Spring is waiting for the flowers to bloom

Luo, leaning on me, silent and did not speak.

On the way, we arrived in Hong Kong for a connecting flight, followed by a longer flight.

On the plane, we fell asleep with our heads leaning against each other. We ate something on the way. The roar of the plane and the high-altitude reaction made me dizzy and vomit. Ran Jingyu has been helping me massage and taking good care of me.

After finally falling asleep, there was another violent turbulence, the plane landed, the airport door opened, bright light came in, and fresh air came in.

I was hugged by Ran Jingyu and walked out of the cabin, stepping on the solid land, I was still immersed in dizziness, without any sense of reality.

The person who picked up the plane had been waiting for a long time. He was an Englishman in a suit and leather tie. He was a gentleman, handsome, and greeted him politely. He said that his name was Mark, and he was an employee of Mr. Ran. Mr. Ran was busy and sent him to pick up the plane.

The Mr. Ran he was talking about was Ran Jingyu's elder brother, Ran Haoyu.

Ran Jingyu pointed to the box at the back, Mark went to get the box, Ran Jingyu hugged me all the time, with a worried look on her face.

We walked out of the airport hall with Mark, stood at the door, and waited for Mark to drive the car over. The car came from a distance, and before the door was opened, the door opened automatically, and a large bouquet of bright flowers appeared from the car.

"surprise!"

A magnetic voice came from behind the bouquet. The man was a head taller than 178's Ran Jingyu, with a refined and clean appearance.

"Bai Owen? Why are you here?"

Ran Jingyu didn't show any surprise, but was rather disgusted.

"What's the matter? Did you think it was Brother Haoyu? Hehe~ He has something to do and can't leave, let me pick you up... guys!"

Bai Owen's eyes turned to me, and I forced a smile on my pale and haggard face.

"She is the friend you mentioned. Hello, my name is Bai Owen."

Bai Owen stretched out his hand, his warm smile was the only kindness I felt when I came to this strange place.

"Hi, my name is Lin Kexin."

"Ignore him."

Just as I was about to shake hands with him, I was dragged into the car by Ran Jingyu. I felt really uncomfortable, so I had to smile apologetically at him.

I got in the car and leaned against Jingyu, my stomach was rolling and uncomfortable, I vomited up on the plane, and there was nothing to vomit, so I had to close my eyes and endure it.

Ran Jingyu patted me to comfort me, and kept arguing with Bai Owen, knowing in words that the two families are family friends, Bai Owen and Ran Jingyu grew up together, and Bai Owen came to the UK to study a year earlier, we will be in the same university, so , I know that in the future life, this Bai Owen will often appear no matter what his identity is, but I never thought that the appearance of this man would turn into an emotional entanglement between the three of them.

The car sent us to the apartment, and as soon as we entered, Ran Jingyu turned Bai Owen away on the grounds that he was tired from traveling and needed to rest.

The house is big, clean and tidy, with all the facilities inside.

The two bedrooms were neatly tidied up, and the closets were full of beautiful clothes. Whether it was room decoration, clothes or shoes, there were two completely different styles. I knew this was what Ran Jingyu requested.

She said that her brother would satisfy her request unconditionally.

We got acquainted with the living environment briefly. I put the bag containing my mother's wooden box in the cabinet and lay on the bed dizzy, unwilling to move any more. Ran Jingyu poured hot water for me and left quietly.

I didn't fall asleep. One was my physical discomfort, and the other was my panic about this strange environment.

In the evening, I heard someone knocking on the door. It was Bai Owen. He said that Ran Yuhao had reserved a table at the restaurant and wanted to invite Ran Jingyu to dinner. Ran Jingyu hesitated and refused. I know it was because of me. She and her brother hadn't seen each other for a long time, so she should miss him very much. , I got up and went out, saying that I was hungry and I could just eat something.

Ran Jingyu was still a little worried about my body, I smiled easily to reassure her.

