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No. [-] ex-husband Sawada Ieyasu ([-])

"Speaking of which, Sanriyue, you are also Fusangshen."

Reminiscing so far, I closed the page and said to Mikazuki Zongjin who was sitting opposite me.

Sanri Yuezong held the teacup, nodded slightly, took a sip of tea, and chuckled: "Didn't Ji Jun forget?"

I shrugged and said, "After all, looking at your appearance, I will really forget your real body. After all, this era is no longer the era of cold weapons."

Sanri Yuezong smiled lightly and remained silent.

Then he asked about what happened next.

I changed the direction of the novel and pushed it to him, "It's all here."

San Riyue shook her head, "Your state of mind when you started writing should be different from your state of mind when you recall today."

"How should I put it, there is really no need to recall what happened after that."

Don't talk about memories, if I didn't write down these things at the beginning, I guess I would have forgotten the things of that era.

I sighed, took the novel back, and opened it again.

"Ah, so I got married in the spring of the second year..." I pointed to a place and said in surprise.

"Are you talking about Mr. Ieyasu?" Sankaiyue also looked over curiously, but he frowned slightly, "Is there no mention of sex between fish and water in the novel?"

I:……

What a terrible thing you said, old knife!

Sanriyue laughed, "Don't look at me like that. After all, you are writing a novel. With these plots, it must attract more readers, right?"

"It's really full of yellow waste..."

"Speaking of which, how is your Sakata-sensei?"

Hearing what he said, I flipped back quickly again, but I only mentioned the ending of Mr. Sakata slightly.

"He was taken away by the government army from the future, maybe there is a way to send him back to the original era." I was silent for a while, with complicated thoughts in my heart.When I experienced that era, I seemed to be still in China.That was also a few years ago.In fact, thinking about it now, it might not be necessary to say that I have forgotten everything, at least now when I read the book and recall it again, the surging emotion in my heart is familiar and frightening...

"Sakata-sensei seems to have been with us for a long time. So did the government troops. Because they couldn't find out the purpose of the time-traveling army, they stayed in that era and protected me."

San Riyue had a different idea about this, "Do you really think they haven't found the reason why the time retrograde army is targeting you?"

"Eh?"

I looked at him in astonishment, "Why do you ask that?"

Sankaiyue frowned slightly, "In the previous article, you wrote about California Qingguang and Yamato Shou'an in another visual. As mentioned here, you look very much like their masters."

I froze for a moment, then turned to that page, and after reading it carefully, I remembered, "I made up this paragraph. But after I married Mr. Ieyasu, California Qingguang did mention such a paragraph, saying that I and them The owner looks very similar. Because it is a novel, for the integrity of the story, many plots are actually fabricated."

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Sometime after the marriage, Ka Kiyomitsu kept staring at my belly.This made me break out in a cold sweat, "What do you mean?"

California Qingguang lay on the tatami mat, propped his chin with both hands, and smiled curiously, "Because I'm curious about what kind of child Miss Hui will give birth to."

"Eh?"

I cover my stomach.

"Why is there such curiosity?"

California Qingguang only mentioned to me at that time that I look very similar to their masters, even exactly the same.

I always wonder if it is me in another parallel time and space...

"It must be a beautiful child."

Yamato Mamoru came over with tea.

"But in terms of looks, boys are more like their mothers, and girls are more like their fathers. But with the looks of Miss and Mr. Ieyasu, no matter boys or girls, they will be great when they grow up."

That's right, mixed races seem to be pretty good-looking...

I even started to look forward to my future children.

It's only been two years and I'm still not pregnant.Although Mr. Ieyasu said that because of my young age, I don't plan to have children for the time being, but such reasons are too pale.

"Because you couldn't give birth to a child, he later carried a child back outside?"

Sanriyue said thoughtfully.

I nodded, "Yes. If the Sawada family is just an ordinary small family, it doesn't matter if there are children or not. It's just that the new government was established in Edo at that time, and the industrial economy of Edo was supported by the government. The business of the Sawada family It's getting bigger and bigger, and it would be a pity if there is no child to inherit the Sawada family."

"So when he brought in a baby, I was very happy."

"But after the child grows up, you are not happy?"

"..."

In fact, from the moment the child came into my arms, I had a familiar feeling, which was exactly the same as the feeling Ieyasu Sawada gave me.

"At that time, I thought that this child was born by him with a certain woman outside... To be honest, I don't mind him taking a concubine either."

Trinity fell silent.

