Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

While talking, someone suddenly opened the door to my place.Then I saw a girl about fifteen or sixteen years old wearing a sportswear rushing in.

Lin Xichen saw her and turned around.He glanced at it, then smiled and said, "Actually, the reason for coming here is not that I want to come, but that Xiaoxue learned about you and wanted to come and have a look, so..."

He didn't say the last few words out of his mouth.But I could still hear what he said.I just thought too much, sometimes people are like this, I nodded with a wry smile and sighed.

Wearing sportswear and ponytail, Lin Xichen's daughter ran over with a smile. Seeing his father and me, she paused for a while and asked me, "You are Uncle Chen Liao who has had a crush on my father for so many years."

I raised my eyebrows, this girl is really rude.Said it directly.I looked at her and found that she really looked like Lin Xichen.Whether it's eyes or eyebrows, everything is so similar to Lin Xichen.

Seeing her, I remembered many, many years ago, before being kicked out by my father. At that time, Lin Xichen had just had a daughter, and her daughter was so cute when she was born.So many years have passed in a flash, and the daughter who was still in her arms is now so big.

I smiled when I heard her call me uncle.I do feel a lot older.Looking at Lin Xichen who was sitting next to him, he said, "My love for your father is all in the past, so I can't even say I like it."

Her daughter seemed very happy to see me. When I answered her, she looked at her father and said, "It feels like the altitude of this place is quite high. I just went around a lot outside and found that this place is really hundreds of miles around. There is no one here, Uncle Chen, how did you survive on your own, the conditions are so bad, and you can persist."

"This place is just a temporary residence. I usually don't stay in one place for more than three years. Is the environment bad? Maybe I'm used to it, and I don't think it's anything like it."

I finished speaking and sighed.Lin Xichen looked at Lin Qiaoxue and said, "Stop asking nonsense, go and see which painting you like, and take it with you when you leave later."

"Oh! Good." Lin Qiaoxue seemed a little disappointed.

I smiled and looked at my house of about ten square meters, which was filled with a lot of oil paintings and said, "Take the one you like! Anyway, these things are not worth much."

"Let's go out and talk!" He looked at me, as if he wanted to talk to me.

I nodded and followed him out.He looked at me and asked embarrassedly, "Actually, the first reason I came here is to see you and how your life is. Second, my daughter also wants to come and see you after knowing about you. The third? After so many years Well, there's something I've always wanted to know. So I wanted to come over and ask you personally."

I looked at the mountains in the distance, sighed, raised my head and said, "Ask what you want to ask!"

He nodded, then looked at me and said, "I heard from Yifan that you had an unrequited love for me when you were in high school. At that time, I remember that I was chasing Xu Jie, and you also helped me chase Xu Jie. You obviously like me." , why do you want to help me chase her?"

"—Isn't the matter... easy to figure out? Actually, it's nothing, I just want you to have a destination. Do you still remember that incident? It was also because of that incident that I decided not to tell you the so-called liking Yes, I was originally a man. You also said, do you hate homosexuality? So it’s hard for a man to say something like a man. If you can’t talk about this kind of thing, you can hide it in your heart. I will never say it It came out." After I finished speaking, I gave a wry smile, all kinds of helplessness revealed in my eyes.

I sighed again, and watched him continue to say, "So, I am willing to give you to Xu Jie, you are the most suitable."

He looked at me and seemed to be looking at me in disbelief and surprise.It took me a long time to say, "If I knew everything back then, maybe it wouldn't be what it is today."

"Whatever is different, it's all in the past, turn this page and forget about it!"

He looked at me with something on his mind for a long time, and asked, "You just said that it's shameful for you to like another man as a man, but why did you stay with Yifan back then."

When I mentioned Yifan, I smiled bitterly, thinking of many, many past events.Sighing, he raised his head and said, "If I say that being with him is just a physical need and to vent my liking for you, do you believe it? I'm talking, it's over, don't ask about those things anymore, I don't want to anymore Ask too much about the past."

"!! You plan to live like this for the rest of your life." He didn't dare to look at me and asked me.

I nodded, looked at him and said "isn't it good?"

"Don't you want to go home? Or..." Before he finished speaking, I said first, "After I was kicked out of the house that time, I no longer have a so-called home. What do I have to talk about going home, here is My home, my destination. When I am old and can no longer travel, I will go to the countryside and bury my body on the land where I stayed last. Unlike you, I have many ideas and life plans. I I am alone, without planning and life, so I don’t need those things that are too cumbersome.”

"Chen Liao, I'm sorry! If I knew your thoughts back then, maybe I wouldn't be where I am today."

Before I could react, Lin Xichen said this again guiltily, and hugged me tightly with both hands, which seemed like a confession? ?

But I have long since lost the feeling of the past. What does this hug want to express to me?Are you expressing the guilt for me for so many years, or...do you not know that I have loved him too much for so many years?