I lost my grief and despair, and lived in the beauty smeared with honey.

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"Voyeur?"

In the silence, the nurse in white spoke. When she thought of someone standing outside the door of the ward without her knowing, the nurse felt a little irritated.

She is just a clone of Lan Shuimo, her own strength is extremely weak, and Lan Shuimo's current state is also very bad. If someone is against them, they don't realize that it is a very bad thing.

The white-clothed nurse had a strange expression. She still had a pervasive smile on her face, but her brows were wrinkled. Because she spoke, her facial features were wrinkled into a ball in disharmony.

"That's not it!" Kirihara Chiya had just finished his rebuttal, and when he saw the terrified expression of the nurse in white, he felt frightened.

Why is there a nurse with such a scary expression in the hospital?

The kelp-headed boy stood beside Yukimura Seiichi, he lowered his head slightly, not daring to look at the nurse's face in white, after all, that expression was too difficult for people to look directly at.

Even Yukimura Seiichi, who had finally gotten used to the expression of the white-clothed nurse these days, felt a big shock in his heart.

Before Yukimura Seiki could speak, he heard Lan Shuimo chuckle, his amber watery eyes were staring directly at the boy in hospital gown, the tennis club's friends had been full of emotion ever since. .

Just when everyone in the tennis club thought Lan Shuimo would be shy, the brown-haired girl admitted it frankly.

"Yes, I love Yukimura-kun very much."

The teenagers gasped, Lan Shuimo was the first person to confess so boldly to their minister these days.

And Yukimura Seiki's expression was obviously a bit stunned. During the days he spent with Lan Shuimo, he felt that this girl was a bit strange.

Yes, at the beginning Lan Shuimo gave Yukimura Seiki a strong and gentle feeling, but after getting along a few times, Lan Shuimo gave Yukimura Seiki a good feeling, but it made people feel a little incomprehensible.

The brown-haired girl in front of me is very curious about everything in this world, just like a newborn baby, with a strong thirst for knowledge about the outside world.

Whenever Lan Shuimo looked out of the window, Yukimura Seiki could feel the longing emanating from the brown-haired girl.

What's even more strange is that no matter what Lan Shuimo looks at, there will be a look of greed in her eyes.

Before, Yukimura Seiki thought that Lan Shuimo wanted the flower or the book, but found that it was not the case. She didn't like those things at all, but she didn't know why greed flashed in her eyes, as if she couldn't get enough of them.

Yukimura Seiki didn't actually know Lan Shuimo, what he knew was only very superficial things, and that was all about Fujiwara Airi's identities.

But even though Lan Shuimo feels a bit strange, Yukimura Seiki still thinks that Lan Shuimo is worthy of admiration.

Both legs were broken, and there were countless scars on her body. No family members or classmates came to visit her in the hospital. Except for the routine care of the nurses in white, Lan Shuimo stayed in the cold ward every day, surrounded by pale ceilings, surrounded by There was an unpleasant smell of disinfectant in the air.

If the former Yukimura Seiki knew about Lan Shuimo, he would sympathize and feel sorry, but now it is different. It can be said that Yukimura Seiki empathizes with Lan Shuimo's situation.

Staying in the depressing environment of the hospital all day, let alone children, even adults can't bear it.

He couldn't imagine what kind of mood Lan Shuimo would stay in the ward every day, as long as he thought about it, Yukimura Seiki couldn't help feeling distressed.

It was already summer at this time, and there was a sultry and anxious atmosphere in the air. Once, Lan Shuimo came to Yukimura Seiki's ward in a wheelchair, and the purple-haired boy saw his legs that had been covered with long trousers before.

Fujiwara Airi's figure is not bad. Although her legs are not perfect, they are still at the upper-middle level. Compared with ordinary radish legs, she is straighter and her skin is naturally fair and smooth. However, her pair of legs now Due to the car accident, the leg has a large scar on the knee. As long as you see the scar, you can know that the legs were crushed by the car before and became bloody.