I changed my clothes and went out.

The restaurant is very high-end and very quiet. People were talking softly. I couldn't concentrate, and occasionally a sentence or two drifted into my ears, but I couldn't hear it clearly.

Ran Jingyu ordered food first because she was afraid that I would be hungry. She is very familiar with Western food and knows my taste, which saved me from embarrassment.Ran Jingyu kept holding me in her arms, stroking my forehead constantly, Bai Owen looked at us and smiled without saying a word.

Ran Yuhao finally appeared. He was a replica of Ran Zhenhai. He was tall and burly, with stern and silent eyes, but when he saw Ran Jingyu, he showed a kind smile. The one who came with him was a gentle and beautiful woman, who followed closely behind him , is his wife, Ran Jingyu's sister-in-law, Li Yueran.

Bai Owen politely got up and said hello,

"Brother Haoyu, sister-in-law."

I also got up and nodded and smiled at the two of them.

Ran Jingyu didn't get up, she pouted complainingly,

"I haven't seen you for so long and you didn't come to pick me up, and now you're making me wait for so long, what's wrong? Are you not welcome or wish I didn't come at all!"

Li Yueran seemed to be surprised by Ran Jingyu's playful appearance, she covered her face and smiled,

"This will happen! We have been looking forward to you for a long time. Today your brother planned to pick you up in person, but there was an emergency in the company. You also know that your brother is a workaholic..."

"Okay, okay. Don't explain so much to her. The more you talk, the more trouble she gets. Tell me how you want to make it up!"

Ran Haoyu interrupted Li Yueran, and sat down as if he could settle things down.

Li Yueran also smiled and sat down.

Ran Jingyu laughed when she heard Ran Haoyu's words,

"I'll just say it! Brother still understands me, let's save the conditions first, I'll talk about it later when I think about it, I'm hungry, hurry up and order something to eat!"

Ran Haoyu and Bai Owen glanced at each other, both shook their heads and smiled, then sighed softly at Ran Jingyu, feeling very helpless towards this clever and eccentric younger sister, but their eyes were full of doting.

Although Ran Jingyu's hand was holding my hand all the time, it made me feel at ease, but such an occasion would only make me feel uncomfortable and unfamiliar, so I had to lower my head, be cautious about myself, and observe others.

Li Yueran set her eyes on me and looked me up and down. She is a very gentle woman, always smiling, making people feel kind.

"Xiaojing, this is your friend. I don't want to introduce you. The little girl is so beautiful. What's your name? I'm Xiaojing's sister-in-law, Li Yueran. We will meet often in the future."

Only then did Ran Haoyu cast his gaze on me. I was already nervous and stared at by several pairs of eyes. I became even more nervous and couldn't speak. She shook Ran Jingyu's hand vigorously, and she immediately rescued me

"Her name is Lin Kexin. After a day of flying, she feels a little uncomfortable. Don't take it wrong, sister-in-law!"

I immediately cooperated and showed an apologetic smile, Li Yueran nodded

"Okay, I'll call you Kexin from now on, Kexin is such a nice name."

She turned to Ran Haoyu, hoping to be recognized, and more to test his reaction.

He looked at me indifferently, obviously he didn't welcome my appearance very much, and finally said coldly with a long sigh of relief

"You have to take good care of Xiaojing in the future, you know?"

I nodded timidly.

"Brother, what are you doing? She is my friend, and taking care of her also means taking care of each other! Take care of yourself."

From Ran Haoyu's point of view, I was just a student who came to accompany me, not much different from the servants at home. I didn't expect that my younger sister, who has always been arrogant, would treat him like this because of an outsider I just met. He just wanted to get mad and was stopped by Li Yueran

"Okay, friend, we know that what your brother means is to take care of each other. We, Xiaojing, have grown up and learned to take care of others. This is a good sign."

And turned to me and said,

"Keep, you are a careful child at first glance. Our little Jing is very angry. If you live together, you should be more tolerant of her!"

