[Comprehensive] Pleasant Extraordinary

To love for the sake of love is God; to love for the sake of being loved is man.

—Byron

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From birth, they are two diametrically opposed existences.

One for good and one for evil.

Their mother took all their emotions apart, created them, empowered them, and forced that twisted emotion on them.

In the beginning, they didn't have any independent emotions.

The reason why First loves this world is because their mother endowed her with the feelings of kindness and joy, and told First that she should love this world.

She only loves this world because her mother made her love it.

And what love is, First can't understand.

She can understand a lot of knowledge in books, but she can't understand human feelings. She will show so-called love to humans and other creatures, but she will not have any sadness when they leave.

This kind of First is just because Lan Shuimo made her love and love.

It wasn't until she met Yukimura Seiichi later that she gradually developed the so-called own emotions, and those positive emotions before were just given to her by her mother.

Like First, Second was endowed with "evil" from birth, and the distortion of human nature and the evil of people's hearts are more vividly reflected in her. However, the sad thing is that Second, who represents the dark side, did not produce her own evil until she died. emotion.

Everything she did was driven by instinct, and this instinct was endowed by Lan Shuimo.

Compared with First, Second's unwillingness and resentment until death, as well as the desire to live, all come from Lan Shuimo.

They have a sense of autonomy, and in order to survive better, they even seal the mother who created them, but they have no feelings of their own.

Before disappearing, Second suddenly remembered that in that land of war, as a great sword, his hands were covered with blood, but he had a gentle woman that no one else had.

"People like us who live in battle and darkness will always unconsciously chase after sunshine and warmth, longing to love and be loved."

"The so-called mutual love probably means that you are no longer only darkness to him, and he is no longer the sun at noon in summer to you."

You will put away the sharpness and hostility all over your body for him, and he will put away the hot and terrifying temperature for you.

"Only in this way can we embrace each other."

Just like Funia was to Lan Shuimo, in that age full of violence and blood, she was an irreplaceable warmth.

When the blond monster silently protected Tsunayoshi Sawada, and watched the child she had guarded since childhood smile at other people, she suddenly understood.

Sawada Tsunayoshi doesn't love her.

The gentleness that the brown-haired boy gave to his companion was like a spring breeze, but what he gave to her... was the heat that made her painful.

So, my stupid mother was sealed by us, and she was helplessly immersed in a beautiful dream in the end, maybe it was your inner prayer, right?

What a disgusting coward, wantonly creating us, using us, and finally posing as a victim is really disgusting.

When you wake up, you face a desolate world, you embrace the dead body of the person you always loved, you will remember the hurt and suffering once again, and then you will be swallowed by negative emotions, and the tentacles of darkness will once again Pull you into the abyss, you will become crazy and hopeless, and you will not die well in the end.

This is my revenge on you, my proud mother.

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When a person's goal in life is revenge, then that person must not feel warm.

If the main god hadn't deprived Lan Shuimo of his memory, then that monster might not be so eager for love and warmth.

Trying to survive, trying to become stronger and kill the main god, Lan Shuimo has already forgotten why she did this, it was just instinct that drove her to do it.

It was also driven by instinct, which made her so eager for warmth.

I hope that someone can accompany me, I hope that someone can tolerate me, I hope that someone will love me, and I hope that we can never be separated.

Probably because she has seen too many life and death, the monster became withdrawn and at the same time more and more wanted someone to live with her.

During the long journey, Lan Shuimo met many warm people.

Funia, Sawada Tsunayoshi, Wangchuan Tuogu and Wangchuan's disappearance...

But how stupid and incompetent she is, let these people who love her leave her one by one.

If only a little stronger, a little stronger.

The reality is so cruel, her mistakes led to Funia's death, because of her stupidity, she pushed Tsunayoshi Sawada farther and farther, and because of her arrogance, Wang Chuan was finally killed by her own hands.

The pain of being betrayed is far less than the despair of the hand-slashing companion. In the face of the reality that has lost hope, the dream that Second wove for her is so beautiful.

No one is far away from her, and they will spend the rest of their lives with her.

Sooner or later, the dream will be shattered. When Lan Shuimo takes back all the memories and power of First and Second, she wakes up and sees this dilapidated and desolate world.

All the human beings she cared about were killed by her, and the sin of taking over the whole world entangled her body. Once she killed her companion with her own hands, now she pierced the heart of her beloved.

The reality is disgustingly cruel, even if the person she hates the most stands in front of her, Lan Shuimo has no desire for revenge.

There is no point in killing Qin Lan anymore.

After thousands of years, Lan Shuimo finally sees the colors of the world again, but this time the world is not colorful, but darkened by a terrifying force.

