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"Shen Feng... Shen Feng!"

The petite girl was only wearing cute and delicate underwear, lying on the edge of the bed, gently pushing the man on the bed.The man closed his eyes, frowned tightly, fine beads of sweat adhered to his smooth forehead, and kept raving in his mouth.

"Shen Feng! Wake up!"

The girl saw that Shen Feng's expression was getting more and more struggling, so she pushed harder. The moment the man who was woken up suddenly opened his eyes, he grabbed the girl's slender wrist roughly and roared in a low voice: "Let's go!" Let me go!"

"Shen Feng! Are you awake?" Chen Yanyan disregarded the pain from her wrist, with a look of joy on her face, "You're having a nightmare again, it was so scary just now."

After briefly recovering to see the woman on his body clearly, Shen Feng immediately let go of his hand full of apology: "I'm sorry..."

"You're welcome," Chen Yanyan shook her hand to relieve the pain, then pushed Shen Feng, and lay down beside him.

"Did you dream about the person who bullied you again?"

"Well," Shen Feng raised his head and covered his forehead, the sweat on his forehead brought a slight coolness, he adjusted his breathing and squinted at the girl lying next to him, and smiled and pulled the thin quilt towards her body: "Come to me dressed like this again to seduce me, aren't you afraid that your family will clean you up at night?"

Chen Yanyan lifted the quilt and looked at her suspenders and panties, with a look of disdain: "It's good to be able to seduce you... Maybe you won't react if I take off your clothes and fuck you."

Shen Feng tilted his head and thought about it seriously, then nodded, in exchange for Chen Yanyan's wailing.

"Xiaoyan, don't you still have Shen Feng's idea?"

At some point, another short-haired woman stood at the door of the bedroom, leaning over and looking at the two people lying on the bed, with a kindly teasing tone in her tone.

"How dare I dare," Chen Yanyan got up and ran over to hug Su Qing, who was a head taller than herself, and kissed him flatteringly. This is a big shot, and she has offended her. She still doesn't know how she will suffer at night. Woolen cloth.

Su Qing raised her eyebrows, brushed Chen Yanyan's curly brown hair, and turned to look at Shen Feng: "Are you okay?"

Shen Feng has already put on his jeans, only showing his thin and fair upper body: "It's still the same, I said you two, can you stop showing affection at my door?" Shen Feng smiled lightly, his whole face became gentle, and The large and small bruises on his body were out of place.

"Leave right away," Chen Yanyan made a grimace, she glanced at the box at the foot of Shen Feng's bed out of the corner of her eye, "Are you going on a trip again?"

Shen Feng put on his shirt and nodded: "Leave tomorrow, try your luck today and see if you can draw two more pictures."

"Okay, as long as you're happy." Chen Yanyan stretched her waist and yawned, "I'm going back to sleep. Su Qing, don't call me until night."

"Understood," Su Qing pulled her lace underwear mischievously, and made a snap when it rebounded. She smiled and watched Chen Yanyan run back to her bedroom screaming.

Turning his head again, he saw Shen Feng looking at himself with a smile.

This kind of smile seems gentle, but it has no warmth at all. When Su Qing saw Shen Feng for the first time, he had such a superficial smile on his face.At that time, Shen Feng was dressed in rags and was wandering on the street. The first time he saw Su Qing, he proposed to draw a portrait for her.

At that time, Su Qing thought that he had encountered some kind of mentally abnormal person. Thanks to the patient chat for a few words, it was like a coincidence that Shen Feng gave him a hand when he was at his worst, and gave him a place to stay and a share. Subsistence work.

The other party has many scars on his body, and behind his smile there is always an indifference that alienates everything. She knows that there is a story behind Shen Feng, and it may be a story that is more painful than what she has experienced before, but she has no way of knowing. don't want to do it.

Su Qing sighed, lit a cigarette casually, walked over and sat on Shen Feng's bed: "I said you, we have known each other for five years, you are like this every time, you can't stay at home for a few days, and you will go out for a few days. Month. Shen Feng, is there really something or someone in this world that can make you settle down?"