"I see!"

I didn't call her sister-in-law, because I knew that she had no position, and she was also a very smart woman. Although Ran Haoyu prevented the clear division of identities in his words, it also made me understand my position.

Watching them chat lightly and jokingly, I can only talk about pieces of raw and cold steak stuffed into my mouth, chewing hard, and mechanically swallowing into my stomach, Ran Jingyu thought I was really hungry, and kept putting food on my plate. I can continue to bury my head and swallow.

I was sick to my stomach, and my diet was not suitable, so I didn't eat that meal well, but I also knew that meal had other meanings to me.

☆, ten

Ten

The first half a year passed quickly, and English, especially professional English terminology, was really overwhelming. I thought my English scores were good enough for normal communication, but it was only when I lived here that I realized that such an idea is simply heavenly. Night Tale, from pronunciation to grammar is completely different, everything has to start from scratch.

The language barrier is naturally the first thing to overcome. Bai Owen, who has lived here for more than a year, naturally became our English teacher.

Therefore, most of the time, except for class, the three of us are almost inseparable.

Ran Jingyu and Bai Owen laugh and fight everyday, they treat each other like children without any scruples, but when Bai Owen looks at me, there seems to be a moment of pause in his eyes, I would rather it was just my wild imagination.

He's a great guy, but I never paid attention to him.

In the warm coffee shop in the afternoon, the rich aroma filled the soft halo. I transcribed the parts I didn't understand in class, and listened carefully to Bai Owen's explanation.

"Xin'er, come and taste this cake, it's really delicious!"

I opened my mouth to accept the cake she handed me, without taking my eyes off the book.

Ran Jingyu tasted all kinds of desserts on the table leisurely, and if she thought it was delicious, she would feed it to me in one bite.

"Xiao Jing, can you be serious, you have to take credits to graduate, don't act like you don't care!"

Bai Owen reminded him kindly.

"It's so nerve-wracking, so I don't want to learn it. If I'm careful, I'll definitely pass."

We looked at each other and laughed, Bai Owen could only sigh

"You can't dominate her forever, poor little girl~~"

"Bai Owen, shut up, don't let me call my heart!"

Ran Jingyu suddenly sat up straight, with cold eyes, and said sternly, which scared Bai Owen and me to look up at her.

"It's just a name, what are you doing with such a big reaction? You are domineering, who would dare to marry a woman like you in the future?"

"I want you to take care of it, but I don't need you to marry me. You are really annoying, Xin'er, let's go."

Obediently, I immediately put away the books on the table, followed Ran Jingyu, and left the warm hut!

The cold wind on the street blew up my cotton-padded coat, and I shivered. The hat with my ponytail was pushed up high, and my ears were red from the cold.

Ran Jingyu took off the scarf and wrapped it around me, then pulled off the coat and hugged me in her arms. We looked at each other and smiled, and walked quickly into the howling cold wind.

Classwork is getting more and more heavy, and I need to find materials in the library. I have to do two reports, so I often stay late.

The recent continuous rainy days have made this winter even colder, and the city has been shrouded in humidity and coldness.

It was another wet and rainy night. When we came out of the library, the rain had stopped, and the air was filled with damp and coldness. The dim lights from the windows illuminated the accumulated water on the ground, and layers of water surface appeared when pedestrians walked by and touched the water surface. ripple.

"Bai Owen, why don't you go back?"

Ran Jingyu yawned, stretched her waist greatly, and fell asleep on her stomach while waiting in the library, her back was sore from sleeping!

"I'm fine when I go back. Why is it so late? I'm relieved to send you home."

Bai Owen still had a bright and warm smile, showing neat and white teeth.

"Hehe~ You protect me? You are not ashamed to say it, yes, now that you are grown up, don't you need me to help you fight cockroaches! Hahaha~~"

Ran Jingyu squinted her eyes and showed a sly smile, and deliberately raised the volume of the last few words. When Bai Owen heard it, he shrank his body reflexively, looked around the ground, and realized that he was being teased!