It is a miracle to be able to keep these legs now, and the chance of standing up is even less.

This was all learned by Yukimura Seichi during his conversation with Lan Shuimo. At that time, he looked at the smiling face of the brown-haired girl, and his amber eyes were still clear when talking about the legs. The despair and resentment are still ethereal and gentle.

The smile inside didn't weaken at all because of the injuries to the legs and body.

From then on, Yukimura Seiki began to admire Lan Shuimo. After learning that the chances of being able to stand on these legs are very few, he was able to maintain such an optimistic attitude and show a soft expression. People admire.

Even though Lan Shuimo was a little strange, her strong and optimistic attitude was recognized by Yukimura Seiki.

However, shortly after that, when Yukimura Seichi learned that his illness might make him unable to play tennis again, despair and collapse almost occupied his heart. At that moment, the sunshine in the soul of the purple-haired boy began to gradually fade Soaked in negative emotions.

He didn't know whether he should have an operation or not. The success rate of that operation was not high. It was hard for him to imagine a day when he could no longer play tennis. After all, he loved tennis so much.

Imagine depriving your lights, depriving your computer, depriving your legs, depriving you of all the things you love, will you be happy?Do you pick yourself up all of a sudden?

It is the unique vitality of human beings to have something that one loves, and to constantly strive for the ideal, instead of living every day in a daze.

The love of tennis, the worry about surgery, the regret of not being able to participate in the competition, and the fear of losing, all these emotions made Yukimura Seiichi's inner negative emotions more and more inflated, even if Lan Shuimo had reminded him before, but This kind of worry does not mean that you can let go of it.

At this time, his admiration for Lan Shuimo was even higher.

After all, Yukimura Seiichi is just a 14-year-old boy. He is gentle and polite, handsome and outstanding, with excellent grades, and his performance on the court is even more unstoppable. This has led others to deify him. Li believes that this young man is invincible.

But he is only a teenager, and he will also be restless, vulnerable and worried.

...Although at this age, Tsunayoshi Sawada started to save the world.

Yukimura Seichi, who is more sensitive to other people's emotions, knows very well that Lan Shuimo is not the kind of person who only looks at other people's appearances. The brown-haired girl is more curious and close to him, and has no admiration for him.

So when Lan Shuimo confessed to him in front of so many people, the shock that Yukimura Seiki received was almost comparable to the weird smile when he saw the nurse in white.

"Fujiwara-san, I think..." Seiichi Yukimura was struggling to find words, he was thinking of how to refuse without hurting the fragile and pure (?) heart of this girl.

It would be bad if Lan Shuimo felt that Yukimura Seiki rejected her because she was not good at conduct.

Before Yukimura Seiki could finish speaking, Lan Shuimo's next words made the purple-haired boy's smile froze on his face.

"I love this world, and of course I love Yukimura-kun."

The expressions of the teenagers in the Lihai University Tennis Club who were about to watch the show went blank for a moment. After a few seconds of silence, they turned their attention to Yukimura Seichi who didn't know what to answer.

Genichiro Sanada: Too lax!

Yagyubi Lushi looked grave: I didn't guess the beginning of the story, nor the end of the story.

Liu Lian seemed to look at Lan Shuimo after two inquiries: Is this the legendary second-degree disease?

Nioh Masaharu's brows and eyes crooked with a smile: Pfft, I suddenly feel that the minister is so pitiful^_^.

Marui Bunta and Lou: The minister is so pitiful +1

Jack Kuwahara continued to talk to the building: the minister is so pitiful +2

I don't know why Yukimura Seiichi who suddenly lay down the gun: ...

Kirihara Aka who was on the side also stood up, no matter how he heard it, he felt that Lan Shuimo meant that Yukimura Seiki was incidental, and the kelp-headed boy was furious immediately, his big dark green eyes widened like a bomb Hairy cat, "You actually look down on our minister?!"