Shen Feng smiled, and the right hand holding the water glass trembled imperceptibly: "It is precisely because I don't have any, that's why I have been wandering all the time. I am afraid that if I stop, I will die alone."

"Is it not good to love someone, give yourself a support, or give yourself a reason to stop wandering?"

Shen Feng's right hand shook even more, so he had to put down the water glass with an annoyed smile: "Maybe. But don't you find it difficult to find someone who can accept me?"

Seeing Su Qing looking at himself with a sad face, Shen Feng smiled helplessly: "After all, I am sick."

Cypress is a southern city slightly northerly.Autumn comes very early. After an autumn rain, the cold wind blows and leaves fall all over the place.

The man is tall and handsome, and the woman is tall and elegant. This couple is like a match made in heaven. In the square with few pedestrians after the rain, it keeps attracting the attention of passers-by.

"How are your affairs going?" The woman gathered her purple shawl, and slowly followed beside the tall man.

"It's going well, thank you for providing me with a false identity, no one suspects me yet." The man's resolute face was expressionless, making him look very unapproachable.But the woman seems to have gotten used to the aura of the man around her.

"But I really didn't expect, Chen Xiao." Su Xinran's delicate high-heeled shoes hit the ground with a crisp sound, "You would start to fight back, and you would ask me to be your helper. I am your old man Chen's lucrative minion. , are you not afraid that I will betray you?"

Chen Xiao gave a rare smile: "I've been a chess piece for too long, it's good to play chess occasionally, and I believe that none of my friends will betray me."

"Che, I'm really confident." Su Xinran shook her head helplessly, and said with a hint of playfulness in her tone when she spoke again, "I heard that you have been entangled by the eldest lady of the Mu family recently. You also know that the Chen family has always wanted to have a relationship with Mu. Because of Mu Rou's matter, Chen Qisheng has also started to pay attention to you recently."

"It's just an insignificant person." Chen Xiao's tone was slightly displeased.

He couldn't remember what Mu Rou in Su Xinran's mouth looked like, but he had heard of the cruel and aggressive style of the young lady of the Mu family.As for entanglement, Chen Xiao would never let someone he hated get close.

"To be honest, sometimes I wonder if you are impotent? For more than ten years, I have never seen anyone around you who helped you solve the problem. Is your cleanliness really so serious? I'm not afraid to hold back It's gone..." Su Xinran looked Chen Xiao up and down, feeling very inconceivable.

Chen Xiao glanced at Su Xinran lightly, but didn't answer.

Seeing that the other party didn't answer, Su Xinran felt teased for a moment, and was about to extend the topic, but was interrupted.

"This beautiful lady, do you want to draw a portrait?" A gentle and abrupt voice interrupted Su Xinran's words. They turned their heads and saw a boy wearing a peaked cap looking at them with a smile. "Sorry for seeming to interrupt your conversation just now, but this lady is really beautiful and resembles a friend of mine."

The boy stood up and took off his hat, with a slight smile on his face, and even his tone was gentle and peaceful.

Chen Xiao was originally unhappy because the conversation was interrupted abruptly, but when his eyes inadvertently swept across the other person's face, he paused for a while.

The young man's slightly long bangs partially covered his eyes. Under the sun, those eyes reflected a soft amber light, causing ripples in Chen Xiao's heart.

Those eyes were really beautiful, but they were too clear and explicit to hide a trace of loneliness.

It was the first time Su Xinran encountered such a straightforward compliment and invitation, she wanted to reject Shen Feng's invitation, but she turned her head slightly, and saw Chen Xiao staring at someone so seriously, she couldn't help being a little surprised.

She looked around, and casually picked up a finished sketch placed next to her.

"Did you draw this?" Su Xinran picked up the painting, which showed a woman with long hair. The wrinkles at the corners of the eyes showed that the person in the painting had aged a little, but it was difficult to hide her intellectual and elegant temperament.

"Yes," Shen Feng flipped the peaked cap on his head casually, "That's my mother."

