[comprehensive] flower tone girl
Chapter 279
New Year is coming.
The No. [-] High School in Karakura Town, with three classes a year, between classes.
Tee, Tee, Tee.
Kurosaki Ichigo knocked on the side of the table of the girl who was sleeping on the table.
The girl with dark eyes raised her head wearily.
"Qi Mu, the final exam is coming soon. These guys said they want to hold a study meeting. I see that you have been sleeping all this time... are you coming or not?"
"No." The extremely sleep-deprived girl refused resolutely, and buried herself in the pillow again in the next second.
"Let me tell you, are you really okay?" Kurosaki Ichigo frowned.
"It's no problem, it's Qi Mu after all." Someone said coldly, "Kurosaki, give up, do you know how many awards our talented girl brought back to the school? People need you to worry about the end of the semester Exam."
The inside and outside of the words are sour.Most children of this age hope that they can get special treatment, and they also can't bear to see others being treated very favorably. Hanon's behavior of being unconditionally favored by Tsurumaru and infinitely indulged by the school has already aroused many people's resentment. And helpless.
#If you have the ability, you also have a brother with good looks and strong force#
#If you have the ability, you will get full marks in the exam every time, and you will definitely get the award and be a god of learning#
#打心的老铁#
"Hey, isn't that too ugly to say?"
"Heh, don't let people tell you the truth? Save yourself, the proud daughter of the sky, she won't pay attention to you mortals, don't put your hot face on someone's cold ass."
"We are all classmates, so you should talk less! Saiki is just in poor health and wants to go to school..."
"If you are not in good health, go to the hospital! Who are you showing off here every day! Are you physically disabled and strong?" The other party's emotions became aroused, his expression was distorted, and he was hysterical.
Tsurumaru Kuninaga frowned, his eyes were cold like sharp knives, and he swept towards this boy who usually didn't have a high sense of presence.
He's a very honest and law-abiding guy... he's a good kid, but his grades are always at the bottom.
The other party was taken aback, but quickly returned to a state of venting anger like a broken jar.
"I just can't understand it! Why are some people born geniuses, but some people can't get the results they want no matter how hard they try?! Just because of the talent they were born with and the differences in their families, there will be a world of difference in the future... ...Why!"
All the students in class three of the first year fell silent.
"This world is inherently unfair, and you will only make it look worse." Someone said in a low voice.
They, who have been protected by their parents, have gradually begun to realize the differences between each other and the injustice brought about by talent and family, but...
"No, everything is fair." The girl's voice came hoarsely from her arms, "How much you get depends entirely on your efforts, otherwise, where do you think my heavy dark circles and poor body come from? ? If you complain about the injustice in the world before doing your best, then it is only natural to stop here.”
"You... what do you know!"
"Then treat it as if I don't understand. Anyway, I will fight for what I want, and I really get it. That's enough."
"You, your arrogant attitude is the most disgusting!"
"Do you expect a [genius] in your mouth to live indistinguishably from an ordinary person like you?"
Self-esteem is also good, everything in the face is——
There is no possibility of monsters appearing where Huayin is, and naturally there is no possibility of being bewitched and magnifying the dark side.It can only be said that the wrong method, inefficient efforts, and the grievances accumulated in a mediocre life were completely detonated by a small matter as a guide.
It was Tsurumaru who countered the violent boy on the desk with one move.
"Don't waste my sister's precious time because of this trivial matter. She has a lot of work to deal with after returning home recently."
When the teacher entered the class, what he saw was the scene of Ban Caohemaru pushing another student on the table, which seemed to be a scene of school violence.
"Hey! What are you doing!!!"
"Nothing..."
"Teacher, he hit me suddenly!" The restrained teenager complained tearfully, looking weak, innocent and pitiful.
It's really very pitiful——
Seeing Tsurumaru being called away, and the classmates stopped the teacher from explaining the quarrel just now, the boy still looked like a green tea whore of "I just told the truth and got beaten up, Tsurumaru and Saiki are too much", The teacher can only call Hua Yin, who seems to be the culprit.
It is true that there are unusual high school students in this school, such as the agent of the god of death, Kurosaki Ichigo, the extermination master Ishida Uryu, the perfect manifestation master Inoue Orihime Chadu Yasutora, etc., but apart from these unusual existences, Most of them are just ordinary high school students.
They are not just background boards, but also people living normally in this world.
Rather, they are the mainstream group in this world.