"Ran Jingyu, you are the most poisonous woman, there is no such thing here... No, it all happened when I was a child, I am not afraid now!"

Looking at Bai Owen's face that turns pale and turns red, Ran Jingyu laughed so hard.

Ran Jingyu saw the bakery at the street corner with a smile, and asked,

"Xin'er, are you hungry?"

"Well, kind of."

The three of us only ate sandwiches for the report, and we're really hungry now!

"There's water over there, you're waiting."

Ran Jingyu ran towards the opposite side alone, and the water splashed from her leather boots wet her trouser legs.

"Shouldn't I buy it in this situation? How can I say that I am also a man, and I am really unhappy to be ignored like this!"

I looked at Ran Jingyu's back and smiled without saying a word. The ponytail was a little messy under the weight of the hat. I wanted to tie it up again. Just as I put down my hair, my body was pulled back suddenly. A bicycle was speeding past and almost hit it. Bai Owen's concerned voice,

"Now these children, riding a bicycle is too reckless, what about you? It's okay!"

I looked up at him, he stopped talking, opened his mouth slightly, and looked at me with a fixed expression.

His reaction told me that I, whose long hair was blown up by the wind, had a beauty that surprised him at this moment.

I lowered my head shyly, and when I heard the sound of footsteps, I quickly tied up my hair again, lowered my hat, and looked anxiously at Ran Jingyu, whose expression was close to zero.

Ran Jingyu didn't speak, and pulled me away quickly, leaving Bai Owen who was still in a dazed state behind.

When she got home, Ran Jingyu put down the bread. She was obviously in a bad mood, but she calmed down and said in a low voice:

"There's no more cake, let's have some bread!"

After finishing speaking, he went back to the bedroom alone and lonely, took a shower and went to bed, and never came out again.

For a period of time later, she was always busy, and the threesome became a match between Bai Owen and I, a man and a woman.

Ran Jingyu no longer likes to joke, and the topics between us are becoming less and less.

She began to disappear often, and would not come back drunk until late at night, and sometimes we didn't even communicate for days.

The sudden solitude makes time become silent and indifferent, this feeling is very sad and has nowhere to vent!

Gorgeous lanterns, green Christmas tree, Bai Owen is hanging up beautiful decorations with great interest, I stare at the tumbling water in a daze in the kitchen, Ran Jingyu went out early in the morning, I don’t know where I am going, I don’t know if I will Come back for Christmas.

Although I don't care about this Western holiday, after all, this is our first Christmas here, and I hope we can spend it together!

"Boom boom boom!"

The door was slammed hard and made a loud noise.

Bai Ouwen didn't open the door, I also turned off the fire, and came out of the kitchen, I saw Ran Jingyu being pulled heavily by Ran Haoyu and fell on the sofa, Ran Haoyu held his forehead angrily, Li Yueran followed closely, supported him, with a full face concerns.

I hurried to help Ran Jingyu who was drunk, looked at her nervously, and asked in a low voice,

"What's wrong? What happened?"

"How could you do such a thing? How could you become that kind of person? It's so disappointing. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I couldn't believe it. My sister would, would..."

Ran Haoyu clenched his fists in grief, pressed his lips tightly, gasped angrily, and was so sad that he didn't want to say another word. Obviously, he was extremely disappointed in this sister at this moment!

"Lin Kexin, didn't I tell you to take good care of her? Did you cause her to become what she is today? Does it have anything to do with you?"

Ran Jingyu suddenly raised her head,

"It's all my own problem, it's my choice, and it has nothing to do with anyone else."

There was a cold light in his eyes and he glared at Ran Haoyu, but he never looked at me who was already in a panic.

"Mr. Ran, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I didn't take good care of Jingyu. You can blame me if you want!"

