[Comprehensive] Coax you to sleep

Turning her head to look at the heavy rain that was about to cover the world outside, Shirakawa Makoto watched Harue go in, hesitated for a moment, and then went in.

Because of the weather outside, the inside of the café was dark.Faint light seeps in from the glass window, from bright to dark, extending to the innermost bar, a shadowy scene.

After Harue took a seat on the seat closest to the gate, Shirakawa Mako put her hands on the chair and sat up easily with the strength of her arms.

Seeing it, Harue, who stretched out her hand to hug her up, felt shivering.

The young man took a look at Shirakawa Makoto and Harue's distressed appearance with their hair and clothes stuck together after being soaked in water.After he put the candle holder on the table, he took out a towel and hot ginger tea from behind the bar in a considerate manner.

After receiving the towel, Shirakawa Mako loosened all the bundled hair, tilted her head and brushed her hair to the side of her neck, grabbed the towel that could cover her entire head and began to wipe it decently.

"Let me help you." Seeing her struggling, the young man took a new towel and said to Bai Chuan Maxing.

"Eh?" Bai Chuan Maxing looked at her wet appearance, and then at the tall and straight young man who had taken off his coat and was wearing a clean white shirt.

Shaking his head without thinking, "No need, I can wipe it myself."

"You don't have to be so polite." The young man smiled, leaned over and picked up Bai Chuan Maxing, sat down and placed her on his lap.

Using a towel to put all the long hair scattered around the neck behind him, he lowered his eyes and gently rubbed the hair tips that were still dripping with moisture.

After a moment of awkwardness, Bai Chuan Maxing also sat in the young man's arms obediently, allowing him to toss her hair.

Seeing that the frizzy and fluffy hair no longer dripped down after being wiped, the young man changed the side of the towel, and put the dry side on top of Bai Chuan Mako's head. Let go of it.

Squinting her eyes and looking at the warm orange candlelight flickering in front of her eyes, which covered the dark space with warm orange, Shirakawa Makoto's little head swayed from side to side following the movement of the towel.She shook her leg, and stopped a second before her heel was about to hit the young man's calf.

Harue casually wiped her hair, then wiped her neck.She folded the used towels neatly on the table, watched the young man wipe Bai Chuan Makoto's hair with unfriendly eyes, pulled the corner of her mouth, and said coolly: "It seems that this gentleman likes our Axing very much." .”

After pausing for Shirakawa Makoto to wipe her hair, the young man met Harue's eyes calmly.He smiled, and rubbed the head of the girl under his hands like a provocation, "Yes, after all, Ah Xing is so cute, who doesn't like her?"

……hateful! ! ! !Harue suppressed the desire to roll up her sleeves and fight the opponent, she looked away bitterly.I'm a little sad, she... doesn't have this qualification yet.

"Huh?" Bai Chuan Maxing raised her head in doubt, and cast her doubtful eyes on the young man through the gap of the towel covering her head which slightly blocked her eyes.

She looked blankly at the smiling young man, then looked at Qingzhi with a dark face, blinked her eyes and clapped her hands, and asked, "Speaking of which, I don't know your name, big brother. His name is Shirakawa Harue, and Ah Qing’s name is Harue."

Calmly withdrawing his gaze, the young man bent down, with a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, "A Xing, I'm sorry, I can't tell you my current name yet."

After taking over the young man's actions, Bai Chuan Maxing hugged the towel on top of her head and wiped herself awkwardly. She stared at the young man's brown eyes and tilted her head, "Why? Is your name ugly, big brother?"

"Eh? My name shouldn't be unpleasant, right? It's just that," the young man put his index finger in front of his lips, with a little apology in his eyes, "I can't tell you now."

Nodding half understanding, Bai Chuan Maxing didn't pester the young man on this issue and insisted on asking his name.

Seeing the way Bai Chuan Ma Xing lowered his head and played with his fingers, the young man breathed a sigh of relief, a little surprised, in his memory A Xing would not let him go so easily.

