Her original sin, perhaps, was jealousy.

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Sleeping until waking up naturally is a very luxurious thing for Lan Shuimo, who used to prepare for the college entrance examination. With the spirit of getting up, she still remembers the irritability after being woken up by the alarm clock every day, but now she misses that very much. A daily routine of being woken up by annoying alarm clocks.

Go to school, go home, review, go shopping.

No matter how boring and bland, this is the life she should have.

Instead of thinking about how to live all day long like now.

This kind of dreadful non-daily life is not suitable for a mediocre person like her.

Lan Shuimo rubbed her eyes, stretched her waist and got up from the bed. She looked at the sky outside, and saw the clouds floating leisurely in the sky, and birds flying across the sky could be seen from time to time.

What time is it now?

What caught my eye was black and white, even if she didn't want to, Lan Shuimo still made a successful deal with the Lord God last night. The Lord God granted her three wishes, and correspondingly, deprived her of three things.

"I want a healthy body." Lan Shuimo thought for a while, and continued: "I also want the mental power to be able to fight and influence others."

"Finally... I want to resurrect my mother in the original world."

[Resurrecting the dead is not allowed, you can change a wish. 】The Lord God said coldly.

"Hey, what a useless god, he can't even resurrect the dead." Lan Shuimo sarcastically mercilessly, his words were full of malice.

[However, you can find a way to resurrect the dead during your journey. 】Ignoring Lan Shuimo's sarcasm at all, the Lord God suggested with sinister intentions that instead of letting Lan Shuimo become his tool reluctantly, it is better to give her a reason to do things for him willingly.

The best way to get a beast to follow you is not to subdue it with strength, but to take what it wants most and always walk unhurriedly in front of the beast.

No matter how fierce the beast is, it can only follow you obediently.

"Then give me my mother's soul." Lan Shuimo thought for a while, if she really found a way to resurrect her mother in the future, then besides the resurrection of the body, the soul is also indispensable.

【Okay. 】The mood of the Lord God instantly cheered up, and his tone was as flat as ever, making it impossible to detect his mood, 【In contrast, I will charge you three things. 】

[First, I will deprive you of the color in your eyes; second, I will deprive you of your heartbeat as a human being. 】The Lord God spoke slowly, and finally paused, his tone full of joy and malice.

[In the end, I will gradually deprive you of the memory of your first life. 】

[That is to say, the memory of your first life will slowly dissipate with the passage of time until it disappears completely. 】

"What did you say?!" Lan Shuimo screamed in disbelief. To deprive her of the memory of her first life, she deprived most of her soul, her character, and the generation of her obsession. All in the first life.

If those memories are taken away... what is the difference between myself and a dead person?

[If you want to get the corresponding things, you must pay the corresponding price. I believe you also know this truth. ] The Lord God said unhurriedly, 【Of course, what I deprive you of will be returned to you after you complete all the tasks. 】

[As long as at that time... you are still alive. 】

"Can't we change one condition? For example, my sense of taste or something..." Lan Shuimo spoke with the last glimmer of hope. Of course, she didn't expect this vicious main god to agree to herself.

[Unless you change your wish, I can promise you. 】

The mother's soul must be obtained. Even if the mother's body is resurrected in the future, if there is no soul, it is just an empty shell, which has no meaning to her.

Finally, Lan Shuimo nodded.

She had no choice but to nod.

[Then, the game begins. 】

Before falling into a deep sleep, what Lan Shuimo heard was this sentence that had a strong sense of watching a show.

Why am I so weak...

If it had power, wouldn't it be so easy to be controlled by others?

Before learning that there are monsters in this world, Lan Shuimo thought that she would spend her whole life in an orphanage and wait to die.

Later, when she learned about the world she lived in from Lai Shasa, Lan Shuimo's standard was a little higher, that is, to gain the power to defeat demons.

Only now did she realize that the previous self was simply too stupid, extremely stupid.

In any case, she must gain power, she must gain power beyond the gods.

After waking up, Lan Shuimo casually found something to eat, then sat on a small wooden stool with a book, reading it with relish.

Rather than talking about it with gusto, it's better to say it's very bitter. Lan Shuimo doesn't know any words in this world, and even if she can understand the pictures, she still can't fully guess what the book is about.

