President's stand-in

The heart-piercing feeling was even worse, he had never hated himself so much.

He hates himself for not taking good care of his body, why his emotions are controlled by others, and why he didn't protect his baby well.

This little life is innocent...

"The child doesn't belong to you alone, I don't agree with you taking the child away!" Lou Ximu didn't hear his promise, and shouted at the phone again, "Rong Xingci, I don't agree to take the child away, do you hear that!"

"Don't you want a divorce? I agree to the divorce as long as you cancel the operation immediately! As long as you promise to keep the child, I promise you anything!"

This time, no one replied to him, there was a beeping sound of being hung up on the phone, and when Lou Ximu called again, no one answered.

It was Rong Xingci who had already turned off his phone.

Lou Ximu slammed on the accelerator and accelerated the car to drive back.

He had never been so powerless and panicked about something.

Even if Jin'er did not agree to his marriage proposal a few years ago, he was not so powerless.

But now, when he heard that Rong Xingci was really going to kill the child, a sense of powerless panic quickly swept over him, making him almost suffocate.

How dare he, how can he, how willing is he, how can he be so cruel!

Here, the operation has officially begun...

After more than two hours, the anesthetic has passed.

On the hospital bed, Rong Xingci quietly opened his eyes.

What caught the eye was the snow-white ceiling, which was as cold as his mood at this moment.

The smell of disinfectant around him lingered at the tip of his nose, like the breath of death.

Rong Xingci touched his lower abdomen with his right hand, and after feeling that it became flat, tears rolled down uncontrollably.

Crystal clear teardrops ran down his cheeks, and finally hid them silently in the mattress.

baby, his baby...

From not accepting at the beginning, to accepting his existence, to finally full of expectations, hoping that he can be born safely.

Even if it was impossible for him and Lou Ximu, the baby was innocent, and he wanted to take all kinds of risks to give birth to him.

But in the end it was gone, the baby was already dead, and there was nothing left...

It's like the relationship between him and Lou Ximu, from the beginning full of expectations, to now completely split.

It's gone, this lost child, cut off the last bond between them...

More than ten minutes later, the entrance of the hospital.

Rong Xingci's face was pale, his body shivered, and he stood by the side of the road.

The lower abdomen that had just been stitched up after the operation was still aching, but no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to the sharp pain coming from the heart.

The cold wind blows, Rong Xingci's hands and feet are cold, and he doesn't know what to do...

He just stood there blankly, not knowing how long it had been.

Suddenly, a bridge car drove towards him suddenly, braked suddenly and barely stopped a few millimeters away from him.

In the next second, the car door was quickly opened, and then violently closed with a 'bang'.

Lou Ximu got off the driver's seat, he was full of evil spirit, like Shura from hell.

When he saw Rong Xing Cibai's ghost-like expression, a bad premonition quickly emerged in his heart.

When I looked down and saw his obviously flattened lower abdomen, the last hope in my heart was completely shattered!

The anger in Lou Ximu's chest rose to the limit in an instant!

Angry and cold eyes shot straight at him, as if trying to swallow him alive on the spot!

He is really so cruel!

He actually dared!Dare to destroy their hard-won child!

He actually killed their child by any means in order to get rid of him for divorce!

Fortunately, he thought at the time that he just wanted to use this method to force him to threaten him with a divorce, but he didn't expect that the child was really gone!

The child he was looking forward to was gone! ! !

Lou Ximu's eyes were scarlet, he raised his hand, and slapped him fiercely on the left side of his cheek.

No matter how angry he was, Lou Ximu restrained his strength when he saw that he looked like he was about to die.

The crisp sound of '啪__'.

Rong Xingci was easily slapped to the ground by him, and not long after, the left side of his face became red and swollen quickly.

Having just finished the operation, Rong Xingci's body is still very weak and has little strength.

Being slapped like this, his ears were buzzing, and he lay on the ground for a long time without recovering.

When he came to his senses a little bit, there was only one thought in his mind: Why didn't he slap him hard enough to kill him?

If you die, you won't be sad, your heart won't be so painful...

Seeing that he had beaten the child and pretended to be innocent, Lou Ximu fell to the ground half dead, knelt down and hugged his shoulders forcefully.

"Rong Xingci, are you crazy!?" Lou Ximu shook him angrily with bloodshot eyes, "It's frenzied to beat our child!"

"Speak up! Who are you showing this regretful look!? Why didn't you regret it when you came to the hospital!? Why didn't you regret it when you were on the operating table? Now you have a regretful expression, you think I will Do you believe it!?"

