Reality and dreams.

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For Sawada Tsunayoshi, his time with Lan Shuimo stopped at the moment when the blonde girl left, and never moved forward.

Today, Tsunayoshi Sawada has experienced many battles and gradually grew up. He is recognized by everyone, and he has become the godfather of the mafia like a star.

He has gained the glory, rights and status that others envy. People who used to dismiss him now will bow down humblely when they see him, and greet him with flattering smiles.

At the same time, countless people died directly or indirectly at his hands.

No matter how gentle it is, how could a mafia boss not have blood on his hands.

Just because he became the leader of Vongola, Sawada Tsunayoshi saw more crimes.

The crime of murder, the crime of plunder, the crime of greed, the crime of adultery, the crime of arrogance, the crime of jealousy, the crime of deception, the crime of rage...

When he first came into contact with these evils, he couldn't eat for a while, and couldn't help but vomit when he saw the disgusting materials in his hands.

Only then did he realize how happy he was before, and how envied and jealous he was by Lan Shuimo.

What was Lan Shuimo's reaction when she was exposed to these ugly things when she was a child?

Was that blond girl the same as him when she killed someone for the first time, her hands trembling uncontrollably, and she didn't sleep well for days and nights?

When he was afraid and confused, there was a large group of companions who cared by his side, but who could accompany Lan Shuimo at her side at that time?

Alone, alone.

Gradually, the girl with the pure smile at the very beginning was completely thrown into the darkness.

Asking for nothing, repeating the cycle.

The monster stumbled forward in the darkness alone, she kept crying, and finally saw the light, she stretched out her hand to touch it, but was severely burned.

What impressed Tsunayoshi Sawada the most was the way the girl looked at him when he handed the blue flower to Lan Shuimo.

The eyes seemed to discover something, love something, hate something, want to touch and possess, but dare not take a step.

It was a monster that was trapped in the dark mud, but had an infinite thirst for light.

In getting along with Lan Shuimo, the blond monster almost lost control several times.

What was it that stopped the out-of-control monster?

It's him, it's Tsunayoshi Sawada.

Because of his presence, the blond monster would lose control and keep restraining her evil side.

Why didn't he find out then?

What the hell is he doing!What was he thinking at that time that he ignored the tenderness of the blonde girl?

The young leader washed his face with cold water. He looked at the pale young man in the mirror. The innocence had long been lost in those warm brown eyes, replaced by deep and heavy gloom.

He tried his best to make a warm and soft smile, but he couldn't lift the corners of his stiff mouth no matter what.

Since killing Lina Tobias, Sawada Tsunayoshi would wake up from sleep every night. In the dream, Lina turned into Lan Shuimo, looking at him with hatred, and shouting hysterically.

In the dream, the blond girl's vicious and cursed words pierced directly into Sawada Tsunayoshi's body like a sharp sword.

Don't look at me like this, don't look at me with such hatred!

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Tsunayoshi Sawada had a memory sealed. Even if others didn't tell him about it, he, who possesses Vengley's super intuition, could still be keenly aware of it.

He didn't know what that memory was, he only knew that it was the memory of the fog guard battle in the battle for the ring.

The Vongola Ring was unsealed by I in the Future War. At that time, the power that had been suppressed for a long time spewed out. Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at the golden-red flames constantly emerging in his hands. He now has enough strength to untie the seal. , but was blocked by reborn.

"Stupid Gang, if you want to break the seal, I will only allow you to secure the position of the tenth generation of Pengelie."

The family teacher said so, with a tough attitude and no room for maneuver, Sawada Tsunayoshi had no choice but to temporarily give up the plan to untie the seal.

But after that, he began to dream continuously, the dream was pitch black, he couldn't see anything, only heard a tender and small whimper.

【Woo... so scary... I want to go home...】

[Help me...help me...who will pull me out of here...]

The voice in the dream was crying, and he tried to find the origin of the voice, but he couldn't find it.

Sawada Tsunayoshi doesn’t know why he had such a dream, maybe it’s related to his sealed memory. After Vongola’s ring was unsealed by I, the seal in his mind loosened slightly due to the impact of power .

After killing Lina, the voice in the dream was replaced by Lan Shuimo's distorted and painful face. The blond girl looked at him full of resentment, asking him again and again why he wanted to hurt her.

She said: It would be nice if I had never met you.

The brown-haired young man woke up again from his dream. Panting heavily, he poured a glass of cold water and drank it all in one go.

It's time to unseal the memory, he thought.

The huge force quickly broke the seal, and all the sealed memories flooded into his mind at once. Sawada Tsunayoshi held his head in pain, and he fell down on the bed, panting continuously with his mouth open.

Those sealed memories are not his, but Lan Shuimo's.