Whether it is a student or a teacher.
A group accepts an individual because they have a common language and similarities, and the school's concession to the girl for the sake of honor only pushes her away from the group step by step.Not to mention students, even the mention of Qi Muhuayin among the teachers would be somewhat sour.
Treating a student specially is "unfair" to other students.
Ochi Miyuki had a conversation with Kanon.
It is reasonable for students to strive for honor for the school and add luster to their resumes, and there should be no transactions.
"So, do you want to cancel the previous agreement?"
"Yes, even if you suspend school again, Qi Mu, this agreement must be voided."
"That's it..." The girl thought of the mountains of New Year's cards that needed to be filled out at home, and the bleak interpersonal relationship in the class, and nodded, "Okay, I understand. Then I will trouble Mr. Ochi for the holidays until the final exam." It's approved, can I take the final exam? I originally planned to transfer to another school in the second year of high school, but now I will arrange it in advance."
"Of course you have to take the final exam. But you... want to transfer?" Ochi Miyu didn't expect such a result at all, and then she thought of the girl's school status information, "By the way, I remember that you... seem to have been Transfer?"
"Yes. I don't know why, but some unpleasant things always happen in the end." The girl lowered her eyes, "At first, I didn't know what the reason for the high school transfer was, but now it seems that this is it."
Ochi Miyuki looked at the girl in front of her, only to feel that the fog around her body was getting thicker.
"Does Saiki-san believe in fate?" After blurting out these words, Ochi Miyuki immediately realized her slip of the tongue from the position of the class teacher, "No, I mean, Saiki-san looks like..."
"It's really hard to get close, it's like living in another world, right?" Huayin showed a shallow smile, "I used to work hard to fit in the group...but in the end I found that the fit is not as good as the fit, I will always find It's suitable for your own group, so please don't worry, teacher... Thank you for your kindness."
Ochi Miyuki wanted to say something else, but he didn't know what else he could teach this child as an educator.
In the end, she could only smile and send her blessings to the student who couldn't teach.
-
For Hua Yin, as long as there is something to learn, it doesn't matter whether she goes to school or not.
Compared with ordinary high schools, even including Xiongying High School now, it can't match Hanon's desire for Bai Lan's senior Honmaru's library.
After taking a break from school, she was able to concentrate more on spending time in Senior Bai Lan's Honmaru.After being dragged back, I started to deal with the pile of New Year's cards.
There are more vests, and there are more people who need to write letters.
As Qimu Huayin, she needs to send all her friends, former teachers, brothers in the family, relatives of the Qimu couple... all kinds of blessings, or write long letters or short sentences, at least hundreds of copies .
As the person in charge of the firm, on the human side, she needs to write letters to military, political and police officials at all levels, immediate superiors, people in power in this country, former business partners, etc.; , Dajiangshan, Shikoku... and so on, all the monster leaders in the area will say hello; Some old guys also have to say a blessing by the way.
As for the other side of the world, there is another set of rules to celebrate the New Year.
In addition, we also need to consider the distribution of employee benefits in the company, security checks during the holidays, the arrangement of several big deals, and the construction progress supervision of the holographic and semi-realistic "choice" game on the mechanical island...
Suspend school, suspend school!She's going bald! ! !
"It's so pitiful, junior." Bailan Jesso smiled and laughed at his busy junior, "By the way, I will take Hong Jiaodong away after the new year, and I have already contacted his senior to pick him up." he."
"Are you here? I'll let the office do the reception work." Huayin didn't raise her pen and wrote quickly. On the table and on the tatami beside her were stacks of New Year's thank you letters.
The floor heating is burning in the room, Huayin is only wearing simple dresses, and there is a small coffee table with tea and snacks beside her.
"Your small temple can't accommodate such a big person. I will take the child to another place and give it to the other party."
Huayin: ...
The girl finally raised her head from the pile of letters, and looked at her senior with the sharp and ruthless eyes of a human trafficker.
"Do you think I can safely hand over Xiao Jiao Dong to you, Senior Bai Lan?"
"What..." Bai Lan Jesuo sat cross-legged on the tatami mat casually, showing an extremely hurt expression, and chewing the cotton candy that came with him, "How can you doubt What about my seniors!"
"It's not suspicion, but the attitude of senior Sawada always makes me think that you will do something terrible, especially the description of population and transaction just now... If it was me, forget it, but put it on Xiao Jiaodong. , I really can’t rest assured.”
