I love you and hate you, ask if you know

"Look, look, that's Miss Wang."

"Miss Wang, who was crying and clamoring to marry the young master of the Ming family, who was kicked out of the house by Miss Ming?"

"Who is she? Miss is not like a lady, she is not as well-behaved as ordinary Xiaojiabiyu. She is proud to compare with men, and she is going to college and is a new doctrine. She runs around the street all day talking about freedom, equality and women's liberation. If it were me, I would definitely not allow such a daughter-in-law to enter the house!"

"She also overestimated herself, thinking she could enter the house. In the end, she was wiped out and left behind. She became a joke!"

"That's right! I don't even think about how beautiful the Ming family has never seen before? Will she care about her, a daughter of an enemy?"

"It's a crime! The Wang family is considered a rich family after all, raising such an immoral daughter, it really disgraces the face of the ancestors!"

"Hmph, the girl's family is so self-respecting that she throws herself into her arms, and she deserves this end! This is the evil result of the Wang family not having a mistress to discipline them."

"Don't talk about being ashamed, how can she look ashamed? It's still that arrogance..."

"Bah, it's just a worn-out shoe that was thrown away. Why are you pretending to be noble? It's ridiculous!"

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Minglou was in a trance and hadn't figured out where he was yet, but was already filled with righteous indignation by the words that fell into his ears.Thinking about it, I felt something was wrong, and I tried to see everything in front of me clearly, but it was always like looking at flowers in a fog, and it was so blurry that I couldn't see clearly.

"Manchun, there are so many rumors outside now, uncle can't bear to let you feel sad. It just so happens that Mr. Fang Island from the Japanese consulate is going back to Japan. You can go to Japan with him and relax, okay?"

"I'm not going!"

"It's been more than half a year, don't you still give up? Don't wait, he won't betray his family for you."

"No, senior brother won't leave me alone. I know, something must have happened. I want to wait here for him to come back."

"Manchun, silly boy, don't be too stubborn."

"He will definitely come back. He said he wants me to wait here for him, and he will never leave me alone!"

"Manchun, to tell you the truth, I saw Mingjing yesterday. She said that Minglou will soon marry Miss Guo's second in Paris. You should give up on this!"

"No, I don't believe it! It can't be true, I don't believe it!"

"Manchun, don't lie to yourself anymore. Forget about him."

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"Manchun, my uncle is the president of the chamber of commerce, and I have to rely on the Japanese for everything. Mr. Fangdao is very important to our Wang family's business. Good boy, accompany him to Japan for a vacation. I have bought the ticket for you , leave after the Mid-Autumn Festival."

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Minglou suddenly understood.He is traveling through time and space, back to the past, back to the time when he just left!

Wang Fuqu, are you actually going to sell your own niece, your only relative, for business?

Minglou's heart was twisted like a knife.Wang Fuqu loves and indulges Manchun very much on weekdays, which is something he never thought of at the beginning.

"This classmate, who are you looking for?"

"I want to find Professor Luo, or Professor Chen."

"I'm sorry, they all have urgent business trips. All activities of the book club are suspended."

"Then, when will it be restored?"

"I don't know. You will be notified when it is restored."

"However, I have written many letters to them..."

"Sorry, I don't know. Please go back and wait for news."

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"Sister Manchun, the book club has been disbanded, what should we do with our party membership application?"

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"Sister Manchun, what's the matter with you? Then, is that a letter from elder brother? Did elder brother write?"

"He doesn't want me anymore. Ah Cheng, he really doesn't want me anymore."

"Sister Manchun..."

"He really doesn't want me anymore, and the organization doesn't want me anymore. My uncle wants to sell me to the Japanese, and they don't want me anymore!"

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Minglou felt as if struck by lightning, his whole body was torn apart in pain.He didn't expect, he really didn't expect that things would be so serious back then.He desperately wanted to see the little girl's heartbroken face clearly, but there were layers of thick fog in front of him.He could only listen to the weeping and mourning, unable to respond, and let it slash through the heart like a sharp knife, peeling off a piece of heart.

"I don't believe that there is no way out for me, Wang Manchun, in Nuoda's China!"

After all, it was his stubborn and unyielding little girl!

"I still have some savings at home. The matter of joining the party has not been settled, so I will go directly to the Soviet area!"

"Sister Manchun, it's such a long journey, and the world is not peaceful, you go, I'll go with you!"

"No, Ah Cheng. You don't owe me anything, and you don't owe my senior brother either. You don't have to pay the debt for him. You should go your own way."

"I'm just walking my own way! Sister Manchun, even if no one else wants you, there's still me. Ah Cheng will never leave you!"

