The princess just wants to go home and feed the pigs [Interstellar]

【three】

The first time I showed my heart to Sean was at.

Although never explicitly stated, anyone who has lived with Mitchell for a long time can feel the intensity of his affection for Sean, and it doesn't need to be said at all.

Among them, nothing is clearer than his brother Lei Zhe, who has the telepathic presence of the twins, and the two brothers know many little secrets about each other.

At the family gathering at the age of 17, Lei Zhe took off his ski goggles and said to him: "If you like it, go and tell him. If you don't say it, how can he know what you mean? If I have someone I like in the future, I will be there After I am truly sure of my intentions, I will definitely confess my love to him immediately, otherwise, what if I am too late and someone preempts me?"

Mitchell was silent for a moment, then whispered: "I'm afraid he will reject me."

"You're afraid of rejection before you even say it, so just don't let him know forever." Lei Zhe scoffed at his brother's thoughts. Now he is still a crazy boy in the rebellious stage. He put on his glasses again, no matter what. Mitchell, who ignored the "mother-in-law" again, dashed down the snow slope handsomely.

... Confession?

Mitchell looked at You Yun in the sky and sighed.

In case, in case it is really rejected, it would be so embarrassing.

So when at the coming-of-age ceremony dinner, Mitchell leaned on Sean with the strength of alcohol and summoned all the courage to say "I like you so much", he realized what he said, and he instantly sobered up.

At this moment, he is holding Sean's waist, the whole body is in his arms, his face is pressed against Alpha's chest so tightly that he seems to be able to faintly hear Sean's heartbeat.Mitchell's height is considered medium among male Betas, but he is still a little shorter than Sean. The impact of the second gender on body shape is undoubtedly huge. Compared with Lei Zhe, Mitchell's face is softer, so the youthful The feeling of being innocent and childish still hasn't faded, and with the light-colored mole of tears under his eyes, he has a charming feeling in his life.

Sean hugged Mitchell's back like he was taking care of his younger brother and wanted to help him up, but when he heard him say this vaguely, his movements stopped suddenly.

They were sitting on a bench in the garden. After the birthday dinner, Sean planned to go back, but he was dragged here in the corridor by the protagonist of today's coming-of-age ceremony.He has always doted on this little prince who liked to stick by his side since he was a child, and he didn't refuse, but after spending half a day blowing the wind with Mitchell, he heard this confession.

"Mitchell." Sean groped to hold his shoulders, pushed him away from his arms, and asked softly, "Are you drunk?"

"I'm not drunk." The smoky gray eyes of Mitchell, who had just grown up, were shining brightly under the moonlight. lips, suddenly smiled.

Relying on the fact that Sean couldn't see what he was doing at all, Mitchell suddenly raised his head forward, and accurately printed those lips that Xiao had thought about countless times when his sexual consciousness began to sprout from adolescence.

Sean was caught off guard by the kiss. In fact, he didn't understand what the soft touch on his lips represented at the first time. It had been a long, long time since anyone had kissed him like this. Ever since they were five years old, Hyperion and Quint Only the forehead and cheeks were left to kiss him, and no one has ever kissed his lips—a place to express another form of love.

Sean's stunned reaction gave Mitchell great courage. There was no kissing scene in the scripts of the roles he had filmed before, but he still learned a lot from watching other actors perform on the set, passionate, lingering, or It's pathetic... He nibbled on Sean's lips, making the kiss tinged with eroticism, and then he sucked it like eating a piece of candy——

Sean finally realized what happened, his eyes widened suddenly, he pushed Mitchell away, and stood up in a panic.He touched his wet lips and took a low breath in disbelief.

Mitchell was pushed by him and almost fell off the bench. He was completely sober, but he wanted to use the name of drunkenness to do something else, all crazier things.

Anyway, from today onwards, he's an adult, isn't he?

Mitchell took a deep breath, grabbed Sean's arm and stood up, kissing the corner of his lips again.

The scent of the tea tree perfume on the boy Beta wafted into his nose silently. It was not pheromone, and it did not have the sweet and courtship smell like Omega, but it still made Xiao En feel confused. He heard it clearly. His frantic heartbeat was like the puppet cat raised by his cousin Monica, who was a military doctor, running and jumping on the keyboard, pressing out a series of chaotic notes.

This is the first time he has lost his composure in such a long time.

In a world that is so completely dark and pure that only music is left, he thought that apart from music, there would be nothing that could stir up such strong waves in his heart.

Sean simply didn't know what to do, he couldn't control the expression on his face for a moment, was he going to push Mitchell away like before?Will Mitchell be sad?But if he doesn't push it away, he has no idea what will happen next.

Sean stood stiffly on the spot, feeling that Mitchell held his cheeks with both hands, and there was nervous sweat in the palms.The little prince, who was so handsome that everyone admired him, was kissing him vigorously but earnestly, with a strong smell of alcohol on his lips, but he didn't know what Mitchell looked like.

And I will never know for the rest of my life.

Yes.

Sean regained his swaying mind at this moment. He took a step back and gently pushed Mitchell away with his usual gentle but undeniable strength. His blue eyes reflected the expression of a boy who was about to cry , but he doesn't know.