"Eh? Why is this!" Bai Lan smiled brightly, "Then there's nothing I can do. I'll tell the puppet later that Hong Jiaodong's current guardian won't let anyone go~"
"...a doll?" Kanon suddenly thought of Izuku Midoriya's hero name, "It can't be..."
"That's right, after Hong Jiaodong officially became a god judge, he will guide the seniors!" Bailan Jesuo played with the marshmallow in his hand and snorted, "It's completely different from the Izuku Green Valley you know , There are many twists and turns in the belly of this [doll].”
Hua Yin: I'm afraid that if you didn't go straight, you would have been tricked by a god-judging boss like you until you lost your pants.
"If you're really worried, I can take you with me, okay?" Bailan Jesso frowned and pouted, "But the preparations are very troublesome..."
The girl was shocked.
"Can you?" she asked cautiously.
Bailan Jesso was stunned for a moment, then he covered his stomach and laughed.
"What, are you so curious? Do you just want to know what kind of world the place where the seniors meet? Hahaha... okay, I'll take you there." The young man with silver hair and purple pupils suddenly approached the girl, Mian Mian The special sweet smell of sugar invaded the nostrils, and the purple inverted crown made this person extraordinarily bewitching.
A dry man's hand landed on the top of the girl's head, gently pulling her hair to pull her closer.
"However, you have to remember...you are my treasure, a special treasure...you must not be coveted by anyone else...you know?"
The hand dropped to her side cheek, the pad of the index finger gently brushed against her lips, slid down her neck, and touched her throat.
Hanano clearly saw her own shadow reflected in those purple eyes.
And that undisguised, absolute, trembling desire to control.
"So, I will silence your voice, prepare you special beautiful clothes that erase your sense of existence, and take you to see the world of the god judge... [Wandering Realm]."
Bai Lan took the girl's left hand and kissed her middle finger.
Where the lips stained with marshmallow powder touched, the concealed spells were torn apart like water waves, revealing the Mare ring on the girl's middle finger and Saiki Kongsuke's special all-attribute ring on her index finger.
"What a good boy." Bailan Jesso praised warmly, bending his eyes as if pleased.
Huayin couldn't say a word.
After psychologically overcoming his fear of Bai Lan, he still couldn't physically adapt to such close contact with Bai Lan.
It was too close, and the presence of the other party was too strong, as if it would swallow his own breath.
This is no longer the suppression of the food chain, but the suppression of the sense of existence...
"Hey, my lovely little Huayin, what do you want to say after being praised by the senior?"
Existences that are too weak will be wiped out by a strong one...Kanon knows that this is the extent of Bailan Jesso's control of his own aura, but...
If there are many kinds of strength, whether it is strength in strength or strength in heart, both sides can stand on the same stage of competition, so is the strength of presence completely determined by strength?
She... can't accept that she is being taken care of like this, and getting the other party's concession of "allowing you to survive" like being given alms.
Even if the other party takes a little step forward, he will disappear, but whether he dares to step forward...that is what he has to decide to do!
The girl's somewhat slack expression seemed to gather a little bit of strength.
She tried her best to look back at the pair of beautiful eyes that seemed to be sucking herself into the purple ocean. The blue eyes shone with a stubborn gleam, and her own voice finally came out from her moving lips.
"Yes...thank you for your compliment, senior."
"Pfft." Bai Lan happily let go of the girl, allowing her to collapse limply.
"Is there any progress? You are doing really well, even I am surprised, your monster-like growth rate and comprehension - hurry up and carve out your own brilliance, rough stones are not more popular than gems. "
"Well, after the new year is over, if you and that child Hong Jiaodong are ready, remember to tell seniors? The timeline on my side is so much that it makes people headaches. If you forget about it accidentally, it will be bad." That's it—dolls are not important guys anyway."
"It's just that it's too much to want to use this method to touch someone else's baby, right?"
Bai Lan put away his unfinished plate of marshmallows, exuding a relaxed and comfortable atmosphere, and suddenly disappeared in the Japanese room.
This method...?
The girl who was suppressed to the point where her whole body almost stopped functioning finally recovered from lying on the ground.
Sweat soaked clothes in an instant, hyperventilation, dizziness, black eyes.
She didn't know if Senior Bai Lan was deliberately making it harder for her to adapt.But in his Honmaru, Kanon has never fought against Bailan so far—her opponent is either Tsunayoshi Sawada who came to visit, or the shikigami that Bailan made casually.
