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If the walls in this world become transparent windows, don't you want to see my life.

Looking at the woman who appeared in front of me for the seventh time, this is the seventh time we have met in just half a year, but this is the first time I have spoken to her.

I said: "Since you are the first person I see when I open my eyes, and since you are still persistent, then I will tell you."

She said considerately: "The injury on your neck hasn't healed yet, you'd better wait."

I shook my head and could hold on.

As we all know, my time is running out, and I should race against time.

There is nothing to worry about, close the door of the ward.

I said, she remembered.

One detail I noticed was that what she took out of her bag was a thick journal, not any electronic device that made typing noises.

She prepared a pen and paper, and looking at her thick notebook, I suddenly felt that I might have let her down. In fact, my story is not that long at all.

"Where do I start?" I said to myself.

She actually started to memorize it from this sentence.

Looking at her meticulousness, I suddenly understood why she was the only one who made me speak.

Well, she's such a stickler, and I lose.

"Remember slowly, don't rush. I will speak slowly. Anyway, I will leave my last time to you, and we must take our time." I comforted her not to be nervous, and I will cooperate with her work very well .

She tightened the pen in her hand again and said, "Okay." Sure enough, it was business.

I thought about it, where should the story start?

Well, let's start from the day when my life trajectory merged with others.

It was the afternoon of August 2006, 8. As usual, I was practicing calligraphy on the balcony at home at that time.

At that time, it was the summer vacation after the final exam of the first year of high school, but how could a student like me allow a minute and a second to be wasted?

Wasting time is not only disrespecting one's own IQ, but also irresponsible to the teachings of parents.

I remember that in the whole copybook at that time, there was only one character "Su" in it, and I couldn't write well on the dot on the cover of that precious character.My father said that I have no inspiration in writing, and the word "Su" can't stand up no matter what.

I don't understand what aura is. I have used all the skills taught to me by the calligraphy teacher, and even the writing results have exceeded the teacher's expectations, but my father will still shake his head slightly after reading it.

I have been No.1 in all subjects since I was a child. I don't need to work hard. With my IQ, I can't trouble me with anything related to learning.

It's always been so easy for me to get grades.

But that time, my calligraphy was about to get stuck on an ordinary character.

I am not reconciled, I practice calligraphy repeatedly.

In the summer afternoon, the heat is in full swing, and the sound of Chan is noisy.

Sweat slid from my forehead to my cheeks, but in order to stabilize the center of gravity of my wrist, I didn't care about it.

I want to be calm, and I want to write like a god.

With a "bang", something hit my eyes, to be precise, it got stuck on the guardrail around the balcony in front of me.

My family lives on the second floor of the family building, and the balconies are surrounded by protective fences, which are the kind that have been rusted for a long time.Although they are worn out, the mesh is still very dense, so it can catch the flying shuttlecock.

I stared fixedly at the badminton, it was brand new, the red sponge ring was hardly used.

"Hey, help us throw the badminton back!"

Someone shouted downstairs, and I poked my head over to see that it was indeed Qiu Linlin, a poor student from the class next door, with poor grades and poor character.

I don't want to pay attention to him and look away.

"Student, are you also from Rongcheng No. [-] Middle School?" Another voice came.

I looked for the sound, and a tall boy appeared in the open space downstairs. He pointed to the school uniform hanging on the balcony of my house while talking.

I think, this is definitely the first time I have met this person, otherwise with my memory, it is impossible for me to have no impression of him.

Seeing that I didn't answer, instead of being dissatisfied, he introduced himself enthusiastically.

He said: "Hello, classmate. My name is Liang Ye. I just transferred to another school. We will be classmates after school starts. Do you want to play together?" He waved the racket in his hand.

Looking at the two of them standing in the scorching sun with reddened faces, how silly, I don't want to go.

I went to the guardrail to pick up the shuttlecock, found a slightly larger gap, and let it fall freely.

Before the badminton fell to the ground, the boy caught it firmly with his racket.

He was very happy holding the badminton in his hand, and asked loudly: "What's your name, classmate? Come down and play badminton with us!"

Before I could answer, Qiu Linlin who was next to him took the call: "Liang Ye, don't call him, he is a university god, so he won't participate in our mortal activities."

The tall boy scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, we may have disturbed you. But now that we know each other, tell me your name? We will be friends from now on."

"He won't..." Qiu Linlin continued to answer.

"My name is Jiang Yuze." I said.

Qiu Linlin stared at me with wide-eyed eyes, as if hearing a dumb man speak in his eyes.

"Oh, I remembered. Then—Ozawa, see you at the beginning of school!" The tall boy said with a smile, waved his hands, turned around and put Qiu Linlin on Qiu Linlin's shoulder and walked away.

It turned out that he had a small canine tooth in his left tooth.

After being dazed for a long time, I realized that this was what I was thinking just now.

