Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

Long after Yang Yang's death.I had a very weird and strange dream. Until now, I think that it was Yang Yangtuo's dream telling me the truth before he died.

That dream was like this, I saw Yang Yang and the boy surnamed Ding in the dream.They have known each other since elementary school, and the two often play together.

A boy surnamed Ding, because his parents divorced.He has low self-esteem and is often bullied at school, but Yang Yang often fights for him.

These images, like a movie, forced their way into my mind.In the dream, I was like a transparent ghost. They couldn't see me, but I knew that I was dreaming, but I couldn't wake up.

Later, the scene in the dream changed to when Yang Yang was fifteen or sixteen years old, it seemed that the two of them were known by their father surnamed Ding.

Ding's father beat him, insulted him, and told him to get out of their house.Yang Yang had no choice but to be with Ding in secret.The distorted relationship between the two lasted until the day Yang Yang died.

Besides.I also saw in my dream that the day before we went camping, he had some disputes with Ding. The two quarreled, and Ding cried and wanted to break up with him.

Then there was the matter of Yang Yang touching me in the hotel. After returning, Yang Yang took the initiative to apologize to Ding, and the two of them made out on the bed in the dormitory, but they never expected to be caught by other students in bed.Later, after other students called the teacher over, the teacher called Yang Yang's parents over again, and severely criticized and warned Yang Yang's parents.

Yang Yang's parents saw that their son was caught and raped shirtless, and that their son was still gay. His parents couldn't accept it at that time, so they beat Yang Yang on the spot.

In the end, Yang Yang's spirit completely collapsed when his parents and family talked, and Ding broke up.Ultimately, he chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building.

When I woke up from a dream like watching a sad tragic life movie, I suddenly felt like a big stone was pressing on my chest, unable to let me breathe.

The sense of despair coming from the bones really makes me want to cry, I don't know how to describe that feeling.

I can't imagine how Yang Yang endured it for so many years, no wonder he said those things to me like that.I curled up and buried my head between my legs and cried for a long, long time before I gradually eased from this emotion.

It wasn't until my brother came and knocked on the door of my room that I was suddenly freed from this so real dream.However, that dream was so real that it really made me suspect that it was all Yang Yang's experience before his death.

I quickly calmed down my emotions, and then I responded to my brother, when my brother opened the door.He seemed to sense that something was wrong with me, but he just looked at me and simply told me to go out to eat quickly.

I nodded, and after dismissing him casually, I hurried to the bathroom to wash my face and wash away the traces of crying just now.

Stand in front of the mirror and look at yourself in the mirror.Think about the dream you just had.I was wondering if I, like Yang Yang, would be forced to commit suicide in the end.

I was suddenly startled by the thought of "suicide".How can I commit suicide.I'm only in my teens, a great youth, haven't I enjoyed it yet?Although-I may not gain anything emotionally, but I will not commit suicide either.

Thinking this way, I encouraged myself.He quickly patted his cheek with water to make sure he was more awake.