[Entertainment] Chen Guang

Tian Zhengguo hugged his doll and sat on Song Zechen's bed, condescendingly staring at Song Zechen who was standing on the ground.

"The air up there is nice."

Song Zechen was bowed down by Tian Zhengguo's threatening eyes of "If you don't agree, I will cry for you".

Sighing: "Move away, at least leave some space for me."

Two people squeezed into a small bed.

"Aze, I didn't perform well today and you didn't even comfort me."

Thinking of Song Zechen's gaffe in the morning, Tian Zhengguo hesitated for a moment, and then thought that it would not be comforting if he didn't talk to him.

"Then do you need my comfort?" Song Zechen put his hands behind his head, and his eyes were facing the ceiling.

"Of course."

"Our country has really improved a lot."

"What's the progress? I performed so poorly today." Tian Zhengguo pouted childishly, dissatisfied with Song Zechen's seemingly perfunctory answer.

Song Zechen turned over to face Tian Zhengguo, the child's eyes were bright, clean and clear.

I didn't mean that,

Being able to ask for comfort with confidence, instead of licking the wound silently, shows that you have grown up in love very well.

That's great, keep going like this.

Tian Zhengguo pinched Song Zechen's earlobe, and there was also a small mole on it, which was on the same side as the tear mole on the eye.

"Aze, are you going to get your ears pierced in the future?" His mind is often easily attracted by other things, and he flies to other matters, and immediately changes another topic by himself.

Tian Zhengguo had been coveting ear piercing for a long time. Some time ago, he made progress in composing, so he happily went to get ear piercing as a reward.Of course, his goal is not just a pierced ear, but the sea of ​​stars.

No, there are as many pierced ears and tattoos as there are stars and seas.

So he hopes to encourage Song Zechen to own the same style together.

"No." Song Zechen refused cleanly.

"Are you afraid of pain? Actually, it doesn't hurt at all." Tian Zhengguo suddenly became interested and wanted to laugh at Song Zechen.

"No, it's simply not interested."

"You won't get your ears pierced when you meet someone you like in the future, right?" Tian Zhengguo exclaimed, covered his mouth and looked at the other person, thinking he had discovered some shocking secret.

Song Zechen felt his temples twitch wildly, and he gritted his teeth: "I will burn all the romance novels and girl comics you hid tomorrow, do you think I don't know anything?"

There are a few people in the dormitory, represented by Tian Zhengguo, who have a boyish heart with seven orifices.The specific manifestation is that he is obsessed with the plots in novels and persistently brings them into life. He believes that love can be encountered at any time, and he will scream and blush when watching TV dramas.

Song Zhinan said that he could not accept it, and even wanted to stay away from them.

"Why are you like this? No wonder the teacher said that the love lyrics you wrote were not happy and beautiful at all." Tian Zhengguo pushed Song Zechen.

Song Zechen is a well-known representative of elegiac songs among the trainees. When it comes to love, the themes of writing songs are all miss, doubt, loss, etc. In addition, he is best at using soothing classical music as the melody. It was shocking, but it also made others worry about whether Song Zechen had been hurt emotionally.

Everyone watched secretly for a long time, caring for Song Zechen with loving eyes of "my brother/brother is so pitiful, I must take good care of him".He didn't give up until he couldn't bear it anymore and swore to God again and again that he was fine, but whether he believed it or not was another matter.

"Heh, that's better than someone's love story for elementary school students."

After all, someone once had a rare experience of online dating for more than [-] days.

Song Zechen squinted his eyes, and Tian Zhengguo looked at the sky.

"Okay, okay, go to sleep."

"Brother Taiyi slept with you last time, and I want to sleep with you too." Hearing this, Tian Zhengguo beat the bed angrily, expressing seriousness to Jin Taeyi who took the opportunity to snatch Song Zechen's bed during their quarrel last time dissatisfied.

Song Zechen doesn't like too much physical contact, and he will try to avoid it when others cling to him.As a result, when he woke up that morning and saw two people sleeping on the same bed, he felt betrayed.But he couldn't say anything during the Cold War at that time, and he remembered this account clearly.

"You beat people when you sleep."

"No." Tian Zhengguo raised four fingers and vowed firmly.

That's what it says, but the reality is another.

Song Zechen woke up in the middle of the night and found that he had curled up into a ball and only occupied one corner, while Tian Zhengguo was sleeping arrogantly on the diagonal of the bed.

Today is also a day to control your emotions reasonably.

Song Zechen angrily and amusedly took out his mobile phone to record someone's lies, observed for a long time and found that he had no place to stand at all, so he got out of bed anyway.