Although I don't know exactly what happened, but Ran Haoyu, who is usually serious and calm, can be so furious. Could it be that he was disappointed in Ran Jingyu drinking and skipping class?In this way, it is indeed my responsibility not to dissuade.

"Don't worry, I will let Jingyu study hard in the future."

But obviously my promise didn't have any effect. Ran Haoyu's anger didn't halve. Finally, under the persuasion of Li Yueran and Bai Owen, he left angrily. Li Yueran and Bai Owen also left. There are only two of us left.

I cooked spaghetti and woke up Ran Jingyu who was nestling on the sofa,

"Jingyu, you're hungry, get up and eat something."

Ran Jingyu sat up, her sad eyes flooded with tears, big teardrops came out of my eyes, dripping on the back of my hand.

"sorry Sorry·····"

This was the first time I saw Ran Jingyu crying, her heart ached like a tear, she gently raised her drooping head, pressed it against her forehead, wiped away her tears, and hugged the weak person in front of her tightly.

"Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will always be with you."

The colored lights lit up outside the window, the brilliant fireworks, and the shadows falling on the floor amidst the dazzling lights, the two trembling figures gradually became blurred and gradually turned into a single person.

Thinking about it now, the lights and fireworks were really beautiful at that time, but they didn't illuminate the sadness of the two of us!

☆, eleven

eleven

Things are far more serious than I imagined.

Listening to Ran Jingyu's sweet love words, there was an English girl named Emily on the other end of the phone, a student from a nearby university.

On Christmas Eve, the girl Ran Haoyu caught and kissed with Ran Jingyu was Emily. He couldn't believe that his sister actually liked girls, and that Ran Haoyu lost control of his emotions like that.

Such feelings cannot help but be unacceptable in a country where the mind is still imprisoned, and even in the UK they will be cast aside.

Ran Jingyu, whose secret was discovered, became even more unscrupulous. For this reason, the brother and sister had many quarrels.

Ran Haoyu didn't tell Ran Zhenhai about Ran Jingyu, he knew the seriousness of the matter, or he still had expectations, thinking that his sister was just a whim and would be fine after a while.

He had many ways to restrict it, such as cutting off the source of income, but he couldn't bear it in the end and could only wait patiently for a miracle to come.

For Ran Jingyu's sudden change, I have to accept it.

Walking alone on the wet and rainy street, the weather has become warmer, but such a rainy day always makes people feel extremely depressed.I don't like such rainy days more and more.

The weather in the UK is always rainy and sunny, especially in winter, it is always humid. I don’t often carry an umbrella, because Ran Jingyu can bring it, but in the next two years, I also learned to bring my own umbrella, because I know that Ran Jingyu can’t Always stay with me again!

At the corner, the two bowed their heads and whispered, occasionally laughing softly. The girl with long hair breaking waves, showing a bright and charming smile, stopped abruptly at a certain moment.

I hurriedly ran upstairs with my head down, returned home and picked up the water glass, spilled the water in a panic, raised my head and gulped down the water to calm myself.

If you just heard about it, there might still be a sliver of hope, but what you have seen with your own eyes is like a small hole being pierced in the heart, and endless pain gushes out until the whole heart is completely torn apart. I was so exhausted that my whole body was emptied, and I had to hold on to prevent myself from falling down.

Ran Jingyu pushed the door open and walked in, sitting on the sofa with her head bowed in silence, the quiet and normal time between the two of us seemed to be in harmony.

The extremely suppressed voice was still trembling, and I didn't want to imagine what kind of expression was behind me.

"Is she Emily?"

"Her name is Jimmy"

The sound was calmer than expected, I continued to gulp water,

"New friends?"

"That's it!"

"What do you like about her?"

"Maybe... she likes to eat strawberry cake!"

"Just this?"

I couldn't believe I was hearing answers that bordered on absurd.

"What about Emily? What do you like about her?"

Ran Jingyu breathed a sigh of relief,

"I don't know, maybe it's her face, but I soon found out that's it."