Why am I in a daze?I put it down to someone calling my name for the first time.

Yes, a name, not a name.

My name is Jiang Yuze, Jiang is my father's surname, Yu is my mother's surname, and only Ze is my first name.

Teachers and classmates call me Jiang Yuze, and people who are a little closer to me call me Yu Ze. They all say that my name is really nice, and it sounds like the crystallization of a loving couple.

But what they don't know is that I agree that they call me by my first name and surname, and I don't like them calling me Yu Ze only.

And today, just now, for the first time in my life, someone called me by my first name alone, the only name I recognized in my heart.

Yes, he called me "Ozawa", he called me by my first name.

Although I later learned that he called everyone so intimately.But the "Ozawa" he blurted out back then was close enough to my world alone.

At that moment, I really felt that I was truly remembered and known by people in this world.

I was a little excited, the hand holding the pen was trembling unknowingly, and finally ruined the whole rice paper.

However, it is very strange that when I re-wrote the word "Su", this time I passed it once.Dad looked at the sweat on my forehead and said that hard work can make up for my weakness, and I finally got the hang of it.

Dad said, the word "stay" finally stayed in my heart.

I can't explain why, but that afternoon, it was the sound of "Ozawa" that started all topics related to fate.

Sure enough, after school started, I saw his name on the class list——Liang Ye, Ye with sunshine.

The class list is arranged according to grades. I am No.1 in the whole school, and naturally I am also No.1 in Class One of Senior Two. What is surprising is that Liang Ye, a transfer student, can be ranked No.3 in the class. a girl.

The whole class knows me, but I don't know them. The head teacher looks familiar, and he should be Dad's former colleague.

The teacher in charge asked the students to introduce themselves, and I stood up and went about my routine.

When Liang Ye introduced himself, the class sensation was no less than mine, mainly among the girls.

The term has started, and I am immersed in my studies. Although the courses of this grade can no longer pass me, but I always have to do a good job in advance. I have to race against time to study the courses of the third year of high school by myself.

The teachers all know my abilities and plans, and they will not interfere or stop my self-study behavior, or that I can still come to the school to take the college entrance examination step by step, and strive for the highest score record in the history of the college entrance examination for the school. They are already satisfied.

My special treatment is out of place in the eyes of ordinary classmates. They don't contact me, and I don't care about participating in their low-IQ games.

I live in peace with them.

Only when the test results were announced or the competition results were awarded again and again did they have to focus on me again.

I know that my high school life will be shining, and my high school life will be alone.

However, his appearance still broke my original plan and trajectory.

He squeezed into my life unreasonably, like... just like the last time he called my name without thinking, direct and enthusiastic.

The reason is that in physical education class, I fainted.

Learning God, it's normal for a chicken to be physically weak.

When I woke up, I was in the school doctor’s office. The person who carried me was asking the school doctor about my situation. I saw him gesticulating there, with excessive body movements and nervous expression.

The female school doctor spoke very softly, but I could hear her clearly.She said I was fine, but I was too sleepy and tired, and just passed out.

I got it, so I got up and thought about going back.

My sudden movement frightened everyone in the room, especially the classmates who had just carried me.

I told them I was fine and since I was short of sleep I would go back to sleep.

The school doctor had no objections, but Liang Ye, who carried me on his back, did.He said how to do that, he firmly disagreed, the classroom environment is so noisy, how can it be possible to rest well, not to mention if I want to fall asleep again, he really doesn't have the energy to carry me again.

I understand, so I don't bother him anymore.

I lay back down, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

When I woke up again, the afterglow of the sun was running out, the door of the school doctor's room was slightly closed, and a figure hurried away.

I sat up, stretched and felt the strength in my whole body finally come back.

Huh!A coat, a schoolbag, and a post-it note with the words "Longfeifengwu" on it, which should be the homework assigned by each subject today. I don't think it has anything to do with me. Sure enough, the person who left the note is also very self-aware.

He wrote: "The homework is mine. If you want to thank me, please help me finish today's big physics problem! Please~"

This person is really, cowardly and cute.

I shook my clothes and got dressed, and after thinking about it before leaving, I grabbed the homework book next to the bed.

Well, the kindness of a drop of water should be repaid by a spring. I want to repay his kindness. After all, it is a life-saving kindness.

I quickened my pace and walked home, and in 10 minutes it was the English foreign teacher's class.

The perimeter of the basketball court was so crowded that I couldn't get past it.

Glancing at my watch, I had no choice but to run, and someone behind me seemed to be calling out my name, and the movement seemed to be surprised that I could also run.

Regardless of the discussions behind me, I quickened my pace and rushed forward. The wind blew my bangs into a mess, but it was so cool with the wind blowing!

Even if I know that I will be sweating profusely after stopping, I will try my best to prolong the comfortable time of this moment indefinitely.

Because I know that there is him in those eyes behind me.