"I can't finish this mission."

Mu Shu didn't know how he said these words calmly, with a sense of coolness and despair.

She knew that her last mission was not easy to complete, otherwise this series of missions called "Pen Zhu Tianxia" would not be rated as "Nightmare" level of difficulty.She investigated so much, speculated so much, and made the background behind the mission clear, but she never expected to be defeated by the most obvious but also most difficult basic requirements.

If she had been born ten years earlier, there might still be room for the task to be reversed. As long as Liu Xi survived, no matter how deep the grievances and grievances were, the struggle could be dissolved with the passage of time.

But when Liu Xi died, an irreparable and irreparable scar was drawn on the hearts of the Liu Ye family, just like Ye Wei's pale snow hair overnight.Ask yourself, if one day she gets married but has no status, and chooses love but spends half her life working hard, how will the brothers feel heartbroken?In the end, she lost her life because of the conflict between the two families. Even if the reason for the initial conflict was for the righteousness of the world, how to let go of the deep-rooted sorrow and pain?How to forgive?

——Just like Liu Fenggu and Ye Mengqiu, they used to plan the overall situation of the world together and referred each other as confidants, but now they no longer have any contact.

After Liu Xi's death, Ye Wei once became obsessed with grief. It was Liu Fenggu who channeled his internal energy and helped him return to the path of martial arts.Liu Fenggu was so heartbroken about the passing of his beloved daughter, knowing that the grievances and grievances came from himself, he couldn't bear to be harsh on Ye Wei, but he spent half his life to open up Ye Wei's meridians, but he still said to Ye Wei: "You are here for Xi. My son has gray hair all night, I know you have her in your heart, but... Hidden Sword and Ba Dao, it is better not to have any more contact with each other in the future."

The fact that he opened up the meridians for Ye Wei caused many disciples in Badao Villa to be puzzled, but Mu Shu knew that he was just asking for peace of mind.Restoring martial arts for Ye Wei is to repay Ye Mengqiu's love for help. Since then, both grievances and grievances have disappeared, and they are like strangers.

——When a broken mirror is reunited, there will always be a gap, and when broken jade is recombined, flaws can still be seen. This is true for tangible things, let alone people's hearts?

"I can't do it at all." Mu Shu's tone could be described as calm, only regret buried deep in his heart, "Look, even Liu Fenggu, who knows the cause and effect of things, can't get rid of the grudge in his heart, let alone Badao Villa What about those disciples who don’t know the truth? When writing this book, the only thing I can think of is to write the story of Liu Xi, but how hurtful is it to open up the old stories? No matter how I describe it, One of the most intractable problems cannot be avoided-how good the characters in the book are, and the regret is as deep."

Rendering Liu Xi is undoubtedly to portray this character in a positive tone, but it is precisely because of this that she has to face this difficult problem that is almost impossible to avoid.

[Host don't be discouraged, you have to believe in yourself, as you said, the system can't give you an impossible task. 】

"...Yeah..." Mu Shu hooked the corners of his mouth, tried to smile, and muttered to himself, "There is no height that cannot be reached, only those who do not work hard enough, I..."

Mu Shu buried her cheeks in the quilt in frustration, feeling disheartened and unspeakable for a moment.If the time can be longer, she may still be waiting for some unknown variables to change the current predicament, or write more books, waiting for her writing and thinking to break through and grow again, reaching the level enough to complete this task up to the level.

But the transformation process must go through a long wait, and she has no time to squander and waste.

Over the years, she has been busy, writing books, and assignments.She knows that she doesn't have much time, and she will have to work a hundred times harder than ordinary people to reach the height she wants.But I didn't expect to struggle to the end, and the time was still insufficient.Mu Shu lay on the bed with his eyes out of focus, his soul and Ke Ke seemed to be split into two parts, with nowhere to rely on, suffering from distress.

"Maybe it will get better after a little sleep?" Mu Shu murmured, stretched out his hand and patted his face, opened the corner of his mouth with his index finger, and said stupidly, "Calm down, don't panic, think about it , you have completed the two mentally handicapped tasks in front of you, what is impossible? Even the malice of the world can’t stop you, why are you afraid of a mere idiot system’s task?”

The system, which was complained so badly by the host, felt that its host was simply poisonous, and it was true that he was an idiot who was worried that she would be devastated just now.

Mu Shu tossed and turned, finally fell asleep with great heart.

She had a dream.

In her dream, she was walking in the quiet and beautiful galaxy, and the flowing water would soak her knees. The stars were reflected in the water, blending with the night, and there was a thrilling and vast beauty.She could feel the gentle strength of the water caressing her ankles and calves, but she couldn't feel the temperature of the starry night river water, just like an illusory dream that was too real.

Holding a handful of river water is like holding a handful of starlight contained in the night. This kind of fantastic experience makes Mu Shu feel very fresh, so that she never tires of it.But the owner of this place obviously doesn't want her to continue playing around like this, Mu Shu only felt herself floating lightly, and her consciousness gradually became chaotic.Between half-dream and half-awake, there was a soft force like water waves wrapped around her hands, leading her to write something stroke by stroke in the air.

That kind of feeling is very mysterious, and what comes to my mind is the ancient vicissitudes that seem to have been passed down from ancient times to the present. Every time I write a pen, it is as thick as a mountain, and the world's road is integrated into every horizontal and vertical stroke.One stroke paints hundreds of miles of mountains and rivers, and one stroke paints rivers, rivers and seas. Throughout the ages, those changing and eternal existences are condensed on the tip of the brush and turned into ink and wash, and Taoism is natural.

