Best Actor [Entertainment]

The second filming location selected for "Erosion" is a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, surrounded by mountains and rivers.The temperature here is suitable and the environment is quiet. Comparing the two, it is somewhat similar to Nancheng.

This coincidence gave Chu Xun a little breathing space.When he was in City C earlier, Director Ye urged him to see a psychiatrist, but Chu Xun only thought that Director Ye was making a fuss over a molehill.That night when he met Fu Jingchen and Xue Rui in Four Seasons, Chu Xun realized that he had not just crossed the bottom line a little.The shattered mirror surface, like pieces of sharp knife light, shattered the camouflage he had woven for many years into powder in an instant.At that moment, the boundaries between roles and actors were completely broken.Chu Xun was like An Chen who had been betrayed, standing on the verge of collapse and shouting "shut up".His brain was crazily scorched by anger, but the remaining sliver of reason realized very clearly: In the past six years, no matter how calm and free-spirited he has dressed himself up, the inner core called "Chu Rong" has never been there. Never really disappeared.

Chu Xun, who is indifferent, calm and magnanimous, is just a carefully crafted appearance.Peeling off the layers of disguise, the arrogant and willful Chu Rong, who is bound to revenge, is still entrenched in his body.Can't be stripped, can't be smothered.He will easily fall into An Chen's emotions and cannot extricate himself. It is not so much entering the play as returning to his heart-the man named An Chen, in a movie called "Erosion", did perhaps Everything he wanted to do, but never dared to do, or even dare to think about.

The moment Chu Xun realized this idea, Chu Xun's nearly boiling mind suddenly cooled down.Fear, mixed with disgust, took hold of his chest in an instant.He couldn't wait to escape.I want to hide back in Nancheng, curl up in that quiet and diluted small city, and repair my disguise again in a corner where others don't notice.The psychiatrist couldn't solve his knot.He knew that only by returning to Nancheng, the city that contained his wounds and ugliness, could he recover as soon as possible.

Wang Meng didn't want Chu Xun to return to filming at first, so he had to book a return ticket that night and take Chu Xun back to Nancheng.At the last moment, Chu Xun grabbed Wang Meng's mobile phone and canceled the order.

"I can't just go back like this." Chu Xun's face was pale, and his eyes were still red with anger, "As an actor, I can't leave my beloved character halfway twice in a row. No matter what happens , this time I want to finish playing An Chen. It must be finished."

"But you're about to lose it! You're going crazy, do you understand?!" Wang Meng never questioned Chu Xun's decision.This time, he grabbed Chu Xun's shoulders tightly, roaring hoarsely at him like a raging lion.

Chu Xun moved the corners of his lips, and seemed to smile, "I'll be fine." As if he also felt that this comforting sentence was too perfunctory, Chu Xun raised his eyes again, and no longer avoided Wang Meng's worry, "Even if I will If there is something, I am also willing."

Wang Meng was short of breath, his fingers were like iron tongs, and he was about to scratch Chu Xun's shoulder bones.

Chu Xun raised a hand and gently placed it on the back of Wang Meng's swollen hand.He softened his voice to the extreme, and said slowly: "Mengzi, do you know, I am very glad that I went to Nancheng back then, I am glad that I met you, and that group of friends who can make friends... During those years in Nancheng, I had a great time... The only regret I have is that I can't make another movie. I am an actor... Although I am not qualified, I am indeed an actor." Chu Xun's eyes flickered, The pupils were stained with psychedelic beauty, "I want to leave behind a classic character, and I want the world...to remember me forever. If I can fulfill this wish, even if I really have to lose the rest of my life, I will Feeling very happy. Because this is my dream... Do you understand Mengzi, this is the only dream I have left."

Whether it is Chu Xun or Chu Rong, his essence may be a ball of fireworks burning violently.In the past, he was stupid and ignorant, he only plunged into vain love, and failed a lot of time and expectations.After the twists and turns, I also expected that I could spend the rest of my life in peace and stability.But since he was lucky enough to start all over again, he could no longer feel at ease and remain silent.He longed to be able to burn himself in the movies.The fiery red flame of longing shines through the sky, and at the moment of bursting, it bursts out with a thousand zhangs of light, illuminating the whole world.

Chu Xun smiled gracefully, and all the madness on his expression faded away.He held Wang Meng's hand tightly, and said with a light smile, "You can understand me, right?"

Wang Meng's lips trembled, and the water in the corners of his eyes shone brightly.He couldn't speak, so he could only hug Chu Xun tightly into his arms. After a long time, he trembled and uttered two broken syllables: "Fool..."

Two days later, with director Ye's consent, Wang Meng followed the crew to City D.In the second half of the filming in City C, Director Ye no longer asked Chu Xun and Shen Weifeng to simulate their relationship in private.After arriving in City D, Shen Weifeng opened a suite in the hotel where he stayed.Chu Xun instead lived in a room with Wang Meng.Shen Weifeng is handsome in appearance, but extremely rough in mind.He was unrestrained, touched Chu Xun's shoulder immediately, and said in shock, "Boyfriend?"

Wang Meng's wheat-colored face was also obviously flushed.

Chu Xun smiled, and patted Shen Weifeng on the back of the head, "Don't talk nonsense. It's my elder brother."

Shen Weifeng covered the back of his head that hurt from being slapped, and smiled brightly at Chu Xun, "Don't worry, brother will keep it a secret for you!".He obviously didn't believe it, so Chu Xun followed him.

