I love you and hate you, ask if you know

Calling for help, putting out fires, reporting crimes, cleaning up the scene, dictating what happened, directing investigations...

When all the noise and chaos and the performance subsided, Wang Manchun finally put on a sterile suit and returned to the bed of his beloved.

The night is long and the sky is not yet bright.The pale and cold ward was deathly silent, except for the subtle and regular beeps of the cold and hard instruments.

Minglou lay there quietly, his withered face without a trace of blood was as serene as snow.The dense long eyelashes cast fan-shaped shadows around the eyes, and the rise and fall of the chest could not be felt under the thick blanket.Only the faint mist under the oxygen mask still shows the tenacious life still alive.

Yingzi was carefully replacing the ice cap covering his head.Akita also helped to place fresh ice packs on the side of his neck and axillary arteries after completing various examinations to keep his body surface cold.

"Physical cooling is to protect the brain. Reduce the oxygen consumption of brain tissue at low temperature, reduce the metabolic rate, eliminate edema, reduce intracranial pressure, and prevent hypoxic brain damage caused by respiratory and cardiac arrest."

Akita looked stern, and explained to Wang Manchun: "His heart and lung function was severely exhausted, and his breathing and heartbeat stopped several times. Although he was rescued, the situation is still very dangerous. First, the nerve damage caused by electric shock may cause serious systemic injuries at any time." Convulsions, which his heart could not bear. Second, his systemic functions were severely damaged after cardiac arrest. The previous criminal injuries, especially the large-scale infection of his right hand and lungs, are very likely to cause visceral damage. A series of complications such as organ failure."

Wang Manchun listened blankly, his back feeling numb.Pieces of mist rose in front of his eyes, and Akita's face dangled like a double shadow, like a boundless nightmare from which he couldn't wake up.

Yingzi walked over silently and hugged her thin shoulders tightly, the warmth of that grip brought her back to her senses.

Akita paused, looking at her apologetically and helplessly, every word and every word was crushingly cruel:

"Also, he has been in a deep coma, completely unable to perceive any external stimuli, and has no signs of waking up. You must know that the human brain has extremely poor tolerance to ischemia and hypoxia. The interruption of blood supply to the brain caused by cardiac arrest, It will lead to irreversible death of brain cells. And he has suffered severe brain trauma before, and the blood congestion remaining in the brain has not been completely eliminated. How serious the damage to the brain caused by the multiple circulatory arrests today is, people still don’t know Whether he can wake up or not, no one can predict."

"You said he had a traumatic brain injury, is this here?" Wang Manchun suddenly remembered the horrible scars he found when he was treated for the wound, and asked compared to the position on his head.

"Yeah! You don't know about such a serious gunshot wound?"

"Gunshot wound?" Wang Manchun was startled and dazed, shook his head, and asked again, "When did this happen?"

"It's hard to say the exact time. But judging from the scars left, it's been quite a while." Akita thought about it and said, "It's a miracle that such a severe brain injury survived. But there will definitely be sequelae , you haven't noticed either?"

Wang Manchun thought about it carefully, but still shook his head.Question marks were drawn in my mind, and I really wanted to go to Ah Cheng immediately to ask what happened.But Ah Cheng has already rushed to Nanjing overnight to pick up the mirror and return to Shanghai, and he should still be on his way now.

Akita couldn't help but comforted: "I was able to escape from death back then, but now I'm desperately persevering until now, which shows that his desire to survive is extremely strong and his will is very tenacious. We have used a series of drugs that promote and improve brain cell metabolism, and it is also established. The rescue team headed by neurologists will do everything possible to resuscitate the brain. Ah Chun, you have to cheer up!"

Wang Manchun nodded silently, and carefully held Ming Loulu's hand full of needles on the outside of the quilt.For a long time, the eyes that are as passionate as water are focused on the sleepy and lifeless haggard handsome face, and can no longer look away, and can't see anything else.It seems that it has become its own world, and no outsiders are allowed to disturb it.

