Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

The scenery here is good, but the mountain is too high and steep, and it is very laborious to walk.Some people take the hanging wall road and drive up the mountain in order to save trouble. I usually use my feet to go up and down by myself, and it takes a long time to go back and forth.

The air in this place is good. After all, there is no so-called pollution on the mountain, neither the air nor the water is polluted at all.

I lived on this mountain for nearly half a year, and it was around the same time that I brought the paintings I drew down from the mountain.

Every time I come down from the mountain, it takes a long time, and this time too.But it's worth it, after all, I painted all the beautiful scenery that can be painted on my drawing board on the mountain, so that he will always be the beautiful scenery on my drawing board.

Time seems to have gradually made me forget those things. After I came back from the mountains, I found an art gallery or something and bought the paintings I drew for a similar price.

With this money, I started the next trip.My goal this time is Yunnan. When I arrived in Yunnan, I was overwhelmed by the scenery here.

It's beautiful here, and it really makes me feel like I can't extricate myself.In a place of ethnic minorities here, seeing those girls wearing beautiful clothes, I couldn't help but want to draw these scenes.

When I lived here, there was an old mother who impressed me deeply. She pulled me aside and asked in a low voice, "Young man, you like my daughter so much, why don't you marry my girl!"

When I heard her say this, I quickly laughed and said, "I can't be a mother. I don't have a home, and I don't have much money. Isn't it a pain to let your daughter follow me?"

The old man was very sad when he heard me say that.But still treat me very politely.

Her daughter is Caiyun, she is about teens, she is very cute, she asked, "Do you think I am not as good as those girls in big cities? My mother asked you to marry me and you are not willing to marry me. "

"Don't be like this. It's not that I don't like you. Of course, the meaning of liking you is different. You are very cute and lively. But to be honest, you are not suitable to live with me."

She seemed to look at me incomprehensibly, and said, "Oh, but I don't quite understand what you mean."

"I don't understand, that's natural."

I stayed here for a while, and then went to Guangdong by myself. I seem to like this kind of life without a fixed place.

When I came to this city, I found that the life here is really exciting, and people's faces are full of confidence.

I stayed in a hotel here, and immediately found a few clients, one of whom was about to get married, and said he wanted to buy some of my landscape paintings.

I gave him two large oil paintings that I painted by myself.He gave me 8 yuan for one painting, and the other one was bigger than this one, so the money he gave was twice as much.

From the beginning, I only had [-] yuan in my hand, and now I can buy this kind of painting for [-] to [-] yuan. In fact, I really didn't expect that I could survive in that environment.

After the rich man happily paid the money with me, thinking about his wedding the day after tomorrow, he proudly took out a wedding invitation letter and handed it to me, saying, "I'm getting married tomorrow, come and join me!"

"I'm not good at this!"

He smiled and patted me and said, "What's wrong, you are a painter after all, and it's actually admirable to be able to draw such beautiful paintings. I can also take this opportunity to introduce you to more people tomorrow." .”

When I heard what he said, I had no choice but to agree. The next day, I changed into a nicer dress and proudly came to their wedding.

This Mr. Gao married a university teacher. He himself said that he was in business, and the two were a good match.

But I don’t know why, when I listened to the wedding march, and then watched them walk over arm in arm, I would think of myself and Lin Xichen, he and I would never have such a thing happen in this life, and it is impossible for me to Such a life appears.

We have been together for so long, and there is a deep hole in my heart, which cannot be stitched up now.

I was at the wedding scene and blessed them, they are really good match, handsome man and beautiful woman, there is no better match than them.

They hugged and kissed and swore in front of everyone. I don't know why I couldn't help crying when I saw this.

Thinking of myself, raising her hand to look at the engagement ring she couldn't wear.He suddenly got himself drunk with wine, and he drank too much wine, so he couldn't restrain his sadness, broke a wine glass, looked at the ring finger he had once worn from Lin Xichen, and cut it off with a blade.

At that moment, I felt that I was so jealous of those who married with their beloved ones, why only I want such a person to wander so far.

