Tomorrow can be expected

The monthly exam results are released on the first day of the official entry into the second year of high school.

On September 9st, for the second-year students of Beicheng No. 1 Middle School, it was either gloomy or clear.

The students of New Senior One are listening to the principal's speech under the national flag on the football field.

It is another passionate discourse, which contains the prospect of a bright future and the encouragement of being proactive.However, the content is the same, as if it is the same as a year ago.

Students in the second and third grades of high school do not need to attend the morning meeting.

For them, every minute of time from today needs to be cherished.

During morning reading time, Jiang Chen occasionally looked at the football field through the glass window of the classroom.

In fact, she could only see a remote corner, a corner where no one was seen...

The past time can never go back...

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Mr. Guo, the head teacher of class 7, walked into the classroom with the monthly test report card. The students who had recited the passages of classical Chinese were silent one after another, and the classroom was suddenly very solemn.

"This monthly exam, our class is still so-so. The average grade is in the middle of the grade, and it's not bad. It's the fourth place. It doesn't matter if you are in the experimental class. When will you students give me the face of the first exam? ?”

The silence from the podium may be the answer.

Teacher Guo sighed.

"Forget it, I don't want to say anything more. The report card is still posted here. After the morning self-study, you can take a look for yourself. Come and see whether you have improved or regressed. Come and have a look. I have a little idea."

As soon as Teacher Guo left, Qian Siyuan stood up.

The favorable terrain in the first row of the classroom allowed him to lean over and see the desk top.

However, the direction of pasting the report card is the opposite direction for Qian Siyuan under the podium.Anxiously, he looked at it for a long time but couldn't see why, his hair was about to burst into flames...

"Forget it, I'd better take a photo. It's too difficult for me to look at it backwards."

Jiang Chen borrowed a mobile phone from Qian Siyuan, and for some reason, she seemed very calm this time.She clearly felt that her heartbeat had never accelerated, and she was no longer as nervous as before about the upcoming results.

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Ranked 21st in the class.

Seems to be... the best result in history.

Jiang Chen laughed "heh", but the smile didn't reach the bottom of his heart.

She just suddenly thought of a sentence:

Relationship failure drives people crazy.

She failed in her own life and failed in her friendship with Jane Ting, but her academic performance reached a historical peak. This really made her not know how to express herself.

Jiang Chen's chuckle attracted Qian Siyuan's sideways glance,

"What's the matter, boss? Did you do well in the exam?"

"Didn't you see my grades?"

Jiang Chen raised his eyebrows.

"Master still respects girls' privacy very much... When I usually look at the report card, I just skip your names as soon as I see them, and I won't look back."

"I didn't expect you to be such a boy, I'm sorry and disrespectful."

"So you did well in the exam?"

"It's okay, just do better than before."

Jiang Chen smiled faintly.

"Then the boss wants to treat guests to drinks."

"OK, no problem."

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The improvement in grades can also be regarded as a consolation.

Then study hard and continue.

Keep yourself busy and immerse yourself in your studies, maybe it will be difficult to take care of everything, you will think less about everything, and miss everyone less...

On the weekend, in order to reward Jiang Chen for her improved grades, her parents took her to the mall to go shopping.

You can buy whatever you like, Father Jiang pays.

The top floor area of ​​the mall building is dedicated to gourmet food, where many well-received gourmet restaurants gather.

At noon, the three members of Jiang's family, who were tired from shopping, planned to have lunch at the food street, and take a short rest in the restaurant by the way.

After lunch, the family left the Sichuan restaurant and returned to the women's clothing area on the 4th floor.

Jiang Chen casually looked at the model's outfit, but suddenly felt a gaze watching her, and an inexplicable intuition made her look around.

About 100 meters ahead, although it was blocked by occasional people, Jiang Chen clearly saw Jane Ting, who was watching her.

Looking at each other, Jiang Chen was stunned.

For a moment, he forgot the disguise and showed a real shocked reaction...

She thought that if she didn't think about it, she wouldn't be troubled and would forget it, but when the other party appeared in her vision again, she still... didn't know what to do.

Especially when the other party looks at me...

Sorrow swept through Jiang Chen's heart, and the heavy sadness made her come out of the dazed mood.

Jiang Chen forced himself to look away, pretending not to see, pretending not to know...

She left the fashion district she was about to enter with Jiang Mu on her arm, turned around and walked towards another area on the floor.

"Dad, Mom, let's go shopping over there."

His tone was calm, without showing any emotion...

She and Jane heard that it should be regarded as a fruitless friendship, right?

I don't know if tomorrow will be reconciled...

I don't know when it will be reconciled...

I don't know when I can get along with each other freely...

In fact, what Jane heard was right, she couldn't be herself in this relationship.

Jiang Chen always felt that he was chasing something...

Indescribable, illusory things...

After separating from Jane Ting, maybe you can say that.

Jiang Chen prepared a notebook.It was a gift she failed to give, and now it became her diary.

She stopped keeping a diary in junior high school.

When you are happy, perhaps because you are immersed in it, most people are too lazy to record.

Pleasant things are experienced many times, but they are often forgotten.

When you are unhappy, maybe it is more profound.

The sourness in his heart aroused the desire to talk.Recording those sadness is also another way to vent.

Jiang Chen started to write a diary, and every day had the same theme.

She will not be able to deceive herself, her feelings that cannot be faked, and everything about Jane Ting is sealed in the diary.