The fluffy brown hair of the person in his arms collapsed at this moment, the dull hair was completely lost as fluffy as in memory, and the pair of brown eyes that always looked at her pitifully before were tightly closed at this moment When he got up, the young man's expression was peaceful and calm, without the slightest pain or struggle.

Before he died, he didn't resent Lan Shuimo, even though this monster brought him bad memories, and even deprived him of his life in the end.

The black-haired girl looked at the young man's face covered in blood and dust. She tried to wipe the dead young man's face clean with her hands, but her blood-stained right hand could not wipe off the stains on the young man's face. On the contrary, it became more and more dirty .

"Hey, Sawada Tsunayoshi, get up and wash your face."

"As the leader of Vongola, why don't you even pay attention to personal hygiene?"

"I won't help you wash it like you did when you were a child, after all, you have grown up."

Lan Shuimo began to chatter, seeing that the young man in her arms did not respond, she gently pushed Sawada Tsunayoshi, frowning to express her dissatisfaction.

"Get up quickly, if you don't get up again, I will throw you into..."

Before she finished speaking, Lan Shuimo suddenly caught a glimpse of the blood on her right hand. The red color that symbolizes vitality and hope has become so viscous and black at this time, with a stench that makes her feel sick, even if she has killed countless demons and ghosts before. , did not make her feel unbearable this time.

She looked at her right hand for a few seconds, and then seemed to remember something.

"I remembered, you have been killed by me."

But how can you be killed by me?You are the leader of Vongola, shouldering the mission of the entire family. All family members regard you as their faith. They are loyal to you and turn into a sharp sword in your hand to eradicate all enemies on your way forward.

You will lead Vongola into a glorious era, and the sufferings you have suffered in the past will be turned into rare experiences. Your mentor and companions will watch you grow up step by step, and finally step into the altar.

The family members respect you, believe in you, and even regard you as a god.

In the end, you will choose a gentle woman as your wife. She is gentle but not cowardly, giving you the motivation and confidence to move forward. You will have a lovely child and spend the rest of your life together.

You should be like this, you should have such a happy future.

Yet now you are dead.

You shouldn't die, you can't stop here, you should go back to that world to create your glory.

Damn it...it's her.

The girl hugged the cold body in her arms tightly, she put her face close to the young man, and looked at Tsunayoshi Sawada carefully, as if she could imprint the young man's appearance in her mind.

Those golden eyes that used to be domineering and full of violence are now like shattered ice, revealing the warmth and softness inside.

"Don't be afraid, you will wake up soon, and the things that make you distressed and guilty will no longer exist."

Everything will be back on track, and you will return to your original world and continue with the rest of your life.

So don't worry, your family and friends are waiting for you, the only one who should disappear... is her who doesn't belong to any world.

Really sorry to let you have a bad memory.

"What do you want to do?" Qin Lan, who was standing not far from Lan Shuimo, looked at the distraught black-haired girl. He had a bad premonition, and this premonition was about to become a reality.

"You're right. I really haven't made any progress in the past thousands of years." The girl opened her mouth, and the bright golden eyes were filled with moisture. Those pitiful eyes made people feel soft-hearted. down.

"Since time travel, I have hated you, hated the Lord God, and wanted to return to that warm home."

"But knowing that I can't go back, I still hold that humble expectation."

Then it became more and more paranoid, more and more crazy.

The Lord God and Qin Lan caused her time travel, and in the end, she was the one who killed innocent people indiscriminately and killed Wangchuan Shixiao and Sawada Tsunayoshi.

She has no relationship with other people, the flaws in her character, and the cowardice in her bones, which finally created such an extreme and terrifying monster.

"So, it's me who should disappear."

She thought of the moment when Tsunayoshi Sawada was pierced into his heart by her, the young man's brown eyes were still as gentle as water, and he looked at her without any hatred or fear in his eyes.

The way he looked at her was as trusting and pure as Sawada Tsunayoshi's when he first met Lan Shuimo.

Such people should live.

"I've always been thinking, it would be great if I could meet Ah Mo sooner."

At the beginning, Lan Shuimo reached out to him and rescued him from loneliness, but later he forgot the loneliness at the beginning, and instead threw the loneliness that frightened him to the girl in front of him .

"If there is a next time, I will definitely... definitely reach out to you first."

If the price of redeeming the other party is loneliness, then he would rather Lan Shuimo embrace the warmth than the blond monster hiding in a corner alone and licking his wound.

The young man tried his best to open his eyes wide, but the scene in front of him was already blurred. The last memory was Second stabbing his hand into his heart and showing him a cruel smile.

Sorry to make you like this.

"I..." The young man opened his mouth, he almost had no strength to speak, he didn't even have the strength to pull Lan Shuimo's sleeve, the pain in his body had already made him numb, at this moment he felt that the time was really too short Too short, so short that he didn't even have time to talk.

"I really like the way you smile."