"Ah...Speaking of which, big brother, you look like someone I know." Raising her head suddenly, Bai Chuan Maxing swept the young man's face with her probing gaze, "It's really amazing to look at it carefully." Like, the hair color and eye color are the same. Brother, do you know Gang? Eh? Maybe you are a relative of Gang? "

His heart beat violently, the young man was very guilty, but he kept a calm smile on his face, "I'm sorry, I don't know the A Gang you're talking about."

Thanks to Reborn, his tutor who has been teaching [folding] guiding [grinding] him for many years, otherwise he would have shown his feet in this suspicious look.

Pursing her lips strangely, Bai Chuan Makoto frowned, "That's it... But big brother, you really look like Gang."

Qing Zhi, who was watching coldly, thought the young man a hundred times in her heart, and she made a rescue, "A Xing, the rain has stopped outside, let's hurry up, today... you can see your parents."

"Eh?" Turning her head and glanced at the sky that was no longer raining, and the sky was slightly cleared, Makoto Bai Chuan jumped off the chair and took Harue's hand, "Mmm, let's go... let's go."

Sending Shirakawa Mako and Harue to the door of the coffee shop, the young man looked at their entangled shadows and muttered to himself, "Maybe it's right not to show up?"

***

Arriving at the door of the house, Makoto Shirakawa looked at the house that had been affected by the aftershocks.Her heart tightened, she broke away from Qingzhi's hand, took out the key from under the flower bed, opened the door and ran in.

"Dad, Mom, are you there???" The living room was full of broken glass and the remains of some fragile objects, and with the possibility of aftershocks at any time, Shirakawa Makoto didn't change her shoes.

She opened every door and searched all over but couldn't find her parents.

Finally walked into the room of Shirakawa Ryoko and Shirakawa Hideaki, Shirakawa Makoto slowly came to Shirakawa Ryoko's vanity mirror and opened the bottom drawer.

Turning over the photo frame on the back, Shirakawa Makoto stared at the photo above, showing an expression that was about to cry.Biting her lower lip tightly, her head was in a mess, what should I say?Sure enough... that's how it is...

"Xiao Xing!!!" Shirakawa Ryoko was stunned for a moment when she saw the figure of her little daughter walking into the house from a distance in the street outside, and immediately chased after her.

Seeing that the doors of every room were opened but there was no sign of Bai Chuan Ma Xing, Bai Chuan Ryoko went straight to her bedroom and finally saw Bai Chuan Ma Xing's small back squatting on the ground.

"Mom..." Bai Chuan Makoto turned around with red eyes, and looked at Shirakawa Ryoko who heaved a sigh of relief and ran over to hug her in small steps.

Forced to put her chin in Shirakawa Ryoko's arms, Shirakawa Makoto felt the arms around her body being tightened continuously, and then there was a wet feeling from the collar.

"Xiao Xing... Fortunately, you are fine. If something happens to you... I'm sorry, mom shouldn't have treated you like that before, I'm sorry, please forgive mom..." Ryoko Bai Chuan choked up, her words were confusing and confusing , "Mom doesn't want to lose Xiao Xing anymore...Xiao Xing...Xiao Xing..."

Like a drowning person grabbing the last straw of hope for survival, Shirakawa Ryoko tightly hugged Shirakawa Makoto's body which was so young compared to her, as if it could be broken with a slight bend.

"Mom...I...Did I..." Eyes filled with tears, Bai Chuan Makoto looked forward with vacant eyes, a figure suddenly appeared in the blurred field of vision, and she couldn't help but hold Shirakawa Ryoko tightly clothes, "Do I have a sister?"

She blinked, and the tears in her eyes trickled down her face, ah...she remembered, it turned out to be like this...

No wonder, no wonder everyone is so weird.Shirakawa Makoto faced Harue who was standing at the door with a complicated mood, ah no, Shirakawa Harue stiffly pulled the corner of her mouth.