If Sawada-senpai can still control his own strength, is Bailan-senpai already too strong to control himself?
Can't control or don't want to control?
If a person loses the idea of controlling himself for some good things...does this person still have any nostalgia for this world?
She had read many manuscripts about Prynne.
In the beginning, Bai Lan just regarded this world as a game.
Feeling out of place in this world, but also moved when interacting with others.
She does have some similarities with her senior, which is one of the reasons why she is not as opposed to Bai Lan as Sawada-senpai.
If there must be protagonists and villains in this world, maybe she is more like a villain boss?
However, if you can guard everything you care about, you can guard your heart, you can protect your sense of existence, and you can be sure of your [self], even if you don’t have any great ideals, so what if you are judged as a misfit?
She has grown up all the way, and she has been uneasy, questioned, constantly tortured her soul, and constantly explored the unknown. Now she is very sure about what she wants to do, what she should do, and what she can do What is the thing.
Careful, cautious step by step, but did not wear off the claws of the beast, did not destroy a brave heart.
No one taught her what kind of person she should be—the stories in the books she had read, and the complex and colorful world that her brain constantly analyzed and understood, finally let her decide what kind of person she would become.
Therefore, her fearlessness is not due to insensitivity.
Therefore, she will not become a person like Senior Bai Lan after all.
[How was it……? ]
The girl who was leaning on the table and trying to sit up was dizzy, and a sentence suddenly flashed in her mind——
[He is... self-destructing. 】
——She has never been afraid of death, because she has never lost her desire to live.
And there are still many people in this world who yearn for death because they have lost the desire to live.
So, when seeing such tenacious vitality...
How is it not like seeing a treasure?
#我想想I am not good enough and should continue to move forward with heavy burdens, but I don’t know that I am the warm light in the eyes of others#
The author has something to say:
That's why Osamu Dazai has such a high affection for Hanon √
Bai Lan didn't realize Huayin's attraction to him in this aspect, but regarded Huayin as a "treasure" for other reasons.
After all, after living for a long time, I feel that many things are nothing special, and Huayin is too weak in his opinion now~
#Tomorrow I will regret it#
The No. [-] High School in Karakura Town, with three classes a year, between classes.
Tee, Tee, Tee.
Kurosaki Ichigo knocked on the side of the table of the girl who was sleeping on the table.
The girl with dark eyes raised her head wearily.
"Qi Mu, the final exam is coming soon. These guys said they want to hold a study meeting. I see that you have been sleeping all this time... are you coming or not?"
"No." The extremely sleep-deprived girl refused resolutely, and buried herself in the pillow again in the next second.
"Let me tell you, are you really okay?" Kurosaki Ichigo frowned.
"It's no problem, it's Qi Mu after all." Someone said coldly, "Kurosaki, give up, do you know how many awards our talented girl brought back to the school? People need you to worry about the end of the semester Exam."
The inside and outside of the words are sour.Most children of this age hope that they can get special treatment, and they also can't bear to see others being treated very favorably. Hanon's behavior of being unconditionally favored by Tsurumaru and infinitely indulged by the school has already aroused many people's resentment. And helpless.
#If you have the ability, you also have a brother with good looks and strong force#
#If you have the ability, you will get full marks in the exam every time, and you will definitely get the award and be a god of learning#
#打心的老铁#
"Hey, isn't that too ugly to say?"
"Heh, don't let people tell you the truth? Save yourself, the proud daughter of the sky, she won't pay attention to you mortals, don't put your hot face on someone's cold ass."
"We are all classmates, so you should talk less! Saiki is just in poor health and wants to go to school..."
"If you are not in good health, go to the hospital! Who are you showing off here every day! Are you physically disabled and strong?" The other party's emotions became aroused, his expression was distorted, and he was hysterical.
Tsurumaru Kuninaga frowned, his eyes were cold like sharp knives, and he swept towards this boy who usually didn't have a high sense of presence.
He's a very honest and law-abiding guy... he's a good kid, but his grades are always at the bottom.
The other party was taken aback, but quickly returned to a state of venting anger like a broken jar.
"I just can't understand it! Why are some people born geniuses, but some people can't get the results they want no matter how hard they try?! Just because of the talent they were born with and the differences in their families, there will be a world of difference in the future... ...Why!"
