President's stand-in

"It's okay, I know, it's because Moon is too naughty." Xu Ruyan walked over with a smile, and then sat down at the seat opposite him.

"Xing Ci, you and I each have someone else in our hearts, this kind of small accident will not change our mutual help relationship, will it?"

Rong Xingci smiled lightly when he heard the words, "Yes. By the way, Ruyan, when are you going on a business trip?"

Xu Ruyan, "Tomorrow morning."

Rong Xingci looked out the window and saw that it was still raining heavily outside, so he said, "The rain outside doesn't seem to stop so quickly, you should stay with Moon tonight."

Seeing the heavy rain below, Xu Ruyan also had a headache, so she agreed, "Okay, then I'll stay. If it's raining, I'm afraid the moon will be woken up by the thunder." Rong Xingci said, "Well, then you go take a bath, I'll take a shower first. Go with the moon."

Xu Ruyan agreed, then went into the guest room, took the clothes and went to the bathroom...

Rong Xingci stood up from the sofa. He walked out of the window and saw the heavy rain outside, feeling inexplicably sad.

I don't know why, but when it rains, I always feel a layer of sadness shrouded in my heart.

Seeing that the rain was not weakening in the slightest, Rong Xingci wanted to look away.

When he retracted his sight, he inadvertently looked down the floor—in the heavy rain, a figure blurred by the heavy rain bumped into his eyes.

Even though there are several floors away, even through the heavy rain curtain, even if you don't look at his clothes.

He still recognized Xi Mu on the first floor at a glance.

He suddenly felt a little funny.

Sometimes he really wondered if Lou Ximu's EQ was added to his IQ, thinking that he would soften his heart and forgive him for using such a cruel trick.

how could it be possible......

His harm to him was not caused in a day, and his disappointment in him was also accumulated day by day.

The gap between him and him cannot be eliminated overnight.

Did he think that if he said he loved him like this, he would forgive him in the rain?

If he could forgive so easily, he wouldn't have been holding back that he was nice to Chi Jiner back then, and had been giving him a chance.

It wasn't that he didn't mind Chi Jiner's existence before.

He minded very much, but he was willing to tolerate it just to be by his side.

When he really couldn't bear it anymore, he would naturally give up.

How can it be so simple to die and come back to life again...

Downstairs, Lou Ximu was leaning on the car body, looking at a certain place, standing quietly in the rain curtain, not knowing what he was thinking.

As if sensing Rong Xingci's gaze, he suddenly raised his head and looked at the floor where Rong Xingci was.

Lou Ximu's eyesight was excellent, through the transparent window, he could see Rong Xingci standing there at once.

The eyes of the two met unexpectedly through the heavy rain curtain.

Rong Xing looked at him firmly without dodging, and there was no superfluous expression on his face.

Lou Ximu was staring at the window, afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

He was even expecting, expecting that he would call him to let him go back, expecting that he would come down and give him an umbrella.

However, it turned out that he was thinking too much.

Because he never heard the vibration from the mobile phone in the car.

He didn't even seem to think it was superfluous to see him, and he left the window in less than a minute and never came down.

No expectation, no disappointment, no comparison, no harm.

The contrast between Rong Xingci's attitude towards him was so great that he even suspected that the unusually soft person in his memory who liked to lazily lie in his arms and doze off was not him at all.

Memories are just memories after all.

He was hurt, he pushed him away with his own hands, and he asked for it to do this to him.

I really, really miss him at that time.

I really want him to be so obedient and soft, lazily nestling in his arms and acting like a spoiled child...

Here, Rong Xingci stood by the window not long before returning to the guest room to look at the moon.

To be honest, when Lou Ximu was standing below in the rain, he was still a little worried that his body would not be able to take it and get sick.

But it's just some, these worries are not enough to make him go down to send an umbrella to care about him.

He's already an adult, and if he doesn't pay attention to his body in the rain, it will only make him feel... naive.

The heavy rain and roaring thunder continued outside.

Rong Xingci covered Moon's ears with his hands, and softly coaxed her in her ear.

At this time, Xu Ruyan had already come out of the shower.

Xu Ruyan walked into the guest room, saw Rong Xingci coaxing Moon so patiently, and sighed, "Xingci, you must be a good father."

When Rong Xingci heard her words, the bad memories of the baby's unsafe birth suddenly appeared in his mind.

He really can't forget, can't forget that baby left because of his carelessness...

When Rong Xingci had his back to Xu Ruyan, Xu Ruyan didn't notice the deep pain protruding from his eyes.

until......

Rong Xingci turned his head, with a pale smile on his face, "Ruyan, you are wrong, I am an incompetent father..."

Knowing that the baby's breath of life is very weak, he still didn't control his emotions well, and didn't wait to raise the baby obediently.

