Xianghe

When we first came to the human world, Xiaolan was still a little one, she would get sick from time to time, and she was extremely fragile in places with many people.

Because the gossip marks on our foreheads make us easy to be outliers in the crowd, I can only hug Xiaolan and hide around, trying my best to hide my identity in order to make a living in the crowd.

Life in the human world is very tiring and difficult. The most troublesome thing is that because of being close to humans, Xiao Lan always gets sick.

What worried me the most was when Xiaolan called her mother over and over again when she was lying on the hospital bed with a blushing face after she fell ill.

When he wakes up, he will forget all about it, pretend to be a sensible younger brother, and obediently follow behind me without saying a word.

At that time, I could only hold his hand and comfort him, my brother is here, tomorrow will be better.

But tomorrow won't be better.

We two non-human beings, the gossip on our foreheads, the immortal and demonic aura around our bodies, and even our extremely different fortunes can attract the attention of mortals.

"Look, the luck of the people Master Qing has touched will become quite good!"

"Master Qing is a true god!"

"Witch boy! Lord Qing must be a witch boy sent to us from heaven!"

As a deity, I have been worshiped and worshiped by people.

"What are you doing! Don't get close to that child! Do you know if you will get sick!"

"How did you bring the child! That child is the God of Plague! Don't get close!"

"I really don't know why Lord Qing has such a plague god by his side. We can't touch anything he touches. People will die, you know!"

But Xiaolan is not welcomed by people.

I started to take Xiaolan around, looking for a way out, and when I went to certain places, people would not be disgusted by the gossip on his forehead and his special physique, but Xiaolan was different, he was squeezed out everywhere he went.

I don't like to see Xiao Lan standing there helplessly, not daring to move when others dislike her. I don't like to see those stupid human beings vent their anger on Xiao Lan just to vent their dissatisfaction with life. Feel free to bully him.

But at that time, we had no way to resist except to run away.We are still young and not strong enough to beat even ordinary adults.

I took Xiaolan to hide the gossip on my forehead and hid around, and I finally grew up stumbling in the world.

The power of Xiaolan and me gradually became stronger, and we finally no longer fear humans, and we can walk in the sun openly.

Of course, except for some special places, such as the place where Taoist priests are located, such as places that are too close to the altar, Xiaolan can't get close.

But it doesn't matter, everything is improving, from the time when we couldn't even eat a bite to eat, to what we are today, it's not easy. Tomorrow, everything will be better tomorrow.

"Brother!" One day, Xiaolan said to me excitedly, "I met some friends today, and they said they would take me to a 'big business'!"

"Okay, then, to congratulate Xiaolan on making friends today, brother will buy you a roast chicken and come back."

"Okay—I still want to eat sesame cakes—"

It seemed that it was the first time seeing Xiao Lan showing such a happy smile since she was born.

"Okay, okay, anything is fine today, with stuffing or without stuffing?"

"...without filling."

"I remember that when you were young, you loved stuffed food the most. Why didn't you like it when you grew up?"

"Growing up, I don't like to eat too sweet things anymore."

"Yeah, yes, yes, Xiaolan will be 16 soon, is there any birthday present you want?"

"Yes, I hope to be 20 soon."

"You want to grow up so much?"

"Yeah." Xiaolan swallowed a mouthful of rice, with a mouthful of rice grains in her mouth: "That's how I can do a lot of things."

I have long noticed that why human beings suddenly show favor to Xiaolan must have a plan.

Those gangsters were willing to accept Xiao Lan, but they just wanted to use Xiao Lan's power to do evil.

It's just that even if I know they have a plan, I can no longer prevent Xiaolan from going further and further on the road I expected.

Although she grew up under my wings since she was a child, there will always be a little devil in Xiaolan's heart who refuses to admit defeat. , he will slide to the place I don't expect at a speed that I can't control.

I don't want to constrain him to do things he doesn't like, I just knew from the beginning that it will never be easy to live in the world on that unrighteous way. It is much more difficult to be an ordinary person.

Wanting him to be free, trying to make him happy, and I end up robbing him of both.

One night, Xiaolan came back covered in blood, with many bruises and injuries on her face.

I bandaged his wound, but he didn't say a word, and I didn't ask a word.

I know, that's not the right way, Xiaolan will get hurt sooner or later, but I can't stop him, since when did this kid grow up, he became more and more rebellious, his temper became worse and worse, and he became more and more like A real monster, he gets more and more annoying when he talks too much, sometimes he even runs out for a few days without seeing anyone.

In the end, I can only give in again and again, get him back, and never dare to mention those things to him again, and let him become covered in thorns.

He is a born monster. I know better than anyone what he is like in real life. He will become what he is now in the future. I also know that it is not a matter of guidance, and no one can stop it.

What I can do is to become as strong as possible, to support him, so that he can be himself freely.

However, some human beings do not believe in evil and insist on offending us.

If I was younger, I would just write down the faces of these people one by one, and then wait for the future, but now, I am much stronger than before, I have many enemies, I don’t have to wait for the future, I can immediately fight for the future. Get it back yourself.

One day, the biggest "demon disaster" in history occurred in Yundu.

All the members of the two gangs were slaughtered, and their deaths were tragic.

In life, there are so many things that can be explained clearly. The so-called good and evil is an ambiguous dividing line. From the perspective of a wolf, a sheep that runs away desperately and refuses to feed it obediently is an evil character. I know this better than anyone else.

There is no absolute good and no absolute evil.

People are alive, as long as they have their own steelyard, they can go on forever.

And my scale is Xiaolan.

Whatever Xiaolan wants, I will let him go, he is my justice.

I thought getting revenge and letting Xiaolan break free from the shackles would free him up, but I didn't want to, but it opened a new door for him.

This road in the world is not easy. Although we have power stronger than human beings, we are still crowded out by human beings everywhere because of our special status. We hide everywhere, and human beings in some places even find Taoist priests to destroy us. , even if we have done so many things for them, no matter how much prestige we have won in the world.

As long as we are not human, we will never have a good life on earth.

"Let's become monsters." One day, Xiaolan suddenly said to me.

When Xiaolan said such words to me, I smiled.

Xiaolan finally found his way, completely abandoning his identity as a human being that he had been holding onto so hard.

It's okay, don't be discouraged, what you make is not a wrong decision, it is where you should be, as long as you are willing to go, I can help you to the highest.