When Yingzi followed Akita out of the ward, she couldn't help but look back.In front of the hospital bed lined up with all kinds of pipelines and instruments, Wang Manchun threw most of his body beside Minglou's pillow, and was whispering with his lips next to his ear.The appearance of holding back tears and smiling with his hands tightly clasped is strong and calm.It seems that time has passed away from this world, and life and death gather and disperse, and nothing can separate them.

"Sister Manchun!"

After an unknown amount of time, Ah Cheng's voice suddenly broke the desolation of the room.The people who eagerly pushed the door and entered were stunned when they saw the scene in front of them, and they couldn't stop their tears, accompanied by the cry of "Big Brother".

"Ah Cheng, don't be like this." Wang Manchun quickly patted him on the shoulder and comforted him softly: "Calm down, come over and talk to him carefully, he will definitely hear you."

Ah Cheng sobbed and nodded, wiping away his tears, he still couldn't make a sound.In his heart, Minglou is a pillar that will always be strong and brave to support the sky, and a ray of warm sun that will never be exhausted.Like a father, like a brother, a teacher and a friend.For so many years, step by step, he has always followed behind him with great peace of mind, never thinking that one day, if there is no longer the pointed spark when he turns around, how he will walk alone in the dark without a glimmer of light.

"Okay, Ah Cheng, he will definitely get better. I believe in him, and you should too." Wang Manchun continued to comfort her, but suddenly felt that something was wrong: "Aren't you going to pick up the mirror? Where is she?"

"She doesn't want to ride in my car." Ah Cheng shook his head mockingly: "I'm so confused. I'm a traitor of the Ming family! In front of so many important members of the Wang puppet government, it's impossible for her to come with me. She I will come back with Zhou Fohai by the train at [-]:[-] in the morning."

Wang Manchun was slightly taken aback, and immediately realized that he had also ignored this question.Minglou was acquitted, so Ah Cheng betrayed the owner and begged for glory. The two must be incompatible on the surface, and it is absolutely impossible to continue fighting side by side.Next, Ah Cheng may only be able to go back to Chongqing with his teacher. Like Mingtai, the clouds and waters will be far away from now on, and life and death are not expected.

As for himself, Ding Jing's dislike for her is well known to everyone, plus Ming Tai's password book incident and this time's abetment, Ding Jing must do more to hate her so as not to arouse suspicion.In other words, the opportunity for the two of them to stay quietly by Minglou's bed with him like this will soon become a luxury.

Wang Manchun looked at his watch, then at Ah Cheng who was weeping silently, and couldn't help crying.

"Come on, hurry up and tell him what you want to say." She took Ah Cheng's hand and placed it on Minglou's cold hand.

In the cold and long night, the three hands tightly overlapped each other, stubbornly holding on to the pulse of life.They chattered tirelessly, knowing that he already understood their intentions, but they couldn't help it, couldn't help it, wanted to tell him over and over again...

At [-] o'clock in the morning, Ming Jing came to the Army Hospital surrounded by Zhou Fohai and other new government officials. He had no time to pay attention to the endless questioning of many reporters.

Under Yingzi's constant urging, Ah Cheng and Man Chun reluctantly left through the staff passage on the other side at the same time Ming Jing and his party came upstairs.Wang Manchun, who was out of his mind, didn't realize that he didn't drive at all until he walked into the yard.Ah Cheng, who was walking with swollen eyes and dull head, said in a low voice at this moment: "Come on, I'll see you off. First go to my place at the city hall, I have something for you."

"Ah Cheng, what are you going to do? The organization, as well as the military command, need to ask for instructions on the next step." The car drove out of the hospital, and Wang Manchun reminded Ah Cheng while calming down.

"I know. The elder brother at the military command left a message. When he is away, I have to obey the command of the madman. The madman may mean that he wants to take me back to Chongqing and wait for the next mission. In addition, I heard the news of the release of the elder brother yesterday. I sent a message to the organization at night, and the reply I received was also to wait silently."