His voice was full of unresolved sadness. Xu Ruyan had experienced many things, and she could tell it all at once.

Xu Ruyan, "Xingci, even if something bad happens, as long as it wasn't your intention, you don't have to keep blaming yourself."

Xu Ruyan sat on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at the sleeping moon, "It's like moon, I've always felt guilty that I didn't give her a complete family, that I cheated her."

"But then I figured it out again. It was not my intention to let her lose her biological father. I lied to her that you were her father. I just hoped that she could feel her father's love."

"Xing Ci," Xu Ruyan looked at him and said seriously, "I don't know what happened to you, but I hope you can get out of the past."

Rong Xingci had a sentimental smile on his face, "I've been working hard to get out, but it's really difficult."

Xu Ruyan, "The reason you can't come out is because you haven't really let go of that person."

Rong Xingci, "Life is very peaceful now, I like it very much."

"No," Xu Ruyan exposed him mercilessly, "Nothing can stir up waves in your heart, it's not liking."

"You don't like the status quo, you just can't believe it anymore, you're just afraid of being hurt again."

Rong Xingci's words kept echoing in Rong Xingci's mind, and she seemed to have reached his heart.

He really likes the ordinary feeling now, and he likes the feeling that he can control his frozen heart.

But it always feels like something is missing.

The lack of such things will make the peace of liking become without the slightest temperature...

When Xu Ruyan saw him thinking quietly, he knew that he had listened to her words.

Xu Ruyan said, "Xing Ci, if he came to you all the way, I hope you can give him a chance, and it can be regarded as giving yourself a chance."

"Even if you don't plan to forgive and it is impossible to get back together with him, I still hope that you can open your heart for him again. If he is sincere, I believe you can feel it."

Xu Ruyan said so much involuntarily, only after she finished speaking did she realize that she seemed to have crossed the line.

Xu Ruyan explained, "Xing Ci, don't mind, I'm just expressing my feelings. After all, everyone's situation is different. I just don't want you to be like me, and regret it only after losing it."

"Ruyan," Rong Xingci raised his head to look at her, with a bright smile on his face, "Thank you."

Seeing that he had figured it out, Xu Ruyan breathed a sigh of relief, "However, the meaning of my words is not to forgive easily, but to see how he behaves, to see if he is serious or not.

Heart. "

Rong Xingci said, "Yes."

Xu Ruyan, "Xingci, after all, you are not in love with a man and a woman, and it is difficult to meet someone who is sincere, so I think you should take this opportunity to see that person clearly."

Rong Xingci agreed, "Yes, I will."

Xu Ruyan suddenly remembered, "Hey, by the way, just now I saw a person standing downstairs in the rain, as if he was still looking in this direction." After Xu Ruyan finished speaking, he went out to the window to look, and saw the person When he was still there, he said in surprise, "That person is still leaving, even if he is a fool, he is still standing there in such a heavy rain."

It was the first time Xu Ruyan saw such a desperate person.

The clothes all over his body were soaked, and he was still drenched in such a heavy rain, how could his body bear it.

Xu Ruyan kept looking at Lou Ximu below, and suddenly she exclaimed, "That person probably had a fever from being drenched, and fainted just now."

It may be because he saw the person he loved die in front of him, Xu Ruyan is now particularly afraid of seeing someone fall, even if it is an unrelated person.

Xu Ruyan waited for a while, seeing that no one with good intentions took away the fainted man, he couldn't help it, "No, I have to go down and have a look, saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda."

After Xu Ruyan finished speaking, she entered the guest room and took an umbrella out of her suitcase.

"Xing Ci, help me look at the moon again, I'll be right back." After Xu Ruyan finished speaking, she hurried down with an umbrella.

Rong Xingci heard the sound of the door being opened and closed, and sat quietly beside the bed for a long time...

What Xu Ruyan said just now kept replaying in his mind.

lost, regretted...

When he caught these words, Rong Xingci walked outside uncontrollably.

Rong Xingci stood by the window, when he looked down, there was nowhere to be seen Lou Ximu's figure.

Rong Xingci scanned around, but he didn't see Lou Ximu, but his car was still there.

It's been a while since Xu Ruyan went down, Rong Xingci thought that maybe she brought him back directly.

He returned to the sofa and sat waiting for Xu Ruyan to come back.

After a while, Xu Ruyan came back.

Xu Ruyan changed her shoes at the entrance, then walked towards Rong Xingci and said, "It's really strange, I saw that person passed out just now, but I didn't see anyone when I went down."

----------------------- The author has something to say -----------------------

Mr. Lou: Xingci, I was so rained that I passed out, I need you to kiss me to get better.

Xing Ci: ...I can't kill you if you get wet!

Ling Da: Mr. Lou passed out and disappeared. His life and death are unknown. Is there anyone going to rescue him?