream?I stroked Mu Xizi's smooth long hair with my hand, thinking to myself: Mu Xizi only thinks this is a dream?Suddenly, I became playful, and I deliberately asked Mu Xizi: "Then Mu Xizi, do you still remember what you said in your dream?"

Mu Xizi rested his head on my chest, his big eyes flickered: "That sentence."

I turned over and pressed Mu Xizi on the bed, approached her slowly, deliberately sneered and played tricks: "That's the sentence, the nasty words." I saw Mu Xizi's snow-like cheeks flushed, I was very happy, and continued to tease her Looking at her: "Say it again, I'm afraid that if you wake up from the dream, you won't say it again."

Mu Xizi looked at me seriously, her hand slowly brushed across my cheek, and her voice suddenly became melancholy: "Yes, I won't talk anymore after I wake up from the dream." Mu Xizi stopped talking , looked at me intently, rubbed his fingers on my mouth, and then said to me carefully word by word: "Duoduo, I like you, I love you."

Mu Xizi’s confession, I waited from childhood to adulthood, from Pingzhou to Shanghai, from Shanghai to Beijing, from A University to art, from youthful and ignorant to full of thoughts, never to confide easily, and finally from dream to reality.Although Mu Xizi thought it was just a dream.Then I just hope that this dream can last for a long time, and don't wake up until the end of time.

I slowly took Mu Xizi's restless fingers into my mouth, bit them lightly, and slowly leaned towards her.There was an expectation that there was no need to hide any more in his eyes, and his fingers began to rub against Mu Xizi's temples.

Seeing the undisguised joy at the corner of Mu Xizi's mouth and the deep love in her eyes, I bit her jade-like finger hard.Mu Xizi cried out in pain, she looked at me in horror, the words in her mouth were instantly cold: "This is not a dream."

I just want this effect.Even if it is frozen three feet, I want Mu Xizi to wake up from this dream and face our current situation directly.If the boat is broken, it must be broken cleanly.This layer of window paper has been pierced.I am happy and anxious.Because I saw from Mu Xizi's eyes that her burning flame of love was slowly cooling down.My heart trembled, fearing that she would deny it.The self-confidence that had built up last night began to crumble.I regret pulling Mu Xizi out of the dream, but I have to be so cruel.After all, we are both human beings living in the moment.If possible, I also hope to escape into Mu Xizizhu's dream.

Mu Xizi's hand was withdrawn from my mouth, and I stopped stroking her hand.Mu Xizi's eyes are a little cold, the cold wind of the twelfth lunar month blows into my heart.Mu Xizi slipped out from between me, and picked up pieces of clothes that had fallen on the floor and were already separated from each other, while I remained rigid on the bed in the original position.My heart lake started to freeze.I clearly heard the sound of running water coming from the toilet. I lowered my head, witnessing that my teardrops fell on the quilt, melted into the quilt, and turned into a sad flower, without a fragrant smell.

Jiujiu's arched back began to feel cold, and my shoulders felt a little tired. I collapsed and fell on the bed, where Mu Xizi was still lying a few minutes ago.It's a pity that there is no residual temperature of her on it.The heavy quilt did not bring me any warmth. I slowly curled up and closed my heavy eyelids. I felt like I had fallen into hell, stuck on the mountain of knives, and submerged in the hot oil pan. Burned with fire.

Before leaving, Mu Xizi finally said, "I, I'm going to start work first." Then, there were the sound of her hurried footsteps and the sound of closing the door indifferently.

Without Mu Xizi's protection, I fell into hell and continued to be tortured.I heard countless little ghosts whispering in my ears, as if laughing at my audacity, cowardice, and wishful thinking.I even forgot to breathe, I just felt that a good heart was pierced by thousands of sharp swords, sliced ​​by sharp blades, and abandoned in the millennium cold pool, and I couldn't redeem myself for the heinous crime I committed.I felt gusts of cold wind blowing from around me, blowing into my empty chest, I shrunk into a shrimp shape, and hugged my calves tightly, hoping to gain some warmth.As everyone knows, Mu Xizi, who brought me sunshine, has already left. There is no sunshine in my world, only snowflakes all over the sky, and biting cold wind.

I hid in the quilt and shivered. Last night's arrogance and intimacy came one after another, but they were not medicine to bring me comfort, but loud slaps one after another that made me lose my way.Those who don't know are innocent, but I did what I knew I couldn't do.I lost my dignity, myself, and Mu Xizi.Even if she likes me, but she doesn't want to admit me, no amount of effort is useless.The best proof is her cold eyes.Whether she is affectionate or ruthless.For her, I can only squeeze in her dream and linger on.Unfortunately, that's not what I want.What I want, more, more. . .