"She is very beautiful, your eyes are very similar." This time it was Chen Xiao who spoke.

"Draw a picture for me." After finishing speaking, Chen Xiao had already sat down on the wooden stool in front of Shen Feng. His tall body in suit and leather shoes seemed a little uncoordinated on the small wooden stool, but the other party's temperament was still Shen Feng couldn't ignore it.

Su Xinran raised her eyebrows, had some thoughts of her own in her mind, and said with a smile, "I'll buy a cup of coffee, and I'll see you when I get back." After speaking, she blinked at Chen Xiao, who had already entered the consciousness of being a model I don't care.

Shen Feng obviously didn't expect that this seemingly indifferent man would want a portrait, but at any rate, there was a business coming, Shen Feng still had a proper smile, took out the drawing tools, laid out the drawing paper, and began to observe from each other.

Chen Xiao has neat short hair, which reflects the maroon luster in the sun.The face has clear lines and looks very resolute, with a deep bird's nest, a tall nose bridge, and slightly pursed thin lips, Shen Feng has to say that this is a handsome skin, exuding a natural and submissive temperament.

"You...why keep laughing?" Chen Xiao stared at Shen Feng without any concealment, and asked slowly.

There was no smile in Shen Feng's eyes, but he kept smiling.For the first time, Chen Xiao wanted to explore the secret behind a certain person, a secret that seemed to have nothing to do with him.No, maybe it will be related to me in the future?Chen Xiao was slightly startled by his own thought.

Shen Feng paused for a moment, but the smile on his face deepened: "Although the face is on me, other people also want to see it. Smile more, it will make others feel more comfortable looking at it, what do you think?"

"You look beautiful when you smile." Chen Xiao said, wanting to smile with the corners of his mouth pulled, but it seemed strange, so he gave up.

"Don't you ask me, what do you want to be painted?" Chen Xiao also runs a gallery, and there will always be painters asking himself this way.

"Don't you look forward to it? What do you look like in other people's writing?" Shen Feng didn't answer the question, but asked back, his hands kept moving.

"Not before." Chen Xiao's gaze moved down to his painting left hand, which was slender and fair, but there was a faint scar on the back of the hand.Chen Xiao had the urge to open his mouth to ask, but he didn't ask.

Is it too much today?Chen Xiao stared at the painter who raised his head to look at him from time to time, lost in thought.It seemed that his defense against this stranger was too low, and this was not his usual self.

Shen Feng draws very fast, 15 minutes later, when Su Xinran came back with two cups of hot coffee, he was already making the final revisions.

"It's done." Shen Feng finished the last stroke with satisfaction, then took off the drawing paper, and handed it to Chen Xiao.

The Chen Xiao on the painting is almost the same as the real person. The difference is that the Chen Xiao on the drawing paper looks much gentler, and there seems to be a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Su Xinran nodded: "Chen Xiao, are you laughing?"

Chen Xiao touched his face subconsciously, then shook his head, without saying anything, took out two banknotes, said in a low voice that there was no need to look for them, and signaled to Su Xinran to leave.

Seeing Chen Xiao's uncharacteristically quick walk away, Su Xinran's smile deepened: "Your art skills are very good, did you see that man smiling?"

Shen Feng was already packing up his brushes, and shook his head slightly: "He didn't smile, but his expression looked like that at that time, I only drew what I saw."

Su Xinran nodded, and seemed to think of something again: "You said that I am very similar to a friend of yours. Could that friend be named Su?"

Shen Feng was taken aback, and nodded.

Su Xinran smiled, and only said: "There will be a time later." Then she turned and left.

In the car, Su Xinran kept pursing her lips and smiling without saying a word, and Chen Xiao didn't speak either. It wasn't until the car was about to reach the destination that Chen Xiao said hesitantly, "Is there really love at first sight in this world, and is it still with a man?"

Su Xinran glanced at Chen Xiao, and said in a serious tone, "If there is no one person who has made your heart beat for more than ten years, and you meet him now, it is him. It doesn't matter if you are male or female, you just need to trust your heart and you will be fine." gone."