"Where's Jimmy? I just like eating strawberry cake. How long can you like her?"

"I don't know, I hope it will be longer!"

I went back to the room and sat down on the ground in grief and powerlessness.

The hot water in the shower washed away the tears on my face without leaving a trace.

I don't know why I feel so sad, do you have a different view of love for Ran Jing?Or is it the track that the two of them have already begun to drift away, but what is his insistence on staying by her side?What is it that she treats me wholeheartedly?Is it pity for the weak by the high-end people?Whether she's tired or not, she won't leave for at least five years.

This is the oath of commitment and the only motivation I hold on to now.

"Are there cherry blossoms in England?"

I raised my hand to let the warm light seep in through my fingers. Today's rare sunshine is shining, which stretches people's hearts, and there is also a slight fragrance in the wind.

Bai Owen beside me looked at me with a clean and warm smile.

I followed Bai Owen to find a few places, but I was not satisfied. They were either too small or too few, and they were not what I expected.

Later, we decided to go to the private garden further away, where there is a famous cherry blossom grove.

Early in the morning, Ran Jingyu hadn't woken up yet, and she returned home drunk last night, so she should feel better after waking up and eating something.

I covered the finished sandwich, wrote a note, and headed out.

Bai Owen drove the car and we faced the refreshing morning breeze all the way. When we first came to the UK, the three of us also visited many places of interest under the leadership of Bai Owen.

At that time, I was like a dream, listening to the historical stories and mysterious legends of various characteristic buildings. I was not very clear about what I had seen or heard. I was only sure of one thing, and held myself tightly in this strange and alienated place. His hands were warm and reassuring.

But at this moment, I raised my hand and felt that it was just the cool wind from the car window.

Along the way, I remained silent as always, and I didn’t have much interest in enjoying the scenery. I only hoped that the place I went could have cherry blossom snow falling all over the sky, and it was as beautiful and blooming as the cherry blossom forest I saw last year.

Walking into the realm of cherry blossoms in full bloom, I shed tears.

"Crack!"

The emotional moment is frozen.

"Ke Xin, you are really beautiful, your quiet beauty is breathtaking."

I picked up the falling petals and sniffed their last fragrance, carefully sandwiching them in the book.

"Let's go!"

"There are other flowers over there, don't you want to take a look?"

"I'm sorry, Owen, I just came to see the cherry blossoms, otherwise, I'll wait for you here."

"No, no, let's go back together!"

Bai Owen hastily took a few photos in the distance.

I know he means well, I'm just not in the mood to pander.

Sometimes accidents just want you to stop catching up, so that your tired body and mind can be buffered.

The car broke down, and there was no way to go back that day, so we were staying in a small town.

In the setting sun and the fragrance blown by the breeze, I looked at the petals of snowflakes in the sky, and I seemed to see two young girls walking among them holding hands. Their bodies were so close, gradually becoming one in the backlight. people.

The next morning, when I got home, Ran Jingyu was still not at home. The tidy bed in the room knew that she hadn't come back last night, so I cleaned up the mess on the sofa and threw the dirty clothes into the washing machine, so I went back to the room and took a shower to catch up on sleep.

The exquisite dishes on the table, the beautiful strawberry cake, I stared at the darkening sky outside the window, and the dimly illuminated street by the dim street lamps.

"Boom boom boom!"

I quickly ran to open the door, and Bai Owen appeared at the door with flowers in his hands. Seeing that he was greeted with a disappointed expression, he knew that the person who should appear the most did not appear.

"These dishes are really delicious, are you cooking them all?"

He found a vase and put the flowers in place, raised his signature warm smile, trying to make the atmosphere less depressing.

Seeing the strawberry cake on the table, I raised my eyebrows slightly, I think it's a pity!

"Did you call Xiaojing?"

"Yes, she said she would come back."

Having said that, with a guilty conscience, I'm not sure when exactly what she said will come back, maybe she's having dinner with some pretty girl right now.