In the Kiri Shou battle of the battle for the ring, due to the large-scale spiritual pollution of Rokukoku, what flowed into Sawada Tsunayoshi's mind was not only the memories of Rokukoku, but also the memories of the blonde girl standing beside him. remember.

what is that!What are those!

The brown-haired boy held his head, and those disgusting and ugly memories kept flashing in his mind. He wanted to get rid of these memories, but these fragments kept pouring into his mind, which made him have a splitting headache.

In the end, he couldn't bear these memories and retched, his whole body was twitching constantly, the whites of his eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes, he had no choice but to be knocked out by reborn, and then let Liu Dao Mu seal this memory.

And now, Tsunayoshi Sawada, who has become feared by the outside world, is not the pure white child at the beginning. And when he died, everyone worshiped him, but also feared him. They pushed him to the altar, and the brown-haired young man looked at the sins below from aloof.

Sawada Tsunayoshi is sitting on the throne, his eyes are lowered, the brown eyes are full of stability given by time, his handsome face is full of indifference like a god, and now he is not the one who was at a loss and always cried Wang Wang's child is now, time and environment have polished him to be more dazzling, but also worn away his original innocence.

The brown-haired young man stood by the side like an outsider. He looked at these memories without saying a word.

Terrible and cruel training, cold laboratory benches, bright lights, experimenters with weird and excited expressions, disintegrated girls, demons in the city, massacres, human desires, persecuted nuns, obscene The church, the torture of slave owners, the hobbies of demons, the ignorant hatred...

All kinds of filthy clips were played continuously, and the brown-haired young man pursed his lips tightly. He watched the weak black-haired girl abandon her kindness and humanity, and became the powerful monster she is today; How the girl who woke up changed from indecisive to decisive; watched the girl who had been with him for nine years change from the panic at the beginning to the calm and calm now.

When Lan Shuimo was still a human being, she pushed a child to a demon in order to survive. Tsunayoshi Sawada didn't know what Lan Shuimo was feeling at that time, but he knew very well that the girl had been guilty all the time. The feeling even tortured her so far.

He clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and watched the scene where Lan Shuimo was pressed to the ground by several men, and finally the monster tore everyone apart, laughing like crazy.

The young leader stood there with a gloomy face. When he saw Lan Shuimo and Li Fulu laughing and playing, watching them support each other and walk down together, he suddenly had the urge to cry.

He had never let Lan Shuimo show such a relaxed expression.

The young Sawada Tsunayoshi gave Lan Shuimo hope, but what he gave more was despair.

In the last scene, Lan Shuimo knelt and sat in the rain. She hugged a blood-stained blond woman. The monster's expression was gentle and desperate. She didn't know whether it was rain or tears on her face. She closed the woman's eyes with her hands , printed his lips on the woman's cold forehead.

Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was still a teenager, once collapsed because of this memory, but now the leader of Pengo Lie, Tsunayoshi Sawada, can clearly feel that in this obscure, cold and hopeless memory, he reveals that There are bits and pieces of tenderness and hope.

Sawada Tsunayoshi thought countless times, it would be great if he could appear in Lan Shuimo when he was young, and accompany the blonde girl from the beginning.

When Lan Shuimo was strangled by the demon and had to give it a go, Sawada Tsunayoshi was in a sweet sleep.

While the girl was clenching her teeth and practicing swordsmanship day and night, the brown-haired child was enjoying the delicious food prepared by his mother and playing with some children's toys.

While the blond-haired monster was full of despair looking at his companion's corpse, the brown-haired boy was still in the stage of being useless and ignorant.

How could this not make Lan Shuimo jealous, what kind of mood did that monster protect the young and ignorant him?

The handsome young man laughed at himself, and the flickering memory clips that were constantly played gradually disappeared, replaced by darkness. Tsunayoshi Sawada stood in a dark world, and this time he saw a child.

This is a very young child, the black-haired child curled up, she hugged her knees, buried her head in her arms, sobbing and whimpering constantly.

The kid is saying, I want to go home.

Sawada Tsunayoshi walked over, he wanted to hug the child, but when he stretched out his hand, he only touched a void.

Finally the black-haired child stopped crying, she stood up, her palm-sized face was full of tears, the child's height continued to grow, and finally turned into the appearance of Lan Shuimo that Sawada Tsunayoshi knows now.

The blonde girl smiled slightly at the brown-haired youth, turned around and completely merged into the darkness.

Sawada Tsunayoshi opened his eyes, the sunlight poured into the room through the window, the golden halo was warm, the golden light on the ground was divided into several pieces by the window, the dust in the air flowed slowly, carrying a summer vibe The smell of flowers and plants, the sound of birdsong outside the window one after another, the leaves are blown by the wind surging and churning, making a slight friction sound.

The years are quiet and peaceful.

It was the exact opposite of the memories of the blonde girl who had left.

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Because the backstage can't publish regularly, so I will publish it directly (*/ω\*)

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