give me a chance to be a good person

This time the aliens were not as docile and amiable as Yi Jianhan and Shang Shijing.

The extraterrestrial celestial demons almost made the whole world into a mess. For a moment, it was like going back to the original wilderness. Immortals and demons meleeed, and Xuantianmen's call for help came later than Yi Jianhan and even Nan Jixue estimated. , although the world will not be turned into scorched earth, it has become a complete battlefield. Only the smoke and waves of the four seas sinking into the deep sea, except that it is difficult to see the sun, is like a paradise hidden in the eternal night .

Because of this, the city is full of unextinguished candles, which looks quite spectacular.

Nan Jixue was not only a good staff officer, but also a good military adviser. Although Li Xing'er died in Yantao City, Guan Suyi, who knew the ins and outs, restrained her temper and comforted her juniors and sisters.Wu Lang transferred Jinmei's favor to Yi Jianhan, and Ruishou's inner alchemy was astonishingly hot, reflecting Wu Lang's indifferent and calm face, making it difficult to see whether he had seen through the truth.

Changshengtian was drawn, and the adamantine stone called for other keys. Every night when Yi Jianhan woke up, he could feel the tremors in his body. He didn't even know how long he could hide it.

Shang Shijing couldn't help much with this matter. In the end, he was almost the most idle person in Yantao City. Everyone was busy, but he was the only one who lived a decent life.

Naturally, the Longevity Heaven must not be opened. It can even be said that there is no way to re-seal the opened place. Even if a monk is willing to sacrifice, there is no such powerful power.

The passage is too narrow, and the extraterrestrial demons introduced into this world will not form a too terrifying scale. The world will slowly come out of the battlefield and get used to the existence of extraterritorial demons.

Human existence seems to always be like this, constantly adapting and constantly getting used to it.

Shang Shijing wasn't sure if he was used to it, it all seemed like a weird dream, he still felt like he was floating, as if one day he woke up, he would still wake up on the sofa, watching the old-fashioned TV series.

There is no day and night in the deep sea, only endless water waves, mortals may be confused, but for monks, it is not so serious.

Shang Shijing went out for a walk late at night, and Yi Jianhan was leaving Yantao City tomorrow to negotiate with Yue Wuchang and his wife. He planned to entrust Yantao City to Song Wuhe and Yingyue for management, and Song Wuhe's cultivation was restored. It didn't go well, and now it only has [-]% to [-]% of its original skill; although Yingyue is strong, her weaknesses are also obvious, but if the two of them are combined, they will be perfect.

In a sense, Shang Shijing is very useless; but in another sense, there is no more useful existence than him.

Nan Jixue and Wu Lang represent the Spring and Cloud Wujue, as well as the favor bestowed by Wu Lang, all contributed by Shang Shijing. Without him, Yi Jianhan may only be trapped in the besieged city, waiting Xuantianmen negotiations.

And now he has more leverage.

In tomorrow's itinerary, there will naturally be no shortage of business scenes.

Zhan Zhixi once sparred with Yi Jianhan, who was still a fat whale, in Yantao City. This time, it was replaced by Yu Wanggui, who was also merciless in his strikes. Yu Wanggui had a little difficulty coping with it, but he still managed it Yes, the long sword shining in his hand, combined with his resolute and calm face, made Shang Shijing feel strange for a while.

Maybe Zhan Zhixi thought of Bei Yihong from this, and his moves suddenly stopped.

"What's wrong?" Yu Wanggui asked doubtfully.

"I'm thinking, if Bei Yihong sees today's scene, maybe he will be very unhappy, or try his best to cooperate with Yi Jianhan." Zhan Zhixi said slowly, "I really want to see him again."

Yu Wanggui didn't have much thought about love, he was silent for a moment, recalling the way Yi Jianhan frowned, and also the beautiful sword-wielding girl in the fantasy world, who reluctantly thought of the way he loved someone when he was young. The senior sister had a heart-thumping experience and comforted Zhan Zhixi: "Are you still sad now?"

He knew that Zhan Zhixi was only a stone's throw away from his dream, as long as he took out the yin and anode stone, and as long as Bei Yihong was willing to speak, his dream would come true in an instant, but it was just so close, it became the end of the world.

Based on Yu Wanggui's understanding of Bei Yihong, if even that man is unwilling to speak, it means that he doesn't want to see Zhan Zhixi again.

"Sad?" Zhan Zhixi's voice was low, he shook his head and said, "No, this heart won't hurt a long time ago."

Shang Shijing listened from a distance, and didn't go to disturb him. He raised his hand while looking at Zhan Zhixi, and wrote lightly: "Children, why do you ask these things, you should practice your sword quickly, you With the current level of cultivation, it's okay to help Yi Jianhan, but if you want to help him share the burden of the world, you can't."

"Who said I'm going to help him share the burden of the world." Yu Wanggui said strangely, "I just want to defeat Yi Jianhan."

Zhan Zhixi couldn't help laughing: "Do you think he took you these days and taught you how to do things so that you can defeat him?"

Only then did Yu Wanggui react slowly, and said blankly, "Huh?"

