[Lu Xiaofeng] The building is full of delicate flowers

"Daddy, daddy, why does mother always stare at the sky in a daze?..."

"Because my mother used to be a bird flying freely in the sky."

"Then why can't mother fly now?"

"Because..." Daddy paused, touched the child's head, and said, "Because Daddy broke Mother's wings."

"Mother doesn't hate Daddy?"

"..."

"...It must be hated."

"Since you hate him, why didn't mother leave father?"

"Silly boy, because of you, mother can't live without her."

Under forced conception, I bore him three children, two sons and one daughter.

Unknowingly, the two sons are almost adults, and the youngest daughter has reached the age of half-adult and sensible.

Divorce letter or something, naturally there is no hope of getting it in this life.With children, the relationship between men and women changes in nature. It is no longer just one party's obsession with the other party, but gradually turns into family affection.Even if the passion fades away, the ties of family affection will bind the husband and wife, and even the whole family built with the husband and wife as one.

I started to teach children how to systematize their own human brains. The children lacked interest, but he learned [-]|[-]% of the system brain.

"what does that mean?"

"It means that the knowledge and books that can be stored in the brain system will be endless, which means that your soul may be immortal."

"The soul is immortal?" He thought for a while, "This is very good, even if the body dies, I can continue to be with you."

I kept silent, and silently clenched my fists.

He: "It seems that you don't want to continue to be with me in the afterlife."

I gritted my teeth and said word for word: "I—hate—you."

He said: "I love you."

Me: "If you really love someone, you should let her go the way she should go, instead of trapping her by your side for your own selfish desires."

He said softly: "I'm sorry, Ah Dan, I can't do it without you."

How deeply I believed him, now I hate him so much.

I once asked Lu Xiaofeng for help, but Lu Xiaofeng failed to save me. In terms of intelligence, Huamanlou and Lu Xiaofeng are evenly matched, but in terms of power, Lu Xiaofeng is alone, far away from the overwhelming power of the Hua family.

Lu Xiaofeng tried to save me several times, but then he annoyed Huamanlou.

"Ah Dan, Lu Xiaofeng is not only my best friend, but also your best friend. I believe you are more reluctant to see Lu Xiaofeng's body than I am."

"..."

After that, I never asked Lu Xiaofeng for help again. Hua Manlou is a very kind person. A kind person will use any means, and they are far more terrifying than ordinary villains.

Later, our contact with Lu Xiaofeng was gradually broken.A few years ago, I received the news that Lu Xiaofeng had already settled down and married a woman with an extremely hot temper, and was bound to death by the woman.

"She tied him up, and I tied you up." During bedtime, Hua Manlou panted heavily in my ear, with a low smile, feeling a little lamented by the vicissitudes of the world, "I never thought of doing this in such a way before. Lu Xiaofeng probably didn't expect that his flirtatious life would be cut off abruptly by a tigress."

"Qitong, let's not have any more children, okay? I don't want to have any more, we already have three." I begged him with tears.

He thought for a while and said, "That's it, all right."

Since then, I have used contraceptive measures, and it will not force me to come during ovulation.

40 is old.

50 is old.

60 is old.

70 years old ...

As Shaohua grew old, he handed over the Hua family's property to his heirs, and instead, like me, focused on books, on the shaping and strengthening of the brain system.

"Ah Dan, can the human soul really be immortal?"

Ah Dan: "It's hard, the chance of success is one in ten million."

Hua Manlou: "Then I have to give it a try. Work hard, at least there is still some hope. If you don't work hard, you will disappear."

Teeth fall out, hair turns gray, skin wrinkles, sags, age spots develop.

One night, I fell asleep and never woke up again.

I am dead.

My soul floated above nothingness, and I saw the old Hua Manlou wake up from sleep, call my name, and shake my body again.

"... Ah Dan?"

Without waking me up, he tested my breath, paused for a long time, then cleaned me up and changed into suitable clothes.

He summoned the heirs of the family to come in and entrust the funeral.

"...Father?" The son and daughter looked at him worriedly, hesitating to speak.

"It's all over, there's nothing else to do, let's just leave." He waved his hand calmly to drive away without any clue, "You have your way to go, and Dad has his way to go."

After the children were all gone, he returned to our bedroom, held up the corpse's hand, clasped the old fingers tightly, then used the other free hand to gather internal strength, aimed at his own gate of life, and struck down ——

"I said, I can't live without you."

The author has something to say:

A piece of news I read a few years ago is still fresh in my memory: a backpacker who roamed the world alone, his body was found in an uninhabited mountain in his later years, his body was peaceful, and he left a suicide note, to the effect that he lived a very comfortable life here. Very satisfied.

deep impression.

Everyone has their own way, everyone has their own way of living, and everyone's pursuit is different.The character image of Li Dan is based on this backpacker.

She is an eagle, soaring in the sky.