The years between EXO

"Come on! I'll watch you from below." Ye Zixi made a cheering gesture to the Obamas who were about to take the stage, and suddenly remembered something, and with a smile on his face, "Where are the things I asked you from the big stars?"

"Here, here." Bian Boxian handed her a stack of group posters with a face of reluctance, "Ye Zixi, you are serious, why do you sign so many? Your hands are going to break."

Ye Zixi rolled his eyes at him: "You are exaggerating."

"That's right, Zixi, haven't you already given away the tickets?" Xiumin said.

Ye Zixi smiled guiltily: "Actually, I just wanted to give it to someone, but I didn't want her to know that it was from me. This way, I can avoid arousing suspicion."

"Is she also a fan?" suho.

"Well. We used to be inseparable and took care of each other, but I didn't tell her before I went to Korea, so I left without saying goodbye. I heard that she was very decadent for a long time, but I was joking with you every day. So guilty. Now that she has a new friend, I don't want to owe her anything."

The music started, the lights dimmed, and EXO appeared gorgeously on the stage along with the song.Fans screamed incessantly.Under the surprised and excited eyes of her classmates, Ye Zixi sent out the signed poster.

The phone vibrated a few times, and received a message: "I'll be waiting for you outside the venue." The sender: "Lin Songhan." Ye Zixi looked up at the eleven teenagers on the stage, and squeezed out of the venue with her phone .

"Is there something wrong?" Ye Zixi ran to the boy who was waiting there.

"Yeah." Nodding slightly.

"what's up?"

"It's about Jingyi."

Ye Zixi had never seen Lin Songhan like this before, he seemed nervous, but not like him.There should be something to say, but I can't say it, and I have inner conflicts.Moreover, he kindly called her "Jingyi" just now.

"What's up with her?"

"Actually, what you see now is not her."

"What do you mean?"

"Because of you, because you left without saying goodbye. Do you know? She has been discriminated against before. She is a very timid girl. She gradually started to contact others because she met you. She only has you as a friend. She is so Trust you, but you leave without saying goodbye, you don't even tell her about your identity and family situation, but she still trusts you so much.

"She was in a bad mental state. After you left, she spent several days in a daze. She seldom talked to her family, so his parents didn't know why. Later, her emotions became more and more out of control, so she went to see a psychiatrist .was diagnosed with severe mental illness and, mild depression."

"Is she okay?" Ye Zixi revealed anxiety in her eyes.

"She committed suicide."

It was as if a thunderclap shattered the hope in Ye Zixi's heart.

"How could it be? She is obviously very cheerful."

"That's all in front of you. In front of me, she doesn't even lift her head."

"The school proposed not to affect the school spirit, and her parents also wanted to preserve her reputation, so they asked her younger sister to transfer to another school to replace her for a while. In order not to be suspected, they lied that Wang Jingyi had a car accident and her face was injured, so she was different from before. .and amnesia."

Ye Zixi fell to the ground, her eyes were dull, but she didn't cry: "Where is she?"

"South tomb, row 7 and row 14. Go and have a look, I'll go first." Lin Songhan handed her a letter.

After finally returning to EXO's lounge, he slumped on the chair, tears streaming down his face.After an unknown amount of time, she opened the envelope:

Zixi:

How are you doing recently?I miss you.After you left, I realized that you are the only friend I can talk to. Come back soon.

(Below is a pen of another color, and the writing is slightly skewed)

Zixi:

When you read this letter, I am no longer here.We must live well.Although there are many things I want to say, but it is meaningless, and it is impossible to see you again.

I was also surprised when I was diagnosed with depression, and it gradually got worse.I am very afraid, afraid that one day, I will go crazy, I will forget everything, forget you.

This letter was written a long time ago, and now that you have read it, it shows that my worries are not in vain.

I give it to Lin Songhan, hoping he is a credible person.

When you come back, you must come and see me!

Ye Zixi sat quietly until she was completely calm, and went out with her bag.

When we arrived at the cemetery, it was already dark, and the taxi driver who brought her was a little worried about her.A girl, what is she doing in the cemetery at night.

Quiet, very quiet.It was as if the entire cemetery echoed her footsteps, once and again.Finally stopped.

"Jingyi, I can't wait to see you." Ye Zixi knelt down and placed a large bouquet of white roses in front of the tombstone, "Look, I bought the flowers you like."