As Cheng said, he sighed faintly: "In the past few days, I will sort out the various affairs of the Economic Department and the Customs, and write a specific work report, so that my brother can see it clearly in the future. After that, I will submit my resignation to the new government , so as not to wait for the eldest brother to recover from the dilemma."

"How long has it been since you've been back? I have to go again." Looking at the familiar alleys on both sides of the street, Wang Manchun couldn't help feeling sad: "I think we said goodbye at the pier when I went to Japan, and you went to France. It took six years in a flash. "

"Yes. You always say that I am happier than you, and that I can always be by my elder brother's side for a lifetime." Ah Cheng couldn't help but twitched the corners of his lips, wanting to laugh, but his nose was so sore that he almost shed tears.

One sentence aroused doubts in Wang Manchun's heart, and he asked quickly: "By the way, what happened to the gunshot wound on his head?"

Ah Cheng was taken aback: "What gunshot wound?"

"You don't know?" Wang Manchun was extremely surprised. She frowned and thought for a while, then asked, "How long have you been studying in Frunze, the Soviet Union?"

"It was originally a year. But because of my outstanding grades, it was shortened to eight months. What's wrong?"

Ah Cheng didn't understand at all, so: "Sister Manchun, why are you asking this? What does the gunshot wound mean?"

"Brother here has a big scar." Wang Manchun pointed to his head and explained: "Doctor Akita said that it was a gunshot wound, and it has been around for a long time. But the blood clots accumulated in his brain have not cleared up until now. It will affect the awakening and recovery of senior brother."

"Brother has a head injury? Why didn't I know?" Ah Cheng's surprise was not inferior to Wang Manchun's, his thick eyebrows were tightly frowned, and suddenly he patted the steering wheel and suddenly realized: "No wonder he always has headaches!"

"Headache?"

"Yeah! My eldest brother has a severe headache and needs to take aspirin with him. Sometimes I see that he is in too much pain and takes too much medicine, so I ask him to go to the hospital. He always says that he is just overtired from using his brain. Just take a break. It turns out, it turned out to be a gunshot wound!"

"When? When did it start?" Wang Manchun asked.

"It's been there since I went to Paris. I thought it was my eldest brother who was studying abroad alone and made himself too hard."

"As soon as I go to Paris..." Wang Manchun silently calculated in his heart.

Ah Cheng went to Paris to find Minglou two years after he left.According to Akita's medical judgment, it will take a long period of recuperation and rehabilitation to recover from such a severe traumatic brain injury.In other words, the time of injury is likely to be shortly after he left the country, or...

Wang Manchun's heart trembled suddenly, and somehow he remembered his last sentence: Lao Luo, leave me alone, go and save her!

Who is Lao Luo?Who is he going to save?

"What year did he join the party, do you know?" She asked suddenly.

"I don't know." Ah Cheng shook his head: "I never asked. It should be much earlier than us."

Wang Manchun closed his eyes, his face was pale, and he didn't ask any more questions.

When he left without saying goodbye, he left behind too many unanswerable mysteries and unsolved knots.Hurt too deeply, disappointed too much.That kind of pain is unbearable to experience once in a lifetime.Even though she had a faint intuition that something was wrong, even today, she still dare not open the still bloody wound to see clearly and ask what happened.

People come and go in the new government office as usual.

Wang Manchun stood in the empty office of Minglou, as if in a lifetime.The last time I came here to see him, I brought news that the poisonous bee had been arrested.She asked him the whereabouts of that expensive limited-edition watch, and he told her to act impartially and not to bend the law.The two played their own roles in a serious manner, but they didn't think that he had already seen through all her disguises.

Wang Manchun smiled wryly.She is too confident.Ever since she was a child, how could she really get out of his grasp once?She is the most free, she can choose her own path and pursue her dreams without restraint.She has never been free either, there are thousands of mountains and rivers, sea and sky, every dream is a shadow of a person, and every road is searching for his footprints.As proud as she is, she is absolutely unwilling to admit it, only subconsciously looking for it.I've been looking for it, I've been looking for it, for many, many years.