[comprehensive] flower tone girl

The so-called mind image world is the concretization of a person's inner world.

Although I have guessed what the world of my heart image might look like...

If it is [Orphanage], then the meaning here is the cage of bad luck, right?

Kanon has no doubts about being able to become the god of death.

So, where should her Zanpakuto be?

At least, find the key point first.

For example, what time does this scene represent, which event will have a relatively large impact on me, or is this just a fictional, brand-new story line?

Blood mixed with dirty water, oozes from the wound and wets the sleeves.

She wiped the window while thinking quickly.

A few children who had finished their work trod across the corridor in twos and threes.

"I really don't have any expression at all..."

"gross."

"A monster that doesn't cry out for pain...it's scary."

"Hey, stop talking."

After hearing such disgusting comments again after many years, Hanon's heart was a little subtle.

How should I put it, their words are probably the initial reason why I think I am "different"?Although every child will realize their own uniqueness as they grow up, and even pursue their own maverick, but realizing their "unfitness" prematurely has really added a lot of trouble to themselves.

"Huayin, let me help you."

The white hair is broken, the expression is timid but trying to smile, and the pair of golden and purple eyes are as gorgeous as the stained glass behind the angels in the church.

"Hurry up and finish it, we should still have time to grab food!" The little boy said, picked up another rotten rag in the bucket, twisted the almost shapeless fibers, and helped to wipe it.

Huayin stared at the little boy's profile.

There was still light in his eyes.

"Thank you, Brother Dun."

For a long time, she always felt that Dun, who didn't help at that time, was the one who planted the seeds of despair in her heart.

However, the other party obviously didn't expect that he would be treated so excessively, right?After all, before that, all the pranks in the orphanage would not harm lives.

For the first time, she understood how jealousy can make people push their boundaries and hurt others.

And he, after he learned that his momentary retreat led to her death—or her disappearance, would this light still exist in those beautiful pupils?

This orphanage is indeed a hell, but there are also some people who have worked hard to get out and live a more or less normal life.

But there are also some people who let their sins flow, and finally lose their personality and become beasts in human skin.

She doesn't know what the final fate of those children who "killed" her will be, but she can be sure of one thing - they hurt others because of jealousy, they completely distort their own personality, and there is no chance of redemption .

The world is fair after all.

People yearn for a peaceful and harmonious way of life, because although there are many troubles in that ordinary life, it is still enough for people to enjoy joy and happiness with peace of mind, and taste the ups and downs of this world.

However, once you allow yourself to become a devil, you will only be entangled with other fallen devils for the rest of your life, and you will never have the chance to climb out of the spiritual hell.

Yeah, it's like being cursed all my life.

Tortured by his own depraved humanity.

Dun is a kind child. Because of this, maybe he will always live with guilt and pain?

Suffering in pain and losing his life in a short night, and living with a knife in his heart all his life, festering and festering... Maybe it is really easier for the former.

But it's also easy to avoid—that is, the culprit gets his own jealousy under control.

A mocking smile curled up on the corner of Kanon's lips.

How is it possible? Human beings are not gods. In an environment where they are abandoned by their parents, assigned heavy work by the dean, and even not getting enough to eat, how can the seedlings of the mind not become distorted.

The reason why she can make such a high-ranking and indifferent analysis now is because she already has the premise of the strength and background to obtain and enjoy happiness.

But these children, including myself as a child, have nothing.

Without the care of the elders, one has no ability.

Facing the cruel future with apprehension, the balance gradually became unbalanced in the vicious competition acquiesced by the dean and the others.

"Okay, it's finished, let's go eat quickly!" Atsushi Nakajima grabbed the rag from Kanon's hand and threw it into the bucket, lifted the bucket with one hand and grabbed the girl's wrist with the other, "You are so strange today, what are you posting?" stay?"

"nothing……"

This is her world, and everything is shaped according to her memory.

In my memory, before that incident, Tun has always had such a dazzling and warm appearance that people like.

When we meet again in the future, will we see him like this again?

Even if you can see it, the light will become dim, right?

But as a real victim, it's impossible for her to apologize for this. That's too strange, isn't it?

Therefore, the tragedies that have happened will always be unsolvable.

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Lunch is potato and vegetable stew.

Holding the hot soup bowl, Huayin finally discovered some details that she hadn't noticed before.

She always felt that the taste of the food was very strange, and thought that what she had been eating all the time was spoiled food.

Is it... added nutrients?

Moreover, although everyone's clothes look very thin, and most of them have frostbite, very few people have a cold or fever. That is to say, in the continuous labor, not only the heat is guaranteed but also the body is exercised?

At the same time, it also gave everyone the impression that "hard-won food can only be eaten through hard work".

I have always thought that the orphanage is terrible and like hell... But in the final analysis, where did I get the desire to survive that I have formed in the anxiety and fear so far?