At this time, Lan Shuimo wanted to learn more about this world, but Lan Shuimo had no way of doing it.

This caused her to look at the book with bitterness and hatred for a long time without turning the pages.

Before Lika entered Lan Shuimo's room, she saw Lan Shuimo seriously (zhuang) looking at a thick book in her hand.

Sure enough, no matter how Shinra changed, he still liked reading so much.

"Shinra Shinra, look what I found!" Putting aside the guilt of disturbing Igarashi Shinra's reading, Lika ran towards Lan Shuimo excitedly.

Lan Shuimo raised her head when she heard the voice, and what she saw was Lika's continuously enlarged figure.

What the hell is this guy again? !Hasn't he stopped talking to himself recently? !

For a moment, the corners of Lan Shuimo's mouth kept twitching, she strongly suppressed her desire to slap Lika away, and forced a smile out.

She really hates this kind of noisy, self-aware, and totally unaware that she is disturbing others.

Before she could respond, the careless boy who had no idea what the difference between men and women was, just broke into her room, holding a small red wooden bucket in his hand. The water splashed out, blooming water flowers on the cold ground.

Seeing the wet Lika running in, Lan Shuimo sighed helplessly and rubbed her temples with a headache. Because she has not adapted to the body transformed by the Lord God, sometimes it is not special to see things clear.

"Lika, you are the oldest child in the orphanage, you should be as mature and stable as your brother, do you understand?" Lan Shuimo said patiently, looking at Lika's face full of grievances and dissatisfaction, her mood instantly became stronger A little grumpy.

That's why she really hates little kids, especially those who are bluffing and not quiet at all.

Exuding soft spiritual power, this is the new power she got from the main god last night, and it can be used now to cover up the discord and coldness in the voice.

"I know, I know!" Lika was a little dissatisfied with Lan Shuimo's preaching, and then seemed to remember something, with a look of excitement, "Compared to this, Shinra, look, this is what I caught today."

The blue flat fish was swimming leisurely in the small red wooden barrel, probably due to the bumpy running of Lika just now, the little blue fish seemed a little dizzy at this time, it spit out a few bubbles, Slowly wagging its tail, it sank to the bottom of the barrel.

"...?" Lan Shuimo looked at Lika suspiciously, why did this guy give him fish?eat?

It's too small to fit between the teeth.

"Because Shinra you said before that you like the same blue as the sky, so you went out to play today and saw this little fish and brought it back by the way." Lika turned her face slightly, and handed the bucket to Lan Shuimo. When the silver eyes said this, they were full of yearning for the outside world.

"Well, it's very beautiful." Lan Shuimo looked at the little blue fish and smiled softly.

Blue is indeed a very beautiful color, but it's a pity that she won't be able to see it in the future. The only thing she sees is black and white, and even the most vivid scene becomes barren in her eyes.

Seeing Lan Shuimo's smile, Lika's face slowly turned red, and he said unnaturally: "I, I didn't find it for you!"

As far as the boy is concerned, his impression of Lan Shuimo is still limited to the words "quiet, gentle, and a little timid".

But that was Igarashi Shinra, not Lan Shuimo.

Igarashi Shinra is dead, and from the moment she accepted the main god to transform her body, her soul has disappeared and can't be found anywhere.

Standing in front of Lika now is that Lan Shuimo who was once killed by her best friend and who was madly pursuing power.

"No matter what, thank you." Lan Shuimo looked at Lika's bright, pure and serious eyes, stood up, and slowly embraced the boy in front of him, resting her head on his neck.

At this moment, how much she wanted to destroy this child.

That pair of clear, innocent, ignorant eyes made her feel irritated.

Lan Shuimo restrained her smile, she felt the twisted hatred hit her nerves wave after wave, the monster deep in her heart seemed to have grown up and formed at this time, it was constantly clamoring, eager to rush out of the cage, Tear out that innocent and ridiculous face according to your own desires.

That shy and happy smile full of innocence and confidence clearly belongs to her.

That's right, those should belong to you!

But ah, it has been destroyed by that evil main god.

How... abhorrent!

The girl's affinity concealed the distorted malice. The boy in his arms was still stiff, his face flushed and standing in a daze. If he turned his head slightly, he would definitely see that those dark eyes were full of distorted eyes. hatred.