There was a person sitting on the balcony, it was Jin Nanjun's back.

"Aren't you going to bed so late?"

Jin Nanjun turned around and found that it was Song Zechen: "Chen, the company said they have arranged for me to record the log."

"Then congratulations bro." Song Zechen waved his hands beside Jin Nanjun's face with trembling hands, manually creating the special effect of setting off fireworks.

"Why not..."

Why not you first.

How could it be me?

"Brother." Song Zechen interrupted Jin Nanjun's unfinished words without hesitation, and looked up at him slightly.

"I've told you from the beginning, you're good."

Jin Nanjun has always had a kind of natural guilt. The reason why he switched from hiphop to idols is that the friends who played with him underground thought that he easily betrayed his beliefs, gave in without spine, and accepted the idol culture that could not be on the stage.The original brother became the one who rushed to the front to mock him, and the content of the lyrics he admired became diss his masterpiece.

Being an idol but not looking good enough is another reason.In this country where appearance is paramount, it is the original sin to be an idol who does not conform to the public's aesthetics. Kim Namjoon can almost imagine the ridicule he will bring to the team after his debut.Is it wrong to pursue your dreams?Someone will definitely tell him: Because it is you, there is something wrong.

Fang Shihyuk asking him to be the captain of BTS is undoubtedly the heaviest responsibility for him. He tossed and turned countless times due to pressure, and even complained why he was asked to be the captain at his age.

This intertwined and tearing guilt almost overwhelmed him.

"Obviously I am very serious about complimenting my brother, but I don't take it seriously every time." Song Zechen smiled quietly and looked at the boy in front of him seriously.

"No." Jin Nanjun hastily retorted.

It is because he regards Song Zechen as a very important person, and thinks that Song Zechen attaches great importance to him, so he will unconditionally praise him for standing behind him unconditionally, so he subconsciously thinks it is comfort.

"I've praised my brother for being cute and sexy. I've never been polite. Is it because my brother thinks I'm not sincere enough." Song Zechen paused, pretending to be self-deprecating.

"Chen, I'm sorry." Jin Nanjun lowered his head little by little.

"Brother knows that's not what I mean. If Song Zechen's compliment is not qualified, then I can change my name to Song Zejia, Song Zeyi, Song Zeding...any name is fine, as long as I am willing to accept this compliment to affirm myself."

Jin Nanjun opened his mouth, feeling a little choked up, he didn't know what to say, but his eyes slowly filled with moisture.

Many people have praised him, sincerely or falsely, he was proud when he was a child, he didn't think too much, and simply continued to do what he liked with joy.

But then what?

Later everyone ran against him, and everyone spoke ill of him.He only felt that his fault was too obvious, and the occasional compliments could no longer bring him happiness.

"I've read the lyrics written by brother..."

It is all self-doubt and denial, not only dissatisfaction with society, but also blaming yourself for it.Kim Namjoon's empathy is the source of his creation and the cause of his destruction. No matter what happens, he always repeats his self-blame.

Song Zechen took a breath, and Jin Nanjun had completely lowered his head, with a look of guilt, he let out that breath: "Look, brother, you blame yourself again, don't you want me to blame myself too?"

"Obviously I wanted to comfort my brother, but it made me sad. I did it wrong again."

"No." Jin Nanjun raised his head abruptly, met Song Zechen's knowing and smiling eyes, and suddenly understood what was going on.

Most of the time, he has such a mentality. Both the other party and himself are bothered by such trivial things that could have been avoided.

"I know, I'll try not to..."

"I don't want to force my brother, I just hope that my brother will not be bored and look at other things around him."

"Ah."

"Okay, brother, go to rest, organize yourself and take a handsome log."

Song Zechen pushed Jin Nanjun onto the bed in the room, conveying a strong message of "go to sleep, child" with actions, and Jin Nanjun had to close his eyes.

Song Zechen took a water glass and swayed slowly to the balcony, leaning against the wall and sitting cross-legged casually, the wind whistled along with the heartbeat of the city, and the sound of the car's horn seemed to disappear.

Jin Nanjun is different from Song Zechen. Jin Nanjun's loneliness can still be traced. In addition to criticism, the lyrics he handed in are also lonely but not lacking in self-salvation.Song Zechen couldn't even express his true heart. He used the plot of his life to substitute into the song he wrote, and tried to avoid showing his own feelings. He has always been a person outside the story.Elegy makes people emotional, probably because comedy is not happy in his eyes.

You are not like me, you must not be like me.