All the students in class three of the first year fell silent.
"This world is inherently unfair, and you will only make it look worse." Someone said in a low voice.
They, who have been protected by their parents, have gradually begun to realize the differences between each other and the injustice brought about by talent and family, but...
"No, everything is fair." The girl's voice came hoarsely from her arms, "How much you get depends entirely on your efforts, otherwise, where do you think my heavy dark circles and poor body come from? ? If you complain about the injustice in the world before doing your best, then it is only natural to stop here.”
"You... what do you know!"
"Then treat it as if I don't understand. Anyway, I will fight for what I want, and I really get it. That's enough."
"You, your arrogant attitude is the most disgusting!"
"Do you expect a [genius] in your mouth to live indistinguishably from an ordinary person like you?"
Self-esteem is also good, everything in the face is——
There is no possibility of monsters appearing where Huayin is, and naturally there is no possibility of being bewitched and magnifying the dark side.It can only be said that the wrong method, inefficient efforts, and the grievances accumulated in a mediocre life were completely detonated by a small matter as a guide.
It was Tsurumaru who countered the violent boy on the desk with one move.
"Don't waste my sister's precious time because of this trivial matter. She has a lot of work to deal with after returning home recently."
When the teacher entered the class, what he saw was the scene of Ban Caohemaru pushing another student on the table, which seemed to be a scene of school violence.
"Hey! What are you doing!!!"
"Nothing..."
"Teacher, he hit me suddenly!" The restrained teenager complained tearfully, looking weak, innocent and pitiful.
It's really very pitiful——
Seeing Tsurumaru being called away, and the classmates stopped the teacher from explaining the quarrel just now, the boy still looked like a green tea whore of "I just told the truth and got beaten up, Tsurumaru and Saiki are too much", The teacher can only call Hua Yin, who seems to be the culprit.
It is true that there are unusual high school students in this school, such as the agent of the god of death, Kurosaki Ichigo, the extermination master Ishida Uryu, the perfect manifestation master Inoue Orihime Chadu Yasutora, etc., but apart from these unusual existences, Most of them are just ordinary high school students.
They are not just background boards, but also people living normally in this world.
Rather, they are the mainstream group in this world.
Whether it is a student or a teacher.
A group accepts an individual because they have a common language and similarities, and the school's concession to the girl for the sake of honor only pushes her away from the group step by step.Not to mention students, even the mention of Qi Muhuayin among the teachers would be somewhat sour.
Treating a student specially is "unfair" to other students.
Ochi Miyuki had a conversation with Kanon.
It is reasonable for students to strive for honor for the school and add luster to their resumes, and there should be no transactions.
"So, do you want to cancel the previous agreement?"
"Yes, even if you suspend school again, Qi Mu, this agreement must be voided."
"That's it..." The girl thought of the mountains of New Year's cards that needed to be filled out at home, and the bleak interpersonal relationship in the class, and nodded, "Okay, I understand. Then I will trouble Mr. Ochi for the holidays until the final exam." It's approved, can I take the final exam? I originally planned to transfer to another school in the second year of high school, but now I will arrange it in advance."
"Of course you have to take the final exam. But you... want to transfer?" Ochi Miyu didn't expect such a result at all, and then she thought of the girl's school status information, "By the way, I remember that you... seem to have been Transfer?"
"Yes. I don't know why, but some unpleasant things always happen in the end." The girl lowered her eyes, "At first, I didn't know what the reason for the high school transfer was, but now it seems that this is it."
Ochi Miyuki looked at the girl in front of her, only to feel that the fog around her body was getting thicker.
"Does Saiki-san believe in fate?" After blurting out these words, Ochi Miyuki immediately realized her slip of the tongue from the position of the class teacher, "No, I mean, Saiki-san looks like..."
"It's really hard to get close, it's like living in another world, right?" Huayin showed a shallow smile, "I used to work hard to fit in the group...but in the end I found that the fit is not as good as the fit, I will always find It's suitable for your own group, so please don't worry, teacher... Thank you for your kindness."
Ochi Miyuki wanted to say something else, but he didn't know what else he could teach this child as an educator.
In the end, she could only smile and send her blessings to the student who couldn't teach.
-
For Hua Yin, as long as there is something to learn, it doesn't matter whether she goes to school or not.
Compared with ordinary high schools, even including Xiongying High School now, it can't match Hanon's desire for Bai Lan's senior Honmaru's library.