I continued, "As you know, I have experienced many periods of life, and I have had many men. All of them are outstanding. Although Hideyoshi is a bit ugly, and old age is a bit worse. But his achievements cannot be denied .So apart from the life I traveled through for the first time, and the world I experienced afterwards, I don’t mind my partner having other women.”

This is probably a sense of guilt.Although I will wholeheartedly treat my partner in this world.But is it really possible to forget a partner from a past world?

The only one who can completely forget these things is in this world.After all, only the self in this world is the real self.

Ah... Even if I know about myself in this world now, I can't be considered myself...

"I think you have entered into a misunderstanding."

Sanriyue's expression suddenly became serious.

"I'm sure of what Lord Qingming said." San Riyue sipped her tea and said, "The name is the curse."

I know this sentence, but I don't know what Sanriyue meant when she said it at this time.

"You have experienced many worlds. In Heian-kyo, Raikou gave you the Genname, and you were trapped in the spell 'Gen Ning Ning'. In the Warring States Period, you were trapped in the spell 'Asano Ning Ning'." , while in Edo, you are trapped in the spell 'Sawada Nana', even in the world of practicing Hongyan, there is a spell called 'Wang Ningning'."

"You once said that no matter which world you are in, you will live in a positive way, but I think you are just living..."

"No matter which world you are in, you have never escaped the curse of 'Nishiki Ningning'."

I said softly, "I don't understand..."

Sanriyue looked at me with pity, "Do you really love those people? Do you really love those men who are your husbands?"

"certainly……"

I:……

What I wanted to blurt out, but after seeing San Riyue's eyes, it stuck in my throat abruptly, neither spit nor swallow.Very uncomfortable.

"Although I don't agree that love is exclusive. But if it were me, I would never tolerate the presence of other coveted men beside my beloved wife..."

I understand the truth, but you say this without a wife...

My expression is very complicated.

"Ah, I said that you have never escaped the 'Nishiki Ning Ning' curse. It seems a bit inaccurate. Or any curse, you have never escaped..."

San Riyue's words were simply enlightening.

That being said, I seem to be in the world of other classes just to survive.Although I love men who are my husbands, but because of my previous experience, I don't mind them having other women.However, this feeling is actually metamorphic.After I became this person, the previous experience has always affected me...

"But, I really like them, and I don't feel jealous..."

"So, it's just what you think you like about them..."

I lowered my head and stroked the pages.

"I don't mind the Zetian family's concubine, but if he gave birth to a child outside behind my back and took it back as an adopted son, I can't accept it."

"It's a matter of principle."

"Yes, it's a matter of principle."

When the child was crying, I sang him a lullaby to lull him to sleep.I didn't even know that this child was my husband's illegitimate child.

Ieyasu Sawada seems to have been waiting for me to ask this question.

So one night, looking at the child in the cradle, I asked.

He said he couldn't explain it clearly, but the child did have our blood in it.

Such words...

How can I believe it...

Maybe my expression is too sad.

Mikayue changed the subject.

"Let's go back to the original topic. In my humble opinion, those government troops should already know the purpose of the time retrograde army. That's why they will stay by your side to protect you."

The topic changed so quickly!

I didn't have time to hide my sad expression, so I said "ah".

"The offspring of that child—Sawada Tsunayoshi, will be the tenth generation leader of Vongola. If there is some reason to prevent this fact from happening, it is enough to prevent the birth of his offspring when the first generation leader traveled to Japan."

I glanced at him, "It's said to be the blood of the first generation, what does it have to do with my blood?"

Sanriyue smiled, "The first generation likes you. At least while you are alive, you are the first target of the time retrograde army."

I:……

This love is poisonous!

"That's your guesswork."

"Well, it's a guess, but the accuracy is very high."

"As for that child, from your current perspective, what do you think it is?"

I sighed several times.That kid looks so much like me.Really, if I hadn't been sure that I hadn't been pregnant or had a baby, I would have thought it was really my baby.I even wondered if I was a twin when I was born, but I was scolded by my father.

"Parallel world... Maybe it's my child in a parallel world..."

Of course, this is also speculation.

It's just, if it's my child in the parallel world, why did it appear in this world...

About this, it is estimated that only he knows.

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"Mr. Ieyasu really doesn't want to explain?"

I looked at him with complicated eyes.

The same is true of his expression, there seems to be something hidden in the golden brown pupils.

"I kept my promise."

I hugged the child named Sawada Hidetada helplessly, and said softly, "I see..."

"Ningning..."

"It's getting dark, go to sleep."