"No," he said.

Mitchell's love for four years because of Sean was shattered to pieces that night.

And in Lomiruz, the Federation thousands of light years away, facing Lei Zhe's light kiss, Norin blushed, his eyes were as wet as a deer, and he gave him a sweet enough reply.

——I want to ask for another gift in return.

In the evening of the same day, they respectively received their final coming-of-age ceremonies.

[Four]

In the last hour of his birthday, Mitchell was hit by Sean's firm "no" and couldn't recover for several days.

What could be sadder than being rejected by someone you had a crush on in the first place?

He was going crazy, he didn't even think about whether Sean had other things to say, whether he had other concerns, stared blankly at Sean whose flustered face had not completely faded for two seconds, turned his head and cried ran away.

Just like a little girl.

Sean seemed to be calling his name behind him, but Mitchell didn't care about anything. The strong sense of shame and humiliation made him just want to disappear in an instant.

"Mitchell!" Sean hurriedly followed the direction of the voice. He couldn't see it, so he had no way of knowing that there was a small bump two steps away.He chased too fast, and the ear assist device and the artificial intelligence in the terminal had no time to remind him, so he tripped over it and fell down unexpectedly.

Mitchell's suppressed cries disappeared at the end of his hearing. Sean knelt on the stone road, and the stone hit his palm, scratching a layer of skin and hurting his most precious hand.Sean has fallen countless times since he was a child, and various parts of his body were knocked in many places, so he suffered many injuries.

But he had never hated himself for not being able to see so much as now.

Mitchell ran all the way to the wine cellar, casually opened the nearest barrel, without looking at its degree, and directly took it from the glass and drank it up.

Get drunk quickly, you won't remember anything when you're so drunk, forget everything about tonight.

He didn't know how much he drank, when he lost consciousness, or how he got back to the bedroom.

When Mitchell woke up at noon the next day, he only felt a splitting headache. The female officer in charge of taking care of him gave him sober medicine and used a therapeutic device to relieve his hangover symptoms. Drink so much, if the maid didn't find the wine cellar door open and looked around, you would have slept in it all night."

"Maybe I'm too happy. Lei Zhe is not here, and no one is with me, so I can only go by myself." Mitchell rubbed his forehead and sat up. He had no memory of what happened after the dinner last night. , I can't figure out why I have to go to the wine cellar alone, the memory seems to be hidden in the mist, and I refuse to come out.

Let's drink some slices.

He didn't think about it, it seemed that there was a voice in his subconscious that told him not to think about it carefully.

"Really, don't you even want to come back when you are in the federation..." Mitchell thought about opening the terminal, and saw Lei Zhe's message on the top:

"Ahhhhh I'm in love!"

Mitchell: ……………

Mitchell thought it was Lei Zhe's usual madness, so he didn't care. When he saw the word love, he sighed and thought sadly:

When will he be able to bravely speak out his thoughts to Brother Xiao En?

After that, Mitchell never mentioned what happened that night again, and he still stuck to Sean affectionately as before, carefully hiding his love.

Sean was very surprised, but then he heard that Mitchell was found by the maid from the wine cellar, and he was completely unconscious when he was drunk, so he probably understood the reason.

Forgot?

Since Mitchell had already forgotten about that incident, there was no need for him to bring it up again.

In any case, he would not give the result Mitchell wanted.

Being taken care of by Quint and Hyperion since he was a child, Sean knew how troublesome his disability was to those close to him. He didn't know what his fathers looked like, and he had no idea what he looked like at all. At work, there is an assistant Karl to help, but in life, he constantly needs to trouble others.

Embryos born with disabilities are shed, artificial retinas are produced in large quantities, and gene repair technology is becoming more and more mature. If it doesn’t work, then replace it with an artificial eyeball. In this era, there are very few blind people, so the degree of care for the blind in social infrastructure Or even just like in the ancient earth period.Sean rarely goes out alone because he doesn't want to carry a cane or selfishly make his guide dog work for him his whole life.

Even if, even if every time Mitchell approached enthusiastically, he would always feel that the frequency of his breathing became a little faster. Every week, he would look forward to the time when the two of them practiced the piano together, and recalled several times at night that he was carrying wine. Qi and Chashuxiang's kiss, he absolutely absolutely cannot agree to it.

From the time he first met Mitchell when he was a child, Sean couldn't help thinking selfishly, if only this younger brother could always accompany him like this, so that he would not be lonely anymore.

But he can't always delay Mitchell's life because of himself.

The days passed like this day by day, Sean felt Mitchell's clumsy temptations and concealments every day, pretended to know nothing, restrained those thoughts that he shouldn't have in his heart, and forced himself to completely treat him as a younger brother .

As he had done with Grant and Christine, loving, but never spoiled.

But can you really hold back?

Sean was stunned when he heard the news that the actress Mona came out of Mitchell's room wrapped in a bath towel late at night. Even though he knew that this was definitely a scandal deliberately created by the entertainment company, Sean couldn't help pretending to chat while practicing the piano Same, ask about it.

Mitchell was so nervous that he was a little trembling, and his flustered explanation made him feel more guilty, but it finally relieved Sean.

Fortunately, it's really a gossip.