So, live with a smile, let all the pain and sorrow settle down, and move on.

"Well, my favorite."

This is probably the only time I have the courage to confess to you, but it's a pity that the real you may not be able to hear it.

The memory stopped abruptly here, and then even Second disappeared, and Lan Shuimo really woke up.

The girl lowered her head, she looked at the handsome face of Sawada Tsunayoshi, the peaceful appearance of the young man seemed to be just asleep, Lan Shuimo closed her eyes, gently, slowly, as if afraid of disturbing the young man, carefully covered the the lips of youth.

Your confession came too late, too late, but being able to hear your confession before it disappeared is probably the happiest thing in thousands of years.

I love you.

I love you, even though there have been a lot of unhappiness, but I still love you.

The repressed love suddenly broke out at this time, like a seedling that has been nourished, it grew into a towering tree in an instant.

The black-haired girl sat on the ground, tightly hugging the lifeless brown-haired young man, and rubbed the young man's cheek as if she had obtained a treasure.

"Qin Lan."

"what?"

"You're so ugly, can you turn your back on me?"

Qin Lan: "..."

The black-haired young man looked at Lan Shuimo's misty eyes, the golden eyes were like the lake water in summer, and the sunlight reflected the beautiful dazzling light on the lake surface.

Soft, warm, and pure, people can't help but soften their hearts after seeing it.

Qin Lan pursed her lips. This was Lan Shuimo's decision, and he could not interfere. The black-haired young man sighed, and finally turned around slowly.

The moment Qin Lan turned around, Lan Shuimo couldn't help crying, she didn't let out any sobs, the tears slowly ran down the girl's blood-stained face, and dripped on Sawada Tsunayoshi's face.

If someone is still alive, he will probably think that this is the most beautiful scene he has ever seen.

Darkness filled the whole world. In the ruined walls, the black-haired girl exuded a faint light all over her body. The warm golden light was extraordinarily warm in the dark night, just like the nostalgia and comfort of a baby in the mother's body. The girl shed tears, and then she smiled at the young man in her arms.

Ugly but gentle.

"I'll say goodbye to you with a smile at the end."

After all, you said, you like my smile the most.

The terrible fatal wound on the chest of the brown-haired youth began to heal slowly, and his pale and bloodless face began to slowly turn red. Even though the youth kept his eyes closed, people could feel the vigorous vitality in him.

The light became brighter and brighter, and Lan Shuimo's body began to dissipate. She repaired the body of Sawada Tsunayoshi, and the rapid loss of power made her crumbling. It might not be difficult for her in full bloom to revive a person, but for now For Lan Shuimo, just resurrecting Sawada Tsunayoshi has exhausted all her stored power.

No power can mend this world anymore.

"Are you crazy? Do you know what you're doing?" Qin Lan turned around suddenly, and he looked at Lan Shuimo in surprise. At this time, the girl's legs had disappeared, and the surrounding light did not decrease, but became brighter and brighter .

Of course she knew what she was doing.

Insufficient strength, she can't reshape this world at all, there is only one way, which is to erase her own existence.

Whether it is a human being or a god, when a person's soul is wiped out, then the things she has influenced will naturally be restored.

However, the difference between the false gods and the real gods is that after the real gods disappear, as long as the godhead is still there, they can be reborn in the world with faith, and the disappearance of the false gods means they disappear forever.

"This time I'm really saying goodbye."

When Tsunayoshi Sawada opened his eyes, what came into his eyes was a soft warm light. The black-haired girl in the light had a pair of dazzling and warm golden eyes. She was crying, and her lips opened and closed as if she was saying something.

Suddenly, the brown-haired young man seemed to see an angel.

Sawada Tsunayoshi tried hard to hear what the girl was saying, but the heavy drowsiness made him fall asleep again, and he could only vaguely remember the black-haired girl's mouth shape as if saying goodbye to him.

A great sadness surged up, and finally at the moment when Sawada Tsunayoshi closed his eyes, Lan Shuimo completely disappeared.

He didn't know who the girl in front of him was, and he didn't know why he was lying in the arms of the black-haired girl, but he felt very sad.

I was so sad that I couldn't even shed tears.

【what is love? 】

[Love probably means that you would rather disappear by yourself, and hope that the other person can live on. 】

——This is the love that the monster finally understands.

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Three years later, in Vongola's headquarters in Italy, a handsome brown-haired young man held Kyoko Sasakawa's hand and made a lifetime promise in front of the priest.

In a trance, he thought of the girl with black hair and golden eyes in his memory, she was so sad, but she smiled at him with tears in her eyes.

Sawada Tsunayoshi once asked Gokuji Hayato to investigate, but he never found the girl.

"Stupid Gang, don't be confused between dreams and reality."

Yes, that was probably just a dream.

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