Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

As soon as we came back, he came over and asked what happened. I smiled and said, "It's nothing, I just bought the oil painting in my hand, so I have the money."

"This painting is worth so much!" He looked at me and asked.

I nodded and didn't explain anything to him. After all, he couldn't understand it.When going back, Mr. Lin was very happy, singing while walking.

Wang Ling was also very happy. She looked at me and said, "Thank you for helping our village. I will never forget this kindness."

Hearing what he said, I laughed and said, "What kindness is not kind?"

The mountain road back is not easy to walk, and you need to stop and go, even if you have more money, such a mountain road is extremely difficult to walk.

We walked for several days before we arrived at the village where we lived. When we went back, we took the children’s things and computers. In order to let the children learn more things, I bought a wireless network card so that they can watch to more things outside.

Some of the textbooks they didn't learn, I also distributed things to them.The children were very happy. For some poor families, I gave them the money I bought for the paintings so that they would not suffer so much.

After working for several days in a row, everything was settled. At night, Mrs. Wang helped me get some water for me to take a bath.

After taking a bath, I felt much more comfortable. When I lay on the bed and slept until midnight, I dreamed of some very vague scenes in my dream, and opened my eyes suddenly.

Looking at the dim light, he looked at his pants, and found that he had a reaction.Every time this kind of thing happens, I am actually very helpless, and I can only simply solve it by myself.

I just lay down after the treatment.I have been used to this kind of life for so many years, and after such a long time, I have gradually forgotten about Lin Xichen. I used to dream of him more or less in my dreams, but then I didn’t exist anymore, because I couldn’t think about not appearing in front of him anymore. It looks like time is sure to heal all wounds.

Thinking of this, I sighed, then found a cigarette, lit it and smoked one.This made me feel a lot more comfortable, and I waited until it was almost the same time before I stubbed out the cigarette, lay down and continued to sleep.

The next day, this village with only about 100 people was as lively as the New Year. I saw them happy, and I was also very happy.

After dinner in the morning, I continued to go to school to teach the children. Although those children are poor and not as well-dressed as the children in the city, they still have an unchanged attitude towards life.

This is how I live my days. Sometimes I need to go to the mountains to collect wind, let Teacher Lin substitute for a few days, and then go into the mountains with my own things. It takes a long time to go.

After several years of training, I have almost become clear about what wild things in the mountains can be eaten and what cannot be eaten, and I am also very familiar with it.

And I also have different views on life and my love of oil painting. Love is important in life, but it is something that cannot be compared with love.

When I came back for the second time, it was almost Chinese New Year.Seeing me coming back this time, Mrs. Wang pulled me aside and said, "It's so cold now, let's go when spring begins."

"Actually, I also have this idea. In a few days, I will go out and buy these two big paintings. We can have a good year."

"It's not important. In fact, there is something I've always wanted to ask you."

She looked mysterious, I didn't quite understand what was going on, looked at her and asked, "What's wrong."

"How old are you."

Hearing her sudden question, I somewhat understood what she meant, and said, "This year is almost thirty."

"That's right! You see, you're so old and you don't have a date yet. I think you are a good match for my girl. Would you like to..."

"I understand what you mean, but I have never thought of getting married in my life, so please don't say such things."

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard something ringing, turned around to look, and found that it was Wang Ling.I quickly chased her, she was a girl, after all, she was not as fast as me, so I chased her and grabbed her violently.

She cried and threw me away, looking at me angrily.I kind of don't know what to do, I've been with guys all this time, now let me coax girls, honestly I can't.

"Do you think I'm not good enough for you, or do you think I'm not as good as those little girls in the city?"

I was a little overwhelmed, she looked at me and threw herself into my arms, and I was dumbfounded for a moment.She rubbed against me and said "Don't you know, I've always liked you?"

"Don't... don't do this, this... is too awkward." I wanted to push her away, but she hugged me tightly and didn't let go.

"I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. Really, I want to marry you and have children for you. We will have as many as you want me to have."

"I can't marry you."

She looked up at me incomprehensibly and asked "Why, why not."

I looked at him, sighed helplessly and said, "Let go of me first, and I will tell you the reasons in detail."

