My heart is still

In the smog, before dawn, a girl dressed in green clothes and carrying a lunch box walked quickly from the courtyard. When she came from a distance, she noticed that the girl's brows were tightly wrinkled, and her small mouth was slightly shriveled. It was only at the delicate attic that he restrained his expression a little.

I saw that the attic was full of flowers, and the servants who were working held their breaths, it was extremely quiet.

A woman walked out of the main room and took the lunch box from the girl's hand and asked, "Why did it take you so long to come back today?" This question was like dynamite being ignited, "Our lady never argues with them, why don't you?" Then the mouth is not clean, I really think I am the master." The little girl pouted and wanted to say something.

The woman looked back, then turned around and glared at the girl, "Keep your voice down, it's okay to be angry with them, you don't have to be mad at yourself."

Only then did Yingqi regain her senses, "I still have to serve the miss, how can I have time to be angry with them?"

In fact, Li Shu felt very uncomfortable, who could compare to her young lady?But when outsiders talk about Shangshu Mansion, they only know that the eldest lady of Shangshu Mansion is overwhelmed by the country, and many people in the mansion don't know that their second room has a young lady. Whenever she thinks of it, she will feel wronged for the young lady.

After both of them calmed down, they walked to the back room, and Yingqi asked, "Sister Li Shu, what do you say when the doctor is here?" Speaking of this, Li Shu was both helpless and worried, and replied with a sigh, "It's still the same, doctor. Said the lady was overthinking"

Going around the screen, I looked at the woman, who was half-pillowed on the bed, unhurriedly twisting the net in her hand, a gleam of light shone on her body, making her look even more sickly, her face was very pale, There is a tranquility between the brows, just looking at it like this makes me feel comfortable, the beauty is not amazing but touching.

Seeing the two of them come in, they put down the net gently, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Yingqi felt extremely sad just seeing her young lady like this, but she was still being tolerated by others, and unconsciously began to cry, "Miss, you're not a big brother yet."

"What are you talking about, I'm not afraid of polluting Miss's ears." Li Shu quickly stopped, the lady was already overthinking, wouldn't it be even more sad to hear these gossips.

In fact, Meng Ci is the current Li Changru who doesn't care too much. She doesn't know whether it is a disaster or a blessing for her to live this life after life, but when she can't forget someone, it might be a disaster. If Xiao Nai is here How sad it must be to not find her on Huangquan Road, but he was promised to pick her up, but she got lost.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help crying, I quickly picked up the handkerchief that was on the ground and wiped it, and said to them sideways, "You all go down, I'm a little tired"

Seeing the young lady's appearance, Yingqi felt extremely guilty. Knowing that the young lady was careful, she couldn't help but say these words. She really deserved a slap. Thinking about it, she couldn't help but slapped herself twice. Li Shu hurriedly reached out to stop her, "You What is this for?"

Yingqi pouted, "Thousands of mistakes are all my fault", Li Shu just sighed and didn't say much.

After a moment of silence, Yingqi seemed to have thought of something, "By the way, this is what a girl sweeping the floor told me to give to Miss when I was walking on the road just now." Li Shu took it, it was a red jade bracelet, it was translucent and smooth, and it looked like a bracelet. Good thing, in fact, both of them knew in their hearts who sent it, and Li Shu was also very helpless. The love stories in the world are nothing more than two people who love each other, beautiful people, although the young lady and this adult are Talented and beautiful, it is pleasing to the eye, but she knows that the young lady has something to belong to or does not admire General Chi Yunnan.

Beiliang, in the palace, Chi Yunan was holding a somewhat damaged purse in his hand, his sword eyebrows and star eyes were soft, and there was a slight smile in his eyes, as long as he thought of that person in the capital, he would be very happy, and when he thought about it, he would ask the people around him An Yi: "The bracelet can be delivered to Chang Ru"

"I think it was delivered this morning." An Yi hurried back, and now everyone around Chi Yunan knew that the second wife in Shang Shu's mansion was most likely their future general's wife.

In fact, Chi Yunan felt that Chang Ru might not admire him, but he still didn't want to admit it. Women in this world are always shy, and it's okay if they can't speak boldly.

He touched his slightly hot chest and murmured softly, "Chang Ru, I will marry you home after I earn military merits and glory."

Hearing that the people in the mansion broke their mouths, the concubine daughter of the eldest room was taken back, and there was a lot of drama. Yingqi still said a few words of disdain in front of her, but she knew it in her heart. Sister is probably just a tool used by the old lady to fight Chi Yunrou, but she didn't notice it before, but now that she thinks about the names of these one by one, the plays are very similar to a certain TV series she watched in her previous life.

It seems that Li Weiyang is the heroine, I just don't know whether I am the female lead or Li Changle is the female lead, as long as I think about it, I find it quite interesting.

Several girls in the room saw that she was interested in this Li Weiyang, and they all jokingly talked about Li Weiyang's crazy things in the mansion in the past few days, saying that her health has become worse and worse in the past few years, and it has been a long time. After going out for a walk, the house was bustling with activity, when I saw an elegant and dignified woman walk in.

As soon as the second lady came into the room, the girls stopped talking, she sat down and patted Chang Ru's hand, "You are doing well these few days"

Chang Ru looked at the second lady, looked at her worried eyes, held back her tears and replied, "Mom, I'm fine."

The second lady looked at her with such a pale face, she felt very distressed when she saw her, "The doctor said that you are overthinking, you have been living every day, since you were born, your mother has never seen you smiling, it's all your mother's fault, It's because I didn't take good care of you two sisters when your father left." Tears flowed down my face as she spoke.

Chang Ru was also very uncomfortable, she didn't know how to explain her overthinking, she had always lived a simple life, hadn't experienced anything, after she became Meng Yiran, she was also protected by Xiao Nai, in this life she became a This lady of the Shangshu Mansion, but she can't forget that the one she loves can only suffer every day, and it also makes her parents worry about it.

Thinking about it made me very uneasy, and took a handkerchief to help my mother wipe away her tears, "Mother, why are you crying, am I fine?"

After the second wife left, Chang Ru told them all to retreat, but she was just in a daze alone, and if she couldn't forget the one she loved, she could only let her family down, but whether she forgot or not was really out of her control.

Ever since she came to this place, she has had dreams every day, and there are too many things in the dreams that make her flustered, she often sees a large field of flowers from the other shore in her dreams, Xiao Nai just stands there, looking around As if looking for something, she called him, Xiao Nai, I'm here.

But it was as if he had never heard of her, he couldn't see her, he couldn't hear her, he was looking for someone alone, looking for someone who was not in the same world as him, every time she dreamed of this place, she would wake up with a breakdown.

Can't forget really can't forget.

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