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It was September 9th of the year again, Jiang Chen's birthday.

Time flies so fast, last year's birthday seems to have just passed.

But if he really wants to recall, Jiang Chen can recall a lot of things this year...

For this year's birthday, Jiang Chen didn't order any more small cakes from the cake room.

If class 11 can only give it to Chen Can, then don't give it to him...

For several days, two different thoughts have been fighting in Jiang Chen's mind.

One thinks:

You have to be generous, if you are really okay, you should give Jane a copy, let her know that you are fine and you are fine.

Another thinks:

Don't bother her anymore, she said it all, you need to calm down in your relationship, don't post it as a gift, and don't cause trouble to her anymore.

Jiang Chen finally decided not to give anyone a gift in return and no longer buy small cakes.

It wasn't because either of those two ideas prevailed, she just didn't have faith in herself.

Jane should not remember her birthday at all, right?

Then there is no need to remind her with cake.

To avoid embarrassment... embarrassment to each other...

There is still a little, only, only, a little little thought...

Can you still remember...

If not reminded...

The birthday day passed so simply...

Friends gave gifts, Jiang Chen received them, creating a peaceful atmosphere where both guests and host enjoyed themselves.

But the person in my heart did not appear, nor did the birthday wishes...

During evening self-study, Jiang Chen sat lonely in his seat and turned his pen.

"Boss, what's wrong with you? Are you still in a bad mood after receiving so many presents?"

Qian Siyuan, who originally wanted to concentrate on writing the questions, could hardly ignore the movement of his deskmate's fingers, and his peripheral vision would inevitably be attracted by the fast-twisting gel pen.

Jiang Chen glanced at Qian Siyuan, but did not answer the other party's question.

"Can you change places with Lin Xue now? I... I have something to ask her."

"No problem, birthday star, you are the oldest, just wait."

Qian Siyuan took the initiative to find Lin Xue, and after a while, Lin Xue switched to Jiang Chen's side.

"Daddy, what's the matter? Qian Siyuan said you have something to ask me?"

"I... I'm a little depressed..."

Jiang Chen confessed on his desk.

"why?"

Seeing Jiang Chen's resentful and aggrieved eyes, Lin Xue suddenly seemed to understand something.

"Jane...I mean...you didn't hear from her...today did you?"

Lin Xue didn't make it clear, but asked cryptically.

Jiang Chen twitched the corners of his lips and did not answer Lin Xue, but her silence was already tacitly acquiescing Lin Xue's guess.

"Do you need... I send her a message?"

Based on the principle of happy birthday, Lin Xue didn't want her friend to feel unhappy on her birthday.

"No! No need!"

Jiang Chen flatly rejected Lin Xue's proposal.

"Don't worry... I won't be so blunt... I can remind you casually. Do you think it's okay?"

Lin Xue looked at Jiang Chen patiently.

With his head down, Jiang Chen was still silently pulling his fingers.

"It's still not... Don't remind her... Don't tell her... She... If she remembers, remember... I don't want to be reminded, and I won't like it..."

Jiang Chen raised his head,

"Thank you, Lin Erer, go back to your seat...I'm fine, call Qian Siyuan back."

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At noon on the same day a year ago.

If...Jiang Chen didn't go home for dinner...

If...Jiang Chen is at school...

If...she hears the radio broadcast...

Then she must be able to recognize the voice of the broadcast.

It was Jane who listened:

Happy birthday to Jiang Chen from Class 2, Senior [-].

It's hard to forget your birthday by the person who personally broadcast the wish.

If Jiang Chen opened Chen Can's gift bag, she would find two birthday presents inside.One was indeed sent by Chen Can, but the other was not.

That was what Jane Ting secretly put into the gift bag when Chen Can was not paying attention.

A white windmill music box with no signature but a simple greeting card: Happy Birthday.

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Until he woke up on the morning of September 9th, Jiang Chen did not receive any birthday wishes from Jian Ting.

Frustrated, it can be used to describe her mood when she didn't see the new message on her mobile phone after waking up.

As soon as he opened his eyes, Jiang Chen subconsciously looked for the phone.

She didn't have any other thoughts, she just wanted to see if there was any new information on the display of her mobile phone...

The mood on the day of the birthday is nervous, but the mood the day after the birthday is sad...

What can this show?

Jiang Chen thought about this question, and she also asked Lin Xue...

Lin Xue, who was caught in the middle, naturally couldn't take sides, and she couldn't say anything that made people feel frustrated.

She comforted Jiang Chen not to think too much, she explained a lot to Jane...

Maybe she really wants to break up with me?

In the worst case, Jiang Chen has already started to build himself up mentally.

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In the past 3 months, I didn't get along, didn't meet, and didn't even say hello...

It is impossible for Jane to pretend that nothing happened on the surface like Jiang Chen...

In fact, every time she meets Jiang Chen, Jane Ting's mood may not be complicated and entangled.

However, when she was always wondering whether to take the initiative to say hello, Jiang Chen ignored him and left first.

The greetings that could not be said could only be swallowed silently.

Jane may not be feeling better...

She often thinks of Jiang Chen inadvertently...

A lot of Jiang Chen...

Sometimes, she suddenly misses that shy, blushing, and nervous girl...

Chen Can is still the same as before, used to chasing her and calling her "Goddess", but there is no longer another familiar figure standing beside her...