As I said that, I touched her cheek comfortingly, and then she nodded and let go of me. Just as she was about to let go, she suddenly hugged me and kissed me on the face?

I was a little surprised, and there was no liking for her in my eyes.Seeing my expression like this, she couldn't understand it.

I looked at her and said, "Let's find a place to talk! Is the previous one okay?"

She nodded, and then came to the front with me, sat on the grass on one side, looked at the distant scenery, I thought for a moment and said, "Actually, it's not that I don't want to marry you, but that I can't like women."

When she heard me say that, she looked at me with almost unwilling eyes, and I said with a wry smile, "Do you know about homosexuality?"

She still looked at me with that surprised and puzzled look, I smiled and continued, "I am that kind of person, homosexuality means that we only like the same sex, there are many types of homosexuality, but I am born, and I am The one below, I had sex with a married man back then, and was discovered by their family members, and my parents were notified. My parents kicked me out, and they didn’t recognize me as a son? Can you understand me when I say that? ?”

"Men and men...then why do you..."

I actually understood her concerns, and smiled and said, "Are you talking about a married life? In fact, men and men are also fine, and the man below will feel similar to that of women. It's just that we can't live with women. together, because even if we get married, I can't do anything about husband and wife with you."

"So, there is no way to be with you. I actually wandered around and didn't think about who to be with. Since I made a mistake at that time, forget it. I don't want to worry about anything. I'm not the person you want to wait for. "

When she heard me say that, she froze for a moment, then looked up at me and said, "What does that person look like."

"In the words of your little girl, you are very handsome, very temperamental, and very rich. It just belongs to another woman"

Hearing my words, she looked at me with a very unbelievable look, and said, "Is he married?"

My advantage said in one breath, "Well, I'm married and have children, and the children are all in their teens now!"

"Then you refuse to be with me?"

I nodded, reached out and hugged her, touched her head and said, "I'm sorry, I can't be with you. Do you think I'm disgusting, but I'm a man but like another man."

She smiled and shook her head at me and said "No, you're great."

After listening to what I said, she was obviously a little disappointed, but the expression on her face didn't show it.

I stood up and said, "Actually, if you want me to be your brother, I'm quite willing. It's fine to be your husband or boyfriend. You have to believe that you will meet a better man to love you."

Although she didn't want to, she nodded, looked at me and said, "Can you kiss me? Kiss the lips, I've never been kissed by a boy before?"

"Sorry, I'm afraid I really can't do this kind of thing."

Hearing my words, she was desperate.I looked at her distressed look, hugged her with some guilt and said, "I'm sorry, I can't do this to you if I don't like you. The first kiss is for the person I like."

She heard me and nodded.Seems to understand what I mean, Mrs. Wang was still asking us what was going on when we went back.

I smiled and said, "No sister-in-law, I just chatted with Lingling for a while."

After that day, I didn't know what happened, and then Mrs. Wang stared at me with a very weird look. I didn't really understand what her eyes meant. Later, Mrs. Wang couldn't help it. Yes, she dragged me aside after school that night and asked, "I heard Lingling say that you... like men... is it true or not?"

I replied with a wry smile, "Really, so I can't do anything about the things you said that made me marry her."

"How can a man be with a man?"

She couldn't accept it very much. I looked at her with a smile and said, "In fact, although there are not many people in the city, there are such people. In the countryside, such things are rare, so it is not fake."

"Is...really?" Hearing this, she was a little speechless, probably frightened by what happened to me.

I was afraid that it would affect their lives, so after staying here for more than two months, almost in the early spring, I left all the money in my hands to those people in the village, and chose to leave the depths of this simple mountain.

After I came out, I went to Suzhou and bought the things I painted.I took my own things and went to Tibet, where the altitude is relatively high, and I had altitude sickness when I just passed there.

As soon as he reached the ground, he fainted in an instant. Fortunately, he was helped up by an uncle, and he recovered after a long rest.

The first stop I went to was the Potala Palace in Tibet. It was really beautiful, some sacred and beautiful places, and I was fascinated by the scenery as soon as I arrived.