Land of Enlightenment...

Because they are all unwanted children, here, they do not receive tender care, and what they receive is not a family education full of love and beauty, but...

[Survive].

As a human being, he has the viability of a beast.

Competition, struggle, labor, if you want to get something, you must pay, if you want to live, don't be afraid of hurting and being hurt.

Even if there is no one to rely on, you can still live——

So, don't cry, don't need to be weak.

In the thinking of normal people, this is unreasonable cruelty.

However, here...

No one can answer their inner question of "Why am I abandoned", so the elders will only teach them how to live even if they are embarrassed, planting the seeds that they will never give up their lives easily.

After all, if the unfortunate want to live a good life, they have no time to mourn for their own misfortune.

Crying is the right of happy people.

And now, she has the right to cry.

So, when I came back here again and realized that what I hated before was actually not that bad, I was suddenly relieved, even a little relieved.

If she hadn't been afraid of death and injury all the time, would she have been able to persevere and improve her strength to such a degree?

If she hadn't been afraid of the cold and being discarded again, would she have been grateful and cherished the hard-won happiness, and got along well with the sword brothers, new family members and friends?

If she hadn't almost died here, she thought, knowing this, she might be very grateful for everything she learned in this orphanage.

However, how could she, who was sent to the gate of hell with her own hands, say such a sincere thank you.

So, the most important thing to her is that she almost died, right?

In other words, important locations...

Although I don’t want to go at all, I still have to find a way to go——

【attic】

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The attic is located on the second floor of a dilapidated small house used to store various tools, right next to the building where everyone sleeps and rests.

Daytime action is easy to spot.

But if it's to get tools, it's not obtrusive.

Huayin's job in the afternoon is to organize the clothes, which is a relatively simple job.

Atsushi Nakajima is going to clear the snow.

"You cleaned the windows for me at noon today. I'll help you get the tools. You can warm up the fire in the house for a while, Brother Dun."

"Eh? But..."

"It's okay, I have an easy job in the afternoon."

Unable to refuse, the girl left directly under the sneering eyes of the children next to her.

When she stepped through the snow and came to the door of the tool room, the top of her head was already covered with snow.

Hold the rusty doorknob and push open the creaking wooden door.

A cold dampness hits his face.

The wooden house is full of mostly old tools, and there is a well not far away.In order to save water, there are still dirty water in several iron buckets. After cleaning the table, glass and wall, you can still mop the floor. It’s winter now. In other seasons, the water that is really unusable will be used for watering vegetable.

And she was poured all over her body by this kind of water.

Huayin closed the door, no longer entangled in the past, but slowed down, and gently stepped on the wooden ladder to the second floor.

She had already heard a strange sound coming from the attic on the second floor.

So she took a foot-long mop handle with a break in her hand.

With her swordsmanship, even in this strange state, she can...

But who is the enemy in this world?

Cautiously poking her head out from the entrance floor of the attic to look at the scene in the small attic, Huayin froze in place immediately.

It was a woman in a white dress.

Her dress was long and wrapped tightly around her body.

The material of the cuffs and the hem of the skirt turned into white chains, trapping her here.

【Earthbound Spirit】

Kanon's expression became more dignified.

The woman's hair is very long.She knelt and leaned against the wall, quietly watching the TV not far in front of her.

If that hair was black, she might have thought it was the scene where Sadako just climbed out of the TV.

But not.

It was what she could see every day when she looked in the mirror, and the dim light from the icy and snowy world outside the window could not change its warmth, gorgeous and gentle——

Orange.

"You're here."

The woman turned her head, her blue eyes reflected the appearance of the young Hanon.

"It's so nostalgic, I'm still alive..."

She smiled softly and sadly.

"When i was a child]."

Then, she turned her gaze back, focused on watching the scene on the TV, and made a prophecy in a faint voice.

"It's a pity...you're going to die soon."

As if suddenly inspired, she changed from indifference to enthusiasm, smiled happily, and made an invitation.

"I'm going to die anyway, do you want to watch TV together?"

Hanano cautiously walks towards this "self" who is suspected to be suffering from schizophrenia and is in a state of undead.

A pantomime was playing on the television without sound.

It was a war.

The samurai holding the blade fought fiercely, roaring, but silently.

Only death and blood.

The screen shifted to the rear of the team.

Kanon's pupils suddenly tightened.

Inside, a young man wearing a Shinsengumi uniform, smiling cheerfully by the side of a swordsman wearing Shinsengumi clothes, and showing a happy expression of love and dependence when his head was stroked, also wearing Shinsengumi uniforms, seems to be What happened, the swordsman followed the swordsman with shining eyes, like two clear and cold lights, they rushed to the center of the war meat grinder tacitly.

That boy was the one who disappeared, her initial knife——

【California Clear Light】