"Don't worry, it will be fine later, the photo has been developed!"

He saw my loss and tried to divert my attention, he is really a very considerate person.

In the photo, in the pink and white cherry blossom forest, a thin girl with a high ponytail, a fair face, and a bit of melancholy in her eyes, looks to the blank space on the right. She is expecting someone to appear. In the cool wind, hold the hand hanging in mid-air.

"Can I ask you a question?"

Bai Owen murmured.

"Ok!"

I never took my eyes off the blank space of the photo.

"Is that kind of relationship between you and Xiaojing?"

He felt a little regretful when he said the words, and waved his hands again and again.

"I didn't... nothing else, I just, just..."

"No, we are just friends, pure friends."

I don't know where the gravity came from and hit my chest hard. I even coughed lightly, but to be honest, my heart was severely injured.

"Then can I pursue you? But Xin, from the first moment I saw you, I fell in love with you deeply. You are so beautiful, so beautiful that it hits the heart of my heart. I can't extricate myself from it." In love with you!~"

"Owen~"

I yelled to stop him.

"Yes, sorry!"

Although I am usually an emotionally dull person, I am not incapable of feeling Bai Owen's feelings, but I have never considered in the direction of love.

What about Ran Jingyu?Is she not feeling me with her heart, or am I not as attractive as Bai Owen said?

I was taken aback by the sudden thought that popped into my head.

"Dengdengdeng~~" Hearing footsteps in the corridor, I hurried to open the door, but there was no one in the corridor.

Facing Bai Owen's sincerely expecting eyes, I blamed myself very much.

"Owen, I'm sorry, I haven't thought about these things, the most important thing for me now is to study, I haven't thought about anything else, I'm sorry!"

"No need to apologize, I just want you to know my heart, as long as you want, I will always wait for your definite answer."

After waiting for a long time, Ran Jingyu didn't show up until midnight, Bai Owen left consciously, his tall back had a hint of loneliness, since he can't love deeply, don't hurt each other.

The loud sound of the door opening woke me up on the sofa.

In the dim light, Ran Jingyu staggered in, and the clock on the wall struck twelve.

I stepped forward and hugged the crumbling body, Ran Jingyu raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, her voice was hoarse,

"I'm broken in love, my heart hurts, it hurts~!"

The person in my arms was crying heart-rendingly. I didn't have any words to comfort me, so I could only shed tears along with my heartache.

In the next three years, Ran Jingyu kept changing various English names in the phone chat, was busy attending various parties, and dealt with various women.In the later time, occasionally a few Asian names were mixed in, and she became very busy, so busy that she seemed to forget that there was still a person waiting day and night.

Ran Jingyu often stays out at night, I am used to it, with Bai Owen's company, life is not boring, I always think that if I can stick to the five-year deadline, should I really leave.

☆, twelve

twelve

In the middle of the night, I was awakened by the sound of the violent wind while sleeping soundly. The curtains were lifted high by the strong wind, and the things on the table were blown to pieces.

I mustered up the courage to get up and fumbled to turn on the light, but the light suddenly went out the moment it was on, and the outside of the street was plunged into darkness in an instant.

Another strong wind hit, and I screamed and got into the quilt, wrapped myself tightly and curled up into a ball, not daring to move, and the shouts echoed in the empty darkness with bursts of noise.

After an unknown amount of time, there was another loud noise and I screamed and wrapped myself tighter.

"Heart, heart~"

A familiar voice appeared in the stormy dark night, the quilt was gently pulled away, Ran Jingyu hugged me tightly in her arms, I got into the wet embrace in fear, she was already soaked, cold rain dripped continuously along her short hair It fell on my face, but the rain became more warm.

"Don't be afraid, Xin'er, I'm here, I'm back! ~ I'm sorry, Xin'er, I will accompany you every night from now on."