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"Ah Cheng, are you fascinated by that vixen just like your elder brother? Huh? Let me tell you, although you are not included in my Ming family's genealogy, you are still a child of my Ming family. The Ming family and the Wang family cannot If there is a relationship, it will be the same for you!"

"However, what does her uncle's bad deeds have anything to do with her? Her uncle will sell her to the Japanese as business capital. Sister, you can't generalize, there is no difference between right and wrong!"

"Shut up! You have learned from your elder brother, haven't you? You two want to piss me off? Let me think carefully here, and you are not allowed to go anywhere!"

"Bang!" The door was locked tightly.

"Big sister! Big sister!"

Sister Manchun's private money and boat tickets are still with me!

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"Miss Wang, you are really capable! The eldest mistress of the Ming family couldn't do it, so she came to seduce my family's Cheng again. If Mingtai was not young, would you have seduced me too? You really don't understand me. The family disturbed the brothers and made them run wild! Chairman Wang, I don’t know where did you learn this trick from your niece?”

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"Manchun, our Wang family has a head and face in Shanghai. In front of so many people, our Wang family also needs face! I have already called Fangdao, you can follow him to Japan tonight..."

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Ming Lou clenched his fists tightly, his eyes filled with tears, his whole body trembled violently, there were no words to describe his mood at this moment.He could only listen and watch, letting the boundless remorse and self-blame rage in his chest, unable to vent.

On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Qiantang was raging.

A thin figure stands alone by the river.The wind blew her loose long hair.Her hands are empty, and her eyes are blurred looking at the surging tide...

This is where he brought her.On the eighteenth day of the eighth month of the lunar calendar that year, the huge waves witnessed their vows of eternal love.

She stared blankly at the huge wall of water that looked like pearls splashing jade, as if there was an invisible gravitational force there, pulling her slowly into it.

Brother...

You said that you would take me to see the Qiantang Tide every year.

You said you would take care of me for the rest of your life and never leave me alone.

You said that you will not let me cry in this life, and don't let me suffer the slightest grievance.

However, tonight I am desperate, where are you?

Brother!

Brother!

Brother!

Manchun, I'm here!

Minglou shouted wildly, but couldn't make a sound.He desperately wanted to run over to hug her, but he couldn't touch her no matter what.

Ah Cheng!

In desperation, he suddenly thought of Ah Cheng who was locked in the room by his elder sister.

He saw Ah Cheng climbed out of the window, climbed over the back wall, and went straight to the school...

Go to the station, silly boy!Go to Hangzhou!quick!

In the middle of the night, by the river.The tide is pushing and the sound is like thunder.

"The love of the world is thin, the love of human beings is evil, and the flowers are easy to fall when it rains."

She murmured, her eyes blank.He took another step forward, and his feet had already stepped into the river.

"Xiaofeng is dry, tear stains remain, and I want to express my thoughts, and I talk alone."

She closed her eyes and walked straight forward, even a hint of relief floated on her lips.

"Difficult! Difficult! Difficult!"

No!don't want!Manchun, don't!

There was a burning pain in his chest, and hot liquid gushed out of his throat.The deep darkness submerged him, obliterating his whole body.Every breath is difficult and painful like a blunt knife, and gradually... scattered...

There was a messy sound in the ears.Is it wind?Tide sound?Traffic?Completely indistinguishable from the confusion.

The clenched hands loosened bit by bit.The noisy and chaotic noise gradually faded away, slowly, slowly returning to a dead silence...

boom!A huge tremor suddenly spread throughout the body.Straws of sweet fishy smell flowed out of Minglou's mouth again, and his breathing became easier for an instant, and he vaguely felt that many people were busy around him.Lights and shadows flickered on the top of the head, a series of fast Japanese babbled in the ears, a pair of powerful hands squeezed his heart rhythmically, and countless needles pierced the gradually numb body...

And he didn't care about these at all, he just wanted to catch the girl who was walking straight towards Jiang Xin in the vast darkness where there was no glimmer of light.However, he couldn't see anything except pitch black.In the boundless void, the voice in the ear and the feeling of the body blurred away again...

boom!It was another strong blow, stronger than before, as if it wanted to shatter the whole body.The intense stimulation made Minglou regain his sanity, and vaguely heard the crying voice:

Senior Brother, Senior Brother, Senior Brother...

The familiar voice seems to be very near, but also seems to be far away, floating back and forth in the vague and chaotic consciousness.

Man Chun, senior brother is here.Stop now, don't go any further, don't!

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Brother!Brother!Brother!

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stop!Manchun, stop!

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"Girl, if you go any further, I won't pull you back."

"You, who are you?"

"King, sky, and wind."

……

"Will you come with me?"

"What are you going to do? Suppress the Communist Party?"

"No, our enemy is the Japanese. We want to drive the little devil out of the Northeast and give me back China!"