Ye Dao would allow the group, naturally not because of such a romantic reason.This stubborn, old-fashioned director has only focused on movies for most of his life.But he also doesn't want to see a talented actor completely exhausting his efforts in a movie.

Except for filming on the set, Wang Meng was inseparable from Chu Xun's side.He forced Chu Xun to quit drinking, and only allowed Chu Xun to drink a glass of wine at noon and evening every day.He is familiar with Chu Xun's taste and personally prepares Chu Xun's three meals.When I have some free time, I take Chu Xun out for a run.At night, when Chu Xun was trapped in a nightmare, Wang Meng stayed up all night, held Chu Xun in his arms, gently shook his body like coaxing a child, patiently woke up Chu Xun, and waited for him to fall asleep again.

They will repeat everything they have experienced in Nancheng many years ago.The process of getting out of the haze is arduous and long, but as long as there is still a glimmer of light left in the light that lights up the soul, no matter how muddy the swamp abyss is, Chu Xun cannot be trapped.

Director Ye thought carefully, and in order to match Chu Xun's mental state, he tried his best to arrange scenes with relatively peaceful emotions in the first few days before the filming in City D.

After more than ten days, Chu Xun's spirit obviously improved.He no longer relies too much on alcohol. If he can't see the bottle, sometimes he can't think of taking the initiative to find a drink for a whole day.The complexion also reveals a healthy light pink.

One day when she was putting on makeup in the dressing room, Chu Xun accidentally saw herself in the mirror. She couldn't help but caressed her cheek and said, "It seems to be a little fatter. Will there be more dramas?"

The makeup artist smiled and said: "No, no. Director Ye said it was just right. The state of the past few days also happened to fit the plot. Teacher Chu is really dedicated, and she lost weight and gained weight for the movie."

Chu Xun lowered his eyelashes and continued to remain silent.What happened during this time, only he and Wang Meng know best.Even Dao Ye is not fully aware of the inside story.

After the filming entered the second stage, Director Ye began to arrange the main scene after An Chen and Xie Wenxia broke up.Chu Xun's energy is improving now, and he can still pay attention to other things while filming.Soon he noticed that Wang Meng frequently avoided him to talk on the phone.After being questioned several times, Wang Meng confessed to him: Grandma Wang was seriously ill and had been hospitalized for several days.Chu Xun was anxious and angry, but more anxious and distressed.He booked a plane ticket for Wang Meng and forced him to go back as soon as possible.

"I understand that you are worried about me. But if something happens to grandma, you will regret it for the rest of your life!" Chu Xun grabbed Wang Meng's wrist and stared at him, "Listen to me, go back quickly! I'm completely recovered. real!"

Wang Meng hesitated to speak, and finally, under Chu Xun's gaze, he nodded and said, "I'll leave immediately after you finish filming tomorrow's scene."

Tomorrow's scene is An Chen's dream.When breaking up with Xie Wenxia, ​​An Chen's second personality was briefly exposed, but it was still his main personality that dominated.Under the control of the main character, Anchen is gentle and introverted, with a calm demeanor.No matter how much nostalgia is in his heart, Xie Wenxia insists on leaving, but he only silently agrees.But after breaking up, he had a dream repeatedly.In the dream, he abandoned his dignity and knelt down at Xie Wenxia's feet humbly, begging him to stay.He hated and blamed himself subconsciously, thinking paranoidly that if he had seriously prayed to Xie Wenxia, ​​maybe they would still have a chance.

On the day of shooting, Wang Meng waited outside the set as usual.

Shooting command issued.Chu Xun knelt in front of Shen Weifeng, trembling and twitching sickly.As soon as the lines were spoken, tears flowed down his face like water.He was speechless, and his cramped fingers clenched Shen Weifeng's trousers tightly.When Shen Weifeng followed the plot, he avoided him like the plague.Chu Xun let out a roar, and lay down on the floor, clutching his throat and retching.

The camera turns and makes a slight sound.Other than that, there was only Chu Xun's desperate crying in the room.The camera advances, and freezes for a few seconds while Chu Xun slowly raises his face.Then, with the assistant director's "click", the set suddenly burst into thunderous applause.

Shen Weifeng immediately ran back and hugged Chu Xun tightly with open arms.His body was also trembling slightly, as if he was surprised by Chu Xun's performance just now.

Chu Xun touched the tears on his face, and slowly smiled, "Shen Da Yingdi, why are you shaking?"

Shen Weifeng breathed a sigh of relief when he entered the stage after hearing his words, "You are so scared to death! As for what, you want to act like that! Just now I was really afraid that you would not be able to perform for a while."

Chu Xun still smiled, "You underestimate me."

Director Ye also came over, with a rare joy on his face, patted Chu Xun on the shoulder, and praised three "good" words in succession.He only thought that Chu Xun had really recovered completely.After all the staff, including Shen Weifeng, left the set, they said to Chu Xun, "Chu Rong, Mr. Fu wants to see you."

Chu Xun was stunned suddenly.On the stairs leading to the second floor, light footsteps sounded.Chu Xun looked up.The man who was stabbed in his heart like a knife walked down to him step by step.

Chu Xun couldn't help himself, and took a deep breath.His deep thinking was erratic for a while.He thought vaguely, whether it was love or hate, every time he saw Fu Jingchen, in that glance, it was always spring and all things sprouting.