Shocked, Bai Chuan Ryoko hastily let go of Bai Chuan Ma Xing's hand, staring blankly at the other's eyes that were about to swell from crying, "Xiao Xing, have you remembered?"

"Yes." She lowered her head and wiped the tears from her eyes with the palm of her hand, and she showed a smile that was uglier than crying to Bai Chuan Harue, who wanted to take a step forward but seemed to be afraid of something and deliberately suppressed her emotions.

"I remember it all," Bai Chuan Maxing felt that a bone was stuck in her throat, and she was extremely uncomfortable, making her out of breath from crying and almost fainting.

Desperately suppressing the suffocation that harassed her, she forced herself to breathe out of her throat, "Sister, she...to save me," Bai Chuan Makoto opened her mouth, and subconsciously grabbed her own Collar, panting like an asthmatic attack, "To save me, I died..."

As the words 'died' fell, the situation at that time that she wanted to forget emerged before her eyes.

The scarlet picture, the upside-down world, the constant crying outside, and the sound of the ambulance mixed together and made her mind buzz.

When she came to her senses, she saw Shirakawa Harue, who was turning around and protecting her tightly under her body, bleeding profusely, her face was pale, and her eyes were tightly closed.

"Sister?" Withdrawing her hand from under Shirakawa Harue's body, Shirakawa Makoto tried to cover Shirakawa Harue's bleeding wound, feeling a little helpless.

Barely opening her eyes, Shirakawa Harue, who had lost too much blood, smiled at Shirakawa Makoto.He asked angrily, "A Xing, are you okay? Did you get hurt anywhere?"

Shaking her head, Shirakawa Makoto tightly pressed her lower lip and sucked her nose.Can't cry, she can't let her sister worry about her anymore at this time, desperately stop the thought of crying, "Sister, you are bleeding a lot, what should I do? I can't stop."

"No, it's okay." Bai Chuanqingzhi covered her lips and coughed up a big mouthful of blood, "Hey, Ah Xing, listen to me, don't move and someone will come to rescue you later, so don't be afraid."

"Then, is that sister okay? Surely she'll be okay?" She asked eagerly, as if she had sensed something, and anxiously begged the girl for an affirmative answer.

"Cough." Unable to hold back for a moment, Harue Shirakawa spat a mouthful of blood at Makoto Shirakawa.

Covered in blood, Shirakawa Makoto's body trembled, she let go of Shirakawa Harue's hand in panic, and hugged her softened body, "Sister? Sister??? Sister!"

"No, it's okay..." Leaning against Bai Chuan Maxing's body, Bai Chuan Harue quietly wiped away the blood from her mouth.In order not to worry Shirakawa Makoto, she began to chatter.

While listening to Shirakawa Harue's words, Shirakawa Makoto tried to find the ambulance staff through the gap.

"Axing." After stopping those trivial and uncommon topics, Bai Chuan Harue suddenly called Bai Chuan Ma Xing's name, "I'm a little sleepy, I want to sleep a little."

Dazed for a moment, Shirakawa Makoto realized that Shirakawa Harue's sleep might not wake up again.She opened her eyes wide in panic, but she didn't dare to move Bai Chuanqingzhi.

"Sister, Ah Qing! Don't sleep, wake up, wake up," Bai Chuan Maxing held back tears, she touched the blood that was about to flow down her neck, and it was the first time she knew that people could bleed so much blood.

Stretching out her hand tremblingly, Bai Chuan Mako hugged Bai Chuan Qingzhi's waist, "The rescuer is coming soon, sister, please bear with me, please don't sleep, please."

Then, what happened afterwards?Bai Chuan Maxing's mind was at a loss, ah...I remembered.Later, she stood in front of the white cloth covering Shirakawa Harue's body, and looked at the helpless mother kneeling on the ground crying and the father hugging her.

Why is this so?Why did this happen?Things...how did they become like this?

"Xiao Xing," holding back tears, even though it has been half a year, Shirakawa Ryoko still feels heartbroken at the thought of her eldest daughter's death, she touched Bai Chuan Mako's head, "It's not Xiao Xing's Wrong, I believe Ah Qing doesn't want Xiao Xing to blame herself like this."