——What did you write?

Mu Shu was still waiting to savor the sudden enlightenment of the seven orifices, but his body suddenly fell, and fell into the night sky where the river of stars turned.

Opening her eyes, she saw the beautiful scenery of the small bridge and flowing water. The clear stream gurgled like a small tune in Wu Nong's soft language. The bluestone slabs, mud-colored tiles, and bright green moss marks were as beautiful as green buds dipped in dew. Greener and thicker.If the Land of Abundance can be called magnificent, then the scenery of West Lake in Hangzhou can be described simply by the word "beautiful".

Standing on the street, Mu Shu was a little dazed, the air was bustling with childish voices and young girls' sweet smiles.Suddenly, I felt something in my heart, and I looked back, only to see a man in a green shirt on the street putting a simple wooden hairpin into a woman's hand.His black hair is like water, and his figure is straight. Just looking at his back, he can only feel that he is unparalleled and handsome, Yushu Zhilan.

The woman was wearing a light purple long dress, her appearance was extremely beautiful, her eyebrows were like smoke, and her lips were beautiful and red.Her eyes are like water, soft but not weak, she just lowers her eyes and smiles slightly, and her temple hair is lingering like silk.

The man and the woman left hand in hand, Mu Shu squinted his eyes slightly, only to see that the fingers of the two people who were gradually moving away were intertwined, and the five fingers intertwined with a little force seemed to be talking endlessly about this life.

——But I still can’t get what I want forever.

Even though it was just a simple picture, Mu Shu felt such heartache, sadness seemed to come from the top, everywhere.

She woke up from the dream and returned to the world in an instant, but it was a dream like a dream.Mu Shu felt like a lifetime away, only felt a stinging pain on his cheek, but when he raised his hand, he wiped away the wet tears.She sat up, recalling the mysterious and accessible feeling above the galaxy, and the most simple sadness conveyed by the simplest picture, she felt enlightened and benefited a lot.

"It's almost like being enlightened." Mu Shu tugged at his smooth black hair in a daze, and brushed his fur, revealing the usual rabbit Keith's bewildered face.

Mu Shu poked open the system panel, wanting to ask if the system has been updated with any new functions, such as magical applications like Dreaming.As a result, when she opened the system panel, Mu Shu was shocked by the large amount of reputation she had lost. The sum of all the items she bought was not enough to consume points for this enlightenment!

[But the host, the system does not have the ability to enter dreams, why the points will decrease, I am not very clear. ] The system felt that he was wronged to death.

Mu Shu felt that this time his heart was being cut by a knife. The hemorrhage could not be described as heartache, it could make people pass out in minutes.Mu Shu hugged the quilt and sat on the bed, comforting herself with tears streaming down her face. Although the dream was blurry, the insights gained from it were worth the money. The key is to comprehend the mysterious Taoism, which is enough for her to benefit lifelong.

After thinking clearly, I let it go, anyway, I can still earn points, and opportunities to improve my abilities are rare.Although he didn't know how his points were lost, if he had to do it all over again, no matter how hesitant Mu Shu was, he would eventually choose to exchange his points for this opportunity.

Mu Shu regained his composure, his decadence and depression were swept away, and his brows and eyes became more determined.She turned over and got out of bed, ran to her desk with disheveled hair, and recorded her feelings.

She still doesn't know how to write this book, but a vague concept can't get rid of in her mind, and she can only record some scattered fragments with pen and paper.

In the story of Liu Xi and Ye Wei, the contradiction is two-way.

The cause of the matter lies in the plan of Liu Fenggu and Ye Mengqiu, and the others are mostly blindfolded and kept in the dark, but Liu Fenggu lost his only daughter, so Ye Mengqiu can only watch helplessly. The son is depressed and sad, and will not marry for life?But because people's hearts are biased, they can only see things that they care more about.

Liu Xi has no name, Ye Wei is also homeless and can't return; Liu Xi is pregnant with Liujia and worries about labor, Ye Wei's meridians are useless and collapses several times; The miserable days are a story soaked in the bitter water of lotus seeds. The wind, frost, snow and rain are spent together by two people, who can be blamed?

Ba Dao saw Liu Xi's pain, and Zang Jian knew Ye Wei's sadness, but why did Ye Wei and Liu Xi complain about each other?

——In the end, the only thing we can say to each other is sorry.

"Sorry for making you suffer all these years."

"Sorry, I'm leaving you alone in the end."

- But that's all, that's all.

Liu Xi's suicide is more like a kind of cancer that has been stagnant in the back of the heart all year round. To explain it in modern professional terms, it is a kind of depression.When she saw her brother and her husband face each other with swords, Liu Xi felt a kind of hopeless sadness in this life, which was the despair of the instant collapse of her perseverance that had been tormented for seven years.Because at that moment, she realized that the contradiction between Ba Dao and Zang Jian was deeply rooted, and there was no room for maneuver. She and her children would not be recognized by Zang Jian, and her elder brothers would not be able to accept Zang Jian as an in-law.

She saw through it, realized it, and then despaired.

What kind of despair makes a gentle mother commit suicide in front of her own children?Regardless of disregard, regard death as home?

In the end, she left the husband and child she once loved so deeply, isn't it because she feels desperate for such a sad future with no hope of seeing a glimmer of light?

Mu Shu took a deep breath, scratched out the words on the paper, and murmured in a low voice, "You made a crime..."

——She thought that she would never be able to wait for the peaceful coexistence of the Liuye family, but she never knew it until she died. The story was a deceit in disguise from the beginning.

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