Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

Hearing his question, I panicked and didn't know what to do. I looked at a few people and smiled awkwardly and said, "It's just a game, I don't think it should be so serious!"

"Chen Liao, you made it so mysterious, if you didn't tell me, I would really be curious." Liu Xuan looked at me wanting to know.

I was very helpless, seeing several people staring at me, Lin Xichen saw that I was silent and said, "Is this the person you like? You don't know how to say it, so you don't want to say it."

Hearing what Lin Xichen said, I opened my mouth and froze.But he looked at me and said with a wry smile, "Forget it, you don't need to talk about it, anyway, as you said, this is just a game, don't take it so seriously."

I felt very uncomfortable hearing him say that, then Liu Xuange and Dawei looked at me and continued to play the game.But I was ignored by them again, as if I didn't exist at all.

I just sat there in a daze for a long time, and suddenly I didn't know why I felt, just say it!Even if Lin Xichen ignores me, it's okay.

"How many are yours!"

"I have two sieves, a total of twelve, and I win."

I patted the table with a "slap", and the three of them looked at me suspiciously. I mustered up the courage to raise my head and said, "I said who is the one I like."

Several people were puzzled, Lin Xichen put the sieve aside and said, "It's fine if you don't want to say it, I didn't mean to force you just now, so don't take it to heart."

"Xichen, actually... Actually, I don't love Yifan at all. He pursued me first, and it happened that I liked men, and then we got together. In fact, the person I love is you."

I didn't even know that I said this, and when I said it, the three of them looked at me in unison. I was actually very afraid that Lin Xichen would punch me directly, or tell me to get out.

But I waited for a long time, but I didn't see Lin Xichen acting like this again. After a long, long time, Lin Xichen looked at me and said coldly, "Really?"

Then, as if my confession just now didn't exist, several people continued to play.

I can't stand seeing how they continue to ignore me.Standing up with a wry smile, he said, "I'm not feeling well, let's go out first."

After saying this, I hurried away in fear.I walked aimlessly, walked to a supermarket, bought two packs of cigarettes and hid at the intersection to smoke, watching everyone rushing home in cotton-padded clothes to avoid the cold.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, put it to my mouth and smoked.The movements are very skilled, after all I learned to smoke from Lin Xichen.

I didn't know how many cigarettes I smoked. I didn't decide not to buy cigarettes until I felt that my coughing frequency increased.

When I was deciding whether to go back or not, I turned around and saw Lin Xichen chasing me and standing behind me.

I looked at him and said with a wry smile, "Come on."

"Ah."

He watched me bend over, sat down and looked at me and asked, "You just said you like me, how long have you liked me."

"It's been a long time. I fell in love with you the first time I met you. It's a surprise, isn't it?"

He looked at me for a long time before saying, "This is the secret in your heart."

I nodded, and he looked at me with a sneer and muttered something in his mouth, and then said, "But I'm sorry I don't like you, I've always regarded you as a brother, I can't accept that kind of feeling."

"Well! I know, so I don't want to be with you anymore. Even if I become a stranger in the future, I will feel less embarrassed than now. Since I am with Liu Yifan, I will try my best to make myself forget you. You Don't worry, I won't pester you, and I won't tell Xu Jie about it. You can be with her well, this is the life you should have, so don't see each other in the future. "

"This is your decision." Lin Xichen asked me.

I nodded, and the chief said in one breath, "Yeah."

Saying that, I got up and looked at the sky and wanted to leave. The relationship between Lin Xichen and I for so many years is finally over.Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a sudden relief in my heart, and I was about to leave, but my wrist was suddenly grabbed by Lin Xichen.

I froze suddenly, turned my head and looked at him with an unbelievable look, I looked at him incomprehensibly and asked, "Is there anything else?"

He looked at himself silently, then slowly let go of my arm, and I looked at him.In the end, I walked away. In fact, I knew that he must have something important to say to me about the last thing he grabbed me, but I don't want to listen to it anymore, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

When I got home, my younger brother asked where I had been, and I just answered casually and went back to my room.

Since this time, I have never contacted Lin Xichen again, and I even went to school in Shanghai alone.I know, I have nothing to do with him.

He never called me again or went to my class to find me. Liu Yifan asked me about Lin Xichen not harassing me anymore, and I told him the truth.

Two years later, when I was promoted to junior year.I heard that Lin Xichen and Xu Jie have officially become boyfriend and girlfriend, but I am not interested in these things anymore.