After taking a break from school, she was able to concentrate more on spending time in Senior Bai Lan's Honmaru.After being dragged back, I started to deal with the pile of New Year's cards.
There are more vests, and there are more people who need to write letters.
As Qimu Huayin, she needs to send all her friends, former teachers, brothers in the family, relatives of the Qimu couple... all kinds of blessings, or write long letters or short sentences, at least hundreds of copies .
As the person in charge of the firm, on the human side, she needs to write letters to military, political and police officials at all levels, immediate superiors, people in power in this country, former business partners, etc.; , Dajiangshan, Shikoku... and so on, all the monster leaders in the area will say hello; Some old guys also have to say a blessing by the way.
As for the other side of the world, there is another set of rules to celebrate the New Year.
In addition, we also need to consider the distribution of employee benefits in the company, security checks during the holidays, the arrangement of several big deals, and the construction progress supervision of the holographic and semi-realistic "choice" game on the mechanical island...
Suspend school, suspend school!She's going bald! ! !
"It's so pitiful, junior." Bailan Jesso smiled and laughed at his busy junior, "By the way, I will take Hong Jiaodong away after the new year, and I have already contacted his senior to pick him up." he."
"Are you here? I'll let the office do the reception work." Huayin didn't raise her pen and wrote quickly. On the table and on the tatami beside her were stacks of New Year's thank you letters.
The floor heating is burning in the room, Huayin is only wearing simple dresses, and there is a small coffee table with tea and snacks beside her.
"Your small temple can't accommodate such a big person. I will take the child to another place and give it to the other party."
Huayin: ...
The girl finally raised her head from the pile of letters, and looked at her senior with the sharp and ruthless eyes of a human trafficker.
"Do you think I can safely hand over Xiao Jiao Dong to you, Senior Bai Lan?"
"What..." Bai Lan Jesuo sat cross-legged on the tatami mat casually, showing an extremely hurt expression, and chewing the cotton candy that came with him, "How can you doubt What about my seniors!"
"It's not suspicion, but the attitude of senior Sawada always makes me think that you will do something terrible, especially the description of population and transaction just now... If it was me, forget it, but put it on Xiao Jiaodong. , I really can’t rest assured.”
"Eh? Why is this!" Bai Lan smiled brightly, "Then there's nothing I can do. I'll tell the puppet later that Hong Jiaodong's current guardian won't let anyone go~"
"...a doll?" Kanon suddenly thought of Izuku Midoriya's hero name, "It can't be..."
"That's right, after Hong Jiaodong officially became a god judge, he will guide the seniors!" Bailan Jesuo played with the marshmallow in his hand and snorted, "It's completely different from the Izuku Green Valley you know , There are many twists and turns in the belly of this [doll].”
Hua Yin: I'm afraid that if you didn't go straight, you would have been tricked by a god-judging boss like you until you lost your pants.
"If you're really worried, I can take you with me, okay?" Bailan Jesso frowned and pouted, "But the preparations are very troublesome..."
The girl was shocked.
"Can you?" she asked cautiously.
Bailan Jesso was stunned for a moment, then he covered his stomach and laughed.
"What, are you so curious? Do you just want to know what kind of world the place where the seniors meet? Hahaha... okay, I'll take you there." The young man with silver hair and purple pupils suddenly approached the girl, Mian Mian The special sweet smell of sugar invaded the nostrils, and the purple inverted crown made this person extraordinarily bewitching.
A dry man's hand landed on the top of the girl's head, gently pulling her hair to pull her closer.
"However, you have to remember...you are my treasure, a special treasure...you must not be coveted by anyone else...you know?"
The hand dropped to her side cheek, the pad of the index finger gently brushed against her lips, slid down her neck, and touched her throat.
Hanano clearly saw her own shadow reflected in those purple eyes.
And that undisguised, absolute, trembling desire to control.
"So, I will silence your voice, prepare you special beautiful clothes that erase your sense of existence, and take you to see the world of the god judge... [Wandering Realm]."
Bai Lan took the girl's left hand and kissed her middle finger.
Where the lips stained with marshmallow powder touched, the concealed spells were torn apart like water waves, revealing the Mare ring on the girl's middle finger and Saiki Kongsuke's special all-attribute ring on her index finger.
"What a good boy." Bailan Jesso praised warmly, bending his eyes as if pleased.
Huayin couldn't say a word.