Shang Shijing didn't continue to listen, he stepped back gently, wandered around for the purpose of strolling, and walked to the observatory, only to find a figure on a lonely wooden pillar, he walked up the stairs slowly , that figure came down, and Yi Jianhan's face emerged from the dark night.

"It is you."

Shang Shijing smiled and said, "Still asleep."

"Didn't you fall asleep too?" Yi Jianhan said calmly, he gave up his seat to Shang Shijing, and the two of them looked at the deep sea through the barrier together, the lines connecting the barrier glowed faintly, He could vaguely see a little of the outside world, he subconsciously shook his head, and he didn't even realize it, his eyes were empty and long, and he said slowly, "Things shouldn't be like this."

Shang Shijing didn't know that he was talking about himself, or all of this.

"It's already like this." Shang Shijing leaned against the rough wood, his hair caught on the protruding veneer, and his scalp ached from being pulled. He tried to untie it, but suddenly heard a sentence, and froze on the spot .

"Do you want to go back?"

"What did you say?"

Yi Jianhan stared at him, and repeated slowly, word by word: "Do you want to go back? Go back to the original world."

Shang Shijing suddenly stood up, and he asked loudly, "What did you say?" In his voice, he couldn't tell whether there was more joy or disbelief. He never thought that he would get such a surprise when he couldn't sleep at midnight. However, he finally felt that his heart was filled with endless joy and happiness. It wasn't until he returned to his senses that he stared at Yi Jianhan's calm face that the excitement slowly calmed down.

"What's the price?"

Only then did Yi Jianhan smile slightly, and he said: "You really haven't changed at all. What I saw you at the beginning is what you are now. I always thought that you are more suitable for this world than me. I didn't expect it. Now, I realize that maybe it's because you are firm and calm enough that you haven't changed at all, but I can't, I can't..."

Shang Shijing didn't say anything, some words sounded too sad, but he really wanted to know how to go back more urgently, but the only remaining upbringing and thoughtfulness made him listen to Yi Jianhan's words in silence.

"If the Changshengtian is opened to the last corner." Yi Jianhan said softly, "Whether I am the last key or not, the difference is not far. The moment the Changshengtian is opened, the torrent will tear open the void, I think , you probably have a chance to go home. I searched for the reason for a long time, and then found out the real Yi Jianhan left by her horoscope, the moment she died, and Shang Shijing, they activated the Longevity Heaven at the same time The key of Changshengtian should have been opened at that time, but it failed because of our arrival."

Shang Shijing asked puzzled, "What did you say?"

"I talked with Nan Jixue today, and I realized that Shang Shijing had been involved in the Nanman matter a long time ago. He only joined Yuze's experiment later, but before that, it was Zao Mengsheng who planned to sacrifice the Nanman king. At that time, he was already in the middle of the game. At that time, Tianzun was strong enough, so powerful that Shang Shijing could not fully see through the whole situation, but at that time, he still used Nanman King to make a comeback for the adamantine stone. Not long ago, he made a dream come true. He was captured because of his idea."

Shang Shijing whispered: "You mean, he got the adamantine stone long before I came?"

"That's right, he found out the secret of Changshengtian earlier than I thought." Yi Jianhan sighed softly, "But no one knows how much he knew at that time, even Nan Jixue couldn't guess him. the words said."

Shang Shijing couldn't believe it: "How is this possible?"

Yi Jianhan shook his head, but did not speak.

"If... I want to go back, then you have to die?" Shang Shijing was silent for a moment, and soon recalled Yi Jianhan's implication, and said in a low voice, "Maybe the situation won't be so bad, actually There's nothing wrong here, don't you think? Even if it is, maybe we can go back together."

These words were so pale that Shang Shijing himself was unable to convince himself.

"I can't." Yi Jianhan smiled, and said flatly, "I can't go back."

Shang Shijing subconsciously wanted to grab his wrist, but Yi Jianhan dodged it. He looked at the place where the bright moon should have been shining, and said softly, "You should go to bed, it's getting late."

The fat whale has long been submerged in that pool of hot blood. The fat whale in Yi Jianhan's body is like a sea of ​​smoke that has sunk into the deep sea. Jing met.

In the end, he was the only one left in this world.

Standing on the stage, Shang Shijing suddenly felt a chill. He felt as if he had lost something, but he didn't seem to have anything, or that those things were lost by Yi Jianhan. Empathy, feeling those things being slowly dug out from the body.

He thought for a long time, and felt that the feeling was probably the pain of Fat Whale dying in Yi Jianhan's body.

When he returned to the house, Shang Shijing's footsteps were a little silent. He saw the lights in his room lit, opened the door, and saw Wu Lang sitting on the table, waiting with his hands on his pillow, with a warm smile, like It's everyone's dream.

It was only then that Shang Shijing realized that he had never thought of Wu Lang once from the beginning to the end.

The thought made him feel cold.

"Will you go?"

Wu Lang said suddenly, causing Shang Shijing's heart to skip a beat, and he almost suspected that Wu Lang had heard the conversation just now.

