[Douluo] Tang Yuke can't laugh

Tang Yuke opened her eyes, surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness.

She is actually very familiar with such scenes.

A little girl like her sat with her back to her, her legs dangling from nothing, as if sitting on the edge of an invisible platform, looking down at something.

"What are you thinking about? Sparrow?" Tang Yuke walked over and sat beside her, lowering her head, looking for what she saw.

"Human world, you are here." The little girl who looked very similar to her, except that there was no cinnabar between her brows, turned her head, her eyebrows curved, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Tang Yuke lowered her head, saw the starry night under her feet, and the speeding carriage: "You are clearly squatting on my shoulder, why do you still come here to look at me?" At this moment, she was sitting on that carriage, being left behind by her soul Leaning against the wall of the carriage, with his eyes closed quietly, a red butterfly rests on top of his head, and a fluffy little sparrow squatting on his shoulder, looking a little funny, while sitting opposite Zhu Zhuming didn't fall asleep, but quietly looked at the bright moon with countless stars outside the window.

"I'm looking at them." Que pointed to the carriage, obviously without explaining anything, but let people know that she was referring to the butterfly and the girl looking out of the window, "Human world, why do you want to meet them?"

"I've been with you for so many years, and I've seen so many people, but I still don't understand you," the girl tilted her head. As a rule, she knew what she represented, and knew her responsibilities and obligations. But I don’t know the truth of being human—no, it should be said that as a way of life, this is a common problem of all nascent and ignorant laws—probably because of this, the original law sets the rules and is chosen. The concept of interdependence, the rules... the personality that the law needs to learn, she has learned a lot from the human world, but she has also lost a lot of confusion. On behalf of human beings, she has an understanding of the world, the beauty, the good, the ugly, and the evil. cognition.But I haven't understood all the persistence and all the emotions in the world, "Why do you always reach out to save them? Obviously you are also struggling."

Struggling in nightmares and obsessions day after day.

Why, even in this way, you still have room to save others?

"Sparrow..." Tang Yuke looked at the child.

When I saw her for the first time, she was just a fluffy little ball of light, it felt warm and warm to the touch, made noises, chirped and followed her, she thought it was interesting, so she took her with her.

She followed her through many worlds, and finally had her own consciousness and preferences, and had her own cognition and thinking. She changed from a light dumpling to a sparrow, and finally grew from a small sparrow to this. Mature but can be called an independent individual, the moment Tang Yuke saw her rushing to hug her at the last moment, Tang Yuke felt soft in her heart—it was really like her own child—after that, she never loved her again. She has never slept with anyone, and she has only adopted a few disciples. For the first time, she has the real feeling of being a mother, and she is also trying to really teach sparrows to understand things called human beings... She is very happy when she sees the sparrows. When the symbols are not her butterflies and lotuses, but countless tiny but proud birds... She did not become her own shadow, did not repeat her sad thoughts, what she understood was different from her, this child already had Forged his own way - instead of walking in the footsteps of the man 'Ke'.

This is one of the obligations of the concept, to teach the law to become an individual who can think and be able to stand on its own—for these tens of millions of eternity, not all have succeeded, but most have failed, which directly leads to the suffering of most concepts Still staying in the position to clean up the mess for their own stupid and cute laws-and the last small part, I don’t know whether it is a success or a failure. I don’t know whether it is a distortion or a bad personality, although there is no It caused too much impact, but it was always a headache, such as the "killing" who felt that he was abandoned and became crazy... and the "cause and effect" who had never chosen a concept and became what he is today in the world of mortals Law, "impermanence".

"Do you think I am a good person or a wicked person?" Tang Yuke smiled casually.

She has extended a helping hand countless times to the people of the world who are suffering from desolation, and she has also recklessly burned, killed, looted and slaughtered a city. She has led troops to fight against foreign enemies, and she has run all the way to attack innocent people. Sleeping in the Valley of the Wicked Drunk, dreaming of death, she can no longer make a conclusion based on good and evil... A person like myself who has carried great merits and virtues and stepped on great injustices to the point of scaring the little living Buddha in the temple to tears, probably the whole world , and even these countless worlds, it is estimated that there are only a handful of them.