In school, Lin Xichen and I would meet occasionally, and we would just say a few polite words casually, and there was no more language in the rest.

Later, after we graduated from senior year, I was arranged by Liu Yifan to work as a secretary in his company, but I couldn't stand it after a while!

In the end, I had no other choice. I resigned and stayed at home. Liu Yifan took care of me. Apart from sleeping and going shopping every day, I just painted.

Every day when he comes back, he wants to serve him and cook for him. This kind of life is quite good.

Until one day, Liu Yifan went to work.I was still painting like that at home, and then I heard someone knocking on the door. At first I didn't think much about it because Liu Yifan had come back, so I put down my brush and opened the door.

As a result, after opening the door, it was not Liu Yifan but Lin Xichen who was standing outside the door.The moment I saw Lin Xichen, I was very surprised, because I never thought that it was him standing outside the door.

When I was a freshman, we lost contact a long time ago. How did he know where I live now.I stared at him outside the door for a long time before saying, "Come in!"

He also looked at me in surprise, then followed me in, and sat down. I poured him a cup of tea, sat down and smiled awkwardly and asked, "Why did you come here?"

"I didn't come to see you. I came to find Yifan. I'm going to start a company. I want to talk to Yifan, borrow some money from him, and return the money to him after the company is almost in operation."

Hearing what Lin Xichen said, I nodded, looked at him squarely, and found that Lin Xichen had changed in the past few years, became more masculine, and matured, but the two of us became the most familiar strangers .

"That's fine, how about I call him! Let him come back!"

Lin Xichen shook his head and said, "No need, I'll just wait here."

Hearing what he said, I nodded and said with a smile, "That's fine."

He looked at me and suddenly asked, "How have you been all these years?"

I smiled, nodded and said, "It's pretty good, how about you?"

"Well! It's also very good. I'm going to get married soon."

Although it doesn't matter who he is with anymore, when I heard the word "marriage" was written, I still felt uncomfortable. I looked at him and said, "Congratulations."

"I heard that homosexuals can get married in the UK. Why don't you and Yifan choose to live there?"

"I'm not used to it. I don't like it there. I'm saying that my parents and his parents don't know about us. It's not good to go there rashly."

Hearing what I said, Lin Xichen nodded, "That's right."

After saying this, I nodded and got up to continue painting. He sat drinking tea and waited for Yifan. Not long after, he got up and walked over, standing behind me and looking at my oil painting.

"Your paintings are always so beautiful."

I heard Lin Xichen behind me sigh, and then said, "I only know this skill, and I can't use it to make money. I feel like a failure."

"Why don't you go get a job."

I turned around and smiled and said, "It's good to have Liu Yifan to take care of him. I'll take care of the house when he earns money."

"Aren't you afraid of people outside?"

"After so many years, I'm actually used to it, and I don't think that people like him would go out to find someone. I think it's a failure when you say that. Live like him."

"Don't take it seriously, I didn't mean that."

I nodded, knowing that he wouldn't really say that.The dialogue between the two of us is actually very strange, maybe we are no longer close friends, so the way we speak will no longer be so sincere!

After a long time, when I almost forgot about Lin Xichen standing by, he suddenly asked, "If I accepted you back then, would you have dated Ye?"

The paintbrush in my hand stopped suddenly, and when I looked back, he saw the way I looked at him and knew that I was asking him with my eyes!

"Actually, when you told me that you liked me, I thought a lot about it, but because I couldn't accept this same-sex relationship, I just said that directly."

"It's okay, it doesn't matter anyway, I have found my happiness too, it's pretty good, I understand your feelings, and I don't blame you."

He nodded and smiled, "Don't your parents doubt you when you are here now?"

"No, they always thought I was working outside, so they never asked me."

As soon as I finished speaking, the door opened.Liu Yifan was surprised to see Lin Xichen as soon as he entered the door.

I quickly explained, "Xichen wants to start a company, so I came here to borrow some money."

"You want to start a company." Liu Yifan looked at Lin Xichen and asked.

Lin Xichen nodded and said, "Well, I want to start a company. I know both technology and management, but I don't have enough funds. I want to borrow some loans and pay you back when the company is almost up and running."

Liu Yifan nodded, and then said to Lin Xichen, "Let's talk about it this way!"

Then, Liu Yifan walked up to me, rubbed against me and said in a low voice, "I'm going to clean you up later in the evening, by the way, you can cook some food later!"