……

"Girl, you are welcome to join the China Revival Society."

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"Ah Cheng, why are you here?"

"I said, I won't leave you."

"But your eldest sister..."

"Eldest sister will understand in the future. Besides, how can I get into the Ming family, and if it's a big deal, I can get out. Sister Manchun, I won't let you here alone."

"What a loving and righteous child! Remember, from now on, you will be partners in life and death. You will live and die together, and you will depend on each other for life."

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"Sister Manchun, run away, that Dai is not a good person!"

"Ah Cheng, listen: don't fight for me! That man is vicious and vicious, I'm afraid your life will be lost."

"I'm not afraid! We are life and death partners, I will not let you be bullied!"

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"Ah Cheng, Director Dai ordered you to go down the mountain to deliver a letter to the county town, and leave now!"

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"Director Dai, Ah Cheng is my younger brother. The child was too young and ignorant, and offended the director. Please don't argue with him."

"Director Dai, I beg you, he is still a child. In case something happens, I... how can I explain to his family!"

"Oh, I just asked him to send a letter. Why did Miss Wang do this? She really is a brother and sister! Okay, let's get up. The moonlight is beautiful tonight. Go to my place to drink and enjoy the moon, okay? I promise that tomorrow morning, Ah Cheng will show up on the playground intact."

……

"Director Dai, this...this wine...you, what did you drink in it?"

"Miss Wang is too nervous, but I just want you to relax. Come..."

"No! Don't, don't!"

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"Brother Dai, this girl is my woman! Please give brother some face."

"What? She and you..."

"Brother, save me! Brother..."

"Hahaha, misunderstanding, it's all misunderstanding! Brother Wang, don't take it to heart... Hahaha..."

……

"Teacher? Thank you teacher..."

"You girl is really not reassuring! If someone asks, I'm the senior brother you call, you know?"

"teacher……"

"Okay, let's go out and gather, Ah Cheng is waiting!"

……

Minglou gasped violently, his chest rose and fell rapidly, but he couldn't calm down the stabbing pain in his heart.He never knew what kind of desperation that wrong decision made the person he loved the most back then.Fortunately, there are lunatics and Ah Cheng.These past events, they never mentioned to him.He always thought that the time in Paris was the first meeting between the lunatic and A-Cheng, and that A-Cheng joined the military commander after returning from Frunze because of his relationship.Ah Cheng is so tight-lipped, does he really blame him in his heart?And he, what qualifications does he have to blame them for later concealment, deception, determination and cruelty?

He couldn't imagine how Man Chun had stumbled and worked hard all these years.How many tears she shed for him, how much suffering she endured, how much grievance and insult she endured, she pretended to be invulnerable and ruthless now, and hid this wound so deeply that even he could no longer see the severe wound. The flesh and blood under the armor armor.

"You left without a word back then, leaving me alone in Shanghai. Now that I finally have my own world, you let me leave again. It was you who made me like this, and now you come to deny it I!"

She was really forced by him that day, that's why she yelled these words uncontrollably, right?But he didn't realize the bitterness of blood and tears in it at all.

"Brother, I finally look forward to your return."

He really didn't dare to think about it now, what kind of mood she was in silently watching his deceitful schemes again and again, letting him, even helping him, push herself to death step by step!

Now even if he pays with his life, how can he make up for her in case?

Wisps of blood foam overflowed with intermittent breathing.The more you pant, the weaker your breath becomes.His mind became slack again, and darkness swept in, drowning out the last regret and helplessness in his heart...

Manchun, Manchun, [-] words of sorry, what does it mean to you?

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Brother, come back!

Brother!Brother!Brother, you can't scare me like this!

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Minglou, Minglou, you bastard!

You promised me, you said you could make it through.You promised me, you can't scare me like this!

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Minglou, let me tell you, if you don't wake me up again, I will arrest Mingcheng Mingtai Mingjing one by one!If you dare to die here for me, I will let them be buried with you one by one!

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Minglou, don't leave!You bastard, no!I won't allow you to abandon me again!

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You dare to die here for me, I swear, I will scold Ah Cheng once a day, beat Ming Tai up every day, quarrel with Ming Jing every day, even if I tell you to go there, you will have no peace!

Did you hear that?

you bastard!

……

The little girl was really out of breath.

Minglou couldn't help but tugged at the corner of his lips, actually wanting to laugh.Joy and sorrow in my heart, those guilt and sorrow are entangled and entangled.

"It's recovered, it's recovered!" Someone in the haze whispered with joy.

He seemed to hear some breaths of relief.

The slightly trembling fingertips were firmly wrapped by the familiar warm touch.Minglou felt relieved for a while, and once again fell into a deep sleep exhausted.