President's stand-in

Rong Xingci asked in a daze, "What is it?"

The words that gave him a chance came out unconsciously, not under the control of the brain at all.

He was already telling himself very hard that he could no longer trust him, and he couldn't give him a third chance to abandon him.

but……

"What's your difficulty?" Rong Xingci felt that his brain and consciousness were divided into two halves.

Half of the uncontrollable soft-heartedness gave him a chance, and the other half was trying to tell him to shut up and not to waver.

So sad.

Why do you do this to him.

He just wants to be with the person he likes, and it's just as simple as that.

Why did he challenge his bottom line so many times?

Rong Xingci tightly grabbed the clothes on his body, closed his tired eyes, and waited for his explanation.

Lou Ximu was slightly startled, he should be happy.

But it has been hidden for so long, if you tell him at this time, wouldn't it be a failure?

Lou Ximu quickly filtered it in his mind, and immediately decided to wait for the leg operation to be completed before seeing if he should tell him.

Lou Ximu greedily sniffed his breath, "Xing Ci, I'm sorry, I can't tell you for now..."

Rong Xingci slowly opened his eyes, "If you don't want to talk, then let me go."

If two people want to be together, but the other party doesn't say anything, then he will feel that the other party doesn't regard him as an important other half at all.Even if something bad happens, he hopes that the two of them can bear it together.

He doesn't want the other party to bear all the bad things alone, so that he will feel that he is a person who can only share joys and sorrows.

He also wanted him to rely on him, and he also wanted to comfort him.

No matter what bad things happen, you can stay by his side and face them together.

Lou Ximu, "You will know, but not now."

Rong Xingci said, "I need to know now, this is my last chance for you."

Lou Ximu was completely silent, not daring to continue this topic.

He had no doubts about the truth in his words, and he knew he meant it.

But he really didn't want to tell him at this time, so that his previous concealment would be meaningless.

He knows his character too well. If he knows the truth, he will definitely feel sad and guilty.

He didn't want to make him sad at all, and he didn't want him to take care of him every day or even his whole life.

Lou Ximu tightened his hands around his body, and changed the subject, "How is your health? Did you feel better after the counseling? Rong Xingci's lips curled into a faint smile, and the topic changed It was too blunt.

"Psychotherapy didn't help me at all, so my body still didn't respond. You can give up, you don't have to repeatedly dump me and try to trick me back."

"Xingci, I didn't mean that, I just wanted you to..."

"If I can't get better, do you still plan to be Plato? Can you do it with such a strong desire?"

"My lust is only for you..."

"Do you think two people who are going to live the rest of their lives are not harmonious in sex but can be harmonious in other aspects?" Rong Xingci kept asking.

If the two of them can't make it to the end this time, he doesn't plan to start.

It's really tiring to go back and forth, he has never been a person who can afford to let go.

Lou Ximu, "Yes."

He loves him, and now it has reached the point where he will love him the same even if he can't have sex with him in the future.

Rong Xingci didn't seem to hear what he said at all, "But I don't believe your words anymore."

When Lou Ximu heard him say so bluntly that he didn't believe his words, Lou Ximu felt very uncomfortable.

He apologized in a low voice, "It's all my fault that you can't believe my words..."

Rong Xingci's mind was in a mess, filled with different things, which made him unable to think well.

So I didn't think much about these words at all, but just followed the meaning deep in my heart.

Rong Xingci said again, "I heard that there are medicines to treat this problem, and the effect is very good. After three courses of treatment, you will be able to harden normally."

Lou Ximu frowned slightly, why hadn't he heard of it?

But he still asked him, "Really? I'll buy what kind of medicine it is."

Rong Xingci, "Unfortunately, this medicine is sold out every time it comes out. I'm afraid it can only be bought on the black market."

Lou Ximu's brows became tighter and tighter, he really didn't believe that power could not be bought.

Lou Ximu promised, "I will buy it."

Rong Xingci didn't take his words seriously.

He was talking nonsense, and there was no such medicine.

If so, wouldn't all the men's hospitals in the world go bankrupt?

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Lou Ximu said after thinking for a while, "Is it because I bought that kind of medicine that you will wait for me?"

Rong Xingci didn't expect him to ask so seriously, he found it funny but at the same time a little heartache.

He would rather buy a medicine that doesn't exist and can't be bought than tell him the truth.

How can he make him believe that no matter what happens, he will tell him and let them bear it together?

Maybe he was sincere, but he really didn't agree with and minded his approach.

Since he didn't have this awareness yet, he didn't think they should reconcile.

And he won't reconcile with him so easily.

If he really decided to be with him without hesitation again, it would really be the last time.