Ran Jingyu gently kissed my forehead, and her arms were even stronger. I heard her exhale deeply, and I also breathed out with An Xin!

Ran Jingyu was no longer busy, and quietly stayed by my side, as if she had returned to the original time.

As the graduation exam was approaching, I patiently helped Ran Jingyu review her homework, and we began to look at each other and smile naturally, passing the time peacefully and warmly.

The ringing of the mobile phone interrupted the peace. Ran Jingyu came back after talking on the phone with a troubled expression on her face. In the end, she decided to go out and let me go home and wait for her. Her unconcealed troubles made me worry.

I didn't express any doubts, not wanting to embarrass her.

I continued to finish the report in hand before getting up and leaving.

On the way home, I heard the people next to me talking about two Asian girls being beaten. There are not many Asians around, which made me even more worried about Ran Jingyu. When she left, her face was full of worry. A very bad premonition, I ran forward frantically.

In the narrow alley opposite, I saw several foreign men and women punching and kicking two people on the ground. I held my breath and approached. I saw Ran Jingyu in the gap. I didn't know where the courage came from. I rushed in crazily. The crowd hugged Ran Jingyu and protected her with their bodies. The beating action did not stop, and the heavy fists and feet hit my back. I resisted the pain and did not dare to make a sound.

Ran Jingyu saw that I hurriedly got up to protect me, her eyes were red with anger, she grabbed the wooden stick in the corner of the wall in a panic, and frantically waved it in the air. On their weakness, Ran Jingyu no longer endured the beating silently, the sudden change in attitude surprised them a bit, seeing the police coming from a distance, they couldn't take advantage of continuing the beating, so they scattered and fled in a hurry.

Ran Jingyu ignored the bleeding arm, crawled towards me with dragging feet, carefully checked whether there was any wound on me, and then confirmed whether there was any sore spot, and then blamed me with heartache

"Why? Why did you come here? What if you are injured?"

I looked at Ran Jingyu's blood all over her body and her legs that were so painful that she couldn't move in panic. My heart ached so much.

Only then did I notice the woman behind her protection, her face was indifferent, not even a trace of fear or guilt!

Ran Jingyu suffered a fractured calf and needed to rest at home. Finally, she could no longer play around. I stayed with her at home all the time. It was a really good time. I thought how wonderful it would be to live like this all the time!

The matter of Ran Jingyu being beaten has been boiling in their circle. The other party is a self-organized organization to retaliate against homosexuals. Ran Jingyu's heroic behavior was greatly appreciated by friends. In addition, we are about to graduate and we are going back to China soon, so the people in the circle Decided to hold a farewell party for her. In order to take care of Ran Jingyu, who was handicapped due to her foot injury, she decided to hold the party at home.

For the first time, I saw another world of Ran Jingyu, a world that I dare not imagine or understand.

Although I bought a lot of finished products, I still try my best to prepare the dishes I am good at.

I've been busy trying to take care of all of them, hoping to make a good impression on them, they are no different from the girls I see around me, they all smoke and drink, make light jokes, even Be more gentle and polite.

Ran Jingyu had been sitting on the sofa, her legs in plaster were placed on her slender and beautiful legs, and that British-Chinese girl named Lin, Ran Jingyu was holding her hand and fiddled with her back and forth.

Lin looked at her affectionately and smiled sweetly. I was distracted and accidentally spilled the juice in the glass with my hand. The glass fell to the ground and made a discordant sound, which attracted the attention of the people around me.

I smiled awkwardly, quickly cleaned up the mess, looked up to see Ran Jingyu on the sofa, she frowned slightly, perhaps not dissatisfied, but worried!

I gave her an apologetic smile, and went back to the kitchen to throw the shards of the glass in the trash, with a secret sigh of relief.

"Hello there!"

Suddenly a voice came from behind, and my relaxed spirit was lifted up, and I turned around with a relaxed smile. It was a beautiful Asian woman, tall, with slightly curly long hair, and elegant posture.