Shirakawa Ryoko, who had deliberately ignored Shirakawa Mako because of Shirakawa Harue's death, felt regretful during the earthquake. If she hadn't shied away and said something was wrong, she would have gone with Shirakawa Mako.

No matter what the result is, she will still be by Bai Chuan Maxing's side, and she can properly protect her little daughter.

During the time when she did not meet Mako Shirakawa, Ryoko Shirakawa regretted countless times.She kept asking herself why she treated A Xing like this.

Obviously...the other party didn't do anything wrong, and Bai Chuan Maxing couldn't be blamed for this kind of thing.She... just couldn't bear it, couldn't accept her daughter's death.

So when Shirakawa Mako forgot everything about Shirakawa Harue because of the blow, and everyone concealed Shirakawa Harue's things at Shirakawa Hideaki's plea, and put away everything about Shirakawa Harue.Ryoko Shirakawa couldn't restrain her anger. She couldn't vent this anger, so she could only pretend to be indifferent to everyone.

She understood that they had lost one daughter and could never lose another.But, why should Shirakawa Harue be treated like that? ? ?

Worshiping the other party is secretly worshiping, and even the existence is deliberately forgotten, as if there is no such person in this world, and everything about the other party is artificially erased.

Every time Shirakawa Ryoko saw Shirakawa Makoto, she felt very painful, the kind of pain where her heart was pinched and she was about to suffocate.

She could understand her husband's thoughts, so when Shirakawa Hideaki came to discuss with her, although she really wanted to have a big fight with the other party and resolutely disagree with that, but after seeing Bai Chuan Maxing's confused eyes, she still compromised.

"Xing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, mom shouldn't have angered you like that." Ryoko Bai Chuan covered her face, tears fell from between her fingers and splashed onto the ground.

"Ah Qing?" Bai Chuan Maxing, who couldn't accept this fact, looked at Bai Chuan Qingzhi as if asking for help, and stumbled towards her, "Is it a lie? It must be a lie, because, because of Ah Qing, sister, you are still here Here!"

Putting down her hands in astonishment, Ryoko Baichuan turned around, "Xiao Xing, what are you talking about?! Ah Qing is here???"

She stood up nervously and looked around the room, but she didn't see anyone except herself and Bai Chuan Maxing.

"Mom, what are you talking about! Elder sister, elder sister, she is right here!" Finally walking in front of Bai Chuan Harue, Bai Chuan Makoto opened her arms to hug her, but was in vain.

With his feet softening, Bai Chuan Maxing slipped and sat on the ground, staring blankly at his hands.She raised her head and touched Bai Chuanqinge tentatively, but as she expected, she found nothing.

"...Cheat, lie, all lie! Sister, stop playing, please stop playing." She curled up her waist.

"I didn't play, A Xing, don't you know all about it?" After a pause, she glanced at Ryoko Bai Chuan, "A Xing, don't lie to yourself."

She said the truth cruelly, "I am already dead, this is already a fact."

"If my sister is dead, then what is the sister standing in front of me now? Could it be a soul?" Bai Chuan Maxing refused to give up.

"Ah, yes. A Xing, I'm really dead." Bai Chuan Harue reached out her hand to touch Bai Chuan Ma Xing's head, but she stopped abruptly in the middle of the air, and she retracted it as if nothing had happened. "I don't blame you, I voluntarily saved A Xing."

"But, but this is so unfair! Why? Why did my sister die? Why did I stay? If my sister hadn't moved at that time, she would have survived, right?! I was so uncomfortable that my heart seemed to explode .”

"It's fair. You see, A Xing, you survived. My favorite, my favorite A Xing survived. So, this is fair to me." It was so gentle, so gentle that it made people want to cry.

"I don't want it! I want my sister to live! I want to play, laugh and be happy with my sister. I... I don't want my sister to leave me, I don't want my sister to die!" She sobbed, her crying eyes The nose is bright red.