"I heard what you and Yi Jianhan just said." Wu Lang poured him a cup of hot tea as if nothing had happened, without any panic or anger, as if he didn't feel much about it, he quietly said He raised his head and smoothed out his slightly messy hair for Shang Shijing. The misty waves of the world in the deep sea were unbelievably quiet, with no wind or waves, and he was caught by the wooden bar just now.

Shang Shijing felt a little hard to say, he thought he was not so...indifferent, love was not the beautiful thing most girls imagined for him, it was nice to be with Wu Lang, but he was very Clearly, at the moment when he learned that he could go back, indeed, even for a second, Wu Lang's face never flashed in his mind.

It's not that he doesn't love Wu Lang, it's just that he doesn't love each other as much as he thinks, or that Wu Lang loves each other.

"If possible." Shang Shijing said slowly, he looked at Wu Lang calmly, feeling that this night was exhausting.

"Aren't you... not angry?"

After hesitating for a long time, Shang Shijing still asked.

"why?"

Wu Lang seemed surprised.

"You think I'll be mad at you?"

Shang Shijing was dumbfounded, he was silent for a moment and said: "Ordinary people, most of them will be angry."

"Because you didn't think of me?" Wu Lang's voice was like the light that everyone would look forward to seeing when they go home late at night. They won't be swallowed by loneliness and darkness. When you open the door, you can see the warmth of someone waiting. Taste, he looked at Shang Shijing carefully, and said almost sweetly, "It's okay, I'm used to it."

He seemed to feel a little childish joy and joy for what Shang Shijing said.

Shang Shijing felt his heart was broken. He thought he didn't love Wu Lang that much, but for some reason, he still felt extremely painful when he heard these words.

"Wu Lang." He whispered.

Wu Lang just looked at him calmly, and then smiled slightly: "Don't look at me like that, I know, I've known from a long time ago that I will never be equal to you before. Ah Jing, you don't even realize that you What is it to me, you are my mountain light, water color, moonlight, flower fragrance... Make me feel upside down, the world is turned upside down. Before you, I was a wandering soul in the world of mortals, living in no fixed place, only seeing you Spring in the world."

"But you don't love me like that, I have no right, and it's impossible to ask you to love me like that."

Shang Shijing reached out to stroke Wu Lang's cheek, but felt his fingers trembling.

"Even if this kind of thing is demanding, it is meaningless. If the relationship needs to be rewarded, it should be a transaction. If the transaction loses money, it should be recovered instead of complaining endlessly."

For some reason, Shang Shijing felt a little tired.

So Wu Lang stood up, took him into his arms, stretched out his hand to stroke his long hair, and said in a low voice, "I won't force you to do anything."

His voice is considerate and gentle, and even his expression is so calm and affectionate, love must be close to infatuation before it can be true.

But Shang Shijing broke free a little bit, but felt creepy. He turned his face and stared at the lights. If this string of words fell into the ears of others, he would definitely be moved and envious, but he heard it strangely. The mirror reflected the faces of the two of them, and Wu Lang's gentle face appeared hypocritical and disillusioned behind the mirror, exactly the same as the phantom in Shang Shijing's mirror.

He suddenly realized the reason for Nan Jixue's occasional compassionate expression?

With such infatuation and sincerity, Shang Shijing, who felt pressured and struggling because of this, was like a scum who played with emotions, and even the unhappiness he had had seemed to be sick/groaning/groaning.

The cup filled with hot tea was dropped on the ground, splashing all over the ground, and the white pieces scattered all over the ground.

Shang Shijing raised his head and stared at Wu Lang, he suddenly realized something.

Wu Lang's feelings for him were real, and his caring and caring were real, but the pressure brought about by these words and the sense of guilt deliberately aroused were also real.

"Normal people shouldn't say that."

Shang Shijing said suddenly, his voice was calm and slightly arrogant, his demeanor returned to the usual calm and indifferent, as if he had seen through Wu Lang.

Wu Lang is not healthy, the past that has been deliberately ignored has not been completely erased, and even the present him appears to be false.

If two people love each other to make each other better, then Wu Lang is not like that, his love is to give himself without hesitation, like shouldering a heavy burden in his life.His love is occupation, aggression, brutal destruction, crushing people without hesitation.

"I am not Tianzun, and you are not Ling Guangjun."

Shang Shijing held his hand, lowered his face and said slowly: "If you don't remember this, you will never be Wu Lang. Ignorant girls will be fascinated by this, and they will cry with emotion. Indulge in such infatuation, but I won't, I want to be your man, not your master."

The smile on Wu Lang's face froze slightly, he held Shang Shijing's hand tightly, and withdrew his strength as if he wanted to crush the other's hand bones, he retreated slightly, avoiding the light source, half The face was blurred in the shadows, and the expression could hardly be seen clearly, so the only lower half of the face exposed to the light was cold and stiff: "I don't understand..."

He was a little confused.

"Then think about it."

Shang Shijing's voice was almost cold, and he withdrew his hand from Wu Lang's, as if cutting off something in an instant.

For a moment, Shang Shijing felt that he was really a scumbag.

But Wu Lang was just speechless.

The author has something to say: Although Wu Lang is not very normal, Tianjing is not much better.