It was really the last time, I tried my best, devoted all my heart, and wanted to be with him forever.

Rong Xingci let out a deep breath, feeling so conflicted that he didn't want to face him, and didn't want to face the fact that the two of them would still be together.

He was really scared...

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Lou Ximu asked again, "Xing Ci, will you wait for me for a year if I find that medicine?"

Rong Xingci didn't want to answer this non-existent question at all, but he knew clearly that he couldn't let go so easily.

After a while, Rong Xingci said in a very tired and perfunctory way, "Yeah."

It's a fundamentally impossible thing, and it's fine if he can't buy it in the end if he promises to make him give up.

Lou Ximu turned his face around, leaned over and kissed his cheek, "Okay, I will find it."

Rong Xing let out an 'hm' in a dispirited manner, not paying much attention to this matter.

"Can you let me go now?" Rong Xing resigned.

He needs to be calm now, he needs to get away from him.

Because he can always easily let him sway his decision.

He can more easily let him face the most true thoughts in his heart.

It was too scary. For him, the three words 'Lou Ximu' had become such a terrifying existence.

"En." Lou Ximu reluctantly and slowly let go of his arms.

Rong Xing took a few seconds to get up from his arms.

Just when he was about to get out of bed, he suddenly held his arm again, "Xing Ci, can you give that dog to me? I want to find out the cause of its death."

Rong Xingci's absent-minded eyes gradually focused on his face, "Do you want to dissect Yuanyuan?"

Lou Ximu paused, and said tactfully, "If you want to check it out, you have to..."

"I don't agree," Rong Xingci broke his hand away forcefully, and when he mentioned this, his face became a little colder than before, "I won't let you dissect Yuanyuan."

After Rong Xingci finished speaking, he turned and left the bedroom.

Lou Ximu watched his receding back, his five fingers gradually tightened.

If he can't dissect the dog, he can only find other evidence...

Three days later, the underground black market.

Lou Ximu was sitting in a wheelchair, holding the remaining two poker cards in his hand.

In front of him is a huge gambling table, on which there are two life and death signs with red handprints.

Lian Jing stood beside him, seeing the count of the one-eyed man opposite, his back was covered with cold sweat.

Q of spades, J of diamonds, 6 of hearts, 29 points.

And Lou Ximu's first card was 2 of hearts, only 2 points.

"Mr. Lou, it's your turn." A calculating sneer appeared on the corner of the one-eyed man's mouth, and the cigar burned to the bottom with his fingertips was slammed into the ashtray.

Lou Ximu opened the other two cards in his hand, saw the points on them clearly, and tightly knit his brows together.

5 of spades and 3 of hearts add up to 10 points.

"You lost the first game." The one-eyed man pushed the pistol placed on the gaming table in front of him.

Lou Ximu looked at the pistol in front of him without blinking, and quickly picked it up and shot at his left arm. There was a sound of 'bang__', the sound of bullets piercing into the flesh, and the left arm began to gurgle to bleed.

Lou Ximu threw the gun on the table, and said nonchalantly, "Continue."

Lian Jing's eyes widened, and he wanted to step forward to wrap his clothes around his arm to stop the bleeding, but he stopped him with gestures.

The one-eyed man saw that he didn't have the slightest fear, and the feeling of being naked in the first round was reduced by half.

"In the second round, if you lose, I will cut off your legs..." the one-eyed man kindly reminded.

Lou Ximu looked at him and said expressionlessly, "Let's deal the cards."

Three chances, as long as he gets naked once, he can get the medicine to cure Xingci.

It took a lot of effort to get the news, and he would only be given a chance if he got the medicine star speech, and he would not back down.

"Mr. Lou is so brave," the one-eyed man thoughtfully looked at his gradually pale face, and smiled coldly, "Deal the cards!" "Wait a minute," Lou Ximu said suddenly, "It's my turn this time." The people dealt the cards."

The people on his side are likely to be tampering.

The one-eyed man was not surprised that he would make such a request, "Yes, let the person next to you send it."

Lou Ximu turned his face to the side as a gesture.

Lian Jing understood, "Yes, Mr. Lou."

Lian Jing walked to the gaming table, picked up a deck of cards, shuffled them a few times inexperiencedly, and dealt them to the two respectively.

In less than half a minute, there were three more cards in front of Lou Ximu and the one-eyed man.

Lou Ximu opened the middle card first.

3 points.

The one-eyed man opened the three cards together one by one.

"26 o'clock," the one-eyed man looked at Lou Ximu opposite, "Mr. Lou, it seems that you are going to lose this round again."

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After he stood still in front of Lou Ximu, he raised the long knife in his hand and then suddenly dropped a