My lovely Lika, maybe deep down, I hate you, I hate you so much that I want to kill you.

I hate Qin Lan, the Lord God, and this world.

In fact, what she hated the most was being so weak and powerless.

So, grow up quickly, Lika, and show the same selfishness and twist as me, I really don't want to stay by your side anymore.

Lan Shuimo took a deep breath, adjusted her expression, buried her unwillingness and hatred deep in her heart, and let go of Lika who was blushing.

She looked at Lika's still reddish face, and showed a cute smile on her baby-fat face, and her crisp voice was incredibly soft, "Put it back in the lake, I want to compare it with this wooden barrel." , it should prefer to live unrestrained in the lake."

The stunned boy stared blankly at Lan Shuimo's gentle smile, opened his mouth, but couldn't make any sound.

Igarashi Shinra must be a very gentle person, the terrible feeling before must be an illusion.

After all, he had never seen a person who could smile so softly and full of kindness.When people look at it, they can't help but soften their hearts.

But he never thought that it was just the effect of Lan Shuimo's mental power.

Gentleness, kindness and so on are just illusions.

Thinking so, the boy's handsome appearance did not appear dirty because of the dirt, but instead had a mischievous taste.A clean smile bloomed on his face, as if it could purify all mud.

Bright and clean to envy.

"Okay, I'll release it when I go out tomorrow." After being stunned for a while, Lika readily agreed, but before he had walked a few steps, he was stopped by Lan Shuimo.

"Can I go out to play with you tomorrow?" After thinking about it, she felt that saying this was too abrupt, Lan Shuimo added, "I'm a little dizzy from reading in here all day."

"Really?" Lika almost jumped up happily, "It's really great, I'm still worried that Shinra won't play with us anymore."

"..." Well, the idiot Lika is completely unaware of Lan Shuimo's sinister intentions.

Now Lan Shuimo is not interested in Yisli, but another boy that Lika often talks about——Ludo.

From Lika's words, it can be seen that Ludo has a calmness, rationality and stability that are different from those of her peers. She has some suspicions that Ludo is another time traveler, or a character in the plot.

After all, it is very rare to see such a stable child at such a young age, and most of them are almost bluffing like Lika.

"It would be great if it was Claire's era, after all, almost everyone knows each other...probably."

The room suddenly became quiet after Yinlika left, and it seemed very empty, filled with a silent depression, and the girl's voice seemed very abrupt at this time.

"Suddenly I feel homesick."

In the past, if it was this time, I would probably still be facing the long-winded teacher at school, while my mother was busy preparing sumptuous meals and waiting for her child to leave school.

Then the girl who was eating delicious food would chat with her mother from time to time, about school, about making friends, about the future and so on.

And then……

She suddenly found that she had forgotten her mother's name, and only remembered her mother's vague smiling face.

Mother...what's her name?

Can't remember, she can't remember, even if she tried so hard to remember.

She recalled what happened in her previous life over and over again, only to find that she had begun to forget many details.

Don't want to forget, don't want to forget, she doesn't want to forget!

Even if she knew it was force majeure.

Lan Shuimo suddenly regretted making this deal with the main god, because the feeling of memory loss was too uncomfortable.

It was more than uncomfortable, she wanted to scream and cry.

She is starting to worry now, will she still remember her original wish as she keeps moving forward in the future?

the very beginning——

She just wants to live a peaceful and warm life with her family every day.

This is the reason why she did not hesitate to deal with the Lord God, hoping to resurrect her mother.

"Shira?"

Speaking of the main god, since the last time he appeared, he hasn't said anything, and he hasn't released any tasks.

"Shira?"

Maybe he was just too lonely to make soy sauce to make himself angry?

"Shira!"

"Huh?" The suddenly louder voice startled Lan Shuima, she looked up and saw Lika's enlarged face.

"What are you thinking? Remember to hang out with us tomorrow."

After so many days, Lan Shuimo is still not used to someone calling herself 'Igarashi Shinra'.

"I was wondering if I would eat fish tonight." Lan Shuimo replied with a serious face.

"Eh? Why?"

"Because I just saw Lysa bring the little blue fish that couldn't get enough between its teeth to the kitchen."

"...!!!"

Stuffing, stuffing teeth or something, Shinra, you were so gentle just now, it was an illusion, right? !

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