"...I don't know," Sparrow muttered, "but I know, you are a very soft-hearted person."

"I feel like my heart is as hard as a rock." Tang Yuke smiled.

"..." Que shook his head stubbornly, "No, your heart is too soft—otherwise, why do you always go to save those people? I don't understand your thinking, but at least I understand—only the soft-hearted are in a mess, Only then will I always think about saving one person after another, and only then will I remember a person who has remembered almost thousands of lives."

"...I..." Tang Yuke suddenly couldn't refute.

Perhaps only such a child who is as clear as a mirror can see more clearly than her.

"I'm just... just because I heard their voices calling in the night—it's too lonely, too lonely, too pitiful—it's just that I can't let go." She sighed, "I'm still just a child, but like that wailing..."

"You're old..." Que leaned her head on her body, and her long black hair fell between Tang Yuke's silver-white hair, "So everyone looks like a child..."

"That's right... I can't turn a blind eye to the suffering of those kind children... I can't turn a blind eye to those children who are going astray but still have room."

"Then the noisy bug you picked up at the volcano?"

"It's an idiot child whose ideals are about to die, still clinging to it, and always thinking about the outside world."

"Then who is Dai Mubai who was mentioned in the palace?"

"It's a cute, irritable kid who is easy to blow up, who is clearly ambitious but covers his ears and pretends not to hear."

"Then who is Zhu Zhuming that you picked up at the gate of Tianxia Building?"

"It's a poor child who put too much pressure on himself and almost collapsed, and was finally told not to work harder but lost the meaning of life."

"What about Prince Changqin?"

"...It was me who wanted to save. Although I succeeded, I was still an inexplicably crooked problem student who still needs to be taught."

"People like you."

"So I was very moved and rejected many times."

"Rejected - I don't like him anyway. (be my daddy (cross out))"

"What else do you want to ask?"

"...I... just understand what you want to give them." Sparrow muttered to himself, "Sure enough, it was right to choose you..."

"Because what I want to give is salvation, right? The world?" The girl raised her head, her eyes sparkling.

Tang Yuke sighed: "They are all children... they are all good children... how can I give up..."

Touching Que's head, she smiled, a little lonely: "You are also a good boy."

Rubbing Tang Yuke's palm, Que finally asked in a low voice: "What about Tang San?"

Tang Yuke's hand paused.

"That's the person I couldn't ask for, and I let him go." She said, "The relationship between me and him is not long, really not long——so I used to love very hard...but now, I love Looking at him, still loving him, no longer bitter."

"It's as sweet as sugar."

The author has something to say:

Sudden Update of Conscience Discovery X[-]

……Kidding.

Had an operation and survived in the hospital for a month (I couldn’t do anything about fishing for a few days before the operation... Lazy cancer is calling me!)

Now the author who is forced to drink rice soup and can't even touch noodles and porridge (no).

...I don't know the taste of meat in January...

Also about dragons.

...I plan to start a new article and rewrite it all...

I am not satisfied after changing it several times, I think I can only open version [-]...

It's also a model that can't be fulfilled when I write it with enthusiasm until later...

...Actually speaking, before writing Dragon Clan, I still plan to release myself at the beginning of the article...

Harvest Moon is so much fun (laughs)

Did I mention I'm a big fan of Harvest Moon and Rune Factory?

No?Say it now~

The sinicization of Sanlitun is finally coming to an end, and I want to commemorate the years of planting flax in Xintiandi!

Mr. Rhaegar, I like you!

Everyone!Listen to my preaching! (star eyes)

However, due to the need to go abroad to Canada after being discharged from the hospital, whether it is the ranch or the dragon family, it will be delayed until mid-August.

During this period of time, the old Ke'er will be settled in a stable way~

. . .