After psychologically overcoming his fear of Bai Lan, he still couldn't physically adapt to such close contact with Bai Lan.
It was too close, and the presence of the other party was too strong, as if it would swallow his own breath.
This is no longer the suppression of the food chain, but the suppression of the sense of existence...
"Hey, my lovely little Huayin, what do you want to say after being praised by the senior?"
Existences that are too weak will be wiped out by a strong one...Kanon knows that this is the extent of Bailan Jesso's control of his own aura, but...
If there are many kinds of strength, whether it is strength in strength or strength in heart, both sides can stand on the same stage of competition, so is the strength of presence completely determined by strength?
She... can't accept that she is being taken care of like this, and getting the other party's concession of "allowing you to survive" like being given alms.
Even if the other party takes a little step forward, he will disappear, but whether he dares to step forward...that is what he has to decide to do!
The girl's somewhat slack expression seemed to gather a little bit of strength.
She tried her best to look back at the pair of beautiful eyes that seemed to be sucking herself into the purple ocean. The blue eyes shone with a stubborn gleam, and her own voice finally came out from her moving lips.
"Yes...thank you for your compliment, senior."
"Pfft." Bai Lan happily let go of the girl, allowing her to collapse limply.
"Is there any progress? You are doing really well, even I am surprised, your monster-like growth rate and comprehension - hurry up and carve out your own brilliance, rough stones are not more popular than gems. "
"Well, after the new year is over, if you and that child Hong Jiaodong are ready, remember to tell seniors? The timeline on my side is so much that it makes people headaches. If you forget about it accidentally, it will be bad." That's it—dolls are not important guys anyway."
"It's just that it's too much to want to use this method to touch someone else's baby, right?"
Bai Lan put away his unfinished plate of marshmallows, exuding a relaxed and comfortable atmosphere, and suddenly disappeared in the Japanese room.
This method...?
The girl who was suppressed to the point where her whole body almost stopped functioning finally recovered from lying on the ground.
Sweat soaked clothes in an instant, hyperventilation, dizziness, black eyes.
She didn't know if Senior Bai Lan was deliberately making it harder for her to adapt.But in his Honmaru, Kanon has never fought against Bailan so far—her opponent is either Tsunayoshi Sawada who came to visit, or the shikigami that Bailan made casually.
If Sawada-senpai can still control his own strength, is Bailan-senpai already too strong to control himself?
Can't control or don't want to control?
If a person loses the idea of controlling himself for some good things...does this person still have any nostalgia for this world?
She had read many manuscripts about Prynne.
In the beginning, Bai Lan just regarded this world as a game.
Feeling out of place in this world, but also moved when interacting with others.
She does have some similarities with her senior, which is one of the reasons why she is not as opposed to Bai Lan as Sawada-senpai.
If there must be protagonists and villains in this world, maybe she is more like a villain boss?
However, if you can guard everything you care about, you can guard your heart, you can protect your sense of existence, and you can be sure of your [self], even if you don’t have any great ideals, so what if you are judged as a misfit?
She has grown up all the way, and she has been uneasy, questioned, constantly tortured her soul, and constantly explored the unknown. Now she is very sure about what she wants to do, what she should do, and what she can do What is the thing.
Careful, cautious step by step, but did not wear off the claws of the beast, did not destroy a brave heart.
No one taught her what kind of person she should be—the stories in the books she had read, and the complex and colorful world that her brain constantly analyzed and understood, finally let her decide what kind of person she would become.
Therefore, her fearlessness is not due to insensitivity.
Therefore, she will not become a person like Senior Bai Lan after all.
[How was it……? ]
The girl who was leaning on the table and trying to sit up was dizzy, and a sentence suddenly flashed in her mind——
[He is... self-destructing. 】
——She has never been afraid of death, because she has never lost her desire to live.
And there are still many people in this world who yearn for death because they have lost the desire to live.
So, when seeing such tenacious vitality...
How is it not like seeing a treasure?
#我想想I am not good enough and should continue to move forward with heavy burdens, but I don’t know that I am the warm light in the eyes of others#
The author has something to say:
That's why Osamu Dazai has such a high affection for Hanon √
Bai Lan didn't realize Huayin's attraction to him in this aspect, but regarded Huayin as a "treasure" for other reasons.
After all, after living for a long time, I feel that many things are nothing special, and Huayin is too weak in his opinion now~
#Tomorrow I will regret it#
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