The people at the wedding scene were all terrified when they saw me like this, and rushed me to a nearby hospital.When I woke up, I saw that my hand was bandaged, and I couldn't lift my whole arm because of the pain.

Mr. Gao looked at me, sighed and said, "What are you doing! Why are you cutting your own hand, aren't you courting death?"

Hearing his words, I suddenly didn't know why, I laughed, smiled and cried, because I really don't know the feeling in my heart, it seems that there is a lot of pain in my heart, at this moment I couldn't bear it and burst into tears.

Seeing my appearance, he reached out and touched my head with a smile and said, "It's okay, there is no difficulty in life, if you cry like this, others will laugh at you."

I nodded and hung a few bottles in the hospital. The wound was almost healed before I was discharged.Mr. Gao didn't ask too much about me, and of course I didn't want to tell him about me.

When I left the city again, it was already the fifth year, five years since I left home.I don't know how my parents are doing well now, or whether they still hate me or not.

I don't know if Lin Xichen is okay, it seems that I don't know many things, I just blindly avoid everything I can.

The place where I settled down this time is Macau. This city has a combination of Chinese and Western civilizations.People here are also richer than people in other places, and they are more likely to accept the influence of Western culture.

I came here to paint and buy oil paintings mainly because of Mr. Gao's introduction.Here I met a man named Li Xin who was about 40 years old, and his son was almost my age.

I happened by chance. That day I set up a painting booth to close the booth, and was almost hit by his car when I was leaving.He didn't come over to reprimand me like other drivers, but got out of the car very gently, looked at me and asked, "Are you injured?"

I shook my head, then got up from the ground, looked at him and said "No."

He smiled and touched me worriedly, and nodded after making sure that I was not injured. Seeing that I was carrying all kinds of oil painting tools, he asked me, "You are a painter."

"Not really, it should be called a traveling painter."

When he heard me say this, he seemed very happy and said, "I also like the beauty in all kinds of art. I invite you today. How about you take this opportunity to explain to me your views on art and beauty?"

I nodded, and he took me to a very luxurious restaurant, and ordered a lot of dishes.Some dishes I honestly can't name.

Later, the two of us gradually became acquainted.Sometimes, the oil paintings I paint are basically bought by him.As time went by, he had a somewhat favorable impression of me.

I remember that one day, when I was painting an oil painting, he suddenly hugged my waist from behind.I looked at him and smiled in surprise, "What's wrong."

"You look beautiful when you draw."

I laughed, then put down the drawing board and said, "I'm not a woman, how can I look better than a woman, although I do like men, but to be honest with an old man like you, I haven't tasted it yet."

He knew early on that I like men.I also told him thank you personally. When he heard me say that, he stretched out his hand to pinch my chin, and then kissed me.

I didn't refuse, but turned around and hugged him, and kissed him even more boldly. Although he is 40 years old, he is very attractive. No matter his appearance or figure, he is not inferior to young people at all. I did it with him that day.

He made me very excited, and he was also very satisfied with me. He looked at me and said, "You are actually similar to my son, but you are more sensible than my son, and I think you are quite amazing."

"Is there? My parents don't recognize me anymore. It feels very sad that the man I like married another woman. I also see it, people? Isn't it like this all my life? Why bother so much."

When he heard what I said, he smiled and said, "How about we do it again."

"Okay, anyway, I want to do it again."

I had this kind of physical relationship with him, and his son also knew about my relationship with him, so he didn't have a good impression of me.

I just stayed in Macau for two years, knowing that one day two years later, this man in his 40s was killed by some unscrupulous elements because of too many gambling debts.I was afraid that something like this would happen to his son, so I gave him Lin Xichen's resistance back then and asked him to join Lin Xichen.

In fact, I don't know if those addresses were correct back then, but there is no other way now.

I wandered through so many cities and met so many people, and finally decided that I would go to a remote place, Medog.

This place is actually very closed to various big cities, and there is no corresponding means of transportation.It is very difficult to get into this place.

It took me a long time to reach Medog.It's almost too difficult to walk here. I almost didn't know what to do when I came here for the first time.

You can only go up the mountain with horses and donkeys.There are some pretty lakes and landscapes here that make one almost linger.