"Ah Xing, I really want to play with A Xing, but this is not possible. A Xing, don't make me worry about you anymore. I don't want to die and I don't feel at ease." Slowly back into the shadows, Shirakawa Harue sighed.

"Don't blame Xiaoyin, no one will know that this kind of thing happened, you still have to get along with Xiaoyin in the future."

"Yon-chan?" Shirakawa Makoto asked blankly, and then she remembered that she and Shirakawa Harue had a car accident because they were going to meet Moriyama Hanane and go to the beach.

Staring at Shirakawa Harue's face without blinking, she cried and shook her head, "I don't blame Yinchan."

"That's good." Bai Chuanqingzhi showed a relaxed smile, as if letting go of something that was very heavy to her, she began to disappear into the air.

Turning her head, she looked at Ryoko Bai Chuan who didn't know what happened, and stared at the front like Makoto Bai Chuan, "Mom."

Eyes widened suddenly, Shirakawa Ryoko staggered a step forward, "Ah Qing?!!!"

"Mom, I'm sorry, I seem to be leaving, I can't be with mom anymore. By the way, mom, please tell dad that I like you very, very much, so please don't cry for me anymore." Shirakawa Harue's voice began Become ethereal, "Then, goodbye."

"Sister?" Looking up again, Bai Chuan Maxing only saw Bai Chuan Harue's last smile. She got up from the ground and was about to hug Bai Chuan Harue to keep her, but she still hugged nothing.

Standing where Harue Shirakawa was standing, Makoto Shirakawa burst into tears in disbelief, "Sister! Don't go!"

Shirakawa Ryoko hugged Bai Chuan Maxing, and cried together with her, "Xiao Xing, Xiao Xing, don't cry."

Leaning back against Shirakawa Ryoko, Shirakawa Makoto buried her head in her shoulder, crying heartbreakingly, "Mom."

"Yeah." Tears rolled down from his eyes.

"Mom, sister, sister is gone, what should I do?" Bai Chuan Maxing choked, as if she would die from being out of breath in the next second.

"Well," she held back her tears, and gently patted Bai Chuan Maxing's thin back, "We have to be good, good, and don't make Ah Qing worry."

"Mom." Embracing Shirakawa Ryoko's neck, Shirakawa Makoto looked at the sky outside the transparent glass window with tears in her eyes.

The setting sun covered the entire sky, and the orange light illuminated everything, which was extraordinarily bleak but warm, making me want to cry.

--THAN--

The author has something to say: the end of spreading flowers! ! ! !

Well, that's it!It's finally over!There is an urge to cry.

Ah...yes...can't say too much...otherwise it will be screenshotted and sent to me...makes me so ashamed that I want to die... woo woo woo

I feel that my explanation is not clear enough, let me explain.

The cause and effect are like this, because Moriyama proposed to go to the beach to play, so Shirakawa Mako and Shirakawa Harue had a serial car accident on the way there. When the accident happened, Shirakawa Harue subconsciously protected Shirakawa Mako. In fact, if she didn’t move, it would be wrong would die, but Shirakawa Makoto would be injured.

So Shirakawa Mako always thought that she killed Shirakawa Harue, so she refused to recall the scene at that time, and in order to protect herself, she selectively lost her memory to escape her guilt, that's right!It's so bloody!

As for Moriyama, because she asked Shirakawa and the others to come out to play, and because of this, they had a car accident and killed Shirakawa Harue. She also felt guilty and was tortured by her own guilt. , she breathed a sigh of relief, afraid that she would be blamed or even hated by Bai Chuan Maxing.

As for Shirakawa Ryoko, she couldn't accept her daughter's death and kept avoiding it, so she deliberately ignored Shirakawa Mako so that she wouldn't think of Harue's death.

Hmm... probably not anymore, ah... there is also a postscript to this ending... I forgot to write it... forget it and put it together with another ending later

The other ending can be regarded as an explanation for the foreshadowing that was not dug out in this ending, right?