Facing his questioning, Rong Xingci's eyes quickly formed a thin layer of mist, and the mist quickly condensed and finally turned into tears and fell down.Regret, why doesn't he regret it, if the baby is not dead, how can he really be ruthless?

But he has no room for regret at all!

The baby was stillborn three days ago!

It's too late!

It's too late, is it useful for him to regret it?  …

Rong Xingci moved his lips, trying to tell him all the pain in his heart, but he still couldn't utter a syllable in the end.

So what?So what if I told him the baby wasn't something he wanted to take away?

Even if he doesn't really want to get it now, he has been procrastinating and refusing to get a divorce, and he can't guarantee that he won't really get it in the future.

They can't go back, and the baby is gone, so what's the point of him telling him?Why bother to increase the guilt of the other party?

It's better to let him misunderstand it, a deep misunderstanding.

Maybe this way can alleviate the guilt and guilt in his heart, maybe this way can make them break up more thoroughly!

When Lou Ximu saw his tears, he felt hypocrisy.

The sarcasm in his eyes became stronger, "You took away the child and crying will only make you more hypocritical!"

Thinking of something, Lou Ximu's black pupils shrank violently, "Tell me if you took the child away on your own initiative or was someone forcing you? Tell me who forced you!"

Rong Xingci didn't expect him to guess this level, and kept shaking his head with blurred eyes.

No, you can't let him know.

"What do you mean by shaking your head? Someone really forced you, right!?" Lou Ximu seemed to be grabbing a life-saving straw.

He didn't want to believe that the child he wanted to take away on his own initiative, but he believed him unconditionally if he said it wasn't him.

As long as he says no, even he is willing to lie to himself this time!

As long as he doesn't take the child away on his own initiative, he can forgive him, and they still have a chance!

But reality is often cruel!

"It's me..." Rong Xingci's voice choked up, he looked at him with tears in his eyes, and yelled at him uncontrollably with all his strength, "No one forced me! It's me

To be removed! "

"I feel disgusted by the body that will be pregnant! Thinking that I am pregnant with your child, I will have nothing to do with you in the future, and I want to kill him every day to get rid of you!"

"Rong Xingci, you are such a lunatic!" Lou Ximu pushed him to the ground fiercely, and he said heartbroken, "You are no longer the Rong Xingci you were a year ago! You have changed! You have become cold-blooded and ruthless He even dared to kill his own children!"

"Aren't you thinking of getting a divorce? Do you think that if you get rid of the child, I will agree to a divorce and get rid of me!?"

"I'm telling you to dream! Don't even think about getting divorced in this life! Don't even think about getting rid of me after getting divorced! In the next few days, I will slowly torture you and let you experience what life is like dying!"

After Lou Ximu put down his cruel words, he turned around and got on the car without hesitation, and the bridge car drove away at an extremely fast speed—Rong Xingci maintained the posture of falling on the ground, with a weak smile on the corner of his mouth.

not divorced...

torment him...

None of this was more painful than the moment the doctor told him the baby was stillborn!  …

The road was bustling with people coming and going, Rong Xingci maintained the posture of being pushed to the ground by him, letting passersby point and point at him.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that he felt his whole body was cold, and his hands and feet were numb, it was so long that it seemed like a century had passed.

Rong Xingci wanted to get up from the ground at an extremely slow speed. His weak body, numb legs, and painful cheeks made him fall back just as he stood halfway.

After going back and forth like this three times, he really stood up.

Rong Xingci walked forward with unfocused eyes.

He didn't know where to go, he just wanted to leave the hospital, a place that made him sad and sad.

He just wanted to find a quiet place and be alone.

I don't want to say anything, I don't want to see anyone.

Rong Xingci was immersed in his own sad world, completely oblivious to the fact that he had unknowingly walked to the middle of the road.

The dazzling light of the headlights hit him, and the sound of the horn rang around, endlessly.

Suddenly, a speeding car drove towards him.

Sensing the direct light, Rong Xingci stopped in his tracks and stared fixedly at the car approaching him.

The owner of the car slammed on the brakes when he realized that there was a person standing in front of him, and the front of the car almost hit Rong Xingci's knee!Almost killed him!

The owner of the car quickly got out of the car and cursed at him, but Rong Xingci just didn't focus his eyes on one place, and didn't listen to a word.

The owner of the car didn't respond when he was scolded, thinking he was a fool, got in the car after spitting, and drove away.

Rong Xingci froze in place for a while, and then walked forward mechanically.

Rong Xingci walked aimlessly and kept walking. He wanted to keep walking like this, but the pain in his lower abdomen forced him to find a drink.

As soon as Rong Xingci entered the hotel room, he collapsed on the bed, let the lower abdomen hurt all the time, and didn't move any more