I ran on the bluestone slab, holding the string of the kite in my hand.I ran hard, hoping that the kite in the sky would not fall down.Regardless of the cold bluestone slabs or barbed weeds under my feet, I run hard, hoping that the kite in the sky can soar in the blue sky.I never know what the kite in my hand thinks, I just hope that I can keep running, no matter how others ridicule and contempt.Even my dad came after me and told me that there was no kite in the sky, but I didn't believe it, because the string in my hand didn't fall off.I keep running.I saw Wu Ying, and saw that he also had a beautiful kite in his hand, but he didn't let him fly into the sky.I ran and asked him why he didn't fly the kite.Wu Ying smiled and said that it would fly in the sky, but she still held it firmly in her hand.I ran across the endless river, I ran across the towering mountains, I even ran to the end of the Qingshiban road, and I couldn't see it one step further.I heard the squirrels jumping and telling me not to go in, don't go in, if you go in, you won't be able to get out.But I didn't stop because I couldn't let my kite fall.I took a big step forward without hesitation. It turned out that it was not the end, but the beginning of the abyss.I fell in, but the kite string in my hand was not loose, but I saw my kite trying to fly to the blue sky in the cracks, getting farther and farther away from me.I tried my best to reach out to grab it, but the kite string in my hand was carried by the kite and floated into the sky.I can only watch helplessly as my kite floats farther and farther, becoming a black spot in the distant sky.The abyss made an old voice: "It doesn't belong to you, so it flew away. You couldn't keep her, so she left." I continued to fall in weightlessness, whispering in my mouth: "Who is she... "

Someone you should have given up on long ago.

Suddenly, I woke up from my sleep.I looked around, the sun's beams had moved away, and the room was getting a little dark.The quiet house reveals that I am alone here.I fell powerlessly on the bed, not knowing where to pour the bitterness in my heart.I put it on on my stomach, tears flowed wantonly from my eyes, and I was exhausted physically and mentally.I didn't expect Mu Xizi's reaction to be so big, I didn't expect her reaction to be so indifferent.I didn't even realize that it was a pain that I couldn't bear.

When I got up from the bed and saw the clothes all over the floor, only mine was left, I felt bitter in my heart.I picked up the clothes one by one, feeling that each one was a joke.I ruthlessly threw them into the trash can, then went into the bathroom, turned on the cold water, and let the cold water comfort the pain all over my body.After I tidied up, I stood in front of the dressing table, looked at myself in a mess in the mirror, and felt a cool breeze in my heart.I gripped the edge of the stage tightly, trying to hold back my personality.Before going out, I twisted out the garbage bag myself and threw it away, then put my hands in my pockets, and walked to the set as if nothing happened.I hope that after a walk, I can really walk out of heartlessness, and finally I can laugh at myself: that is just a dream.laugh it off.

My appearance surprised everyone, and the resting Lan Die even came over to care: "Sister Shuyao, are you feeling better?"

I looked towards the crowded place and found Mu Xizi's figure. I was very sad, and my face was sick, but I pretended to be fine: "It's much better, let's see what else I need to do?"

Lan Die took my hand and walked to the shooting site: "If you are not in good health, you should take a good rest. The director Mu agrees that you should rest, why are you still looking for trouble. It is not good if the condition worsens." I am indeed asking for it Eat bitterly, and don't eat bitterly if you don't die.

When we walked over, the sharp-eyed assistant director Yang turned to express my condolences, and I continued to pretend that nothing happened.From the beginning to the end, I didn't see any sign of Mu Xizi turning around.I smiled bitterly, feeling that my extravagant hope was really extravagant, and I could only swallow this bitterness by myself.After bidding farewell to my colleagues, I went back to the hotel and fell on the bed and could only lick my self-inflicted wounds.I don't know when it gets dark, I don't know when Mu Xizi will come back, because I fell asleep again, or fainted.This time, I slept more restlessly, hot and cold, floating in the sky and in the valley. . .

This dream was a bit long, so long that I woke up in the dream.The naughty Duoduo made me tell my truth again.I thought I could be unscrupulous in my dreams.It's a pity that Duoduo bit me.I woke up instantly, this was not a dream.Not even yesterday was a dream.I feel like I'm in an ice cellar, although Duo Duo is laughing, but I can't laugh.Because this is not a dream.This is a fact.The fact is that I slept with Duoduo.Although we all expressed our hearts, we fell asleep right away.It happened so suddenly that I was at a loss for a while.I don't know how to face Duoduo, whether as a director, as a friend, or as a couple.Honestly, I'm not ready yet.This place I fled in a hurry.When work started, Assistant Director Yang was asking Duoduo, so I made up an excuse saying that she was sick and would not come today.But I know that it is me who is sick, I have a heart disease, I look forward to a lot, but I am afraid of her response.What am I afraid of?Loving but impotent?How should I get along with Duoduo next?Do I accept her now?How should I introduce her to the outside world?Say she is my girlfriend, or am I her girlfriend? . . .A series of questions came and went, my mind was in a mess, and I didn't know what I was shooting all day.I heard Duoduo's voice in the afternoon, and she was standing behind me. I nervously grasped my fingers, my heart was beating rapidly, and cold sweat began to break out.I never knew that it took so much courage to accept a relationship.Fortunately, Duoduo didn't stay longer, otherwise I was afraid that I would lose control of myself and make trouble on the set, and even hurt Duoduo.I don't want to get hurt too much, no matter who hurt her, not even me.When I returned from work, Duoduo was sleeping. When I went back after dinner, Duoduo was sleeping. When I woke up the next day, Duoduo was still sleeping. I thought Duoduo was hiding from me, or didn’t want to see me.I feel that I have hurt a lot of my heart, I am such a bad person.In front of the camera, I hesitated whether to change Duoduo, so as not to embarrass me and her.When I'm ready, maybe it can continue or start over.

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Touch Duoduo and hug Duoduo Mu Xizi, that villain corner to reflect