All the teammates who were still thinking that Yukimura Seichi was so sad turned their eyes away instantly, and lit a row of wax for Akira Kirihara in their hearts.

Seiichi Yukimura, who was sitting on the hospital bed, smiled with crooked eyebrows. He gently touched Akaya Kirihara's kelp head, his tone was gentle but full of murderous intent in the ears of the members.

The boy with iris purple hair smiled amiably, squinted his eyes, looked at Kirihara Chiya's trembling body for no reason, and said to Genichiro Sanada without turning his head: "I think Chiya has been a little lax recently, are you right?" Right, Genichiro?"

Sanada Genichiro said that he was very knowledgeable about current affairs, and immediately helped his weak (?) minister, "After returning, Akaya's training will be doubled."

Kirihara Chi also forced a face to take the ward, and then went back even harder.

He felt that Lan Shuimo, who had a second-degree illness, was simply his unlucky star.

The people in the tennis club just stayed for a while and then left. The Kanto competition is coming soon, and they don't have much time to visit Yukimura Seiichi. Taking back the trophy from the Kanto competition is the best answer to Yukimura Seiichi.

The nurse in white didn't know when she left the ward. She had to prepare some better food for Lan Shuimo to replenish her body.

The brown-haired girl looked at Yukimura Seiichi's gentle expression, and she said without changing her expression: "Yukimura-kun, your uneasiness and worry have become more serious."

"You are so sharp that people feel scary, Fujiwara-san." The purple-haired boy laughed and joked with Lan Shuimo, and then thought of something, his smile gradually faded.

"If you can't stand up again in the future, won't Fujiwara-san feel hopeless?"

"Desperation?" Lan Shuimo squinted her eyes. She didn't know why, but she didn't remember anything that made her feel hopeless. All she could think of were people and things that were full of hope and gave her the motivation to live.

"Everyone has a different definition of despair. Some people feel hopeless when they lose all their money, some feel hopeless when they are abandoned, and some feel hopeless when they lose their health."

The brown-haired girl spoke slowly, although her voice was soft and waxy, but her tone was very cold. She thought of how she survived in the hands of monsters a long time ago, how the residents treated her coldly and indifferently, and how those people Difficult and frightening training that could cost one's life at any time.

She thought of a lot, but she didn't feel desperate at all.

"I don't know what despair feels like, but I know that real despair must be terrible."

It is sticky and thick, exuding a strong dead air, dark and gloomy, just like a cicada buried in the ground for a long time, finally breaking out of the ground and ushering in a bitterly cold winter.

Looking forward again and again, longing again and again, waiting again and again, in the end, what you get is a world without stars.

This is despair.

Despair will destroy you, cripple you, and never give you a chance to get back up.

"Be fearless, and you won't feel hopeless." Lan Shuimo ate the cake that Yukimura Seiki handed over in a friendly manner. The sweets obviously made her feel better. As the brown-haired girl said, she showed her smile to Yukimura Seiichi a smile.

That kind of smile is like the refreshing wind in the mountains, and it also carries the warm light of the ancient city, as if it contains all the goodwill and beauty.

"Before you do anything, if you are afraid, you lose."

Yukimura Seiki looked at Lan Shuimo for a long time, the thank you was dissipated in the wind blowing in from the window.

Lan Shuimo is too gentle and too clear.

After talking about the stars and the moon with Yukimura Seiichi, and about the philosophy of life from poems and songs, Lan Shuimo was about to say goodbye and leave, but was suddenly hugged from behind.

He buried himself between the brown-haired girl's neck, and the hot air he exhaled sprayed on the girl's fair neck, his slightly low voice was filled with tears, and then he rubbed the brown-haired girl's head, as if he had found his mother's The cub, with incomparable dependence and longing.

"finally found you."

The author has something to say:

Small Theater_(:зゝ∠)_

Yukimura Seichi said to Lan Shuimo: "You are really sensitive and make people feel happy."

Sawada Tsunayoshi on the side: "=Dish=!!!"

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